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Praise | Propel Conference | 6/12/18

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June 12, 2018
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Christine Caine hosts Propel Conference from Dallas, TX with Lisa Harper, Laurie Crouch and music by Passion.

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Praise | Propel Conference | 6/12/18

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  • [DANCE MUSIC WITH VOICE
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  • SAMPLES]
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  • - LISA HARPER: BUT I'LL WALK
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  • WHERE YOU TELL ME TO WALK.
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  • AND UNTIL YOU TELL ME TO MOVE,
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  • I'M GONNA STAND HERE WITH MY
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  • FRONT TO THE REST OF THE
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  • WORLD AND I'M GONNA SAY MY
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  • GOD IS A GREAT GOD.
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  • - CHRISTINE CAINE: HEY,
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  • THIS IS CHRIS CAINE.
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  • AT PROPEL WOMEN
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  • WITH MY DEAR FRIEND LISA HARPER,
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  • AND, THE MOTHER OF TBN HERSELF,
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  • I KNOW THAT THIS PROGRAM'S
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  • - PASSION (BAND PERFORMING):
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  • WE'RE SINGIN' ABOUT
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  • RESURRECTION, HERE.
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  • I WAS BURIED BENEATH...
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  • WHO COULD CARRY THAT KIND OF
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  • WEIGHT?
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  • NOT ME. NO.
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  • IT WAS MY TOMB
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  • I WAS BREATHING BUT NOT...
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  • ALIVE
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  • ALL MY FAILURES I TRIED...
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  • ...TO HIDE
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  • IT WAS MY TOMB
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  • THAT'S RIGHT.
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  • TILL I MET YOU
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  • OH!
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  • YOU CALLED MY NAME
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  • AND I RAN OUT OF THAT GRAVE
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  • [MUSIC INTENSIFIES]
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  • OUT OF THE DARKNESS...
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  • ...INTO YOUR GLORIOUS DAY
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  • YOU CALLED MY NAME
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  • AND I RAN OUT OF THAT GRAVE
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  • OUT OF THE DARKNESS...
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  • NOW, YOUR MERCY HAS SAVED...
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  • MERCY, MERCY!
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  • NOW YOUR FREEDOM IS ALL...THT
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  • I KNOW
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  • THE OLD MADE NEW
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  • YOU CALLED MY NAME
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  • LET'S HEAR IT, COME ON.
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  • AND I RAN OUT OF THAT GRAVE
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  • OUT OF THE DARKNESS
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  • INTO YOUR GLORIOUS DAY
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  • YOU CALLED MY NAME
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  • AND I RAN OUT OF THAT GRAVE!
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  • OUT OF THE DARKNESS
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  • OHHHHHH, YES!
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  • [APPLAUSE, CHEERS]
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  • OH, YEAH!
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  • THIS IS IT, NOW, COME ON.
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  • I NEEDED RESCUE,
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  • BUT CHAINS BREAK AT THE WEIGT
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  • OF YOUR GLORY
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  • I NEEDED SHELTER,
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  • NOW, YOU CALL ME A CITIZEN OF
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  • HEAVEN
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  • WHEN I WAS BROKEN,
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  • YOU WERE MY HEALING
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  • NOW, YOUR LOVE IS THE AIR THT
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  • I'M BREATHING
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  • I HAVE A FUTURE,
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  • MY EYES ARE OPEN
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  • 'CAUSE WHEN YOU CALLED MY
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  • NAME...
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  • OH, I RAN OUT OF THAT GRAVE!
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  • OUT OF THE DARKNESS...
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  • ...INTO YOUR GLORIOUS DAY
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  • YOU CALLED MY NAME
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  • AND I RAN OUT OF THAT GRAVE
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  • OUT OF THE DARKNESS
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  • INTO YOUR GLORIOUS DAY
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  • PROPEL, GIVE A SHOUT TONIGHT.
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  • [MUSIC]
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  • [LOUD APPLAUSE, CHEERS]
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  • [MUSIC]
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  • [MUSIC]
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  • WORTHY OF EVERY SONG WE COULD
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  • WORTHY OF ALL THE PRAISE WE
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  • WORTHY OF EVERY BREATH WE
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  • COULD EVER BREATHE
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  • WE LIVE FOR YOU
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  • JESUS, THE NAME ABOVE EVERY
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  • OTHER NAME
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  • JESUS, THE ONLY ONE WHO COULD
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  • EVER SAVE
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  • WORTHY OF EVERY BREATH WE
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  • COULD EVER BREATHE
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  • WE LIVE FOR YOU
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  • OH, WE LIVE FOR YOU
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  • HOLY, THERE IS NO ONE LIKE YU
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  • THERE IS NONE BESIDE YOU
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  • OPEN UP MY EYES IN WONDER
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  • SHOW ME WHO YOU ARE
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  • AND FILL ME WITH YOUR HEART
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  • AND LEAD ME IN YOUR LOVE TO
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  • THOSE AROUND ME
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  • [MUSIC]
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  • WORTHY OF EVERY SONG WE COULD
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  • EVER SING
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  • WORTHY OF ALL THE PRAISE WE
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  • COULD EVER BRING
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  • WORTHY OF EVERY BREATH WE
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  • COULD EVER BREATHE
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  • WE LIVE FOR YOU
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  • WE LIVE FOR JESUS
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  • JESUS, THE NAME ABOVE EVERY
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  • OTHER NAME
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  • JESUS, THE ONLY ONE WHO COULD
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  • EVER SAVE
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  • WORTHY OF EVERY BREATH WE
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  • COULD EVER BREATHE
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  • WE LIVE FOR YOU
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  • OH, WE LIVE FOR YOU
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  • SING: HOLY HOLY,
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  • THERE IS NO ONE LIKE YOU
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  • THERE IS NONE BESIDE YOU
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  • OPEN UP MY EYES IN WONDER
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  • SHOW ME WHO YOU ARE
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  • AND FILL ME WITH YOUR HEART
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  • AND LEAD ME IN YOUR LOVE TO
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  • THOSE AROUND ME
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  • HOLY, THERE IS NO ONE LIKE YU
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  • THERE IS NONE BESIDE YOU
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  • OPEN UP MY EYES IN WONDER
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  • SHOW ME WHO YOU ARE
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  • AND FILL ME WITH YOUR HEART
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  • AND LEAD ME IN YOUR LOVE TO
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  • THOSE AROUND ME
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  • OH, WE'RE STANDING ON THE
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  • LOVE OF GOD TODAY.
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  • THERE'S NOTHING THAT CAN SHAKE
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  • US NOW.
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  • YOU ARE LOVED BY GOD.
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  • [MUSIC]
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  • [MUSIC]
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  • AND I WILL BUILD MY LIFE UPON
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  • YOUR LOVE
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  • IT IS A FIRM FOUNDATION
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  • I WILL PUT MY TRUST IN YOU
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  • ALONE
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  • AND I WILL NOT BE SHAKEN
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  • I WILL BUILD MY LIFE UPON YOR
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  • LOVE
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  • IT IS A FIRM FOUNDATION
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  • I WILL PUT MY TRUST IN YOU
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  • ALONE
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  • AND I WILL NOT BE SHAKEN
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  • HOLY, THERE IS NO ONE LIKE YU
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  • THERE IS NONE BESIDE YOU
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  • OPEN UP MY EYES IN WONDER
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  • SHOW ME WHO YOU ARE
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  • AND FILL ME WITH YOUR HEART
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  • AND LEAD ME IN YOUR LOVE TO
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  • THOSE AROUND ME
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  • HOLY, THERE IS NO ONE LIKE YU
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  • THERE IS NONE BESIDE YOU
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  • OPEN UP MY EYES IN WONDER
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  • SHOW ME WHO YOU ARE
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  • AND LEAD ME IN YOUR LOVE TO
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  • I WILL BUILD MY LIFE!
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  • I WILL BUILD MY LIFE UPON YOR
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  • LOVE
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  • IT IS A FIRM FOUNDATION
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  • I WILL PUT MY TRUST IN YOU
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  • ALONE
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  • AND I WILL NEVER BE
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  • I'LL NEVER BE SHAKEN...
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  • [MUSIC]
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  • [MUSIC]
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  • - FEMALE: WE'RE JUST HERE
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  • TO HEAR THE WORD AND
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  • LEARN AND...
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  • - FEMALE: ...GET TO KNOW EACH
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  • OTHER BETTER,
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  • AND, DIVE DEEPER WITH THE LORD.
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  • - FEMALE: THERE'S STRENGTH
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  • IN NUMBERS.
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  • TO SEE ALL THESE WOMEN COME OUT
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  • AND THE LOVE OF GOD BE IN ONE
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  • ROOM AND SO POWERFUL...
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  • I LOVE IT.
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  • THIS IS MY BATTLE BUDDY, AND,
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  • WE JUST CAME TO WORSHIP.
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  • - ALL: PROPEL WOMEN ON TBN!
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  • - CHRISTINE: HEY, THIS IS
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  • CHRIS CAINE.
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  • HERE I AM IN DALLAS, TEXAS AT
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  • - LISA: I KNOW...I KNOW.
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  • - CHRISTINE: --THE MOTHER OF
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  • TBN HERSELF IS RIGHT HERE...
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  • - LISA: I KNOW.
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  • [LAUGHTER]
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  • - CHRISTINE: ...LAURIE CROUCH.
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  • - LISA: THAT'S WHY I SAT NEXT
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  • TO HER.
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  • I HAD TO WEAR BOOTS 'CAUSE I
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  • HAVE HER NAME TATTOOED ON MY--
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  • ON MY ANKLE...
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  • [LAUGHTER]
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  • ...AND I THOUGHT IT'D BE WEIRD
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  • IF SHE SAW HER OWN NAME
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  • TATTOOED.
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  • - LAURIE CROUCH: NO, I LIKE
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  • IT.
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  • - LISA: THANK YOU.
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  • [LAURIE LAUGHS]
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  • - CHRISTINE: AND THIS IS
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  • LISA HARPER, WHO ACTUALLY DOES
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  • NOT HAVE TATTOOS, BUT SHE IS
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  • GOING TO BE SPEAKING
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  • PRETTY SOON HERE AT PROPEL.
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  • - LISA: YEAH.
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  • - CHRISTINE: WE'VE HAD AN
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  • AWESOME DAY THUS FAR.
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  • - LISA: OH, IT'S BEEN
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  • INCREDIBLE.
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  • - CHRISTINE: I KNOW.
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  • THE PRESENCE OF GOD IS, LIKE,
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  • SO AMAZING.
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  • - LISA: YEAH...YEAH.
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  • IT'S-- IT'S LIKE WEIGHTY,
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  • IT'S-- IT'S CONVICTING, BUT IT
  • 00:12:10.170 --> 00:12:11.080
  • IS SO COMFORTING.
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  • - LAURIE: MMH.
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  • - LISA: LIKE, I JUST WANNA
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  • SIT, AND, IT'S BEEN INCREDIBLE.
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  • [LAURIE LAUGHS]
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  • - CHRISTINE: LISA, YOU AND
  • 00:12:15.010 --> 00:12:16.010
  • BETH MOORE BOTH CARRY--
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  • - LISA: YEAH...
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  • - CHRISTINE: --700-POUND
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  • BIBLES.
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  • - LISA: I KNOW.
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  • [LAURIE LAUGHS]
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  • - CHRISTINE: I DO LOVE THIS.
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  • A BIBLE THAT'S FALLING APART
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  • NORMALLY MEANS THE PERSON
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  • ISN'T.
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  • - LISA: RIGHT...RIGHT.
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  • - CHRISTINE: SO, THAT'S A GOOD
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  • SIGN.
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  • TELL US WHAT YOU'RE GONNA
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  • - LISA: I'M GONNA TALK ABOUT
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  • THE ACTIVE POSTURE OF WAITING
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  • ON GOD.
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  • - LISA: BECAUSE I THINK ALL
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  • TOO OFTEN WE THINK WAITING ON
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  • GOD IS BEING PASSIVE.
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  • AND THAT'S NOT IT AT ALL.
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  • THERE IS AN ACT OF EVEN A
  • 00:12:37.190 --> 00:12:38.080
  • WARRIOR POSE THAT'S WAITING.
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  • AND THAT WAS REALLY HARD FOR ME
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  • TO LEARN.
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  • - CHRISTINE: IT'S VERY
  • 00:12:42.040 --> 00:12:42.220
  • POWERFUL.
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  • - LISA: EH, SO POWERFUL.
  • 00:12:43.160 --> 00:12:44.050
  • AND I THINK, IN OUR CULTURE, WE
  • 00:12:44.050 --> 00:12:45.030
  • DO A LOT OF MANIC RUNNING...
  • 00:12:45.030 --> 00:12:47.130
  • - LAURIE: MM-HMM.
  • 00:12:47.130 --> 00:12:48.120
  • - LISA: ...AND, REALLY, WHAT
  • 00:12:48.120 --> 00:12:49.080
  • IT DOES IS IT-- IT BELIES THE
  • 00:12:49.080 --> 00:12:50.200
  • FACT THAT WE DON'T TRUST GOD.
  • 00:12:50.200 --> 00:12:51.280
  • LIKE, IF YOU TRUST WHAT YOU SAY
  • 00:12:51.280 --> 00:12:53.020
  • ALL THE TIME -- PSALM 118, HE
  • 00:12:53.020 --> 00:12:55.180
  • IS GOOD AND HE DOES GOOD -- IF
  • 00:12:55.180 --> 00:12:57.010
  • YOU TRUST THAT...
  • 00:12:57.010 --> 00:12:58.130
  • AND THERE'S SEASONS THAT YOU
  • 00:12:58.130 --> 00:12:59.130
  • GO: I'M JUST GONNA STAND AND
  • 00:12:59.130 --> 00:13:00.220
  • WAIT ON THE GOODNESS OF THE
  • 00:13:00.220 --> 00:13:01.120
  • LORD.
