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November 10, 2019
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Bethel Presents Heaven to Earth

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Leap Into Love Part 2

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  • [MUSIC]
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  • - HAVILAH CUNNINGTON: IT'S
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  • EASY TO ASSUME EVERYONE ELSE
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  • AROUND US FEELS ACCEPTED
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  • BUT US.
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  • AND THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS IN
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  • OUR LIVES.
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  • OFTENTIMES, WE WILL TRY TO
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  • UTILIZE WHAT WE HAVE TO GIVE
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  • PEOPLE THE IMPRESSION
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  • THAT WE'RE WHOLE.
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  • WHEN WE DON'T LIKE OURSELVES,
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  • IT'S EASY TO IDOLIZE
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  • - KRIS VALLOTTON: HI, I'M KRIS
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  • VALLOTTON, AND I'M SO PLEASED
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  • FOR BETHEL TO BE PART OF THE
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  • TBN FAMILY.
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  • TODAY, WE HAVE A CLOSE FRIEND
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  • OF BETHEL, HAVILAH CUNNINGTON,
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  • SHARING PART TWO OF A POWERFUL
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  • MESSAGE ON IDENTITY.
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  • IN PART ONE OF THE MESSAGE,
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  • HAVILAH SPOKE OF OUR TRUE
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  • IDENTITY IN CHRIST AND THE
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  • SYMPTOMS OF SELF-REJECTION.
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  • SHE ALSO ENCOURAGED HEALING
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  • FROM AN OBSESSION WITH
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  • OUR APPEARANCE.
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  • TODAY, IN PART TWO, HAVILAH
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  • COVERS A LIST OF IMPORTANT KEY
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  • POINTS SURROUNDING OUR
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  • IDENTITY, INCLUDING WRONG
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  • PRIORITIES, DIFFICULT LOVING
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  • OURSELVES, AND SELF-CRITICISM,
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  • AND SO MUCH MORE.
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  • LADIES, YOU WON'T WANNA
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  • MISS THIS.
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  • AND, GENTLEMEN, TRUST ME, THESE
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  • ARE POWERFUL KINGDOM PRINCIPLES
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  • THAT WILL HELP YOU BETTER
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  • UNDERSTAND YOUR OWN IDENTITY IN
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  • CHRIST AND THE TRUE IDENTITY OF
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  • THE MOST IMPORTANT WOMAN
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  • TO GROW IN ALL THESE AREAS AND
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  • MORE, BE SURE TO GET YOUR OWN
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  • COPY OF BETHEL'S REVIVAL
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  • RESOURCES ENTITLED
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  • "KINGDOM INHERITANCE,"
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  • "SONS & DAUGHTERS,"
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  • AND MY OWN WORKBOOK
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  • "THE SUPERNATURAL WAY OF
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  • ROYALTY," WHERE WE GO DEEPER
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  • INTO TOPICS LIKE YOUR TRUE
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  • AUTHORITY AND IDENTITY IN
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  • CHRIST AND WHAT IT MEANS TO BE
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  • ENJOY PART TWO OF THIS MESSAGE
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  • BY HAVILAH CUNNINGTON ON
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  • IDENTITY, AND I'LL SEE
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  • - HAVILAH: SELF-REJECTION
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  • ALSO SHOWS UP IN OUR
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  • WRONG PRIORITIES.
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  • OUR WRONG PRIORITIES.
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  • THIS IS AN AREA WHERE I FOUND
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  • THAT SELF-REJECTION SHOWED UP
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  • IN MY OWN LIFE, CONSISTENTLY --
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  • SPECIFICALLY IN MY 20s.
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  • YOU SEE, SELF-REJECTION SHOWS
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  • UP IN DECISIONS AND THE
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  • PRIORITIES THAT WE MAKE.
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  • I THINK ABOUT THE RICH YOUNG
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  • RULER IN MATTHEW 19:22.
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  • IT SAYS THAT --
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  • OKAY, SO WHAT'S HAPPENING, HERE
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  • -- I WANNA KINDA GIVE YOU --
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  • IS THAT HE GOES
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  • TO JESUS AND HE SAYS:
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  • "HEY, I'VE DONE EVERYTHING
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  • THAT YOU WANT ME
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  • TO DO.
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  • LIKE, I'M A CHRISTIAN; I'M,
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  • LIKE, SERVING; YOU KNOW, DOING
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  • ALL THE RIGHT--
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  • I'M SELLING EVERYTHING;
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  • I'M GIVING THINGS;
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  • I'M GOING TO EVERY BETHEL
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  • CHURCH SERVICE; I'VE SIGNED UP
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  • FOR EVERY CONFERENCE;
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  • I'M ON THE MINISTRY TEAM;
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  • I HAVE A BADGE.
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  • LIKE, I'M DOING IT ALL."
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  • AND GOD GOES--
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  • AND JESUS LOOKS AT HIM AND
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  • HE SAYS: "OKAY.
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  • THEN, I WANT YOU TO SELL
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  • EVERYTHING YOU HAVE AND GIVE IT
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  • TO THE POOR AND COME
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  • FOLLOW ME."
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  • NOW, THAT IN ITSELF STOPS US IN
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  • OUR TRACKS -- LIKE, OKAY, JESUS
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  • WASN'T MESSIN' AROUND.
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  • BUT I LOVE WHAT IT SAYS AFTER.
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  • BECAUSE IT SAYS: "AND THAT WAS
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  • THE LAST THING THE YOUNG MAN
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  • EXPECTED TO HEAR.
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  • AND SO, CRESTFALLEN, HE
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  • WALKED AWAY.
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  • HE WAS HOLDING ON TIGHT TO A
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  • LOT OF THINGS THAT HE COULDN'T
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  • BEAR TO LET GO."
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  • I THINK, IN OUR GENERATION, A
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  • LOT OF WOMEN WEAR "BUSY" AS A
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  • BADGE OF HONOR.
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  • I THINK, IN OUR GENERATION, WE
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  • ARE TOLD WE CAN HAVE IT ALL
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  • AND THE TRUTH IS WE CAN'T
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  • HAVE IT ALL.
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  • I DON'T MEAN THAT WE CAN'T
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  • HAVE A CAPACITY TO HOLD
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  • A LOT.
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  • BUT IF ALL WE'RE TRYING TO DO
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  • IS CHECK OFF LISTS SO THAT WE
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  • CAN LOOK LIKE WE HAVE IT ALL,
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  • THEN WE WILL END UP EMPTY.
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  • BECAUSE, WE WEREN'T CREATED TO
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  • DO ALL THINGS FOR ALL MEN.
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  • WE WERE CREATED TO DO SOME
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  • THINGS FOR THE MEN THAT
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  • GOD GAVE US.
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  • [CHUCKLES]
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  • - AUDIENCE MEMBER: COME ON!
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  • - HAVILAH: COME ON.
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  • AND SO, IT'S REALLY CRITICAL.
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  • THE ENEMY LOVES TO HIDE IN
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  • YOUR PRIORITIES.
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  • HE LOVES TO SAY: WELL, A GOOD
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  • CHRISTIAN WOULD DO THIS.
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  • AND A GOOD MOM WOULD DO THIS.
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  • AND A GOOD WIFE WOULD DO THIS.
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  • AND A GOOD LEADER WOULD
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  • DO THIS.
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  • AND WHAT HE DOES IS HE GOES: IF
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  • I CAN RUN YOU RAGGED, YOU'LL BE
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  • SO TIRED YOU WON'T BE ANY
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  • USE FOR ME.
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  • YOU'LL BE RUNNING HERE
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  • AND THERE.
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  • AND ONE OF THE GREATEST TESTS
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  • IN OUR CHARACTER, WHEN IT COMES
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  • TO WHO WE BELONG TO, IS WHEN
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  • GOD SAYS, "LET IT GO,"
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  • DO WE BATTLE HIM FOR
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  • IT OR DO WE SAY,
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  • IT WAS YOURS ANYWAY.
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  • AND, YOU KNOW WHAT?
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  • ANYTHING I SAY NO TO, IF IT'S
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  • IN YOUR WILL, IT WILL COME
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  • BACK AROUND.
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  • AND THIS IS A CORE TRUTH
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  • I HAVE LIVED BY -- BEING
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  • A MOM OF FOUR BOYS IN FIVE
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  • YEARS, AND I HAVE LIVED IN
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  • FOUR-- FOUR KIDS IN DIAPERS,
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  • FOUR C-SECTIONS IN FIVE YEARS.
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  • I FEEL LIKE I HAVE LIVED
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  • THROUGH THE WAR ZONE
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  • OF INFANCY.
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  • I'LL TELL YOU WHAT -- IF I WAS
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  • TRYING TO KEEP UP WITH
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  • EVERYBODY AND EVERYTHING, MY
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  • KIDS WOULD NEVER SEE.
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  • THEY WOULD KNOW SOMEBODY ELSE
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  • AS MOM AND MY HUSBAND WOULD
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  • NOT KNOW ME.
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  • AND IT WOULD LITERALLY BE LIKE
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  • I'M ALL-- ALL OVER THE PLACE
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  • DOING THINGS.
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  • AND SO, I'VE HAD TO MAKE A
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  • CRITICAL DECISION THAT I'M THE
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  • ONE THAT HAS TO MAKE THE
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  • DECISIONS THAT MAKES THE LIFE
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  • THAT GOD'S CALLED ME TO MAKE.
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  • AND I WILL DISAPPOINT PEOPLE
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  • ALONG THE WAY.
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  • BUT IT IS MY STEWARDSHIP TO OWN
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  • MY MARRIAGE, TO OWN MY KIDS, TO
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  • OWN MY MINISTRY, TO OWN MY JOB,
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  • TO OWN MY HEART.
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  • IT IS MY STEWARDSHIP.
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  • AND I CANNOT HOLD ANYONE ELSE
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  • RESPONSIBLE FOR MY LACK
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  • OF STEWARDSHIP.
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  • AND SO, WHAT'S CRITICAL IN OUR
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  • LIVES IS SOMETIMES SAYING NO IS
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  • THE EXACT THING GOD WANTS
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  • YOU TO SAY.
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  • AND PART OF THE REASON I'M
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  • ASKING -- AND THIS IS WHY IT
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  • ALL TIES IN -- IS: WHY ARE YOU
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  • SAYING YES?
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  • THIS IS CRITICAL.
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  • "WELL, I JUST WANNA MAKE SURE
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  • THAT...I'M NEEDED."
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  • "WELL, I JUST WANNA MAKE SURE
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  • THAT I'M WORTHY."
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  • "I JUST WANNA MAKE SURE THAT
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  • THERE'S A MOMENT."
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  • LISTEN, GOD, AGAIN, WILL TAKE
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  • CARE OF YOU.
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  • MANY OF US ARE BUSY BECAUSE WE
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  • WANNA FEEL WORTHY, SO WE RUN TO
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  • THINGS, TRYING TO BE NEEDED.
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  • MANY OF US TRY TO BE SEEN, SO
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  • WE STRIVE FOR POSITION OR WITH
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  • PEOPLE WE THINK ARE IMPORTANT
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  • SO THAT WE CAN FEEL IMPORTANT.