  • 00:13:01.120 --> 00:13:02.010
  • - CHRISTINE: I THINK WE HAVE
  • 00:13:02.010 --> 00:13:02.220
  • TO.
  • 00:13:02.220 --> 00:13:03.000
  • - LISA: YEAH.
  • 00:13:03.000 --> 00:13:03.130
  • - CHRISTINE: AND THE BIBLE
  • 00:13:03.130 --> 00:13:04.030
  • SAYS THAT -- YOU KNOW, IN
  • 00:13:04.030 --> 00:13:04.280
  • ISAIAH -- THOSE THAT WAIT UPON
  • 00:13:04.280 --> 00:13:05.210
  • THE LORD SHALL RENEW THEIR
  • 00:13:05.210 --> 00:13:06.100
  • STRENGTH.
  • 00:13:06.100 --> 00:13:06.250
  • - LISA: ABSOLUTELY.
  • 00:13:06.250 --> 00:13:07.110
  • - CHRISTINE: THEY'LL MOUNT UP
  • 00:13:07.110 --> 00:13:08.020
  • ON WINGS LIKE EAGLES, RUN.
  • 00:13:08.020 --> 00:13:08.210
  • - LISA: ABSOLUTELY.
  • 00:13:08.210 --> 00:13:09.070
  • - CHRISTINE: AND I CONFESS
  • 00:13:09.070 --> 00:13:09.270
  • THIS SCRIPTURE OVER MY LIFE AND
  • 00:13:09.270 --> 00:13:11.060
  • I HAVE PROBABLY FOR 25 YEARS.
  • 00:13:11.060 --> 00:13:12.210
  • THEY WILL RUN AND NOT GROW
  • 00:13:12.210 --> 00:13:13.270
  • WEARY.
  • 00:13:13.270 --> 00:13:14.160
  • - LISA: THAT'S RIGHT.
  • 00:13:14.160 --> 00:13:16.100
  • - CHRISTINE: THEY WILL WALK
  • 00:13:16.100 --> 00:13:17.000
  • AND NOT FAINT.
  • 00:13:17.000 --> 00:13:17.130
  • AND PEOPLE HAVE OFTEN SAID TO
  • 00:13:17.130 --> 00:13:18.040
  • ME, "CHRIS, YOU'RE 51,
  • 00:13:18.040 --> 00:13:18.210
  • STILL RUNNING AROUND THE WORLD,"
  • 00:13:18.210 --> 00:13:19.130
  • AND I AM.
  • 00:13:19.130 --> 00:13:21.020
  • I'M A HOLY GHOST REVIVALIST AT
  • 00:13:21.020 --> 00:13:22.010
  • HEART.
  • 00:13:22.010 --> 00:13:22.130
  • - LISA: YEAH.
  • 00:13:22.130 --> 00:13:23.120
  • - CHRISTINE: AND THEY GO,
  • 00:13:23.120 --> 00:13:24.080
  • "WHY DOES IT SEEM LIKE YOU'RE
  • 00:13:24.080 --> 00:13:25.040
  • RUNNING AND NOT GROWING WEARY,
  • 00:13:25.040 --> 00:13:25.250
  • YOU KNOW, WALKING AND NOT"--
  • 00:13:25.250 --> 00:13:26.180
  • - LISA: YEAH, YEAH.
  • 00:13:26.180 --> 00:13:27.040
  • - CHRISTINE: AND I GO,
  • 00:13:27.040 --> 00:13:28.070
  • "BECAUSE, I THINK I'VE LEARNED
  • 00:13:28.070 --> 00:13:29.090
  • THE POWER OF WAITING UPON"--
  • 00:13:29.090 --> 00:13:30.280
  • NOT WAITING ON SOCIAL MEDIA...
  • 00:13:30.280 --> 00:13:31.240
  • - LISA: RIGHT.
  • 00:13:31.240 --> 00:13:32.180
  • - CHRISTINE: ...WAITING UPON
  • 00:13:32.180 --> 00:13:33.090
  • TELEVISION...
  • 00:13:33.090 --> 00:13:33.260
  • - LISA: THAT'S RIGHT, THAT'S
  • 00:13:33.260 --> 00:13:34.170
  • RIGHT.
  • 00:13:34.170 --> 00:13:35.060
  • - CHRISTINE: ...WAITING UPON
  • 00:13:35.060 --> 00:13:35.270
  • YOUR FRIENDS.
  • 00:13:35.270 --> 00:13:36.100
  • YOU'VE GOTTA WAIT UPON THE
  • 00:13:36.100 --> 00:13:36.290
  • LORD.
  • 00:13:36.290 --> 00:13:37.080
  • - LISA: ABSOLUTELY.
  • 00:13:37.080 --> 00:13:39.100
  • - CHRISTINE: SO, WE HAVE A
  • 00:13:39.100 --> 00:13:40.000
  • GENERATION THAT HASN'T LEARNED
  • 00:13:40.000 --> 00:13:40.260
  • HOW TO DO THAT WELL.
  • 00:13:40.260 --> 00:13:42.140
  • - LISA: NO...NO.
  • 00:13:42.140 --> 00:13:43.090
  • - CHRISTINE: THEREFORE,
  • 00:13:43.090 --> 00:13:43.270
  • THEY'RE FEELING WEARY,
  • 00:13:43.270 --> 00:13:44.170
  • HEAVY-LADEN, ANXIOUS, AND
  • 00:13:44.170 --> 00:13:45.130
  • TIRED.
  • 00:13:45.130 --> 00:13:47.180
  • SO, ALL I CAN SAY IS: GO ON.
  • 00:13:47.180 --> 00:13:48.290
  • - LISA: NO, I WAS GONNA SAY
  • 00:13:48.290 --> 00:13:49.230
  • YOU HAVE HELPED ME SO MUCH
  • 00:13:49.230 --> 00:13:51.060
  • BECAUSE-- YOU KNOW, LAURIE,
  • 00:13:51.060 --> 00:13:52.280
  • I'VE TOLD YOU MY STORY.
  • 00:13:52.280 --> 00:13:53.260
  • BUT, YOU KNOW, I BECAME A
  • 00:13:53.260 --> 00:13:54.290
  • MOTHER AFTER MENOPAUSE.
  • 00:13:54.290 --> 00:13:56.030
  • [CHRISTINE LAUGHS]
  • 00:13:56.030 --> 00:13:56.180
  • SO, I'M LIKE THE OLDEST
  • 00:13:56.180 --> 00:13:57.060
  • MOTHER--
  • 00:13:57.060 --> 00:13:58.010
  • - LAURIE: GOD HELP US.
  • 00:13:58.010 --> 00:13:58.260
  • - LISA: --OTHER THAN SARAH.
  • 00:13:58.260 --> 00:13:59.160
  • [LAUGHTER]
  • 00:13:59.160 --> 00:13:59.280
  • I KNOW.
  • 00:13:59.280 --> 00:14:00.190
  • I KNOW.
  • 00:14:00.190 --> 00:14:01.010
  • ALTHOUGH I STILL DO THE
  • 00:14:01.010 --> 00:14:02.060
  • PROJECTILE-PERSPIRATION THING.
  • 00:14:02.060 --> 00:14:03.100
  • [LAUGHTER]
  • 00:14:03.100 --> 00:14:03.230
  • BUT, UM...
  • 00:14:03.230 --> 00:14:04.140
  • [LAUGHTER]
  • 00:14:04.140 --> 00:14:05.100
  • BUT BEING AN OLD MOM, I
  • 00:14:05.100 --> 00:14:06.120
  • WONDERED: OKAY, I BROUGHT THIS
  • 00:14:06.120 --> 00:14:07.200
  • PUMPKIN HOME FROM HAITI, I'M A
  • 00:14:07.200 --> 00:14:08.210
  • SINGLE MOM, THERE'S NO MAN.
  • 00:14:08.210 --> 00:14:10.090
  • BUT 1-800-588-PLEASE-CALL-LISA-
  • 00:14:10.090 --> 00:14:11.120
  • FOR-A-DATE.
  • 00:14:11.120 --> 00:14:12.180
  • [LAUGHTER]
  • 00:14:12.180 --> 00:14:14.110
  • UM, BUT I THOUGHT: CAN I DO
  • 00:14:14.110 --> 00:14:15.010
  • THIS?
  • 00:14:15.010 --> 00:14:15.100
  • - CHRISTINE: E-HARMONY.
  • 00:14:15.100 --> 00:14:16.110
  • - LISA: AND I HAVE FOUND A
  • 00:14:16.110 --> 00:14:17.070
  • GEAR I DID NOT KNOW I HAVE.
  • 00:14:17.070 --> 00:14:19.170
  • I FEEL LIKE I AM RUNNIN' FASTER
  • 00:14:19.170 --> 00:14:21.080
  • WITH ACTUALLY MORE...MORE
  • 00:14:21.080 --> 00:14:24.000
  • SPIRITUAL EFFECTIVENESS THAN I
  • 00:14:24.000 --> 00:14:25.030
  • EVER DID IN MY 30s.
  • 00:14:25.030 --> 00:14:27.030
  • I WISH I HAD ME METABOLISM
  • 00:14:27.030 --> 00:14:29.030
  • BACK.
  • 00:14:29.030 --> 00:14:29.190
  • [CHRISTINE LAUGHS]
  • 00:14:29.190 --> 00:14:31.130
  • BUT I AM-- I JUST FEEL LIKE
  • 00:14:31.130 --> 00:14:32.090
  • THERE'S THIS ENERGY--
  • 00:14:32.090 --> 00:14:32.260
  • - CHRISTINE: TOTALLY.
  • 00:14:32.260 --> 00:14:33.130
  • - LISA: --THAT REALLY COMES
  • 00:14:33.130 --> 00:14:34.030
  • WITH BELIEVING MORE THAN YOU
  • 00:14:34.030 --> 00:14:35.010
  • DID WHEN YOU WERE YOUNGER.
  • 00:14:35.010 --> 00:14:35.200
  • HE REALLY-- ULTIMATELY, HE
  • 00:14:35.200 --> 00:14:36.270
  • REALLY WILL WORK THIS OUT.
  • 00:14:36.270 --> 00:14:37.210
  • - CHRISTINE: TOTALLY.
  • 00:14:37.210 --> 00:14:39.000
  • - LISA: HE REALLY IS GOOD.
  • 00:14:39.000 --> 00:14:39.270
  • SO, YEAH.
  • 00:14:39.270 --> 00:14:40.200
  • - LAURIE: BUT WHAT DOES IT
  • 00:14:40.200 --> 00:14:41.100
  • MEAN TO WAIT?
  • 00:14:41.100 --> 00:14:41.230
  • - LISA: UM, I THINK THERE IS A
  • 00:14:41.230 --> 00:14:43.010
  • LOT OF DIFFERENT KINDS OF
  • 00:14:43.010 --> 00:14:44.120
  • WAITING, IF YOU LOOK AT THE
  • 00:14:44.120 --> 00:14:45.100
  • ANALOGY OF SCRIPTURE.
  • 00:14:45.100 --> 00:14:46.100
  • THERE IS KIND OF A MORE ACTIVE
  • 00:14:46.100 --> 00:14:47.140
  • WAITING...
  • 00:14:47.140 --> 00:14:48.220
  • - LAURIE: MMH...
  • 00:14:48.220 --> 00:14:49.160
  • - LISA: ...WHERE YOU'RE STILL
  • 00:14:49.160 --> 00:14:50.070
  • WALKING.
  • 00:14:50.070 --> 00:14:51.010
  • I MEAN, YOU LOOK AT HANNAH.
  • 00:14:51.010 --> 00:14:51.210
  • SHE'S STILL WORSHIPPING.
  • 00:14:51.210 --> 00:14:52.130
  • YOU LOOK AT ANNA.
  • 00:14:52.210 --> 00:14:55.210
  • IT SAYS SHE WAS WAITING, BUT
  • 00:14:55.210 --> 00:14:56.250
  • SHE WAS WORSHIPPING IN THE WORD
  • 00:14:56.250 --> 00:14:58.210
  • THERE, IN LUKE 2, AS SHE WAS
  • 00:14:58.210 --> 00:14:59.160
  • SERVING IN THE TEMPLE.
  • 00:14:59.160 --> 00:15:01.160
  • SO, I THINK THERE'S A
  • 00:15:01.160 --> 00:15:03.040
  • REAL ACTIVE WAITING.
  • 00:15:03.040 --> 00:15:03.220
  • AND THEN, I THINK THERE'S THAT
  • 00:15:03.220 --> 00:15:05.020
  • DAVID-BE-STILL-AND-KNOW
  • 00:15:05.020 --> 00:15:07.000
  • WAITING ON THE LORD.
  • 00:15:07.000 --> 00:15:08.250
  • SO, I THINK THERE'S A
  • 00:15:08.250 --> 00:15:09.120
  • CONTINUUM ON STANDING.
  • 00:15:09.120 --> 00:15:11.010
  • SOMETIMES, IT'S A LITTLE MORE
  • 00:15:11.010 --> 00:15:12.130
  • ACTIVE; OTHER TIMES, IT'S
  • 00:15:12.130 --> 00:15:13.020
  • QUIET.
  • 00:15:13.020 --> 00:15:14.290
  • - LAURIE: YOU KNOW WHAT I LOVE
  • 00:15:14.290 --> 00:15:15.210
  • - LISA: OH, I LOVE THAT.
  • 00:15:19.170 --> 00:15:20.060
  • - LAURIE: AND I THINK
  • 00:15:20.060 --> 00:15:20.230
  • RESTING--
  • 00:15:20.230 --> 00:15:21.090
  • - LISA: YEAH, THAT'S WHAT I'M
  • 00:15:21.090 --> 00:15:22.000
  • TEACHING ON.