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  • MANY OF US FEEL LIKE WE WANT TO
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  • BE IMPORTANT, SO WE TRY AND
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  • CREATE A LIFE THAT LOOKS VERY
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  • IMPORTANT, VERY BUSY,
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  • AND VERY STRATEGIC.
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  • AND YET, GOD IS SAYING: WILL
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  • YOU LAY DOWN THAT WHOLE
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  • PRESTIGE, WOULD YOU LAY IT DOWN
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  • AND LET ME BE THE ONE WHO MAKES
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  • THE CALL WITH YOU AND TRUST ME
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  • IN THE MIDDLE OF ALL THAT YOU
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  • ARE NOT GONNA MISS A THING WHEN
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  • THE THIRD AREA IS EXTRAVAGANCE.
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  • AND EXTRAVAGANT LIFESTYLE
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  • CAN BE COVERED UP FOR
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  • SELF-REJECTION AND SELF-HATRED.
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  • I THINK ABOUT THAT MOVIE
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  • SCENE -- YOU KNOW, WHERE IT'S,
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  • LIKE, THE 90s MOVIE SCENE WHERE
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  • THE GUY COMES IN AND HE WAS,
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  • LIKE, THE GEEK DURING SCHOOL.
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  • AND THEN, HE POPS IN AT THE
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  • REUNION 20 YEARS LATER, AND
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  • HE'S GOT THE SPORTS CAR AND THE
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  • GIRL ON HIS ARM, AND HE'S LIKE:
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  • AND THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS IN
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  • OUR LIVES.
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  • OFTENTIMES, WE WILL TRY TO
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  • UTILIZE WHAT WE HAVE TO GIVE
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  • PEOPLE THE IMPRESSION THAT
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  • WE'RE WHOLE.
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  • WE WILL TRY TO UTILIZE THE
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  • POSITION OR EVEN THE-- THE
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  • POWER OR WHATEVER WE HAVE
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  • AVAILABLE TO US AND WE WILL USE
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  • IT SO THAT WE CAN SAY: WELL, IF
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  • NOTHING ELSE, I HAVE A LOT
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  • OF MONEY.
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  • IF NOTHING ELSE, I STILL
  • 00:06:59.130 --> 00:07:00.030
  • GOT MY BODY.
  • 00:07:00.030 --> 00:07:01.010
  • IF NOTHING ELSE, I GOT THE
  • 00:07:01.010 --> 00:07:01.220
  • CUTEST HUSBAND.
  • 00:07:01.220 --> 00:07:03.210
  • IF NOTHING ELSE, I MEAN, I--
  • 00:07:03.210 --> 00:07:04.200
  • AND WHAT I WANT YOU TO REALLY
  • 00:07:04.200 --> 00:07:06.270
  • REALIZE IS THAT -- AND WHAT'S
  • 00:07:06.270 --> 00:07:08.190
  • CRITICAL -- IS THAT
  • 00:07:08.190 --> 00:07:10.090
  • EXTRAVAGANCE-- GOD IS SO INTO
  • 00:07:10.090 --> 00:07:11.220
  • BLESSING US.
  • 00:07:11.220 --> 00:07:13.070
  • THERE IS-- EXTRAVAGANCE
  • 00:07:13.070 --> 00:07:15.070
  • ISN'T NEGATIVE.
  • 00:07:15.070 --> 00:07:16.020
  • THE BIBLE'S ALL ABOUT LIVING
  • 00:07:16.020 --> 00:07:17.200
  • LIVES THAT ARE PROSPEROUS, AND,
  • 00:07:17.200 --> 00:07:18.120
  • THAT WHEN WE GIVE, IT WILL COME
  • 00:07:18.120 --> 00:07:19.250
  • BACK TO US.
  • 00:07:19.250 --> 00:07:20.120
  • AND THAT IS ALL IN THE KINGDOM.
  • 00:07:20.120 --> 00:07:23.100
  • BUT WHEN WE USE EXTRAVAGANCE TO
  • 00:07:23.100 --> 00:07:25.050
  • COVER UP THE WOUNDS OF FEELING
  • 00:07:25.050 --> 00:07:27.040
  • SIGNIFICANT IN THE ROOM, THAT'S
  • 00:07:27.040 --> 00:07:28.110
  • MATTHEW 16:26 SAYS: "FOR EVEN
  • 00:07:31.000 --> 00:07:31.270
  • IF YOU WERE TO GAIN ALL THE
  • 00:07:31.270 --> 00:07:34.110
  • WEALTH AND POWER IN THIS WORLD
  • 00:07:34.110 --> 00:07:37.090
  • WITH EVERYTHING IT COULD OFFER
  • 00:07:37.090 --> 00:07:39.260
  • YOU, AT THE COST OF YOUR OWN
  • 00:07:39.260 --> 00:07:41.200
  • LIFE, WHAT GOOD WOULD IT BE?
  • 00:07:43.100 --> 00:07:46.100
  • AND WHAT COULD BE MORE VALUABLE
  • 00:07:46.100 --> 00:07:47.020
  • TO YOU THAN YOUR OWN SOUL?"
  • 00:07:48.180 --> 00:07:51.180
  • THAT'S WHAT WE HAVE TO ASK
  • 00:07:51.180 --> 00:07:52.070
  • OURSELVES IS: WOULD I GIVE UP
  • 00:07:52.070 --> 00:07:52.280
  • MY WHOLE SOUL JUST TO GAIN
  • 00:07:52.280 --> 00:07:55.110
  • WHAT I WANT?
  • 00:07:55.110 --> 00:07:57.130
  • THE FOURTH AREA IS DIFFICULTY
  • 00:07:57.130 --> 00:07:58.040
  • LOVING OTHERS.
  • 00:07:58.040 --> 00:07:59.130
  • WE DEAL WITH SELF-REJECTION
  • 00:07:59.130 --> 00:08:00.280
  • WHEN WE DON'T LOVE OTHERS.
  • 00:08:00.280 --> 00:08:03.080
  • WHEN WE ARE SNOBBY -- SORRY.
  • 00:08:04.000 --> 00:08:07.000
  • WHEN WE ARE CLIQUEY.
  • 00:08:07.000 --> 00:08:07.260
  • WHEN WE DON'T HAVE ROOM FOR
  • 00:08:07.260 --> 00:08:08.210
  • PEOPLE AT OUR TABLE.
  • 00:08:08.210 --> 00:08:10.040
  • WHEN WE WANNA BE, YOU KNOW: I
  • 00:08:10.040 --> 00:08:11.260
  • LIKE THEM IF THEY LOOK LIKE ME,
  • 00:08:11.260 --> 00:08:12.180
  • AND ACT LIKE ME, AND TALK
  • 00:08:12.180 --> 00:08:13.070
  • BUT IF YOU'RE NOT THAT, THEN I
  • 00:08:15.200 --> 00:08:16.110
  • DON'T HAVE TIME FOR YOU.
  • 00:08:16.110 --> 00:08:16.290
  • BECAUSE I KEEP MY TEAM REALLY
  • 00:08:16.290 --> 00:08:18.040
  • LEAN AND MEAN.
  • 00:08:18.040 --> 00:08:19.110
  • AND, YOU KNOW, YOU'LL-- MAYBE--
  • 00:08:19.110 --> 00:08:20.140
  • MAYBE YOU CAN FIT
  • 00:08:20.140 --> 00:08:22.020
  • SOMEWHERE ELSE.
  • 00:08:22.020 --> 00:08:25.000
  • AND THE TRUTH IS IS THAT IF
  • 00:08:25.000 --> 00:08:25.200
  • JESUS WAS WALKING ON THE EARTH
  • 00:08:25.200 --> 00:08:26.110
  • -- YES, HE HAD HIS DISCIPLES.
  • 00:08:26.110 --> 00:08:27.020
  • IT DOESN'T MEAN THAT WE HAVE TO
  • 00:08:27.020 --> 00:08:27.240
  • LET EVERYBODY SIT AT OUR TABLE
  • 00:08:27.240 --> 00:08:28.150
  • ALL THE TIME.
  • 00:08:28.150 --> 00:08:29.210
  • BUT IT MEANS IT'S THE APPROACH
  • 00:08:29.210 --> 00:08:30.120
  • TO LIFE -- HOW WE RESPOND
  • 00:08:30.120 --> 00:08:31.180
  • TO PEOPLE.
  • 00:08:31.180 --> 00:08:32.190
  • HOW DO WE RESPOND TO THE POOR
  • 00:08:32.190 --> 00:08:33.190
  • IN SPIRIT?
  • 00:08:33.190 --> 00:08:34.290
  • ARE WE USED TO SHUTTING THEM
  • 00:08:35.020 --> 00:08:38.020
  • OUT OR DO WE MAKE ROOM FOR THEM
  • 00:08:38.020 --> 00:08:39.010
  • AND SAY, "I WAS POOR IN SPIRIT
  • 00:08:39.010 --> 00:08:41.120
  • ONCE, TOO; THERE'S ROOM"?
  • 00:08:41.120 --> 00:08:43.060
  • WOUNDED PEOPLE -- LISTEN --
  • 00:08:43.060 --> 00:08:46.030
  • HURTFUL PEOPLE ALWAYS HAVE A
  • 00:08:46.030 --> 00:08:47.260
  • ROOT OF SELF-REJECTION.
  • 00:08:47.260 --> 00:08:50.040
  • I REMEMBER WHEN I WAS A YOUNG
  • 00:08:50.040 --> 00:08:51.230
  • WOMAN IN MY MOM'S HOUSE.
  • 00:08:51.230 --> 00:08:53.190
  • MY MOM -- WE WOULD HAVE
  • 00:08:53.190 --> 00:08:54.240
  • DIFFICULTIES AS TEENAGE GIRLS.
  • 00:08:54.240 --> 00:08:56.040
  • RELATIONSHIPS ARE ALWAYS KIND
  • 00:08:56.040 --> 00:08:57.100
  • AND, I'M SURE THAT NONE OF YOU
  • 00:09:00.080 --> 00:09:01.060
  • HAVE EVER HAD THAT.
  • 00:09:01.060 --> 00:09:01.220
  • BUT BEING AS A YOUNG WOMAN, I
  • 00:09:01.220 --> 00:09:03.030
  • REMEMBER MY MOM WOULD HAVE
  • 00:09:03.030 --> 00:09:04.170
  • CONVERSATIONS WITH US.
  • 00:09:04.170 --> 00:09:05.100
  • AND SHE WOULD ALWAYS, ALWAYS,
  • 00:09:05.100 --> 00:09:07.030
  • ALWAYS, IN THE MIDDLE OF
  • 00:09:07.030 --> 00:09:08.070
  • EVERYTHING, SHE WOULD SAY:
  • 00:09:08.070 --> 00:09:10.040
  • "NOW, GIRLS, I WANT YOU TO
  • 00:09:10.040 --> 00:09:11.020
  • THINK ABOUT HOW THEY FEEL
  • 00:09:11.020 --> 00:09:12.020
  • ABOUT THIS.
  • 00:09:12.020 --> 00:09:13.140
  • I WANT YOU JUST TO PUT YOURSELF
  • 00:09:13.140 --> 00:09:14.210
  • IN THEIR POSITION.
  • 00:09:14.210 --> 00:09:15.180
  • HOW DO YOU THINK THEY'RE
  • 00:09:15.180 --> 00:09:16.060
  • DOING?"
  • 00:09:16.060 --> 00:09:17.070
  • AND I USED TO HATE IT WHEN
  • 00:09:17.070 --> 00:09:18.070
  • SHOULD WOULD DO THAT.
  • 00:09:18.070 --> 00:09:19.100
  • LIKE: I'M YOUR DAUGHTER!
  • 00:09:19.100 --> 00:09:19.280
  • FORGET THEM!
  • 00:09:19.280 --> 00:09:22.030
  • LET'S TALK ABOUT HOW THEY
  • 00:09:22.030 --> 00:09:22.220
  • HURT ME.
  • 00:09:22.220 --> 00:09:23.290
  • BUT SHE WAS ALWAYS TRYING TO
  • 00:09:23.290 --> 00:09:24.240
  • GET US TO SHIFT PERSPECTIVE TO
  • 00:09:24.240 --> 00:09:26.080
  • REALIZE THAT HURTFUL PEOPLE
  • 00:09:26.080 --> 00:09:27.150
  • OFTEN HAVE A REASON FOR
  • 00:09:27.150 --> 00:09:29.120
  • BEING HURTFUL.
  • 00:09:29.120 --> 00:09:31.270
  • PEOPLE THAT GOSSIP ABOUT YOU
  • 00:09:31.270 --> 00:09:33.070
  • OFTEN HAVE A REASON WHY
  • 00:09:33.070 --> 00:09:34.050
  • THEY GOSSIP.
  • 00:09:34.050 --> 00:09:36.290
  • IT'S NOT BECAUSE THEY'RE JUST
  • 00:09:36.290 --> 00:09:37.270
  • GOSSIPERS; IT'S BECAUSE THEY'RE
  • 00:09:37.270 --> 00:09:39.130
  • TRYING TO FILL IN SOME GAPS TO
  • 00:09:39.130 --> 00:09:40.180
  • MAKE THEM FEEL POWERFUL
  • 00:09:40.180 --> 00:09:42.180
  • AND SUPERIOR.
  • 00:09:42.180 --> 00:09:45.110
  • GOSSIP OFTEN IS...A WEAK
  • 00:09:45.110 --> 00:09:47.110
  • MAN'S STRENGTH.
  • 00:09:47.110 --> 00:09:49.030
  • AND THE BIBLE SAYS IN JOHN
  • 00:09:49.030 --> 00:09:50.110
  • 13:35, IT SAYS: "BY THIS,
  • 00:09:50.110 --> 00:09:52.080
  • EVERYONE WILL KNOW THAT YOU ARE
  • 00:09:52.080 --> 00:09:54.170
  • MY DISCIPLES IF YOU HAVE LOVE
  • 00:09:54.170 --> 00:09:55.280
  • AND UNSELFISH CONCERN FOR
  • 00:09:55.280 --> 00:09:57.110
  • ONE ANOTHER."
  • 00:09:57.110 --> 00:09:58.280
  • THE FIFTH ONE -- WHICH IS
  • 00:09:58.280 --> 00:10:00.110
  • UNIQUE, BUT I WANT YOU TO
  • 00:10:00.110 --> 00:10:01.150
  • LOOK AT THIS --
  • 00:10:01.150 --> 00:10:02.200
  • IS EXCESSIVE SHYNESS.
  • 00:10:02.200 --> 00:10:03.280
  • NOW, I KNOW SOME OF YOU ARE
  • 00:10:03.280 --> 00:10:04.180
  • LIKE, "HAVILAH, I'M AN
  • 00:10:04.180 --> 00:10:05.180
  • INTROVERT -- LEAVE ME ALONE."
  • 00:10:05.180 --> 00:10:06.150
  • BUT WHAT I WANNA SAY IS IT'S
  • 00:10:06.150 --> 00:10:08.070
  • NOT BEING AN INTROVERT OR QUIET
  • 00:10:08.070 --> 00:10:09.220
  • OR RESERVED.
  • 00:10:09.220 --> 00:10:12.040
  • THAT'S NOT WHAT I'M
  • 00:10:12.040 --> 00:10:12.200
  • TALKING ABOUT.
  • 00:10:12.200 --> 00:10:13.260
  • WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT IS THAT
  • 00:10:13.260 --> 00:10:14.240
  • YOU'VE ALLOWED FEAR TO KEEP YOU
  • 00:10:14.240 --> 00:10:16.160
  • FROM ACCEPTING YOURSELF.
  • 00:10:16.160 --> 00:10:17.250
  • YOU'VE ALLOWED THE SPIRIT
  • 00:10:17.250 --> 00:10:19.170
  • WHEN YOU SHOULD BE ABLE TO SAY
  • 00:10:22.280 --> 00:10:23.190
  • SOMETHING, AND YOU SHOULD BE
  • 00:10:23.190 --> 00:10:24.090
  • ABLE TO APPROACH SOMEBODY, AND
  • 00:10:24.090 --> 00:10:25.000
  • YOU SHOULD BE ABLE TO BE YOUR
  • 00:10:25.000 --> 00:10:26.050
  • FULL SELF, YOU DON'T, BECAUSE
  • 00:10:26.050 --> 00:10:27.050
  • IT'S REALLY FEAR.
  • 00:10:27.050 --> 00:10:29.100
  • IT'S NOT JUST BEING SHY.
  • 00:10:29.100 --> 00:10:30.020
  • IT'S GROUNDED IN FEAR.
  • 00:10:30.020 --> 00:10:32.190
  • AND 2 TIMOTHY 1:7 SAYS IT SO
  • 00:10:32.190 --> 00:10:34.090
  • CLEARLY: "FOR GOD WILL NEVER
  • 00:10:34.090 --> 00:10:36.030
  • GIVE US THE SPIRIT OF FEAR, BUT
  • 00:10:36.030 --> 00:10:39.020
  • THE HOLY SPIRIT GIVES US MIGHTY
  • 00:10:39.020 --> 00:10:39.260
  • BUT WHAT HAPPENS IN COMPARISON
  • 00:10:43.270 --> 00:10:44.250
  • IS WE OVERVALUE WHAT SOMEBODY
  • 00:10:44.250 --> 00:10:46.090
  • ELSE IS GOING THROUGH AND WE
  • 00:10:46.090 --> 00:10:47.080
  • UNDERVALUE WHAT WE
  • 00:10:47.080 --> 00:10:48.070
  • [SOUND OF VEGETABLES BEING
  • 00:10:52.200 --> 00:10:53.090
  • CHOPPED]
  • 00:10:53.090 --> 00:10:54.200
  • - VOCALS: GOD, OUR FATHER
  • 00:10:54.200 --> 00:10:55.150
  • [BABY LAUGHING]
  • 00:10:55.150 --> 00:10:57.020
  • LORD OF ALL
  • 00:10:57.020 --> 00:10:58.140
  • [CLATTERING]
  • 00:10:58.140 --> 00:10:59.230
  • [LAUGHTER]
  • 00:10:59.230 --> 00:11:01.100
  • - LITTLE GIRL: MAMA, CAN YOU
  • 00:11:01.100 --> 00:11:03.120
  • DANCE WITH ME?
  • 00:11:03.120 --> 00:11:04.140
  • - MOTHER: OH, OF COURSE, BABE!
  • 00:11:04.140 --> 00:11:05.230
  • OH...YEAH...
  • 00:11:05.230 --> 00:11:08.190
  • [MIRTHFUL SOUNDS]
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  • HIS FELLOW BETHEL TEACHERS
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  • THE AUTHORITY GOD HAS ALREADY
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  • GIVEN YOU IN KING JESUS.
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  • ROYALTY" WORKBOOK TO TAKE YOU
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  • CALL OR GO ONLINE, NOW, TO
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  • REQUEST THESE POWERFUL
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  • - VOICE OF CHILD: WHEN I GROW
  • 00:11:53.080 --> 00:11:53.290
  • UP, I WANNA BE JUST LIKE YOU,
  • 00:11:53.290 --> 00:11:54.200
  • MAMA.
  • 00:11:54.200 --> 00:11:55.140
  • - MOTHER: AWWW...
  • 00:11:55.140 --> 00:11:56.070
  • SO, LET'S READ ABOUT HOW GOOD
  • 00:11:56.070 --> 00:11:57.110
  • GOD IS.
  • 00:11:57.110 --> 00:11:59.170
  • GOD IS SOOOO GOOD TO US.
  • 00:11:59.170 --> 00:12:01.200
  • EVERYTHING THAT WE NEED...
  • 00:12:01.250 --> 00:12:04.250
  • [CHILD WHISPERING]
  • 00:12:04.250 --> 00:12:05.180
  • ...HE GIVES TO US.
  • 00:12:05.180 --> 00:12:06.230
  • - LITTLE GIRL: READ ME THAT
  • 00:12:06.230 --> 00:12:07.130
  • ONE, RIGHT NOW.
  • 00:12:07.130 --> 00:12:07.270
  • - MOTHER: I'M READING ABOUT
  • 00:12:07.270 --> 00:12:08.170
  • THE LITTLE CAT AND THE LITTLE
  • 00:12:08.170 --> 00:12:09.080
  • BIRD...
  • 00:12:09.080 --> 00:12:10.070
  • AND, SOMETIMES, THE SHADOWS
  • 00:12:10.070 --> 00:12:11.240
  • SEEM DARK, BUT IS GOD
  • 00:12:11.240 --> 00:12:12.250
  • STILL GOOD?
  • 00:12:12.250 --> 00:12:14.100
  • - LITTLE GIRL: YEAH.
  • 00:12:14.100 --> 00:12:15.280
  • - MOM: GOOD.
  • 00:12:15.280 --> 00:12:16.120
  • WHEN IS GOD GOOD?
  • 00:12:16.120 --> 00:12:16.280
  • - HAVILAH: SO, THOSE ARE
  • 00:12:22.290 --> 00:12:23.180
  • WE'RE LIKE SPIRITUAL TREES.
  • 00:12:26.080 --> 00:12:28.090
  • PSALMS TALKS ABOUT US BEING
  • 00:12:28.090 --> 00:12:29.020
  • ROOTED AND GROUNDED, AND THAT
  • 00:12:29.020 --> 00:12:31.060
  • WE GROW, AND WE NEVER WITHER,
  • 00:12:31.060 --> 00:12:32.100
  • AND THAT OUR FRUIT SHOWS AT ALL
  • 00:12:32.100 --> 00:12:34.010
  • TIMES -- BUT NOT ALL THE TIME,
  • 00:12:34.010 --> 00:12:35.110
  • BUT AT CERTAIN TIMES.