  • 00:15:22.000 --> 00:15:23.010
  • - LAURIE: --IN GOD'S GRACE, IN
  • 00:15:23.010 --> 00:15:23.230
  • HIS--
  • 00:15:23.230 --> 00:15:24.020
  • - LAURIE: --AND RESTING IN
  • 00:15:25.040 --> 00:15:25.240
  • THAT--
  • 00:15:25.240 --> 00:15:26.030
  • - LISA: THAT'S SO GOOD.
  • 00:15:26.030 --> 00:15:26.250
  • THAT'S SO GOOD, LAURIE.
  • 00:15:26.250 --> 00:15:27.130
  • - LAURIE: --YOU GET SO MUCH
  • 00:15:27.130 --> 00:15:28.030
  • MORE DONE.
  • 00:15:28.030 --> 00:15:28.140
  • BECAUSE NOTHING'S LOST IN
  • 00:15:28.140 --> 00:15:29.030
  • THE KINGDOM OF GOD.
  • 00:15:29.030 --> 00:15:29.190
  • - LISA: THAT'S RIGHT.
  • 00:15:29.190 --> 00:15:30.060
  • - LAURIE: NO TIME.
  • 00:15:30.060 --> 00:15:30.220
  • - CHRISTINE: ABSOLUTELY.
  • 00:15:30.220 --> 00:15:31.110
  • - LAURIE: YOU KNOW, THERE'S
  • 00:15:31.110 --> 00:15:32.010
  • NOTHING.
  • 00:15:32.010 --> 00:15:32.110
  • - LISA: THAT'S RIGHT.
  • 00:15:32.110 --> 00:15:33.080
  • - CHRISTINE: AND HEBREWS TELLS
  • 00:15:33.080 --> 00:15:34.010
  • US THAT WE LABOR TO ENTER
  • 00:15:34.010 --> 00:15:34.240
  • THAT--
  • 00:15:34.240 --> 00:15:35.290
  • - LISA: THAT'S RIGHT, THAT'S
  • 00:15:35.290 --> 00:15:36.200
  • RIGHT.
  • 00:15:36.200 --> 00:15:36.290
  • - LAURIE: ENTER THAT REST.
  • 00:15:36.290 --> 00:15:37.240
  • - LISA: STRIVE HARD AND THEN
  • 00:15:37.240 --> 00:15:38.150
  • REST.
  • 00:15:38.150 --> 00:15:38.240
  • - CHRISTINE: I TELL PEOPLE
  • 00:15:38.240 --> 00:15:39.140
  • THAT MY GREATEST LABORING IS
  • 00:15:39.140 --> 00:15:40.040
  • ACTUALLY TO GET INTO THAT PLACE
  • 00:15:40.040 --> 00:15:40.270
  • AND REST.
  • 00:15:40.270 --> 00:15:41.080
  • - LISA: THAT'S RIGHT.
  • 00:15:41.080 --> 00:15:41.250
  • - CHRISTINE: THE REST JUST
  • 00:15:41.250 --> 00:15:42.150
  • FLOWS OUT OF ME AND IT'S NOT
  • 00:15:42.150 --> 00:15:43.050
  • HARD.
  • 00:15:43.050 --> 00:15:43.140
  • - LISA: YEAH.
  • 00:15:43.140 --> 00:15:44.000
  • - CHRISTINE: SO, I KNOW YOU
  • 00:15:44.000 --> 00:15:45.120
  • ARE ABSOLUTELY GONNA LOVE THIS
  • 00:15:45.120 --> 00:15:46.030
  • TEACHING.
  • 00:15:46.030 --> 00:15:46.180
  • AND SO, INCLINE YOUR EAR, OPEN
  • 00:15:46.180 --> 00:15:48.220
  • YOUR HEART, AND LET THE HOLY
  • 00:15:48.220 --> 00:15:49.250
  • SPIRIT SPEAK TO YOU.
  • 00:15:49.250 --> 00:15:52.090
  • [MUSIC]
  • 00:15:52.090 --> 00:15:53.150
  • - LISA: IN APRIL 2012, I
  • 00:15:53.150 --> 00:15:54.290
  • JUMPED OFF A PROVERBIAL CLIFF
  • 00:15:54.290 --> 00:15:56.130
  • AND INTO THE GREATEST ADVENTURE
  • 00:15:56.130 --> 00:15:58.230
  • AND JOY OF MY LIFE.
  • 00:15:58.230 --> 00:16:00.190
  • I BEGAN THE PROCESS OF ADOPTING
  • 00:16:00.190 --> 00:16:01.240
  • MY LITTLE GIRL, MELISSA PRICE
  • 00:16:01.240 --> 00:16:03.110
  • HARPER.
  • 00:16:03.110 --> 00:16:04.280
  • HER FIRST MAMA, MARIE, DIED AS
  • 00:16:04.280 --> 00:16:06.110
  • A RESULT OF UNDIAGNOSED AIDS
  • 00:16:06.110 --> 00:16:07.210
  • WHEN MISSY WAS JUST A BABY,
  • 00:16:07.210 --> 00:16:10.110
  • UNWITTINGLY INFECTING HER WITH
  • 00:16:10.110 --> 00:16:12.020
  • HIV, WHICH WAS EXACERBATED BY
  • 00:16:12.020 --> 00:16:13.080
  • TUBERCULOSIS, SEVERE
  • 00:16:13.080 --> 00:16:15.140
  • MALNUTRITION, AND A HOST OF
  • 00:16:15.140 --> 00:16:16.130
  • OTHER AILMENTS.
  • 00:16:16.130 --> 00:16:17.290
  • DOCTORS IN PORT-AU-PRINCE
  • 00:16:17.290 --> 00:16:19.090
  • DIDN'T GIVE MISSY MUCH OF A
  • 00:16:19.090 --> 00:16:20.010
  • CHANCE.
  • 00:16:20.010 --> 00:16:21.130
  • BUT THEN AGAIN, THEY DIDN'T
  • 00:16:21.130 --> 00:16:23.120
  • KNOW MY BABY GIRL HAS THE HEART
  • 00:16:23.120 --> 00:16:26.010
  • OF WARRIOR.
  • 00:16:26.010 --> 00:16:26.240
  • OUR ADOPTION PROCESS TOOK TWO
  • 00:16:26.240 --> 00:16:28.180
  • LONG YEARS, BUT I FINALLY GOT TO
  • 00:16:28.180 --> 00:16:29.190
  • BRING HER HOME TO TENNESSEE...
  • 00:16:29.190 --> 00:16:31.070
  • ...ON APRIL 14, 2014, JUST A
  • 00:16:31.130 --> 00:16:34.130
  • FEW DAYS BEFORE EASTER, WHICH
  • 00:16:34.130 --> 00:16:35.290
  • SEEMED ESPECIALLY FITTING.
  • 00:16:36.030 --> 00:16:39.030
  • (SINGING) LITTLE GIRL...
  • 00:16:39.030 --> 00:16:40.120
  • - LISA AND MISSY: (SINGING)
  • 00:16:40.120 --> 00:16:41.100
  • AND HER NAME WAS MISSY
  • 00:16:41.100 --> 00:16:42.200
  • AND SHE WAS OH SO SWEET
  • 00:16:42.200 --> 00:16:45.000
  • OH SO SWEET.
  • 00:16:45.000 --> 00:16:45.130
  • AND HER MAMA CAME TO HAITI
  • 00:16:45.130 --> 00:16:46.190
  • AND SAID, "THAT'S MY BABY"
  • 00:16:46.190 --> 00:16:49.100
  • AND BROUGHT HER HOME TO
  • 00:16:49.100 --> 00:16:50.230
  • TENNESSEE
  • 00:16:50.230 --> 00:16:51.150
  • [LISA LAUGHS]
  • 00:16:51.150 --> 00:16:52.040
  • - LISA: YEAH.
  • 00:16:52.040 --> 00:16:54.040
  • - MISSY: YEAH.
  • 00:16:54.040 --> 00:16:55.180
  • - LISA: EVERY SINGLE DAY SINCE
  • 00:16:55.180 --> 00:16:56.200
  • HAS BEEN BETTER THAN THE ONE
  • 00:16:56.200 --> 00:16:57.290
  • BEFORE.
  • 00:16:57.290 --> 00:17:00.040
  • BY THE GRACE OF GOD AND GREAT
  • 00:17:00.040 --> 00:17:01.160
  • MEDICAL CARE, MISSY'S HEALTH IS
  • 00:17:01.160 --> 00:17:02.250
  • NOW EXCELLENT, HER HIV IS
  • 00:17:02.250 --> 00:17:04.070
  • COMPLETELY UNDETECTABLE, AND
  • 00:17:04.070 --> 00:17:05.230
  • HER LUNGS HAVE NO SCARS FROM
  • 00:17:05.230 --> 00:17:07.150
  • THE TUBERCULOSIS SHE SUFFERED
  • 00:17:07.150 --> 00:17:09.040
  • FROM AS A TODDLER.
  • 00:17:09.040 --> 00:17:10.240
  • SHE EVEN HAS KILLER ABS, WHICH
  • 00:17:10.240 --> 00:17:13.070
  • IS REALLY THE ONLY DEAD
  • 00:17:13.070 --> 00:17:14.060
  • GIVEAWAY SHE'S NOT MY
  • 00:17:14.060 --> 00:17:15.180
  • BIOLOGICAL CHILD.
  • 00:17:15.180 --> 00:17:18.020
  • [BOTH SINGING, CHEERING]
  • 00:17:18.020 --> 00:17:18.280
  • WE'RE SURROUNDED BY AN
  • 00:17:18.280 --> 00:17:19.230
  • INCREDIBLE COMMUNITY OF FRIENDS
  • 00:17:19.230 --> 00:17:20.150
  • AND FAMILY.
  • 00:17:20.150 --> 00:17:20.270
  • MISSY HAS MORE DOTING AUNTS AND
  • 00:17:20.270 --> 00:17:22.050
  • UNCLES THAN JUST ABOUT ANY KID
  • 00:17:22.050 --> 00:17:22.260
  • I KNOW.
  • 00:17:22.260 --> 00:17:24.170
  • PLUS, WE'VE HAD THE JOY OF
  • 00:17:24.170 --> 00:17:25.190
  • GETTING TO GO BACK TO THE
  • 00:17:25.190 --> 00:17:26.270
  • VILLAGE SHE'S FROM IN HAITI AND
  • 00:17:26.270 --> 00:17:28.070
  • SHARE THE LOVE OF CHRIST WITH
  • 00:17:28.070 --> 00:17:29.210
  • HER EXTENDED FAMILY MEMBERS.
  • 00:17:29.210 --> 00:17:32.030
  • PSALM 68 DECLARES THAT GOD IS A
  • 00:17:32.030 --> 00:17:33.100
  • FATHER TO THE FATHERLESS, A
  • 00:17:33.100 --> 00:17:35.080
  • HUSBAND TO THE HUSBANDLESS, AND
  • 00:17:35.080 --> 00:17:37.000
  • HE PLACES THE LONELY IN
  • 00:17:37.000 --> 00:17:38.040
  • FAMILIES.
  • 00:17:38.040 --> 00:17:40.040
  • THAT'S DEFINITELY OUR STORY.
  • 00:17:40.040 --> 00:17:42.090
  • AND I PLAN ON PRAISING HIM OVER
  • 00:17:42.090 --> 00:17:43.280
  • IT FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE.
  • 00:17:43.280 --> 00:17:46.040
  • [MISSY LAUGHING]
  • 00:17:46.040 --> 00:17:46.180
  • YEAH, BABY?
  • 00:17:46.180 --> 00:17:47.000
  • OKAY.
  • 00:17:47.000 --> 00:17:48.070
  • DO YOU KNOW WHY I KISS YOU?
  • 00:17:48.070 --> 00:17:48.270
  • - MISSY: WHY?
  • 00:17:48.270 --> 00:17:50.000
  • - LISA: WHY DO YOU THINK?
  • 00:17:50.000 --> 00:17:50.210
  • - MISSY: BECAUSE I LOVE-- YOU
  • 00:17:50.210 --> 00:17:51.120
  • LOVE ME.
  • 00:17:51.120 --> 00:17:52.070
  • - LISA: HOW MUCH DO YOU THINK
  • 00:17:52.070 --> 00:17:53.030
  • I LOVE YOU?
  • 00:17:53.030 --> 00:17:53.220
  • MORE THAN THE WHOLE WORLD.
  • 00:17:53.220 --> 00:17:55.250
  • [MISSY "GROANS"]
  • 00:17:55.250 --> 00:17:58.000
  • YEP. ABOUT THAT MUCH.
  • 00:17:58.000 --> 00:17:58.170
  • - MISSY: THIS MU--
  • 00:17:58.170 --> 00:17:59.030
  • - LISA: EVEN WIDER, EVEN
  • 00:17:59.030 --> 00:17:59.220
  • WIDER.
  • 00:17:59.220 --> 00:18:00.030
  • - MISSY: THIS MUCH?
  • 00:18:00.030 --> 00:18:00.190
  • - LISA: NO WAY!
  • 00:18:00.190 --> 00:18:01.030
  • - MISSY: THIS MUCH?
  • 00:18:01.030 --> 00:18:01.190
  • - LISA: NO WAY!
  • 00:18:01.190 --> 00:18:02.030
  • - MISSY: THIS MUCH?
  • 00:18:02.030 --> 00:18:02.290
  • - LISA: NO WAY!
  • 00:18:02.290 --> 00:18:03.140
  • - MISSY: THIS MUCH?
  • 00:18:03.140 --> 00:18:04.140
  • - LISA: MORE!