  • 00:12:35.110 --> 00:12:36.190
  • AND SO, IF YOU WERE TO LOOK AT
  • 00:12:36.190 --> 00:12:37.290
  • THIS IN YOUR LIFE, YOU WOULD
  • 00:12:37.290 --> 00:12:39.000
  • SEE THAT ALL OF THOSE LITTLE
  • 00:12:39.000 --> 00:12:40.180
  • SIGNS OF SELF-CRITICISM,
  • 00:12:40.180 --> 00:12:42.020
  • OR EXTRAVAGANCE, OR OBSESSION
  • 00:12:43.250 --> 00:12:46.250
  • WITH APPEARANCE --
  • 00:12:46.250 --> 00:12:49.250
  • EASY FOR ME TO SAY --
  • 00:12:49.250 --> 00:12:50.210
  • OR ALL THESE THINGS,
  • 00:12:50.210 --> 00:12:51.070
  • YOU WOULD SEE THOSE
  • 00:12:51.070 --> 00:12:51.250
  • ARE THE FRUIT.
  • 00:12:51.250 --> 00:12:52.100
  • BUT THEN, THERE'S LIKE THIS
  • 00:12:52.100 --> 00:12:53.150
  • INTERNAL PART OF US THAT'S KIND
  • 00:12:53.150 --> 00:12:55.020
  • OF THE INTERNAL NARRATIVE THAT
  • 00:12:55.020 --> 00:12:56.110
  • SHOWS US WE ALSO HAVE ROOTS OF
  • 00:12:56.110 --> 00:12:57.260
  • SELF-REJECTION.
  • 00:12:57.260 --> 00:12:59.060
  • SO, ONE OF THOSE WOULD BE
  • 00:12:59.060 --> 00:13:00.230
  • SELF-CRITICISM.
  • 00:13:00.230 --> 00:13:02.060
  • SELF-CRITICISM.
  • 00:13:02.060 --> 00:13:04.190
  • THESE ARE THE INTERNAL
  • 00:13:04.190 --> 00:13:05.100
  • SYMPTOMS.
  • 00:13:05.100 --> 00:13:06.170
  • AND, IF YOU ARE ALWAYS CRITICAL
  • 00:13:06.170 --> 00:13:08.050
  • OF YOURSELF, THEN YOU HAVE A
  • 00:13:08.050 --> 00:13:10.080
  • ROOT OF SELF-REJECTION.
  • 00:13:10.080 --> 00:13:12.280
  • IF YOU ARE CRITICIZING
  • 00:13:12.280 --> 00:13:14.150
  • EVERYTHING YOU DO, AND YOU CAN
  • 00:13:14.150 --> 00:13:15.110
  • NEVER GET IT RIGHT, AND YOU
  • 00:13:15.110 --> 00:13:16.120
  • ALWAYS FEEL ASHAMED, AND YOU
  • 00:13:16.120 --> 00:13:17.220
  • ALWAYS FEEL-- AND YOU FEEL LIKE
  • 00:13:17.220 --> 00:13:19.260
  • YOU'RE GETTING BEAT UP ALL THE
  • 00:13:19.260 --> 00:13:21.200
  • TIME BY YOUR INNER MAN, THEN
  • 00:13:21.200 --> 00:13:22.100
  • YOU KNOW WHAT?
  • 00:13:22.100 --> 00:13:22.290
  • YOU HAVE A ROOT OF
  • 00:13:22.290 --> 00:13:24.040
  • SELF-REJECTION THAT GOD
  • 00:13:24.040 --> 00:13:25.070
  • WANTS TO EXPOSE AND HEAL.
  • 00:13:25.070 --> 00:13:26.090
  • ROMANS 8:1 SAYS:
  • 00:13:26.090 --> 00:13:28.020
  • "SO, NOW THE CASE IS CLOSED.
  • 00:13:28.020 --> 00:13:29.240
  • THERE REMAINS NO ACCUSING VOICE
  • 00:13:29.240 --> 00:13:32.080
  • OF THE CONDEMNATION AGAINST
  • 00:13:32.080 --> 00:13:33.260
  • THOSE WHO ARE JOINED IN LIFE
  • 00:13:33.260 --> 00:13:35.260
  • UNION WITH JESUS, THE
  • 00:13:35.260 --> 00:13:36.130
  • ANOINTED ONE."
  • 00:13:36.130 --> 00:13:38.270
  • THERE IS NOW-- I LOVE THIS.
  • 00:13:38.270 --> 00:13:40.130
  • NOW, THE CASE IS CLOSED.
  • 00:13:40.130 --> 00:13:42.070
  • STOP OPENING THE CASE.
  • 00:13:42.070 --> 00:13:45.060
  • BUT YOU KNOW WHAT?
  • 00:13:45.060 --> 00:13:46.290
  • WE OPEN THE CASE
  • 00:13:46.290 --> 00:13:47.150
  • BECAUSE...WELL, WE JUST HAVE
  • 00:13:47.150 --> 00:13:48.240
  • ALWAYS BEEN CRITICAL.
  • 00:13:48.240 --> 00:13:50.060
  • IT'S GOTTEN US THIS FAR.
  • 00:13:50.060 --> 00:13:52.040
  • IT'S BEEN A FRIEND TO US
  • 00:13:52.040 --> 00:13:53.010
  • THIS LONG.
  • 00:13:53.010 --> 00:13:53.250
  • IT'S ALWAYS BEEN THAT VOICE,
  • 00:13:53.250 --> 00:13:54.270
  • THAT NARRATIVE THAT'S KEPT US
  • 00:13:54.270 --> 00:13:55.220
  • GOING...AND GIVEN US, MAYBE,
  • 00:13:55.220 --> 00:13:57.280
  • OUR OWN, LIKE DRIVE.
  • 00:13:57.280 --> 00:13:59.020
  • BUT WHAT I WANNA SAY IS: DON'T
  • 00:13:59.020 --> 00:14:00.260
  • LET SELF-CRITICISM BE
  • 00:14:00.260 --> 00:14:01.160
  • BECAUSE IT WILL END UP WEARING
  • 00:14:03.290 --> 00:14:04.200
  • YOU OUT.
  • 00:14:04.200 --> 00:14:05.170
  • IT'LL END UP LEADING YOU INTO
  • 00:14:05.170 --> 00:14:06.270
  • THINGS THAT GOD HAS NOT BLESSED
  • 00:14:06.270 --> 00:14:07.200
  • OR CALLING YOU INTO BECAUSE
  • 00:14:07.200 --> 00:14:09.000
  • HE'S JUST-- YOU'RE
  • 00:14:09.000 --> 00:14:09.210
  • OVERCRITICIZING.
  • 00:14:09.210 --> 00:14:12.070
  • AND WHAT GOD WANTS TO DO IS
  • 00:14:12.070 --> 00:14:13.060
  • SILENCE THAT VOICE SO THAT YOU
  • 00:14:13.060 --> 00:14:14.030
  • CAN BE AT PEACE AND REST,
  • 00:14:14.030 --> 00:14:16.030
  • KNOWING: I DON'T HAVE TO BE
  • 00:14:16.030 --> 00:14:17.200
  • AFRAID OF MYSELF WHEN I'M ALL
  • 00:14:17.200 --> 00:14:19.020
  • SECONDLY IS THE COMPARISON
  • 00:14:22.100 --> 00:14:23.080
  • WITH OTHERS.
  • 00:14:23.080 --> 00:14:24.090
  • THE COMPARISON WITH OTHERS.
  • 00:14:24.090 --> 00:14:26.030
  • IT'S EASY TO ASSUME -- THIS IS
  • 00:14:26.030 --> 00:14:27.160
  • CRITICAL -- IT'S EASY TO ASSUME
  • 00:14:27.160 --> 00:14:29.250
  • EVERYONE ELSE AROUND US FEELS
  • 00:14:29.250 --> 00:14:31.120
  • ACCEPTED BUT US.
  • 00:14:33.010 --> 00:14:36.010
  • COME ON.
  • 00:14:36.010 --> 00:14:37.010
  • HOW MANY OF YOU WALKED INTO THE
  • 00:14:37.010 --> 00:14:37.280
  • ROOM TONIGHT AND YOU WERE LIKE:
  • 00:14:37.280 --> 00:14:38.260
  • OH, MY GOSH...ALL THESE WOMEN
  • 00:14:38.260 --> 00:14:39.170
  • THEY GOT THEIR SEAT, THEY GOT
  • 00:14:41.190 --> 00:14:42.100
  • THEIR PEOPLE, AND I'M
  • 00:14:42.100 --> 00:14:42.270
  • WANDERING IN.
  • 00:14:42.270 --> 00:14:43.100
  • I DON'T KNOW ANYBODY, AND I
  • 00:14:43.100 --> 00:14:44.050
  • GOTTA COME IN HERE, AND I
  • 00:14:44.050 --> 00:14:45.050
  • FEEL AWKWARD.
  • 00:14:45.050 --> 00:14:46.170
  • LET ME TELL YOU -- MOST
  • 00:14:46.170 --> 00:14:47.060
  • EVERYBODY IN THE ROOM HAS A
  • 00:14:47.060 --> 00:14:48.140
  • MOMENT WHERE THEY'RE LIKE: I
  • 00:14:48.140 --> 00:14:49.140
  • DON'T WANNA BE HERE.
  • 00:14:49.140 --> 00:14:50.030
  • I WANNA LEAVE.
  • 00:14:50.030 --> 00:14:50.210
  • THIS FEELS A LITTLE WEIRD.
  • 00:14:50.210 --> 00:14:51.160
  • IT'S NORMAL!
  • 00:14:51.160 --> 00:14:53.090
  • BUT WHAT HAPPENS IN COMPARISON
  • 00:14:53.090 --> 00:14:54.180
  • IS WE OVERVALUE WHAT SOMEBODY
  • 00:14:54.180 --> 00:14:56.140
  • ELSE IS GOING THROUGH AND WE
  • 00:14:56.140 --> 00:14:57.190
  • UNDERVALUE WHAT WE
  • 00:14:57.190 --> 00:14:58.080
  • ALREADY HAVE.
  • 00:14:58.080 --> 00:15:00.060
  • AND SO, WE GO: OH, WELL, THEY
  • 00:15:00.060 --> 00:15:01.170
  • PROBABLY HAVE IT TOGETHER.
  • 00:15:01.170 --> 00:15:02.220
  • AND WE MAKE-- AND WE FILL IN
  • 00:15:02.220 --> 00:15:03.270
  • FACTS AND WE MAKE A LOT
  • 00:15:03.270 --> 00:15:04.150
  • OF ASSUMPTIONS.
  • 00:15:04.150 --> 00:15:05.130
  • AND WHEN SELF-- WHEN WE DON'T
  • 00:15:05.130 --> 00:15:06.190
  • LIKE OURSELVES, IT'S EASY TO
  • 00:15:06.190 --> 00:15:08.140
  • IDOLIZE SOMEBODY ELSE.
  • 00:15:08.140 --> 00:15:10.250
  • WHEN WE DON'T LIKE OURSELVES,
  • 00:15:10.250 --> 00:15:11.210
  • WE'RE LIKE: WELL, I WOULD FEEL
  • 00:15:11.210 --> 00:15:12.140
  • BETTER IF I HAD LONGER LEGS.