  • 00:18:04.140 --> 00:18:05.260
  • [LISA LAUGHS]
  • 00:18:05.260 --> 00:18:07.000
  • [MISSY BEGINS HAPPILY LAUGHING,
  • 00:18:07.000 --> 00:18:07.220
  • SQUEALING]
  • 00:18:07.220 --> 00:18:08.150
  • [LISA LAUGHING]
  • 00:18:08.150 --> 00:18:09.160
  • [APPLAUSE, CHEERS]
  • 00:18:10.020 --> 00:18:13.020
  • [MUSIC]
  • 00:18:14.170 --> 00:18:17.170
  • [APPLAUSE, CHEERS]
  • 00:18:19.030 --> 00:18:22.030
  • [APPLAUSE, CHEERS]
  • 00:18:25.280 --> 00:18:28.280
  • - MISSY: MWAH!
  • 00:18:28.280 --> 00:18:30.080
  • [LAUGHTER, APPLAUSE, CHEERS]
  • 00:18:30.080 --> 00:18:31.130
  • - LISA: IT'S JUST AMAZING WHEN
  • 00:18:33.140 --> 00:18:34.060
  • YOU GET TO GIVE A LITTLE BIT OF
  • 00:18:34.060 --> 00:18:34.280
  • TESTIMONY IN A PLACE WHERE A
  • 00:18:34.280 --> 00:18:35.230
  • LOT OF PEOPLE DON'T YET KNOW
  • 00:18:35.230 --> 00:18:37.060
  • BUT THE ONLY THING ABOUT THAT
  • 00:18:39.140 --> 00:18:40.050
  • VIDEO THAT KIND OF GIVES ME
  • 00:18:40.050 --> 00:18:40.250
  • PAUSE IS THAT IT ALMOST IMPLIES
  • 00:18:40.250 --> 00:18:41.190
  • THAT WE'RE IN "HAPPILY EVER
  • 00:18:41.190 --> 00:18:43.080
  • AFTER," THAT EVERYTHING FROM
  • 00:18:43.080 --> 00:18:45.100
  • NOW ON WILL BE PERFECT FOR US.
  • 00:18:45.100 --> 00:18:47.130
  • AND THAT'S JUST NOT THE TRUTH.
  • 00:18:47.230 --> 00:18:50.230
  • AS A MATTER OF FACT, IT'S
  • 00:18:50.230 --> 00:18:51.150
  • HERETICAL.
  • 00:18:51.150 --> 00:18:52.170
  • JESUS SAYS, "IN THIS WORLD, YOU
  • 00:18:52.170 --> 00:18:54.180
  • WILL HAVE TROUBLE."
  • 00:18:54.180 --> 00:18:56.200
  • HE SAYS: "TAKE HEART.
  • 00:18:56.200 --> 00:18:57.220
  • I'VE OVERCOME THE WORLD."
  • 00:18:57.220 --> 00:18:58.290
  • BUT IN THIS WORLD, YOU WILL
  • 00:18:58.290 --> 00:18:59.250
  • HAVE TROUBLE.
  • 00:18:59.250 --> 00:19:00.290
  • AND, SOMETIMES, I THINK WHEN WE
  • 00:19:00.290 --> 00:19:02.180
  • HAVE AN EVENT LIKE THIS, AND
  • 00:19:02.180 --> 00:19:03.230
  • YOU HAVE AMAZING COMMUNICATORS
  • 00:19:03.230 --> 00:19:04.290
  • LIKE THIS, AND INCREDIBLE
  • 00:19:04.290 --> 00:19:07.090
  • WORSHIP, A LOT OF US ARE
  • 00:19:07.090 --> 00:19:08.090
  • DELUDED INTO THINKING: IF ONLY
  • 00:19:08.090 --> 00:19:09.250
  • I TRIED HARDER, IF ONLY I DID
  • 00:19:09.250 --> 00:19:11.070
  • BETTER, MY LIFE WOULD BE
  • 00:19:11.070 --> 00:19:12.270
  • PERFECT, TOO.
  • 00:19:12.270 --> 00:19:14.070
  • AND, YA'LL, THAT'S JUST NOT THE
  • 00:19:14.070 --> 00:19:15.050
  • THE GOSPEL IS HE IS GOOD, BUT
  • 00:19:17.230 --> 00:19:19.290
  • LIFE CAN BE REALLY HARD.
  • 00:19:19.290 --> 00:19:21.210
  • SO, IN THESE LAST FEW MINUTES
  • 00:19:21.210 --> 00:19:23.010
  • WE HAVE TOGETHER, I DON'T WANT
  • 00:19:23.010 --> 00:19:24.100
  • IT TO BE DOWNER, BUT I DO WANNA
  • 00:19:24.100 --> 00:19:25.120
  • BECAUSE IT'S ONE THING TO RUN
  • 00:19:27.260 --> 00:19:29.020
  • HARD TOWARD JESUS IN A PLACE
  • 00:19:29.020 --> 00:19:29.220
  • LIKE THIS.
  • 00:19:29.220 --> 00:19:30.250
  • IT'S ONE THING TO GO: YES!
  • 00:19:30.250 --> 00:19:32.020
  • I'M GONNA GO HOME AND HAVE SEX
  • 00:19:32.020 --> 00:19:32.270
  • WITH MY HUSBAND!
  • 00:19:32.270 --> 00:19:34.090
  • [LAUGHTER]
  • 00:19:34.090 --> 00:19:35.000
  • OR A COLD SHOWER, IF I'M
  • 00:19:35.000 --> 00:19:36.030
  • MIDDLE-AGED AND HANGY-DOWNY.
  • 00:19:36.030 --> 00:19:38.000
  • [LAUGHTER]
  • 00:19:38.000 --> 00:19:39.080
  • BUT, EITHER WAY, I'M EXCITED.
  • 00:19:39.080 --> 00:19:39.290
  • [LAUGHTER]
  • 00:19:39.290 --> 00:19:40.280
  • IT'S ONE THING TO DO THAT WITH
  • 00:19:40.280 --> 00:19:41.210
  • 4.000 OF YOUR CLOSEST FRIENDS.
  • 00:19:41.210 --> 00:19:42.230
  • IT'S A WHOLE 'NOTHER THING TO
  • 00:19:42.230 --> 00:19:44.200
  • DO THAT IN THE DARK, BY
  • 00:19:44.200 --> 00:19:45.090
  • YOURSELF.
  • 00:19:45.150 --> 00:19:48.150
  • AND SO, AS WE LEAVE, I REALLY
  • 00:19:48.150 --> 00:19:49.160
  • WANNA TALK ABOUT WHAT IT LOOKS
  • 00:19:49.160 --> 00:19:50.160
  • LIKE TO LIVE, AND TO LOVE, AND
  • 00:19:50.160 --> 00:19:52.110
  • TO LEAD IN A WAY THAT HONORS
  • 00:19:52.110 --> 00:19:53.270
  • OUR CREATOR, REDEEMER WHEN
  • 00:19:53.270 --> 00:19:55.270
  • NOBODY'S WATCHING, WHEN
  • 00:19:55.270 --> 00:19:57.170
  • NOBODY'S CLAPPING, WHEN,
  • 00:19:57.170 --> 00:19:58.240
  • REALLY, NOBODY'S RUNNING
  • 00:19:58.240 --> 00:19:59.120
  • ALONGSIDE US.
  • 00:19:59.120 --> 00:20:00.160
  • AND SO, I WANNA TELL YOU A
  • 00:20:00.160 --> 00:20:02.230
  • COUPLE OF STORIES THAT THE
  • 00:20:02.230 --> 00:20:03.230
  • VIDEO DIDN'T.
  • 00:20:04.260 --> 00:20:07.260
  • UM, ONE IS...I WANNA TELL YOU
  • 00:20:07.260 --> 00:20:09.030
  • WHAT HAPPENED TWO WEEKS BEFORE
  • 00:20:09.030 --> 00:20:10.290
  • I STARTED THE PROCESS WITH
  • 00:20:10.290 --> 00:20:12.200
  • MISSY.
  • 00:20:12.200 --> 00:20:15.140
  • I, UM, WAS IN THE PROCESS OF
  • 00:20:15.140 --> 00:20:16.170
  • ADOPTING A LITTLE GIRL NAMED
  • 00:20:16.170 --> 00:20:17.070
  • ANNA PRICE.
  • 00:20:17.070 --> 00:20:19.180
  • AND I HAD BEEN IN THE PROCESS
  • 00:20:19.180 --> 00:20:21.260
  • WITH HER THE ENTIRE PREGNANCY
  • 00:20:21.260 --> 00:20:23.140
  • OF HER MAMA.
  • 00:20:23.140 --> 00:20:24.280
  • HER MAMA'S NAME IS MARIE.
  • 00:20:24.280 --> 00:20:27.140
  • AND I JUST LOVED MARIE AS MUCH
  • 00:20:27.140 --> 00:20:29.020
  • AS I LOVED HER UNBORN BABY
  • 00:20:29.020 --> 00:20:29.270
  • GIRL.
  • 00:20:29.270 --> 00:20:32.030
  • MARIE IS A HARDCORE CRACK
  • 00:20:32.030 --> 00:20:33.110
  • ADDICT AND A PROSTITUTE.
  • 00:20:33.110 --> 00:20:35.070
  • AND, UM, BY THE GRACE OF GOD,
  • 00:20:35.070 --> 00:20:37.240
  • SHE CHOSE NOT TO ABORT HER
  • 00:20:37.240 --> 00:20:40.170
  • BABY, EVEN THOUGH SHE HAD NO
  • 00:20:40.170 --> 00:20:41.150
  • IDEA WHO...WHO THE DADDY WAS.
  • 00:20:41.150 --> 00:20:43.230
  • IT WAS ONE OF HER JOHNS.
  • 00:20:43.230 --> 00:20:45.280
  • AND THEN, BY THE GRACE OF GOD,
  • 00:20:46.050 --> 00:20:49.050
  • SHE MET ME AND DECIDED I WAS
  • 00:20:49.050 --> 00:20:49.250
  • SUPPOSED TO BE ANNA PRICE'S
  • 00:20:49.250 --> 00:20:50.200
  • MOTHER.
  • 00:20:50.200 --> 00:20:52.030
  • AND I WAS AT EVERY SINGLE
  • 00:20:52.030 --> 00:20:53.270
  • DOCTOR'S APPOINTMENT.
  • 00:20:53.270 --> 00:20:55.190
  • (VOICE BREAKING) AND I SPENT
  • 00:20:55.190 --> 00:20:56.160
  • CHRISTMAS A COUPLE OF YEARS AGO
  • 00:20:56.160 --> 00:20:58.200
  • IN A CRACK HOUSE WITH MARIE,
  • 00:20:58.200 --> 00:21:00.040
  • BECAUSE, WHEN I WAS WITH HER,
  • 00:21:00.040 --> 00:21:01.010
  • SHE USED LESS.
  • 00:21:01.010 --> 00:21:03.120
  • AND BECAUSE I'M OLDER, I BECAME
  • 00:21:03.120 --> 00:21:04.200
  • A MOTHER FIGURE FOR HER.
  • 00:21:04.200 --> 00:21:07.120
  • AND, I MEAN, I LOVED THAT KID.
  • 00:21:07.120 --> 00:21:09.100
  • AND, I TOLD ALL MY FRIENDS, "DO
  • 00:21:09.100 --> 00:21:10.180
  • NOT GIVE ME BABY GIFTS, DO NOT
  • 00:21:10.180 --> 00:21:12.090
  • THROW PARTIES FOR ME."
  • 00:21:12.200 --> 00:21:15.200
  • SOME OF YOU WHO MAY HAVE BEEN
  • 00:21:15.200 --> 00:21:17.150
  • IN ADOPTION PROCESS YOURSELF OR
  • 00:21:17.150 --> 00:21:18.170
  • KNOW PEOPLE WHO ARE IN AN
  • 00:21:18.170 --> 00:21:21.140
  • ADOPTION LIKE THAT, IT'S A VERY
  • 00:21:21.140 --> 00:21:22.060
  • HIGH-RISK ADOPTION.
  • 00:21:22.060 --> 00:21:23.220
  • IT WAS A VERY HIGH-RISK
  • 00:21:23.220 --> 00:21:24.100
  • PREGNANCY.
  • 00:21:24.100 --> 00:21:24.270
  • THE DOCTOR SAID IT WAS UNLIKELY
  • 00:21:24.270 --> 00:21:26.080
  • THAT ANNA PRICE WOULD ACTUALLY
  • 00:21:26.080 --> 00:21:27.180
  • LIVE BECAUSE OF THE HARDCORE
  • 00:21:27.180 --> 00:21:29.130
  • DRUG USE.
  • 00:21:29.130 --> 00:21:31.070
  • BUT, YOU KNOW, MONTH AFTER
  • 00:21:31.070 --> 00:21:32.160
  • MONTH, SHE KEPT GETTING
  • 00:21:32.160 --> 00:21:33.240
  • STRONGER, AND STRONGER, AND
  • 00:21:33.240 --> 00:21:34.190
  • STRONGER.
  • 00:21:34.190 --> 00:21:36.000
  • BUT I STILL SAID: "YA'LL
  • 00:21:36.000 --> 00:21:37.000
  • DON'T-- DON'T GIVE ME ANY BABY
  • 00:21:37.000 --> 00:21:38.070
  • GIFTS.
  • 00:21:38.070 --> 00:21:38.240
  • I REALLY WON'T KNOW UNTIL ABOUT
  • 00:21:38.240 --> 00:21:40.020
  • A WEEK BEFORE SHE'S BORN, UM,
  • 00:21:40.020 --> 00:21:42.100
  • IF I ACTUALLY GET TO BRING HER
  • 00:21:42.100 --> 00:21:43.010
  • HOME TO TENNESSEE."
  • 00:21:43.010 --> 00:21:45.000
  • AND FIVE DAYS BEFORE I WAS
  • 00:21:45.000 --> 00:21:46.050
  • SUPPOSED TO GO PICK HER UP, THE
  • 00:21:46.050 --> 00:21:47.130
  • ADOPTION AGENCY CALLED ME AND
  • 00:21:47.130 --> 00:21:49.120
  • THEY SAID: "LISA, IT'S
  • 00:21:49.120 --> 00:21:50.200
  • UNBELIEVABLE, BUT EVERY SINGLE
  • 00:21:51.290 --> 00:21:54.290
  • PAPER HAS BEEN SIGNED.
  • 00:21:54.290 --> 00:21:56.210
  • EVEN THE STATE WHERE MARIE
  • 00:21:56.210 --> 00:21:58.170
  • LIVED, THEY'VE AGREED WITH THE
  • 00:21:58.170 --> 00:21:59.270
  • STATE OF TENNESSEE.
  • 00:21:59.270 --> 00:22:02.220
  • THE ONLY PERSON WHO'S LEGALLY
  • 00:22:02.220 --> 00:22:03.270
  • ALLOWED TO BRING ANNA PRICE
  • 00:22:03.270 --> 00:22:04.280
  • HOME FROM THE HOSPITAL IS YOU."
  • 00:22:04.280 --> 00:22:06.290
  • THEY SAID: "YOU CAN GO AHEAD
  • 00:22:06.290 --> 00:22:08.110
  • AND GET EVERYTHING READY.
  • 00:22:08.110 --> 00:22:09.050
  • YOU CAN GO AHEAD AND BUY THE
  • 00:22:09.050 --> 00:22:09.250
  • CRIB.
  • 00:22:09.250 --> 00:22:12.150
  • SHE'S COMIN' HOME WITH YOU.
  • 00:22:12.150 --> 00:22:13.090
  • (LISA'S VOICE BREAKING)
  • 00:22:13.090 --> 00:22:14.130
  • HER NAME IS, LEGALLY,
  • 00:22:14.130 --> 00:22:15.060
  • ANNA PRICE HARPER."
  • 00:22:15.060 --> 00:22:16.280
  • AND I GOT OFF THE PHONE, AND I
  • 00:22:16.280 --> 00:22:17.190
  • DON'T KNOW IF YOU'VE EVER
  • 00:22:17.190 --> 00:22:19.010
  • CARRIED A DREAM FOR A LONG,
  • 00:22:19.010 --> 00:22:19.210
  • LONG TIME AND IT FINALLY COMES
  • 00:22:19.210 --> 00:22:21.240
  • TRUE, AND IT'S JUST LIKE...
  • 00:22:21.240 --> 00:22:22.280
  • [MAKES HEAVY, RELIEVED
  • 00:22:22.280 --> 00:22:24.280
  • EXHALATION]
  • 00:22:24.280 --> 00:22:25.240
  • ...LIKE THIS WEIGHT COMES OFF
  • 00:22:25.240 --> 00:22:26.150
  • YOU.
  • 00:22:26.150 --> 00:22:28.290
  • AND I JUST KIND OF COLLAPSED ON
  • 00:22:28.290 --> 00:22:30.090
  • THE COUCH AND BEGAN TO JUST
  • 00:22:30.090 --> 00:22:30.290
  • BAWL CRYIN' -- HAPPY TEARS,
  • 00:22:30.290 --> 00:22:31.250
  • YOU KNOW?
  • 00:22:31.250 --> 00:22:33.120
  • I WAS JUST LIKE: I CAN'T
  • 00:22:33.120 --> 00:22:34.060
  • BELIEVE IT.
  • 00:22:34.060 --> 00:22:35.100
  • AFTER ALL THESE MONTHS OF KINDA
  • 00:22:35.100 --> 00:22:36.170
  • HOLDIN' MY BREATH, AND ALL
  • 00:22:36.170 --> 00:22:38.220
  • THOSE YEARS OF NOT THINKIN' I
  • 00:22:38.220 --> 00:22:40.050
  • WAS GOOD ENOUGH TO BE A MOM,
  • 00:22:40.050 --> 00:22:41.150
  • THINKIN' I WAS TOO DAMAGED TO
  • 00:22:41.150 --> 00:22:42.290
  • BE A MAMA, I WAS LIKE:
  • 00:22:42.290 --> 00:22:43.290
  • [VOICE BREAKING]
  • 00:22:43.290 --> 00:22:44.160
  • "OH, MY GOODNESS...
  • 00:22:44.160 --> 00:22:45.190
  • IN LESS THAN A WEEK, I'M GONNA
  • 00:22:45.190 --> 00:22:47.120
  • HAVE A BABY GIRL, UM, IN THE--
  • 00:22:47.120 --> 00:22:48.210
  • IN THE UPSTAIRS BEDROOM."
  • 00:22:48.210 --> 00:22:50.060
  • I WAS JUST UNDONE.
  • 00:22:50.060 --> 00:22:51.080
  • AND SO, I CALLED MY MAMA,
  • 00:22:51.080 --> 00:22:53.100
  • I CALLED TWO OR THREE OF MY
  • 00:22:53.100 --> 00:22:54.110
  • BEST FRIENDS AND I JUST-- I
  • 00:22:54.110 --> 00:22:55.220
  • COULD HARDLY SPEAK, I WAS SO
  • 00:22:55.220 --> 00:22:57.090
  • EXCITED.
  • 00:22:57.090 --> 00:22:57.240
  • AND ABOUT 30 MINUTES AFTER I
  • 00:22:57.240 --> 00:22:59.100
  • GOT THAT PHONE CALL, THERE WAS
  • 00:22:59.100 --> 00:23:00.190
  • A KNOCK AT THE DOOR AND IT WAS
  • 00:23:00.190 --> 00:23:01.230
  • THE UPS MAN.
  • 00:23:01.230 --> 00:23:03.240
  • AND HE HANDED ME THIS BIG BOX.
  • 00:23:03.240 --> 00:23:05.140
  • AND I SAW ON THE RETURN
  • 00:23:05.140 --> 00:23:07.120
  • ADDRESS, IT WAS FROM A FRIEND
  • 00:23:07.120 --> 00:23:08.070
  • OF MINE IN ATLANTA.
  • 00:23:08.070 --> 00:23:09.280
  • AND I SAT DOWN ON THE COUCH,
  • 00:23:09.280 --> 00:23:11.200
  • AND CUT IT OPEN, AND THEN JUST
  • 00:23:11.200 --> 00:23:12.110
  • WENT, "OH, MY GOODNESS..."
  • 00:23:12.110 --> 00:23:14.260
  • BECAUSE THERE WAS A MINIATURE
  • 00:23:14.260 --> 00:23:16.200
  • FROM 0-6 MONTHS MINK COAT IN
  • 00:23:16.200 --> 00:23:18.180
  • THE-- IN THE BOX.
  • 00:23:18.180 --> 00:23:20.180
  • [LAUGHTER]
  • 00:23:20.180 --> 00:23:21.140
  • UH, MY FRIENDS HUSBAND HAS DONE
  • 00:23:21.140 --> 00:23:22.120
  • EXTREMELY WELL.
  • 00:23:22.120 --> 00:23:23.030
  • [LAUGHTER]
  • 00:23:23.030 --> 00:23:24.220
  • AND SHE WROTE ME A NOTE AND SHE
  • 00:23:24.220 --> 00:23:27.060
  • SAID: "I KNOW YOU TOLD US NOT
  • 00:23:27.060 --> 00:23:30.000
  • TO BRING YOU GIFTS OR SEND YOU
  • 00:23:30.000 --> 00:23:31.130
  • ANYTHING FOR THE BABY BECAUSE
  • 00:23:31.130 --> 00:23:32.130
  • IT'S BEEN SO PRECARIOUS,
  • 00:23:32.130 --> 00:23:33.280
  • BUT," SHE SAID, "I SAW THIS,
  • 00:23:33.280 --> 00:23:35.150
  • THIS WEEK, AND I JUST THOUGHT:
  • 00:23:35.150 --> 00:23:38.130
  • THAT'S FOR ANNA PRICE."
  • 00:23:38.130 --> 00:23:39.090
  • AND SHE SAID: "LISA, I JUST
  • 00:23:39.090 --> 00:23:40.240
  • COULDN'T RESIST.
  • 00:23:40.240 --> 00:23:42.120
  • AND I THOUGHT THE WHITE WILL
  • 00:23:42.120 --> 00:23:44.050
  • REPRESENT THE FACT THAT SHE'S
  • 00:23:44.050 --> 00:23:45.100
  • INNOCENT, THAT THAT
  • 00:23:45.100 --> 00:23:46.170
  • GENERATIONAL SIN AND BONDAGE
  • 00:23:46.170 --> 00:23:48.190
  • WILL END WITH YOU BEING HER
  • 00:23:48.190 --> 00:23:49.270
  • MAMA."
  • 00:23:49.270 --> 00:23:51.120
  • AND I HELD THAT LITTLE COAT AND
  • 00:23:51.120 --> 00:23:52.210
  • I JUST STARTED CRYIN' AGAIN,
  • 00:23:52.210 --> 00:23:53.260
  • 'CAUSE I THOUGHT, "NOBODY'S
  • 00:23:53.260 --> 00:23:55.010
  • EVER SENT ME A MINK COAT."
  • 00:23:55.010 --> 00:23:57.260
  • [LAUGHTER]
  • 00:23:57.260 --> 00:23:58.110
  • AND, UM...
  • 00:23:58.110 --> 00:23:58.280
  • [LAUGHTER]
  • 00:23:58.280 --> 00:24:01.110
  • AND THEN, ABOUT 30 MINUTES
  • 00:24:01.110 --> 00:24:02.110
  • AFTER THAT, THE PHONE RANG
  • 00:24:02.110 --> 00:24:03.060
  • I SAW ON CALLER ID IT WAS THE
  • 00:24:04.290 --> 00:24:05.200
  • ADOPTION AGENCY.
  • 00:24:05.200 --> 00:24:07.060
  • AND I THOUGHT: OH, THEY'VE
  • 00:24:07.060 --> 00:24:07.250
  • FORGOTTEN SOMETHING.
  • 00:24:07.250 --> 00:24:08.240
  • YOU KNOW, I NEED TO SCAN
  • 00:24:08.240 --> 00:24:09.120
  • SOMETHING AND EMAIL IT TO 'EM.
  • 00:24:09.120 --> 00:24:10.150
  • AND-- AND I SAID, "HEY!"
  • 00:24:10.150 --> 00:24:12.030
  • AND AS SOON AS I HEARD MY
  • 00:24:12.030 --> 00:24:13.220
  • AGENT'S VOICE, I KNEW THAT WAS
  • 00:24:13.220 --> 00:24:15.160
  • NOT THE CASE BECAUSE HER VOICE
  • 00:24:15.160 --> 00:24:17.160
  • WAS JUST, UM...JUST...SO HEAVY.
  • 00:24:18.260 --> 00:24:21.260
  • (VOICE BREAKING) AND SHE SAID,
  • 00:24:21.260 --> 00:24:23.050
  • "LISA, I DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO
  • 00:24:23.050 --> 00:24:24.060
  • TELL YOU THIS, BUT," SHE SAID,
  • 00:24:24.060 --> 00:24:26.080
  • "THE BOTTOM HAS FALLEN OUT,"
  • 00:24:26.080 --> 00:24:28.040
  • AND I DON'T HAVE, UM, THE LEGAL
  • 00:24:28.040 --> 00:24:29.220
  • FREEDOM TO TELL YA'LL WHAT
  • 00:24:29.220 --> 00:24:30.180
  • HAPPENED.
  • 00:24:30.180 --> 00:24:32.270
  • BUT I LOST THAT BABY.
  • 00:24:32.270 --> 00:24:35.030
  • AND, UM...AND, BASICALLY, LOST
  • 00:24:35.030 --> 00:24:37.000
  • THAT LITTLE MAMA THAT I HAD
  • 00:24:37.000 --> 00:24:38.250
  • JUST GROWN TO LOVE ALMOST LIKE
  • 00:24:38.250 --> 00:24:39.250
  • A DAUGHTER.
  • 00:24:39.250 --> 00:24:41.150
  • AND IT DIDN'T END PRETTY.
  • 00:24:41.150 --> 00:24:44.000
  • THE-- THE BOTTOM FELL OUT OF
  • 00:24:44.000 --> 00:24:44.250
  • THAT STORY.
  • 00:24:44.250 --> 00:24:46.230
  • THERE IS NO PRETTY BOW, LIKE ON
  • 00:24:46.230 --> 00:24:47.160
  • THAT VIDEO.
  • 00:24:47.160 --> 00:24:49.160
  • AND I SAT BACK DOWN ON THE
  • 00:24:49.160 --> 00:24:50.100
  • COUCH AND I THOUGHT: GOD, I-- I
  • 00:24:50.100 --> 00:24:51.230
  • CAN'T DO THIS.
  • 00:24:51.230 --> 00:24:54.150
  • I HAVE WAITED...TOO LONG.
  • 00:24:54.150 --> 00:24:56.180
  • (VOICE BREAKING) MY HEART IS
  • 00:24:56.180 --> 00:24:57.200
  • TOO BROKEN.
  • 00:24:57.200 --> 00:24:59.090
  • YOU PICKED THE WRONG GIRL FOR A
  • 00:24:59.090 --> 00:25:00.150
  • STORY LIKE THIS.
  • 00:25:00.150 --> 00:25:03.090
  • AND I DON'T KNOW HOW LONG I SAT
  • 00:25:03.090 --> 00:25:04.290
  • THERE CRYING -- AND, THEY
  • 00:25:04.290 --> 00:25:06.190
  • WEREN'T HAPPY TEARS, ANYMORE --
  • 00:25:06.190 --> 00:25:08.090
  • BEFORE MY PHONE RANG AGAIN.