  • 00:15:12.140 --> 00:15:13.240
  • WELL, I WOULD FEEL BETTER IF
  • 00:15:13.240 --> 00:15:15.240
  • I WAS MARRIED.
  • 00:15:15.240 --> 00:15:17.100
  • WELL, I'D FEEL BETTER IF
  • 00:15:17.100 --> 00:15:18.020
  • I STARTED WHEN
  • 00:15:18.020 --> 00:15:19.060
  • I WAS YOUNGER.
  • 00:15:19.060 --> 00:15:20.180
  • WELL, I'D FEEL BETTER IF I
  • 00:15:20.180 --> 00:15:21.070
  • WAS 10 POUNDS THINNER.
  • 00:15:21.070 --> 00:15:21.260
  • AND THE TRUTH IS YOU WILL NOT
  • 00:15:21.260 --> 00:15:24.030
  • FEEL ANY DIFFERENT.
  • 00:15:24.030 --> 00:15:26.070
  • BECAUSE SELF-CONFIDENCE IS AN
  • 00:15:26.070 --> 00:15:26.280
  • INSIDE JOB.
  • 00:15:27.010 --> 00:15:30.010
  • NO ONE CAN GIVE IT TO YOU.
  • 00:15:30.010 --> 00:15:31.050
  • AND THE TRUTH WAS IF IT WAS
  • 00:15:31.050 --> 00:15:32.090
  • ABOUT FAME, MONEY, GOOD LOOKS,
  • 00:15:32.090 --> 00:15:33.190
  • WHO YOU'RE MARRIED TO, WHERE
  • 00:15:33.190 --> 00:15:34.260
  • YOU GET TO BE, ALL OF THE
  • 00:15:34.260 --> 00:15:36.180
  • PEOPLE THAT ARE IN HOLLYWOOD
  • 00:15:36.180 --> 00:15:38.120
  • WOULD NEVER DEAL WITH
  • 00:15:38.120 --> 00:15:39.200
  • SELF-ABANDONMENT OR
  • 00:15:39.200 --> 00:15:40.230
  • SELF-REJECTION.
  • 00:15:40.230 --> 00:15:41.210
  • THEY WOULD NEVER DEAL WITH
  • 00:15:41.210 --> 00:15:42.190
  • SUICIDAL THOUGHTS OR WANTING TO
  • 00:15:42.190 --> 00:15:44.020
  • NOT BE ON THE EARTH ANYMORE.
  • 00:15:44.020 --> 00:15:44.260
  • ALL OF THAT WOULD BE FILLED IN
  • 00:15:44.260 --> 00:15:46.150
  • BECAUSE THAT'S ONE PLUS ONE
  • 00:15:46.150 --> 00:15:48.100
  • EQUALS TWO.
  • 00:15:48.100 --> 00:15:49.050
  • BUT YOU KNOW WHAT?
  • 00:15:49.050 --> 00:15:49.260
  • YOU'LL FIND THAT MANY OF THEM
  • 00:15:49.260 --> 00:15:52.080
  • ARE EVEN AT A MORE DESPERATE
  • 00:15:52.080 --> 00:15:53.050
  • PART IN THEIR LIFE BECAUSE THE
  • 00:15:53.050 --> 00:15:54.280
  • MIRAGE OF "WHEN I GET THERE"
  • 00:15:54.280 --> 00:15:57.070
  • IS OVER.
  • 00:15:57.070 --> 00:15:59.190
  • AND I THINK ABOUT THIS REALITY
  • 00:15:59.190 --> 00:16:01.030
  • IN OUR LIVES.
  • 00:16:01.040 --> 00:16:04.040
  • WE, AS BELIEVERS IN THE CHURCH,
  • 00:16:04.040 --> 00:16:04.290
  • HAVE GOT TO STOP
  • 00:16:04.290 --> 00:16:05.250
  • THESE NARRATIVES.
  • 00:16:05.250 --> 00:16:06.240
  • WE'VE GOTTA SHUT THEM DOWN AND
  • 00:16:06.240 --> 00:16:08.190
  • SAY NO MORE.
  • 00:16:08.190 --> 00:16:09.140
  • WE ARE NOT GONNA SAY THAT
  • 00:16:09.140 --> 00:16:11.010
  • SOMEBODY HAS IT BETTER THAN ME.
  • 00:16:11.010 --> 00:16:12.160
  • THEY MIGHT HAVE CERTAIN THINGS
  • 00:16:12.160 --> 00:16:14.030
  • THAT ARE BETTER, BUT I AM STILL
  • 00:16:14.030 --> 00:16:15.080
  • VALUABLE, I AM STILL NECESSARY,
  • 00:16:15.080 --> 00:16:16.160
  • THERE IS STILL ROOM FOR ME AT
  • 00:16:16.160 --> 00:16:18.190
  • THE TABLE.
  • 00:16:18.190 --> 00:16:19.270
  • AND UNTIL WE SHUT THAT STUFF
  • 00:16:19.270 --> 00:16:21.220
  • DOWN, IT WILL CONTINUE.
  • 00:16:21.220 --> 00:16:22.220
  • BECAUSE THE WORLD'S NARRATIVE
  • 00:16:22.220 --> 00:16:24.060
  • FOLLOWS US AROUND.
  • 00:16:24.060 --> 00:16:24.290
  • AND SO, WE HAVE GOT TO BE
  • 00:16:24.290 --> 00:16:26.110
  • AGENTS OF CHANGE.
  • 00:16:26.110 --> 00:16:27.100
  • WE'VE GOT TO RISE TO THE
  • 00:16:27.100 --> 00:16:28.190
  • OCCASION AND SAY NO MORE IN OUR
  • 00:16:28.190 --> 00:16:30.040
  • COMMUNITIES ARE WE GONNA BE
  • 00:16:30.040 --> 00:16:31.180
  • CLIQUEY, ARE WE GONNA GOSSIP,
  • 00:16:31.180 --> 00:16:32.220
  • ARE WE GONNA LOOK AT SOMEBODY
  • 00:16:32.220 --> 00:16:34.090
  • AND THINK THEY HAVE IT BETTER
  • 00:16:34.090 --> 00:16:35.030
  • SO THAT I DON'T HAVE TO
  • 00:16:35.030 --> 00:16:35.270
  • SHOW UP.
  • 00:16:35.270 --> 00:16:36.130
  • WE'VE GOTTA STOP THE MIRAGE AND
  • 00:16:36.130 --> 00:16:38.040
  • SAY: I'M JUST LIKE YOU.
  • 00:16:38.040 --> 00:16:40.160
  • I LOOK DIFFERENT.
  • 00:16:40.160 --> 00:16:42.040
  • MY SKIN IS DIFFERENT.
  • 00:16:42.040 --> 00:16:42.280
  • MY HAIR IS DIFFERENT.
  • 00:16:42.280 --> 00:16:43.150
  • MY AGE IS DIFFERENT.
  • 00:16:43.150 --> 00:16:45.020
  • BUT I BLEED JUST LIKE YOU.
  • 00:16:45.020 --> 00:16:47.080
  • YOU ARE WORTHY
  • 00:16:47.080 --> 00:16:47.210
  • AND I AM WORTHY.
  • 00:16:47.210 --> 00:16:48.240
  • I FULLY LIKE MYSELF AND YOU CAN
  • 00:16:48.240 --> 00:16:50.070
  • FULLY LIKE YOURSELF.
  • 00:16:50.070 --> 00:16:51.140
  • AND THE MORE-- LISTEN, WHEN WE
  • 00:16:51.140 --> 00:16:52.260
  • GET CONFIDENT, CONFIDENCE
  • 00:16:52.260 --> 00:16:54.200
  • IS CONTAGIOUS.
  • 00:16:54.270 --> 00:16:57.270
  • AND WHEN WE START TO
  • 00:16:57.270 --> 00:16:59.180
  • ALLOW OURSELVES--
  • 00:16:59.180 --> 00:17:00.240
  • IT'S LIKE THE OTHER DAY.
  • 00:17:00.240 --> 00:17:01.120
  • I WAS IN L.A. AND WE WERE-- WE
  • 00:17:01.120 --> 00:17:02.140
  • WENT TO THIS NEW...SHOP.
  • 00:17:02.140 --> 00:17:04.000
  • I DON'T EVEN KNOW IF I SHOULD
  • 00:17:04.000 --> 00:17:04.250
  • SAY IT 'CAUSE I FEEL LIKE I'M
  • 00:17:04.250 --> 00:17:05.240
  • MARKETING, BUT THIS-- THIS
  • 00:17:05.240 --> 00:17:06.240
  • COMPANY CALLED MADEWELL.
  • 00:17:06.240 --> 00:17:08.100
  • HAVE YOU EVER HEARD
  • 00:17:08.100 --> 00:17:08.270
  • OF MADEWELL?
  • 00:17:08.270 --> 00:17:09.130
  • WELL, I HADN'T HEARD OF IT AND
  • 00:17:09.130 --> 00:17:11.010
  • I WAS LIKE: I DON'T BUY
  • 00:17:11.010 --> 00:17:11.190
  • EXPENSIVE JEANS.
  • 00:17:11.190 --> 00:17:13.090
  • I GO TO, LIKE, OLD NAVY.
  • 00:17:13.090 --> 00:17:14.110
  • LIKE, THAT'S THE JEANS THAT I'M
  • 00:17:14.110 --> 00:17:15.160
  • LIVIN' IN BECAUSE MY SIZE
  • 00:17:15.160 --> 00:17:16.220
  • CHANGES ALL THE TIME.
  • 00:17:16.220 --> 00:17:17.090
  • AND WHY BUY EXPENSIVE JEANS
  • 00:17:17.090 --> 00:17:18.130
  • WHEN I CAN'T WEAR THEM
  • 00:17:18.130 --> 00:17:19.000
  • HALF THE YEAR.
  • 00:17:19.000 --> 00:17:20.140
  • AND SO, I WAS LIKE, "NO, I'M
  • 00:17:20.140 --> 00:17:21.100
  • NOT GONNA BUY," BUT THERE WERE
  • 00:17:21.100 --> 00:17:22.120
  • LIKE, "JUST TRY IT."
  • 00:17:22.120 --> 00:17:23.020
  • SO, IT WAS ALL PACKED.
  • 00:17:23.020 --> 00:17:24.090
  • AND SO, THE GIRLS GO, "JUST
  • 00:17:24.090 --> 00:17:25.110
  • COME INTO OUR DRESSING ROOM."
  • 00:17:25.110 --> 00:17:26.220
  • AND IN THE DRESSING ROOM, YOU
  • 00:17:26.220 --> 00:17:27.260
  • HAVE MYSELF, WHO HAS FOUR KIDS
  • 00:17:27.260 --> 00:17:29.020
  • AND I'M 40 PLUS.
  • 00:17:29.020 --> 00:17:30.160
  • AND THEN, YOU HAVE ANOTHER GIRL
  • 00:17:30.160 --> 00:17:32.120
  • WHO'S LIKE IN HER 30s
  • 00:17:32.120 --> 00:17:33.100
  • WITH TWO KIDS.
  • 00:17:33.100 --> 00:17:34.100
  • AND THE OTHER GIRL IS LIKE 20s,
  • 00:17:34.100 --> 00:17:35.280
  • JUST ENGAGED.
  • 00:17:35.280 --> 00:17:36.230
  • AND THE OTHER ONE IS A GRANDMA
  • 00:17:36.230 --> 00:17:38.010
  • AND SHE HAS, LIKE, ALL THESE--
  • 00:17:38.010 --> 00:17:39.170
  • AND ALL OF US ARE TAKIN' OUR
  • 00:17:39.170 --> 00:17:40.260
  • PANTS OFF.
  • 00:17:40.260 --> 00:17:41.250
  • [LAUGHTER]
  • 00:17:41.250 --> 00:17:43.240
  • I'LL TELL YOU WHAT -- YOU GET
  • 00:17:43.240 --> 00:17:44.150
  • REAL HONEST WHEN YOU TAKE YOUR
  • 00:17:44.150 --> 00:17:45.270
  • PANTS OFF IN FRONT
  • 00:17:45.270 --> 00:17:46.150
  • OF EVERYBODY.
  • 00:17:46.150 --> 00:17:47.110
  • IT'S LIKE: I GUESS WE'RE
  • 00:17:47.110 --> 00:17:48.030
  • DOING THIS.
  • 00:17:48.030 --> 00:17:48.170
  • OKAY.
  • 00:17:48.170 --> 00:17:49.100
  • [LAUGHTER]
  • 00:17:49.100 --> 00:17:50.120
  • AND THERE'S NOWHERE TO HIDE.
  • 00:17:50.120 --> 00:17:51.260
  • THERE'S THREE MIRRORS IN THERE.
  • 00:17:51.260 --> 00:17:53.050
  • IT'S LIKE: IF YOU WANNA SEE
  • 00:17:53.050 --> 00:17:54.010
  • SOMETHING, YOU CAN LOOK.
  • 00:17:54.010 --> 00:17:54.190
  • LIKE, THERE'S MIRRORS.
  • 00:17:54.190 --> 00:17:55.180
  • [LAUGHTER]
  • 00:17:55.180 --> 00:17:56.140
  • BUT WE'RE ALL GETTING READY.
  • 00:17:56.140 --> 00:17:57.040
  • AND YOU JUST REALIZE, AT THAT
  • 00:17:57.040 --> 00:17:57.250
  • VERY MOMENT,
  • 00:17:57.250 --> 00:17:58.090
  • IT'S EVEN!
  • 00:17:58.090 --> 00:18:00.170
  • IT'S LEVEL!
  • 00:18:00.170 --> 00:18:01.070
  • WE ALL HAVE CELLULITE!
  • 00:18:01.070 --> 00:18:02.120
  • WE ALL LOOK DIFFERENT!
  • 00:18:02.120 --> 00:18:03.140
  • WE ALL HAVE CUTENESS!
  • 00:18:03.140 --> 00:18:05.000
  • WE ALL DON'T HAVE CUTENESS!
  • 00:18:05.000 --> 00:18:06.000
  • THERE ARE PARTS WE LOVE AND
  • 00:18:06.000 --> 00:18:07.030
  • PARTS WE HATE, BUT WE'RE
  • 00:18:07.030 --> 00:18:08.020
  • ALL JUST NORMAL!
  • 00:18:08.020 --> 00:18:09.080
  • WE'RE HUMAN!
  • 00:18:09.080 --> 00:18:10.020
  • COME ON!
  • 00:18:10.020 --> 00:18:11.220
  • AND SOMETHING ABOUT THAT --
  • 00:18:11.220 --> 00:18:13.040
  • LIKE, I DON'T WANT ANYONE TO
  • 00:18:13.040 --> 00:18:14.110
  • TAKE THEIR PANTS OFF, RIGHT
  • 00:18:14.110 --> 00:18:15.110
  • NOW, BUT WHAT I DO WANT
  • 00:18:15.110 --> 00:18:16.020
  • YOU TO DO...
  • 00:18:16.020 --> 00:18:17.020
  • [LAUGHTER]
  • 00:18:17.020 --> 00:18:18.140
  • ...IS I WANT US TO GET
  • 00:18:18.140 --> 00:18:19.150
  • NORMALIZED IN OUR HEARTS TO
  • 00:18:19.150 --> 00:18:20.170
  • REALIZE THAT NO ONE IS
  • 00:18:20.170 --> 00:18:21.040
  • ROCKING THIS.
  • 00:18:21.040 --> 00:18:22.280
  • WE'RE ALL ON A JOURNEY TO DO
  • 00:18:22.280 --> 00:18:24.170
  • THIS TOGETHER AND WE CAN
  • 00:18:24.170 --> 00:18:25.240
  • DO THIS TOGETHER.
  • 00:18:25.240 --> 00:18:27.060
  • I LOVE 1 CORINTHIANS 7:17,
  • 00:18:30.110 --> 00:18:31.000
  • ONE OF MY FAVORITE PARTS AND
  • 00:18:31.000 --> 00:18:31.200
  • NARRATIVES OF THIS.
  • 00:18:31.200 --> 00:18:32.160
  • IT SAYS: "AND DON'T BE WISHING
  • 00:18:32.160 --> 00:18:34.060
  • YOU WERE SOMEPLACE ELSE OR
  • 00:18:34.060 --> 00:18:35.260
  • WITH SOMEONE ELSE.
  • 00:18:35.260 --> 00:18:37.280
  • WHERE YOU ARE, RIGHT NOW,
  • 00:18:37.280 --> 00:18:38.270
  • IS GOD'S PLACE FOR YOU.
  • 00:18:38.270 --> 00:18:40.250
  • LIVE AND OBEY AND LOVE AND
  • 00:18:40.250 --> 00:18:42.160
  • BELIEVE, RIGHT THERE."
  • 00:18:43.100 --> 00:18:46.100
  • I HAVE PROPHESIED THIS TO ME,
  • 00:18:46.100 --> 00:18:47.230
  • IN THE MIRROR.
  • 00:18:47.230 --> 00:18:48.290
  • HAVILAH, STOP BELIEVING,
  • 00:18:50.020 --> 00:18:53.020
  • WISHING YOU SHOULD BE SOMEWHERE
  • 00:18:53.020 --> 00:18:54.110
  • ELSE OR WITH SOMEONE ELSE.
  • 00:18:54.110 --> 00:18:56.020
  • WHERE YOU ARE IS RIGHT WHERE
  • 00:18:56.020 --> 00:18:57.050
  • GOD HAS YOU.
  • 00:18:57.050 --> 00:18:58.200
  • SO, JUST DO IT, RIGHT THERE.
  • 00:18:58.200 --> 00:19:00.180
  • IF YOU CAN'T DO IT HERE, YOU
  • 00:19:00.180 --> 00:19:01.150
  • WON'T DO IT THERE.
  • 00:19:01.150 --> 00:19:02.000
  • SO, DO IT HERE.
  • 00:19:02.000 --> 00:19:03.290
  • THIRD IS FLOATING BITTERNESS.
  • 00:19:03.290 --> 00:19:04.250
  • "PURSUE PEACE WITH
  • 00:19:04.250 --> 00:19:06.140
  • ALL PEOPLES..."
  • 00:19:06.140 --> 00:19:07.180
  • SORRY -- HEBREWS 12:14.
  • 00:19:07.180 --> 00:19:08.200
  • "PURSUE PEACE WITH ALL PEOPLES
  • 00:19:08.200 --> 00:19:10.260
  • AND HOLINESS, WITHOUT WHICH NO
  • 00:19:10.260 --> 00:19:12.170
  • ONE WILL SEE THE LORD."
  • 00:19:12.170 --> 00:19:13.050
  • AND THEN, IT GIVES
  • 00:19:13.050 --> 00:19:14.080
  • US A WARNING.
  • 00:19:14.080 --> 00:19:14.260
  • VERSE 15 -- LISTEN, 'CAUSE
  • 00:19:14.260 --> 00:19:16.130
  • WE'VE ALL HEARD THIS: PURSUE
  • 00:19:16.130 --> 00:19:17.230
  • PEACE WITH PEOPLE
  • 00:19:17.230 --> 00:19:19.100
  • AND HOLINESS.
  • 00:19:19.100 --> 00:19:20.050
  • WE WON'T SEE THE LORD.
  • 00:19:20.050 --> 00:19:21.000
  • I WANNA SEE THE LORD!
  • 00:19:21.000 --> 00:19:22.070
  • AND WE SING THESE SONGS.
  • 00:19:22.070 --> 00:19:23.010
  • BUT THEN, IT GIVES US A WARNING
  • 00:19:23.010 --> 00:19:23.240
  • IN VERSE 15.
  • 00:19:23.240 --> 00:19:24.170
  • IT SAYS: "...LOOKING CAREFULLY
  • 00:19:24.170 --> 00:19:26.260
  • LEST ANYONE FALL SHORT OF THE
  • 00:19:26.260 --> 00:19:29.060
  • GRACE OF GOD, LEST ANY ROOT OF
  • 00:19:29.060 --> 00:19:31.120
  • BITTERNESS SPRING UP
  • 00:19:32.040 --> 00:19:35.040
  • CAUSING TROUBLE..."
  • 00:19:35.040 --> 00:19:36.120
  • SO, WHAT IT MEANS IS IS: BE
  • 00:19:36.120 --> 00:19:37.020
  • CAREFUL THAT NO ROOT OF
  • 00:19:37.190 --> 00:19:40.190
  • OFFENSE COMES IN.
  • 00:19:40.190 --> 00:19:42.120
  • BECAUSE, LISTEN, BITTERNESS
  • 00:19:42.120 --> 00:19:43.200
  • WHEN YOU HAVE BITTERNESS,
  • 00:19:47.000 --> 00:19:47.280
  • IT TOUCHES EVERYBODY.
  • 00:19:47.280 --> 00:19:49.050
  • WHEN YOU HAVE ANGER, IT TOUCHES
  • 00:19:49.050 --> 00:19:49.270
  • EVERYBODY.
  • 00:19:49.270 --> 00:19:50.130
  • WHEN YOU SHUT OFF--
  • 00:19:50.130 --> 00:19:51.150
  • I LOVE THE THOUGHT: WHEN YOU
  • 00:19:51.150 --> 00:19:52.190
  • SHUT OUT THE BAD, YOU ALSO SHUT
  • 00:19:52.190 --> 00:19:53.250
  • OUT THE GOOD.
  • 00:19:53.250 --> 00:19:54.240
  • AND SO, WHAT'S CRITICAL HERE IS
  • 00:19:54.240 --> 00:19:56.030
  • TO REALIZE: IF YOU'RE BITTER AT
  • 00:19:56.030 --> 00:19:58.070
  • YOUR OLD CHURCH, GUESS WHAT'S
  • 00:19:58.070 --> 00:19:59.070
  • COMIN' INTO THIS CHURCH?