  • 00:25:08.090 --> 00:25:09.200
  • AND I SAW IT WAS MY MAMA.
  • 00:25:09.200 --> 00:25:12.080
  • AND I THOUGHT: OH, GOODNIGHT...
  • 00:25:12.080 --> 00:25:14.040
  • I DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO TELL
  • 00:25:14.040 --> 00:25:16.200
  • MY MOM THAT I'M NOT GONNA BRING
  • 00:25:16.200 --> 00:25:17.290
  • ANNA PRICE HOME.
  • 00:25:17.290 --> 00:25:19.250
  • BUT AS SOON AS I PICKED UP THE
  • 00:25:19.250 --> 00:25:21.080
  • PHONE, MY MAMA STARTED TALKIN'
  • 00:25:21.080 --> 00:25:22.230
  • BEFORE I STARTED TALKIN'.
  • 00:25:22.230 --> 00:25:25.040
  • AND SHE SAID, "BABY, I...I SO
  • 00:25:25.040 --> 00:25:27.260
  • HATE TO RUIN YOUR CELEBRATION
  • 00:25:27.260 --> 00:25:29.190
  • TODAY, BUT," SHE SAID,
  • 00:25:29.190 --> 00:25:31.040
  • "REMEMBER A COUPLE DAYS WHEN I
  • 00:25:31.040 --> 00:25:32.270
  • TOLD YOU ABOUT THAT ONGOING
  • 00:25:32.270 --> 00:25:34.060
  • BLADDER INFECTION I HAD?"
  • 00:25:34.060 --> 00:25:35.170
  • AND I SAID, "YEAH, MAMA, I
  • 00:25:35.170 --> 00:25:36.100
  • REMEMBER."
  • 00:25:37.210 --> 00:25:40.210
  • I WAS AFRAID SHE'D BE ABLE TO
  • 00:25:40.210 --> 00:25:41.120
  • TELL I'D BEEN CRYIN'.
  • 00:25:41.120 --> 00:25:42.070
  • AND, SHE SAID: "WELL, WE JUST
  • 00:25:42.070 --> 00:25:42.280
  • GOT THE TEST RESULTS BACK, THE
  • 00:25:42.280 --> 00:25:43.190
  • DOCTORS JUST CALLED ME, AND
  • 00:25:45.070 --> 00:25:48.070
  • IT'S ACTUALLY NOT A BLADDER
  • 00:25:48.070 --> 00:25:49.010
  • INFECTION AT ALL.
  • 00:25:49.010 --> 00:25:49.160
  • I HAVE CANCER AND IT'S STAGE
  • 00:25:49.160 --> 00:25:50.060
  • IV, IT'S METASTASIZED INTO FOUR
  • 00:25:50.060 --> 00:25:50.280
  • MAJOR ORGANS."
  • 00:25:50.280 --> 00:25:51.200
  • AND SHE SAID, "HONEY, UM, IT'S
  • 00:25:51.200 --> 00:25:52.280
  • NOT JUST GOOD."
  • 00:25:52.280 --> 00:25:54.090
  • [VOICE BREAKING]
  • 00:25:54.090 --> 00:25:55.090
  • AND SHE SAID, "I NEED YOU TO
  • 00:25:55.090 --> 00:25:56.050
  • AND SO, I DIDN'T EVEN TELL HER
  • 00:25:58.040 --> 00:25:59.160
  • ABOUT ANNA PRICE AT THAT POINT.
  • 00:25:59.160 --> 00:26:00.170
  • I JUST STARTED PRAYIN' FOR MY
  • 00:26:00.170 --> 00:26:01.280
  • MAMA.
  • 00:26:01.280 --> 00:26:02.210
  • AND WE WERE BOTH CRYIN' WHEN WE
  • 00:26:02.210 --> 00:26:03.260
  • GOT OFF THE PHONE.
  • 00:26:03.260 --> 00:26:04.220
  • I THOUGHT: I'LL CALL HER LATER
  • 00:26:04.220 --> 00:26:05.250
  • WHEN I'M STRONGER AND SHE'S
  • 00:26:05.250 --> 00:26:06.290
  • STRONGER...AND I'LL TELL HER
  • 00:26:06.290 --> 00:26:08.060
  • THAT, UM...
  • 00:26:08.060 --> 00:26:09.040
  • [VOICE BREAKING]
  • 00:26:09.040 --> 00:26:10.150
  • ...SHE'S NOT GONNA HAVE A
  • 00:26:10.150 --> 00:26:11.040
  • UM, WE HAVE THREE GRANDSONS
  • 00:26:12.270 --> 00:26:14.040
  • IN OUR FAMILY, BUT NO
  • 00:26:14.040 --> 00:26:14.250
  • GRANDDAUGHTERS.
  • 00:26:14.250 --> 00:26:16.200
  • AND, THEN, ABOUT 30 MINUTES
  • 00:26:16.200 --> 00:26:18.250
  • AFTER THAT, MY PHONE RANG AGAIN
  • 00:26:18.250 --> 00:26:20.010
  • AND IT WAS MY DADDY.
  • 00:26:20.140 --> 00:26:23.140
  • MY PARENTS DIVORCED WHEN I WAS
  • 00:26:23.140 --> 00:26:25.030
  • FIVE, AND, UH...I LOVE MY
  • 00:26:25.030 --> 00:26:25.220
  • DADDY.
  • 00:26:26.000 --> 00:26:29.000
  • HE'S A VERY, VERY GRUFF MAN.
  • 00:26:29.000 --> 00:26:30.280
  • HE WAS VERY ABUSIVE WHEN I WAS
  • 00:26:30.280 --> 00:26:32.170
  • YOUNGER, BUT, HE TENDERED IN
  • 00:26:32.170 --> 00:26:34.100
  • HIS OLD AGE.
  • 00:26:34.100 --> 00:26:36.280
  • REALLY LOVED JESUS.
  • 00:26:36.280 --> 00:26:37.280
  • HE WAS KIND OF LIKE A MINIATURE
  • 00:26:37.280 --> 00:26:39.080
  • JOHN WAYNE.
  • 00:26:39.080 --> 00:26:40.220
  • AND, UM, AND I THOUGHT: OH,
  • 00:26:40.220 --> 00:26:41.240
  • GOODNIGHT...
  • 00:26:41.240 --> 00:26:44.080
  • I DON'T...I DON'T KNOW HOW TO
  • 00:26:44.080 --> 00:26:45.210
  • TELL THIS TO MY DAD.
  • 00:26:45.210 --> 00:26:46.160
  • I HADN'T CALLED HIM YET AND
  • 00:26:46.160 --> 00:26:47.290
  • TOLD HIM THAT ANNA PRICE WAS
  • 00:26:47.290 --> 00:26:49.080
  • COMING HOME.
  • 00:26:49.080 --> 00:26:50.140
  • AND SO, I THOUGHT: HE'LL BE
  • 00:26:50.140 --> 00:26:51.120
  • ABLE TO TELL.
  • 00:26:51.120 --> 00:26:52.160
  • [VOICE BREAKING]
  • 00:26:52.160 --> 00:26:53.020
  • BECAUSE I DON'T EVEN KNOW IF I
  • 00:26:53.020 --> 00:26:53.270
  • CAN TALK.
  • 00:26:53.270 --> 00:26:55.200
  • BUT, AGAIN, HE STARTED TALKIN'.
  • 00:26:55.200 --> 00:26:57.100
  • EVEN THOUGH MY DAD WAS KIND OF A
  • 00:26:57.100 --> 00:26:58.020
  • MONOSYLLABIC MAN.
  • 00:26:58.020 --> 00:26:59.250
  • HE STARTED TALKIN' BEFORE I
  • 00:26:59.250 --> 00:27:01.110
  • DID.
  • 00:27:01.110 --> 00:27:02.250
  • AND HE SAID, "BABY, UM, THE
  • 00:27:02.250 --> 00:27:04.060
  • CANCER IS BACK."
  • 00:27:04.060 --> 00:27:06.200
  • MY DAD -- SUCCESSFULLY, WE
  • 00:27:06.200 --> 00:27:07.290
  • THOUGHT -- HAD BATTLED COLON
  • 00:27:07.290 --> 00:27:09.270
  • CANCER FOR A COUPLE YEARS.
  • 00:27:09.270 --> 00:27:11.130
  • AND HE SAID, "I JUST CAME BACK
  • 00:27:11.130 --> 00:27:12.190
  • FROM THE SURGEON'S OFFICE."
  • 00:27:12.190 --> 00:27:14.000
  • AND HE SAID: "HONEY, I NEED YOU
  • 00:27:14.000 --> 00:27:15.020
  • TO PRAY FOR ME BECAUSE HE TOLD
  • 00:27:15.020 --> 00:27:16.070
  • ME THAT IT IS NOW IN BOTH
  • 00:27:16.070 --> 00:27:18.030
  • LUNGS.
  • 00:27:18.030 --> 00:27:20.010
  • AND THE SURGEON JUST GAVE ME
  • 00:27:20.010 --> 00:27:20.210
  • TWO MONTHS TO LIVE."
  • 00:27:20.210 --> 00:27:21.250
  • AND HE SAID: "IT'S GONNA BE
  • 00:27:21.250 --> 00:27:22.230
  • OKAY.
  • 00:27:22.230 --> 00:27:23.120
  • I DON'T WANT YOU TO WORRY ABOUT
  • 00:27:23.120 --> 00:27:24.270
  • IT, BUT, UH, I JUST WANTED TO
  • 00:27:24.270 --> 00:27:26.190
  • TELL YOU SO YOU COULD PRAY."
  • 00:27:26.190 --> 00:27:28.280
  • [VOICE BREAKING]
  • 00:27:28.280 --> 00:27:29.230
  • AND, I HONESTLY DON'T REMEMBER
  • 00:27:29.230 --> 00:27:31.070
  • THE END OF THAT PHONE CALL.
  • 00:27:31.070 --> 00:27:32.070
  • I DON'T REMEMBER IF I PRAYED
  • 00:27:32.070 --> 00:27:33.160
  • FOR MY DAD OR NOT.
  • 00:27:33.160 --> 00:27:36.000
  • I JUST REMEMBER PUTTIN' THE
  • 00:27:36.000 --> 00:27:36.200
  • PHONE DOWN AND GOIN':
  • 00:27:36.200 --> 00:27:37.190
  • [VOICE BREAKING]
  • 00:27:37.190 --> 00:27:38.050
  • "GOD, I CAN'T.
  • 00:27:38.050 --> 00:27:39.230
  • I CAN'T...DO THIS.
  • 00:27:40.140 --> 00:27:43.140
  • THIS IS TOO HARD."
  • 00:27:43.140 --> 00:27:46.020
  • AND, YA'LL, I HEARD LIKE TWO
  • 00:27:46.020 --> 00:27:47.230
  • WORDS FROM THE LORD.
  • 00:27:47.230 --> 00:27:50.130
  • HE SAID: STAND.
  • 00:27:50.130 --> 00:27:51.210
  • LISA, STAND...AND LEAN.
  • 00:27:52.160 --> 00:27:55.160
  • I'VE GOT YOU.
  • 00:27:55.160 --> 00:27:57.050
  • I'VE GOT THIS.
  • 00:27:57.070 --> 00:28:00.090
  • LET ME...CARRY...YOU.
  • 00:28:00.090 --> 00:28:03.040
  • THAT WAS TWO WEEKS BEFORE I GOT
  • 00:28:03.040 --> 00:28:04.270
  • THE PHONE CALL ABOUT MISSY.
  • 00:28:05.080 --> 00:28:08.080
  • I NAMED ANNA PRICE AFTER A
  • 00:28:08.080 --> 00:28:09.200
  • WOMAN IN LUKE'S GOSPEL.
  • 00:28:09.240 --> 00:28:12.240
  • IF YOU HAVE YOUR BIBLE, WE'RE
  • 00:28:12.240 --> 00:28:13.150
  • GONNA LOOK AT THIS STORY PRETTY
  • 00:28:13.150 --> 00:28:14.120
  • QUICKLY.
  • 00:28:14.120 --> 00:28:15.010
  • I NAMED THAT LITTLE GIRL I
  • 00:28:15.250 --> 00:28:18.250
  • LOVED SO MUCH ANNA PRICE
  • 00:28:18.250 --> 00:28:20.080
  • BECAUSE I LOVE ANNA'S STORY IN
  • 00:28:20.080 --> 00:28:21.240
  • LUKE, CHAPTER 2.
  • 00:28:21.240 --> 00:28:23.100
  • SHE'S ONE OF MY FAVORITE WOMEN
  • 00:28:23.100 --> 00:28:24.100
  • IN THE SCRIPTURE -- THE WOMEN
  • 00:28:24.100 --> 00:28:27.020
  • IN SCRIPTURE WHO ARE GREAT
  • 00:28:27.020 --> 00:28:28.050
  • LEADERS, WHO ARE CALLED
  • 00:28:28.050 --> 00:28:29.080
  • PROPHETESS.
  • 00:28:29.080 --> 00:28:30.190
  • AND ANNA'S ONE OF EIGHT OR
  • 00:28:30.190 --> 00:28:31.150
  • NINE.
  • 00:28:31.150 --> 00:28:33.080
  • THEY'RE CONSIDERED THE GREAT
  • 00:28:33.080 --> 00:28:35.040
  • FEMALE LEADERS IN SCRIPTURE.
  • 00:28:35.040 --> 00:28:36.210
  • AND WE'RE GONNA BEGIN HERE AT
  • 00:28:39.240 --> 00:28:40.150
  • VERSE 36.
  • 00:28:41.050 --> 00:28:44.050
  • AND I'M READING FROM THE ESV.