  • 00:19:59.070 --> 00:20:00.240
  • WE DON'T LIKE IT, 'CAUSE WE'RE
  • 00:20:00.240 --> 00:20:02.250
  • LIKE: NO, I'M POSITIVE!
  • 00:20:02.250 --> 00:20:03.250
  • HOW MANY OF YOU KNOW PEOPLE
  • 00:20:03.250 --> 00:20:05.070
  • THAT GOT MARRIED AND THEY
  • 00:20:05.070 --> 00:20:06.120
  • MARRIED THE SAME PERSON, ONCE
  • 00:20:06.120 --> 00:20:07.270
  • THEY LEFT THEIR OTHER PERSON?
  • 00:20:07.270 --> 00:20:09.020
  • NOT ALWAYS.
  • 00:20:09.020 --> 00:20:10.180
  • THAT'S NOT, LIKE, A BLANKET
  • 00:20:10.180 --> 00:20:11.160
  • STATEMENT.
  • 00:20:11.160 --> 00:20:14.000
  • BUT, AT TIMES, THESE THINGS
  • 00:20:14.000 --> 00:20:14.200
  • HAPPEN WHERE WE'RE TRYING TO
  • 00:20:14.200 --> 00:20:15.100
  • RUN FROM SOMETHING AND REALLY
  • 00:20:15.100 --> 00:20:16.160
  • WE CAN'T RUN FROM WHAT'S
  • 00:20:16.160 --> 00:20:17.190
  • HAPPENING ON THE INSIDE OF US.
  • 00:20:17.190 --> 00:20:19.020
  • WE'VE GOTTA DEAL WITH WHAT'S ON
  • 00:20:19.020 --> 00:20:20.190
  • THE INSIDE OF US.
  • 00:20:20.190 --> 00:20:21.170
  • AND BITTERNESS SHOWS US THAT
  • 00:20:21.170 --> 00:20:22.200
  • THERE'S SOMETHING --
  • 00:20:22.200 --> 00:20:25.070
  • IT'S IN OUR HEART -- THAT'S
  • 00:20:25.070 --> 00:20:25.270
  • FOURTH IS ATTITUDES
  • 00:20:27.230 --> 00:20:28.090
  • OF SUPERIORITY.
  • 00:20:28.090 --> 00:20:29.050
  • SO, THIS IS ANOTHER
  • 00:20:29.050 --> 00:20:30.100
  • INTERNAL SIGN.
  • 00:20:30.100 --> 00:20:31.230
  • WHEN I FEEL BETTER THAN YOU,
  • 00:20:31.230 --> 00:20:33.190
  • THERE'S SOMETHING IN ME THAT
  • 00:20:33.190 --> 00:20:35.170
  • GOES, "I'M BETTER THAN YOU,"
  • 00:20:35.170 --> 00:20:37.130
  • "I'M MORE EDUCATED THAN YOU,"
  • 00:20:37.130 --> 00:20:39.010
  • "I'M CUTER THAN YOU,"
  • 00:20:39.010 --> 00:20:40.250
  • "I'M RICHER THAN YOU,"
  • 00:20:40.250 --> 00:20:42.210
  • WHATEVER IT IS,
  • 00:20:42.210 --> 00:20:43.090
  • THAT ATTITUDE ACTUALLY
  • 00:20:43.090 --> 00:20:44.230
  • REMOVES US FROM RELATIONSHIP
  • 00:20:44.230 --> 00:20:47.020
  • AND IT SHOWS US THAT WE ARE
  • 00:20:47.020 --> 00:20:48.200
  • STILL TRYING TO, UM...FILL IN A
  • 00:20:48.200 --> 00:20:49.280
  • VOID FOR WHAT WE HAVE.
  • 00:20:51.040 --> 00:20:54.040
  • AND PROVERBS 21:4 --
  • 00:20:54.070 --> 00:20:57.070
  • I MEAN, IT JUST GIVES IT
  • 00:20:57.070 --> 00:20:58.100
  • TO US STRAIGHT.
  • 00:20:58.100 --> 00:20:58.270
  • IT SAYS: "ARROGANCE,
  • 00:20:58.270 --> 00:21:00.130
  • SUPERIORITY, AND PRIDE ARE THE
  • 00:21:00.130 --> 00:21:01.190
  • FRUITS OF WICKEDNESS..."
  • 00:21:01.190 --> 00:21:03.190
  • ANYBODY CONFUSED ABOUT WHAT
  • 00:21:03.190 --> 00:21:04.090
  • IT MIGHT SAY?
  • 00:21:04.090 --> 00:21:07.030
  • I THINK HE'S SAYING, LIKE: YOU
  • 00:21:07.030 --> 00:21:07.240
  • GUYS DON'T WANNA FEEL SUPERIOR.
  • 00:21:07.240 --> 00:21:08.240
  • IT'S NOT THE ROOT OF GOD.
  • 00:21:11.260 --> 00:21:13.090
  • AND SO, YOU'RE GONNA HAVE TO
  • 00:21:13.090 --> 00:21:14.190
  • RID IT-- RID IT FROM YOU.
  • 00:21:14.190 --> 00:21:15.080
  • AND, ALSO, I THINK SUPERIORITY
  • 00:21:15.080 --> 00:21:17.080
  • IS TAUGHT BY CULTURE AND IT'S
  • 00:21:17.080 --> 00:21:19.030
  • TAUGHT BY GENERATIONS.
  • 00:21:19.030 --> 00:21:20.130
  • AND IF YOU HAVE THAT IN YOUR
  • 00:21:20.130 --> 00:21:21.270
  • LEGACY, THEN YOU'RE GOING TO
  • 00:21:21.270 --> 00:21:23.100
  • HAVE TO GO AFTER THAT AND
  • 00:21:23.100 --> 00:21:25.030
  • UPROOT THAT AND SAY: I DON'T
  • 00:21:25.030 --> 00:21:26.200
  • WANT THAT IN MY LEGACY
  • 00:21:26.200 --> 00:21:27.170
  • GOING FORWARD.
  • 00:21:27.170 --> 00:21:28.290
  • I WANNA MAKE SURE THAT
  • 00:21:28.290 --> 00:21:30.040
  • I'M HUMBLE.
  • 00:21:30.040 --> 00:21:32.150
  • AND THEN, LASTLY-- AND I THINK
  • 00:21:32.150 --> 00:21:33.100
  • A LOT OF YOU CAME FOR THIS ONE
  • 00:21:33.100 --> 00:21:34.060
  • THING, 'CAUSE I TALKED ABOUT
  • 00:21:34.060 --> 00:21:35.030
  • BUT THE FIFTH ONE IS
  • 00:21:37.100 --> 00:21:37.260
  • PERFECTIONISM.
  • 00:21:37.260 --> 00:21:38.130
  • AND SOME OF YOU ARE LIKE: "I'M
  • 00:21:38.130 --> 00:21:39.060
  • A PERFECTIONIST!
  • 00:21:39.060 --> 00:21:40.000
  • HOW COULD YOU SAY THAT THIS IS
  • 00:21:40.000 --> 00:21:40.260
  • A ROOT OF SELF-ACCEPTANCE,
  • 00:21:40.260 --> 00:21:42.100
  • LIKE-- SELF-REJECTION?
  • 00:21:42.100 --> 00:21:43.230
  • LIKE, HOW DARE YOU TALK ABOUT
  • 00:21:43.230 --> 00:21:45.030
  • MY PERFECTIONISM!
  • 00:21:45.030 --> 00:21:46.060
  • I PRIDE MYSELF ON MY
  • 00:21:46.060 --> 00:21:47.240
  • PERFECTIONISM!"
  • 00:21:47.240 --> 00:21:49.020
  • THAT'S GREAT.
  • 00:21:49.020 --> 00:21:49.240
  • AND I DON'T MEAN THAT WE
  • 00:21:49.240 --> 00:21:51.040
  • CAN'T-- WE CAN'T IGNORE.
  • 00:21:51.040 --> 00:21:52.280
  • WE WANNA BE EXCELLENT IN THE
  • 00:21:52.280 --> 00:21:54.110
  • THINGS THAT GOD'S CALLED US TO.
  • 00:21:54.110 --> 00:21:56.210
  • SO, DON'T START BEING LIKE:
  • 00:21:56.210 --> 00:21:57.110
  • "THAT'S WHY I DON'T TRY.
  • 00:21:57.110 --> 00:21:58.180
  • [LAUGHTER]
  • 00:21:58.180 --> 00:21:59.130
  • LIKE, I ACCEPT MYSELF SO MUCH,
  • 00:21:59.130 --> 00:22:00.060
  • I NEVER DO A THING."
  • 00:22:00.060 --> 00:22:00.270
  • [LAUGHTER]
  • 00:22:00.270 --> 00:22:01.210
  • LIKE, NO, NO -- STOP.
  • 00:22:01.210 --> 00:22:02.130
  • [LAUGHTER]
  • 00:22:02.130 --> 00:22:03.060
  • BUT THIS JUST SHOWS US, AGAIN,
  • 00:22:03.060 --> 00:22:04.130
  • THESE ARE ALL SYMPTOMS FOR
  • 00:22:04.130 --> 00:22:06.000
  • ROOTS THAT CAN SHOW UP AS FRUIT
  • 00:22:06.000 --> 00:22:08.070
  • IN OUR LIFE THAT WE REALIZE ARE
  • 00:22:08.070 --> 00:22:09.290
  • NOT ALWAYS JUST GROUNDED AND
  • 00:22:09.290 --> 00:22:12.050
  • WANTING TO BE EXCELLENT;
  • 00:22:12.050 --> 00:22:13.130
  • IT'S ACTUALLY GROUNDED
  • 00:22:13.130 --> 00:22:14.170
  • IN PERFORMANCE.
  • 00:22:14.170 --> 00:22:16.260
  • AND WHEN WE TRY TO PERFORM
  • 00:22:16.260 --> 00:22:18.100
  • FOR GOD TO GET GOD'S ATTENTION,
  • 00:22:18.100 --> 00:22:20.120
  • TO GIVE US SPACE IN OUR
  • 00:22:20.120 --> 00:22:21.170
  • LIVES, THEN WE HAVE A ROOT
  • 00:22:21.170 --> 00:22:22.250
  • OF SELF-REJECTION.
  • 00:22:22.250 --> 00:22:23.270
  • JESUS SAID IT SO CLEARLY TO
  • 00:22:23.270 --> 00:22:25.210
  • THE RICH MAN.
  • 00:22:25.210 --> 00:22:27.060
  • REMEMBER, IN MATTHEW 19, HE
  • 00:22:27.060 --> 00:22:28.040
  • SAID TO HIM: "...'IF YOU REALLY
  • 00:22:28.040 --> 00:22:29.120
  • WANNA BE PERFECT, GO
  • 00:22:29.120 --> 00:22:30.240
  • IMMEDIATELY AND SELL EVERYTHING
  • 00:22:30.240 --> 00:22:32.030
  • YOU OWN...'"