  • 00:28:44.050 --> 00:28:45.250
  • IT MAY READ JUST A HAIR
  • 00:28:45.250 --> 00:28:46.190
  • DIFFERENT THAN YOUR
  • 00:28:46.190 --> 00:28:47.180
  • TRANSLATION.
  • 00:28:47.180 --> 00:28:49.020
  • "AND THERE WAS A PROPHETESS,
  • 00:28:49.020 --> 00:28:49.270
  • ANNA, THE DAUGHTER OF
  • 00:28:49.270 --> 00:28:51.260
  • PHANUEL...
  • 00:28:51.260 --> 00:28:52.240
  • BY THE WAY, THE NAME "ANNA"
  • 00:28:52.240 --> 00:28:54.070
  • MEANS "FAVOR."
  • 00:28:54.070 --> 00:28:55.210
  • SHE WAS "...THE DAUGHTER OF
  • 00:28:55.210 --> 00:28:56.140
  • PHANUEL, OF THE TRIBE OF
  • 00:28:56.140 --> 00:28:57.140
  • ASHER."
  • 00:28:57.140 --> 00:28:58.280
  • OR THE TRIBE OF HAPPY.
  • 00:28:58.280 --> 00:29:00.050
  • "SHE WAS ADVANCED IN YEARS,
  • 00:29:00.050 --> 00:29:02.100
  • HAVING LIVED WITH HER HUSBAND
  • 00:29:02.100 --> 00:29:03.290
  • SEVEN YEARS FROM WHEN SHE WAS A
  • 00:29:03.290 --> 00:29:05.110
  • VIRGIN..."
  • 00:29:05.110 --> 00:29:06.040
  • THAT MEANS SHE WAS ABOUT 13
  • 00:29:06.040 --> 00:29:07.140
  • WHEN SHE GOT MARRIED.
  • 00:29:07.140 --> 00:29:09.000
  • "...THEN AS A WIDOW UNTIL SHE
  • 00:29:09.000 --> 00:29:10.210
  • WAS EIGHTY-FOUR."
  • 00:29:10.210 --> 00:29:11.260
  • SO, IF YOU'VE DONE THE MATH,
  • 00:29:11.260 --> 00:29:13.190
  • MOST NEW TESTAMENT THEOLOGIANS
  • 00:29:13.190 --> 00:29:14.230
  • THINK SHE WAS APPROXIMATELY
  • 00:29:14.230 --> 00:29:15.250
  • 103...WHEN THIS TOOK
  • 00:29:16.110 --> 00:29:19.110
  • YOU TALK ABOUT HANGY DOWNIES.
  • 00:29:22.000 --> 00:29:22.210
  • [LAUGHTER]
  • 00:29:22.210 --> 00:29:23.130
  • SHE DID NOT-- I'M SO SORRY,
  • 00:29:23.130 --> 00:29:25.120
  • BETH.
  • 00:29:25.120 --> 00:29:27.000
  • I'M LIKE: YOU ARE GONNA PRAY
  • 00:29:27.000 --> 00:29:27.200
  • FOR ME.
  • 00:29:27.200 --> 00:29:28.150
  • [LAUGHTER]
  • 00:29:32.150 --> 00:29:33.000
  • "SHE DID NOT DEPART FROM THE
  • 00:29:33.000 --> 00:29:34.070
  • TEMPLE, WORSHIPPING WITH
  • 00:29:34.070 --> 00:29:35.030
  • FASTING AND PRAYER, NIGHT AND
  • 00:29:35.030 --> 00:29:36.260
  • DAY."
  • 00:29:36.260 --> 00:29:39.120
  • SO, SHE'S APPROXIMATELY 103
  • 00:29:39.120 --> 00:29:40.140
  • SHE'S BEEN A WIDOW FOR OVER
  • 00:29:42.160 --> 00:29:43.120
  • EIGHT DECADES.
  • 00:29:43.180 --> 00:29:46.180
  • AND, YA'LL, SHE GOES TO CHURCH
  • 00:29:46.180 --> 00:29:48.010
  • EVERY.SINGLE.DAY.
  • 00:29:48.190 --> 00:29:51.190
  • AND THE WORD THERE,
  • 00:29:51.190 --> 00:29:53.000
  • "WORSHIPPING," IN THE ORIGINAL
  • 00:29:53.000 --> 00:29:54.150
  • LANGUAGE, IN THE GREEK, MEANS
  • 00:29:54.150 --> 00:29:55.070
  • "SERVING."
  • 00:29:55.070 --> 00:29:57.230
  • SO, SHE WENT TO CHURCH AND SHE
  • 00:29:57.230 --> 00:29:59.030
  • JUST POURED EVERYTHING SHE HAD
  • 00:29:59.030 --> 00:30:00.250
  • INTO GOD'S PURPOSES AND GOD'S
  • 00:30:00.250 --> 00:30:02.170
  • PEOPLE.
  • 00:30:02.170 --> 00:30:04.170
  • SO, I ALWAYS IMAGINE HER-- YOU
  • 00:30:04.170 --> 00:30:05.220
  • KNOW, SHE'S ACROSS THE STREET
  • 00:30:05.220 --> 00:30:07.130
  • FROM TEMPLE.
  • 00:30:07.130 --> 00:30:09.170
  • SHE'S AT THE HEBREW HOME FOR
  • 00:30:09.170 --> 00:30:10.120
  • RETIRED PERSONS.
  • 00:30:10.120 --> 00:30:11.070
  • [LAUGHTER]
  • 00:30:11.070 --> 00:30:12.040
  • AND SHE GETS UP EVERY MORNING,
  • 00:30:12.040 --> 00:30:13.080
  • AND SHE PULLS ON HER SPANX, AND
  • 00:30:13.080 --> 00:30:15.090
  • SHE PULLS UP HER NUDE
  • 00:30:15.090 --> 00:30:16.260
  • PANTYHOSE, AND HER STRETCHY
  • 00:30:16.260 --> 00:30:18.200
  • PANTS, WHICH I BELIEVE ARE FROM
  • 00:30:18.200 --> 00:30:20.050
  • JESUS...
  • 00:30:20.050 --> 00:30:20.210
  • [LAUGHTER]
  • 00:30:20.210 --> 00:30:21.260
  • ...AND SHE WALKS ACROSS THE
  • 00:30:21.260 --> 00:30:24.060
  • STREET TO TEMPLE.
  • 00:30:24.060 --> 00:30:26.070
  • AND THEN, SHE GOES TO THE
  • 00:30:26.070 --> 00:30:28.130
  • STOREROOM, AND SHE GETS SOME
  • 00:30:28.130 --> 00:30:30.050
  • LINSEED OIL AND A RAG, AND SHE
  • 00:30:30.050 --> 00:30:32.170
  • STARTS RUBBIN' THE PEWS.
  • 00:30:32.170 --> 00:30:34.050
  • AND SHE STARTS PRAYIN' FOR THE
  • 00:30:34.050 --> 00:30:35.230
  • PEOPLE SHE KNOWS ARE GONNA BE
  • 00:30:35.230 --> 00:30:37.080
  • WORSHIPPING -- IF THEY'RE
  • 00:30:37.080 --> 00:30:38.050
  • BAPTIST -- ON WEDNESDAY NIGHT
  • 00:30:38.050 --> 00:30:38.260
  • AND SUNDAY MORNING.
  • 00:30:39.170 --> 00:30:42.170
  • SHE JUST STARTS SERVING IN THE
  • 00:30:42.170 --> 00:30:43.080
  • TEMPLE.
  • 00:30:43.080 --> 00:30:44.020
  • AND, YA'LL, SHE DOES THAT
  • 00:30:44.220 --> 00:30:47.220
  • YEAR AFTER YEAR AFTER YEAR
  • 00:30:47.220 --> 00:30:48.170
  • AFTER YEAR.
  • 00:30:48.170 --> 00:30:50.150
  • EIGHTY-PLUS YEARS SHE WAITS FOR
  • 00:30:51.210 --> 00:30:54.210
  • HER DREAM TO COME TRUE.
  • 00:30:54.210 --> 00:30:57.040
  • HER DREAM WAS: I WILL SEE THE
  • 00:30:57.040 --> 00:30:58.230
  • SALVATION OF GOD'S PEOPLE.
  • 00:30:58.230 --> 00:31:00.230
  • I WILL SEE JESUS.
  • 00:31:00.230 --> 00:31:03.090
  • EIGHTY YEARS SHE PERSISTED, SHE
  • 00:31:03.090 --> 00:31:06.010
  • WAITED.
  • 00:31:06.090 --> 00:31:09.090
  • YOU KNOW, WAITING AND
  • 00:31:09.090 --> 00:31:10.030
  • PERSEVERANCE ARE NOT
  • 00:31:10.030 --> 00:31:12.280
  • VERY POPULAR TERMS IN
  • 00:31:12.280 --> 00:31:15.110
  • POST-POSTMODERN CULTURE.
  • 00:31:15.110 --> 00:31:17.060
  • I FEEL LIKE THEY'RE KIND OF
  • 00:31:17.060 --> 00:31:18.010
  • LIKE A HOT-DOG VENDOR AT A
  • 00:31:18.010 --> 00:31:19.110
  • VEGAN FESTIVAL.
  • 00:31:19.110 --> 00:31:20.260
  • [LAUGHTER]
  • 00:31:20.260 --> 00:31:21.110
  • YOU KNOW, NOBODY'S REAL EXCITED
  • 00:31:21.110 --> 00:31:22.170
  • ABOUT PERSEVERANCE AND WAITING.
  • 00:31:22.170 --> 00:31:24.230
  • AND YET, GOD TALKS ABOUT THAT
  • 00:31:25.080 --> 00:31:28.080
  • ALL THE TIME IN THE ANALOGY OF
  • 00:31:28.080 --> 00:31:29.230
  • SCRIPTURE, FROM COVER TO COVER.
  • 00:31:29.230 --> 00:31:31.080
  • AND I'M TOTAL COVER-TO-COVER
  • 00:31:31.080 --> 00:31:32.090
  • BIBLE GIRL.
  • 00:31:32.090 --> 00:31:33.140
  • FROM COVER TO COVER, GOD TALKS
  • 00:31:33.140 --> 00:31:35.090
  • I BROUGHT JUST A FEW OF THE
  • 00:31:39.240 --> 00:31:40.140
  • VERSES, BEGINNING WITH: "I
  • 00:31:40.140 --> 00:31:41.060
  • WAITED PATIENTLY FOR THE LORD,
  • 00:31:41.060 --> 00:31:43.140
  • AND HE TURNED TO ME AND HEARD
  • 00:31:43.140 --> 00:31:45.020
  • MY CRY FOR HELP."
  • 00:31:45.020 --> 00:31:47.150
  • "I WAITED FOR THE LORD, AND HE
  • 00:31:47.150 --> 00:31:49.060
  • HEARD ME..."
  • 00:31:49.060 --> 00:31:50.170
  • THE NEXT ONE IS ISAIAH 30:18:
  • 00:31:50.170 --> 00:31:52.290
  • "THEREFORE, THE LORD WAITS TO
  • 00:31:52.290 --> 00:31:54.060
  • BE GRACIOUS TO YOU, AND,
  • 00:31:54.060 --> 00:31:55.190
  • THEREFORE, HE EXALTS HIMSELF TO
  • 00:31:55.190 --> 00:31:56.290
  • SHOW MERCY TO YOU.
  • 00:31:56.290 --> 00:31:58.200
  • FOR THE LORD IS A GOD OF
  • 00:31:58.200 --> 00:31:59.280
  • JUSTICE; BLESSED ARE ALL THOSE
  • 00:31:59.280 --> 00:32:01.240
  • WHO WAIT FOR HIM."
  • 00:32:01.240 --> 00:32:03.280
  • DO YOU KNOW IN THE HEBREW WHAT
  • 00:32:03.280 --> 00:32:05.140
  • THE WORD "HAP"-- I MEAN, WHAT
  • 00:32:05.140 --> 00:32:06.180
  • THE WORD "BLESSED" MEANS IS
  • 00:32:06.180 --> 00:32:07.080
  • HAPPY?
  • 00:32:07.080 --> 00:32:08.170
  • IT MEANS YOU'RE ACTUALLY-- YOUR
  • 00:32:08.170 --> 00:32:09.090
  • JOY AND YOUR ABILITY TO WAIT
  • 00:32:09.090 --> 00:32:10.180
  • THOSE ARE CONGRUENT.
  • 00:32:15.000 --> 00:32:16.140
  • YOUR ABILITY TO STAND AND WAIT,
  • 00:32:16.140 --> 00:32:18.140
  • AND YOUR CAPACITY FOR JOY, TO
  • 00:32:18.140 --> 00:32:20.100
  • BE HAPPY -- THOSE ARE ACTUALLY
  • 00:32:20.100 --> 00:32:22.000
  • CONGRUENT.
  • 00:32:22.020 --> 00:32:25.020
  • ISAIAH 40.
  • 00:32:26.290 --> 00:32:27.230
  • YOU KNOW THIS ONE.
  • 00:32:27.230 --> 00:32:28.240
  • MOST OF US CROSS-STITCHED IT,
  • 00:32:28.240 --> 00:32:29.280
  • IF WE GREW UP "BAPTICOSTAL."
  • 00:32:30.230 --> 00:32:33.230
  • "...BUT THOSE WHO HOPE IN THE
  • 00:32:33.230 --> 00:32:34.140
  • LORD WILL RENEW THEIR STRENGTH.
  • 00:32:34.140 --> 00:32:35.060
  • THEY WILL SOAR ON WINGS LIKE
  • 00:32:35.060 --> 00:32:35.280
  • EAGLES; THEY WILL RUN AND NOT
  • 00:32:35.280 --> 00:32:36.240
  • GROW WEARY, THEY WILL WALK AND
  • 00:32:36.240 --> 00:32:37.190
  • NOT FAINT."