  • 00:22:32.030 --> 00:22:33.180
  • COULD YOU IMAGINE SAYING THAT
  • 00:22:33.260 --> 00:22:36.260
  • TO A PERFECTIONIST?
  • 00:22:36.260 --> 00:22:37.270
  • [LAUGHS]
  • 00:22:37.270 --> 00:22:39.000
  • OKAY, DON'T LOOK AROUND.
  • 00:22:39.000 --> 00:22:39.180
  • OKAY, SO...
  • 00:22:39.180 --> 00:22:41.120
  • AGAIN, THESE ARE JUST SYMPTOMS.
  • 00:22:41.120 --> 00:22:43.140
  • NOW, I'M SITTING WITH YOU.
  • 00:22:43.140 --> 00:22:45.170
  • "WELL, I MAYBE HAVE TWO,
  • 00:22:46.290 --> 00:22:47.170
  • THREE."
  • 00:22:47.170 --> 00:22:47.270
  • OKAY, AWESOME!
  • 00:22:47.270 --> 00:22:48.100
  • "WELL, I HAVE ONE."
  • 00:22:48.100 --> 00:22:48.260
  • OKAY.
  • 00:22:48.260 --> 00:22:49.050
  • THE GOAL IS JUST TO EXPOSE THE
  • 00:22:49.050 --> 00:22:50.200
  • SYMPTOMS SO THAT WE'RE ALL IN A
  • 00:22:50.200 --> 00:22:52.210
  • LEVEL PLAYING FIELD.
  • 00:22:52.210 --> 00:22:54.070
  • DON'T FEEL LIKE: "OH, I FEEL
  • 00:22:54.070 --> 00:22:54.270
  • GUILTY.
  • 00:22:54.270 --> 00:22:55.140
  • SHOULD I"--
  • 00:22:55.140 --> 00:22:56.040
  • WE'RE ALL GONNA HAVE SIGNS OF
  • 00:22:56.040 --> 00:22:58.250
  • THIS AT CERTAIN LEVEL AND
  • 00:22:58.250 --> 00:22:59.140
  • MEASURES IN OUR LIFE.
  • 00:22:59.140 --> 00:23:00.030
  • THAT DOESN'T-- IT'S NOT A
  • 00:23:00.030 --> 00:23:00.220
  • LIFE SENTENCE.
  • 00:23:00.220 --> 00:23:03.030
  • IT'S JUST TO SHOW US WHERE
  • 00:23:03.030 --> 00:23:03.220
  • WE STILL NEED TO GROW IN
  • 00:23:03.220 --> 00:23:05.190
  • SELF-ACCEPTANCE AND GOD
  • 00:23:05.190 --> 00:23:06.220
  • ACCEPTANCE IN OUR LIVES.
  • 00:23:06.220 --> 00:23:09.150
  • IT JUST SHOWS US THAT WE STILL
  • 00:23:09.150 --> 00:23:10.060
  • HAVE SOME MORE WORK TO DO IN
  • 00:23:10.060 --> 00:23:11.130
  • ORDER FOR US TO BE RADICALLY
  • 00:23:11.130 --> 00:23:13.180
  • PRESENT TO OUR PURPOSE
  • 00:23:13.180 --> 00:23:14.200
  • AND THAT'S HOW IT SHOWS US.
  • 00:23:16.270 --> 00:23:18.020
  • SO, THESE ARE THE SIGNS.
  • 00:23:18.020 --> 00:23:18.200
  • NOW, HERE'S WHAT I WANT US TO
  • 00:23:18.200 --> 00:23:20.030
  • READ AGAIN, THIS QUOTE, AGAIN,
  • 00:23:20.030 --> 00:23:21.150
  • BY HENRI NOUWEN.
  • 00:23:21.150 --> 00:23:24.010
  • IT SAYS: "SELF-REJECTION IS THE
  • 00:23:24.010 --> 00:23:25.230
  • GREATEST ENEMY OF THE SPIRITUAL
  • 00:23:25.230 --> 00:23:26.280
  • LIFE BECAUSE IT CONTRADICTS THE
  • 00:23:26.280 --> 00:23:27.260
  • SACRED VOICE THAT CALLS
  • 00:23:27.260 --> 00:23:29.040
  • US THE BELOVED.
  • 00:23:29.040 --> 00:23:31.190
  • BEING THE BELOVED CONSTITUTES
  • 00:23:31.190 --> 00:23:33.010
  • THE CORE TRUTH OF
  • 00:23:33.010 --> 00:23:34.000
  • OUR EXISTENCE."
  • 00:23:34.000 --> 00:23:34.190
  • SO...WHAT DOES GOD WANT US TO
  • 00:23:34.190 --> 00:23:36.280
  • DO ABOUT ALL OF THIS?
  • 00:23:36.280 --> 00:23:38.190
  • 'CAUSE WE JUST EXPOSED ABOUT 10
  • 00:23:38.190 --> 00:23:39.170
  • AREAS WHERE MANY OF US COULD BE
  • 00:23:39.170 --> 00:23:41.230
  • FEELING PRETTY OVERWHELMED,
  • 00:23:41.230 --> 00:23:42.130
  • RIGHT NOW.
  • 00:23:42.130 --> 00:23:43.240
  • JEREMIAH 9:23 SAYS: "DON'T LET
  • 00:23:43.240 --> 00:23:45.130
  • THE WISE MAN BRAG IN
  • 00:23:46.130 --> 00:23:49.130
  • THEIR WISDOM.
  • 00:23:49.130 --> 00:23:50.050
  • NOR LET THE HEROES BRAG OF
  • 00:23:50.050 --> 00:23:50.240
  • THEIR EXPLOITS.
  • 00:23:50.240 --> 00:23:51.190
  • NOR LET THE RICH BRAG OF
  • 00:23:51.190 --> 00:23:53.020
  • THEIR RICHES.
  • 00:23:53.020 --> 00:23:54.250
  • IF YOU BRAG...
  • 00:23:54.250 --> 00:23:56.120
  • IF YOU MUST BRAG -- ALL OF
  • 00:23:56.120 --> 00:23:57.120
  • YOU SANE ONES.
  • 00:23:57.120 --> 00:23:59.200
  • "...BRAG OF THIS AND THIS ONLY:
  • 00:23:59.200 --> 00:24:02.020
  • THAT YOU UNDERSTAND AND
  • 00:24:02.020 --> 00:24:03.040
  • KNOW ME..."
  • 00:24:03.040 --> 00:24:04.000
  • IN ORDER FOR ME TO BE FULLY
  • 00:24:04.060 --> 00:24:07.060
  • PRESENT TO MY PURPOSE ON THE
  • 00:24:07.060 --> 00:24:09.270
  • PLANET, IN ORDER FOR ME TO HAVE
  • 00:24:09.270 --> 00:24:10.190
  • A RADICAL LOVE TOWARDS MYSELF
  • 00:24:10.190 --> 00:24:12.030
  • AND A RADICAL LOVE TOWARDS YOU,
  • 00:24:12.210 --> 00:24:15.210
  • THE CORE BELIEF THAT WE HAVE
  • 00:24:15.210 --> 00:24:16.180
  • TO HAVE IS THAT WE CONFIDENTLY
  • 00:24:17.280 --> 00:24:20.280
  • NOT ABOUT HIM, NOT WHAT HE
  • 00:24:24.090 --> 00:24:25.080
  • WANTS, NOT WHAT WE SHOULD DO,
  • 00:24:25.080 --> 00:24:26.000
  • BUT WE ARE IN RELATIONSHIP WITH
  • 00:24:26.000 --> 00:24:27.160
  • THE ONE THAT CREATED US.
  • 00:24:27.160 --> 00:24:28.290
  • BECAUSE WE CANNOT KNOW OUR
  • 00:24:28.290 --> 00:24:30.270
  • VALUE UNLESS WE KNOW THE ONE
  • 00:24:30.270 --> 00:24:32.030
  • THAT GAVE US OUR VALUE.
  • 00:24:32.030 --> 00:24:33.170
  • AND OUR VALUE CANNOT--
  • 00:24:33.170 --> 00:24:36.030
  • WE CAN'T FIND IT UNTIL HE SAYS:
  • 00:24:36.030 --> 00:24:38.200
  • THIS IS WHY I MADE YOU;
  • 00:24:38.200 --> 00:24:39.220
  • THIS IS WHY YOU LOOK THIS WAY;
  • 00:24:39.220 --> 00:24:41.120
  • THIS IS WHY YOU ACT THIS WAY;
  • 00:24:41.120 --> 00:24:43.030
  • THIS IS WHY YOU'RE ON
  • 00:24:43.030 --> 00:24:44.080
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  • VALUE UNLESS WE KNOW THE ONE
  • 00:24:47.240 --> 00:24:48.220
  • WHO GAVE US OUR VALUE.
  • 00:24:48.220 --> 00:24:49.100
  • NOW, THAT'S A GOOD WORLD, RIGHT
  • 00:24:49.100 --> 00:24:50.270
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  • 00:26:17.060 --> 00:26:18.060
  • - MOTHER: AWWW...
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  • SO, LET'S READ ABOUT HOW GOOD
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  • GOD IS.
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  • GOD IS SOOOO GOOD TO US.
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  • EVERYTHING THAT WE NEED...
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  • [CHILD WHISPERING]
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  • ...HE GIVES TO US.
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  • - LITTLE GIRL: READ ME THAT
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  • ONE, RIGHT NOW.
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  • - MOTHER: I'M READING ABOUT
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  • THE LITTLE CAT AND THE
  • 00:26:32.050 --> 00:26:32.230
  • LITTLE BIRD...
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  • AND, SOMETIMES, THE SHADOWS
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  • SEEM DARK, BUT IS GOD
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  • STILL GOOD?
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  • - LITTLE GIRL: YEAH.
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  • - MOM: GOOD.
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  • WHEN IS GOD GOOD?
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  • - KRIS: IF YOU'VE JUST WATCHED
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  • THIS POWERFUL TEACHING, YOU
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  • MIGHT BE WONDERING: WHAT DO I
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  • DO ABOUT IT?
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  • I WANNA ENCOURAGE YOU, RIGHT
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  • NOW, NO MATTER WHAT YOU'VE DONE
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  • IN LIFE, JESUS WANTS TO
  • 00:26:51.130 --> 00:26:52.020
  • FORGIVE YOU.
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  • YOU CAN'T GET TOO FAR AWAY THAT
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  • HE CAN'T FIND YOU.
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  • YOU CAN'T DO SOMETHING SO WRONG
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  • THAT HE CAN'T SAVE YOU.
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  • JUST SAY: JESUS, COME INTO MY
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  • LIFE, FORGIVE ME OF MY SINS,
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  • AND, FROM THIS DAY ON, I WANT
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  • TO FOLLOW YOU.
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  • IF YOU PRAYED THAT VERY SIMPLE
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  • PRAYER, THE BIBLE SAYS THAT
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  • YOU'RE BORN AGAIN.
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  • GOD BLESS YOU ON YOUR BRAND-NEW
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  • JOURNEY AS A BRAND-NEW
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  • [MUSIC]
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