  • 00:32:37.190 --> 00:32:38.230
  • CHRIS QUOTES THIS ALL THE TIME.
  • 00:32:39.290 --> 00:32:42.290
  • THE NEXT ONE IS IN
  • 00:32:42.290 --> 00:32:43.140
  • LAMENTATIONS.
  • 00:32:43.140 --> 00:32:44.190
  • "GOD PROVES TO BE GOOD TO THE
  • 00:32:44.190 --> 00:32:47.070
  • MAN WHO PASSIONATELY WAITS, TO
  • 00:32:47.070 --> 00:32:48.190
  • THE WOMAN WHO DILIGENTLY SEEKS.
  • 00:32:48.190 --> 00:32:51.040
  • IT'S A GOOD THING TO QUIETLY
  • 00:32:51.040 --> 00:32:52.150
  • HOPE, QUIETLY HOPE FOR HELP
  • 00:32:52.150 --> 00:32:54.030
  • FROM GOD.
  • 00:32:54.030 --> 00:32:55.030
  • IT'S A GOOD THING WHEN YOU'RE
  • 00:32:55.030 --> 00:32:56.030
  • YOUNG TO STICK IT OUT THROUGH
  • 00:32:56.030 --> 00:32:57.130
  • THE HARD TIMES."
  • 00:32:57.130 --> 00:32:59.160
  • AND THEN, I BELIEVE WE HAVE
  • 00:32:59.160 --> 00:33:00.120
  • 2 PETER.
  • 00:33:00.120 --> 00:33:01.020
  • 2 PETER 3:13 AND 14: "BUT
  • 00:33:01.020 --> 00:33:03.000
  • ACCORDING TO HIS PROMISE," --
  • 00:33:03.000 --> 00:33:04.210
  • TO GOD'S PROMISE -- "WE ARE
  • 00:33:04.210 --> 00:33:06.010
  • WAITING FOR NEW HEAVENS AND A
  • 00:33:06.010 --> 00:33:08.180
  • NEW EARTH IN WHICH
  • 00:33:08.180 --> 00:33:09.050
  • RIGHTEOUSNESS DWELLS.
  • 00:33:09.050 --> 00:33:10.180
  • THEREFORE, BELOVED, SINCE YOU
  • 00:33:10.180 --> 00:33:11.240
  • ARE WAITING FOR THESE, BE
  • 00:33:11.240 --> 00:33:13.100
  • DILIGENT TO BE FOUND BY HIM
  • 00:33:13.100 --> 00:33:15.000
  • WITHOUT SPOT OR BLEMISH, AND AT
  • 00:33:15.000 --> 00:33:16.140
  • PEACE."
  • 00:33:16.140 --> 00:33:17.270
  • IF YOU'LL WAIT, YOU'LL BE
  • 00:33:20.080 --> 00:33:20.270
  • HAPPY.
  • 00:33:20.270 --> 00:33:22.130
  • GOD TELLS HIS PEOPLE: I WANT
  • 00:33:22.130 --> 00:33:24.020
  • YOU TO-- I WANT YOU TO STAND.
  • 00:33:24.020 --> 00:33:24.230
  • I'M GONNA DO THE WORK.
  • 00:33:24.230 --> 00:33:26.020
  • I WANT YOU TO STAND.
  • 00:33:26.020 --> 00:33:27.140
  • AND THEN AFTER YOU SEE THE RED
  • 00:33:27.140 --> 00:33:28.250
  • SEA PART, HE SAYS: ALL RIGHT,
  • 00:33:28.250 --> 00:33:30.010
  • GO ON, NOW.
  • 00:33:30.010 --> 00:33:31.050
  • YA'LL NEED TO MOVE.
  • 00:33:31.050 --> 00:33:32.110
  • RIGHT AFTER THAT, HE TELLS HIS
  • 00:33:32.110 --> 00:33:33.050
  • PEOPLE: I WANT YOU TO BE
  • 00:33:33.050 --> 00:33:34.050
  • TRAINED IN WAR.
  • 00:33:34.050 --> 00:33:37.050
  • YOU HAVE SEEN MY PROVIDENCE.
  • 00:33:37.050 --> 00:33:38.180
  • YOU HAVE EXPERIENCED MY
  • 00:33:38.180 --> 00:33:39.150
  • PRESENCE.
  • 00:33:39.150 --> 00:33:42.110
  • I HOVERED OVER YOU LIKE A CLOUD
  • 00:33:42.110 --> 00:33:43.070
  • BY DAY AND A PILLAR OF FIRE BY
  • 00:33:43.070 --> 00:33:44.140
  • NIGHT.
  • 00:33:44.140 --> 00:33:45.100
  • I HAVE PROVIDED FOR YOU
  • 00:33:45.100 --> 00:33:47.100
  • EVERYTHING YOU NEEDED -- AND
  • 00:33:47.100 --> 00:33:48.120
  • ALMOST EVERYTHING YOU WANTED.
  • 00:33:48.120 --> 00:33:50.290
  • AND SO, NOW, I WANT YA'LL TO
  • 00:33:50.290 --> 00:33:52.280
  • RAISE UP SHIELDS AND SWORDS TO
  • 00:33:52.280 --> 00:33:54.170
  • SPEAK THE WORD OF GOD.
  • 00:33:54.170 --> 00:33:56.260
  • YOU HOLD GOD'S WORD, THESE
  • 00:33:56.260 --> 00:33:58.140
  • PROMISES.
  • 00:33:58.140 --> 00:33:59.030
  • YA'LL, THIS IS NOT A TEXTBOOK.
  • 00:33:59.030 --> 00:34:00.180
  • THIS IS NOT A RULE BOOK.
  • 00:34:00.180 --> 00:34:03.000
  • THIS IS NOT A COLLECTION OF
  • 00:34:03.000 --> 00:34:04.290
  • BENIGN MORALITY TALES.
  • 00:34:04.290 --> 00:34:05.200
  • THIS IS A LOVE STORY AND THIS
  • 00:34:05.200 --> 00:34:07.130
  • IS WAR.
  • 00:34:07.270 --> 00:34:10.270
  • YOU WONDER HOW YOU CAN FIGHT
  • 00:34:10.270 --> 00:34:12.030
  • AGAINST THE CRUD WE SEE GOING
  • 00:34:12.030 --> 00:34:13.190
  • ON AROUND US?
  • 00:34:13.190 --> 00:34:14.240
  • IT'S THIS, RIGHT HERE.
  • 00:34:14.240 --> 00:34:16.240
  • YOU HOLD THIS UP AS A BATTERING
  • 00:34:16.240 --> 00:34:17.240
  • RAM AGAINST THE LIES OF THE
  • 00:34:17.240 --> 00:34:19.160
  • ENEMY.
  • 00:34:19.160 --> 00:34:21.160
  • EVERY TIME, WHEN I GOT OLDER, I
  • 00:34:21.160 --> 00:34:22.210
  • REALIZED THE ENEMY WAS SAYIN':
  • 00:34:22.210 --> 00:34:23.200
  • LISA, YOU'RE NOT GOOD ENOUGH.
  • 00:34:23.240 --> 00:34:26.240
  • YOU'RE NOT LEAN ENOUGH.
  • 00:34:26.240 --> 00:34:27.290
  • YOU'RE NOT-- YOU'RE NOT GODLY
  • 00:34:27.290 --> 00:34:29.060
  • ENOUGH.
  • 00:34:29.060 --> 00:34:30.220
  • YOU SAY BAD WORDS AROUND
  • 00:34:30.220 --> 00:34:31.100
  • BETH MOORE.
  • 00:34:31.100 --> 00:34:32.140
  • [LAUGHTER]
  • 00:34:32.140 --> 00:34:32.290
  • YOU ARE NOT GOOD ENOUGH TO BE A
  • 00:34:32.290 --> 00:34:33.270
  • LEADER OR A MAMA.
  • 00:34:34.170 --> 00:34:37.170
  • YA'LL, HERE'S THE DEAL: WHEN
  • 00:34:37.170 --> 00:34:38.200
  • THE ENEMY LIES TO US, HE
  • 00:34:38.200 --> 00:34:40.040
  • DOESN'T LIE IN A WAY THAT WE
  • 00:34:40.040 --> 00:34:41.130
  • SEE IT COMIN'.
  • 00:34:41.130 --> 00:34:43.030
  • YOU KNOW, IF HE SAID TO ME,
  • 00:34:43.030 --> 00:34:44.100
  • "LISA, YOU'RE SUCH AN INTROVERT
  • 00:34:44.100 --> 00:34:46.030
  • WITH SUCH A HIGH METABOLISM,"
  • 00:34:46.030 --> 00:34:47.180
  • I'D BE LIKE, "LIAR, LIAR, PANTS
  • 00:34:47.180 --> 00:34:48.200
  • ON FIRE!"
  • 00:34:48.200 --> 00:34:49.040
  • [LAUGHTER]
  • 00:34:49.040 --> 00:34:49.260
  • 'CAUSE I'D SEE IT COMIN'.
  • 00:34:49.260 --> 00:34:51.080
  • THAT'S NOT HOW HE LIES TO US.
  • 00:34:51.080 --> 00:34:53.180
  • HE TAKES A GRAIN OF TRUTH, HE
  • 00:34:53.180 --> 00:34:55.070
  • WEAVES IT INTO THIS TOXIC
  • 00:34:55.070 --> 00:34:57.040
  • POISON, AND IT SOUNDS
  • 00:34:57.040 --> 00:34:59.210
  • REASONABLE TO US.
  • 00:34:59.210 --> 00:35:01.160
  • 'CAUSE THERE'S JUST ENOUGH
  • 00:35:01.160 --> 00:35:02.150
  • TRUTH IN IT, USUALLY FROM A
  • 00:35:02.150 --> 00:35:03.270
  • REALLY PAINFUL CHAPTER IN OUR
  • 00:35:03.270 --> 00:35:05.120
  • LIVES WHERE WE HAVE NOT APPLIED
  • 00:35:05.120 --> 00:35:07.200
  • THESE PROMISES, SO WE GO:
  • 00:35:07.200 --> 00:35:09.000
  • OH...OH, THAT SOUNDS RIGHT.
  • 00:35:09.000 --> 00:35:10.160
  • THAT SOUNDS ABOUT RIGHT.
  • 00:35:10.160 --> 00:35:12.150
  • THAT'S WHY WHEN I WAS 40 YEARS
  • 00:35:12.150 --> 00:35:13.160
  • OLD, I WENT: OH, I PROBABLY
  • 00:35:13.160 --> 00:35:14.280
  • SHOULD ADOPT A DOG.
  • 00:35:14.280 --> 00:35:16.090
  • AND THAT'S WHAT I DID.
  • 00:35:16.090 --> 00:35:17.150
  • BECAUSE I DID NOT BELIEVE THESE
  • 00:35:17.150 --> 00:35:20.120
  • PROMISES.
  • 00:35:20.120 --> 00:35:22.180
  • YA'LL, THIS BOOK SAYS: WAIT.
  • 00:35:22.180 --> 00:35:25.070
  • THIS BOOK SAYS THE POSTURE OF
  • 00:35:25.070 --> 00:35:26.090
  • PERSEVERANCE -- THAT'S NOT
  • 00:35:26.090 --> 00:35:27.270
  • PASSIVITY.
  • 00:35:27.270 --> 00:35:30.090
  • THAT IS ABSOLUTELY NOT
  • 00:35:30.090 --> 00:35:31.140
  • PASSIVITY.
  • 00:35:31.140 --> 00:35:33.040
  • THAT IS THE DOOR TO A MIRACLE.
  • 00:35:33.040 --> 00:35:35.140
  • IF YOU WILL STAND AND GO: NO
  • 00:35:35.140 --> 00:35:36.040
  • MATTER WHAT'S GOIN' ON IN MY
  • 00:35:36.040 --> 00:35:37.160
  • LIFE, YOU ARE GOOD, AND YOU ARE
  • 00:35:37.160 --> 00:35:39.120
  • SOVEREIGN, AND YOU ARE
  • 00:35:39.120 --> 00:35:41.220
  • MERCIFUL, AND NO GOOD THING
  • 00:35:41.220 --> 00:35:43.110
  • WILL YOU WITHHOLD FROM HIM
  • 00:35:43.110 --> 00:35:44.250
  • WHOSE WALK IS RIGHTEOUS OR HER
  • 00:35:44.250 --> 00:35:46.040
  • WHO OFTEN STUMBLES.
  • 00:35:46.040 --> 00:35:47.270
  • YOU ARE GOOD.
  • 00:35:47.270 --> 00:35:48.270
  • YOU'RE GONNA DO IT, LORD.
  • 00:35:48.270 --> 00:35:49.250
  • I BELIEVE YOU'RE GONNA DO IT.
  • 00:35:49.250 --> 00:35:50.190
  • I MAY BE OLD AND WOBBLY, BUT
  • 00:35:50.190 --> 00:35:52.150
  • YOU'RE GONNA DO IT.
  • 00:35:52.150 --> 00:35:54.150
  • BECAUSE YOU'RE A GOOD GOD.
  • 00:35:54.150 --> 00:35:56.090
  • WHAT ARE YOU STANDIN' FOR?
  • 00:35:56.090 --> 00:35:57.010
  • WHAT ARE YOU WAITIN' FOR?
  • 00:35:57.010 --> 00:35:59.180
  • WHAT MIRACLE IS ON THE OTHER
  • 00:35:59.180 --> 00:36:00.220
  • SIDE OF YOUR PERSEVERANCE.
  • 00:36:00.220 --> 00:36:01.230
  • YA'LL, THERE'S HUGE MIRACLES
  • 00:36:01.230 --> 00:36:02.150
  • THAT HAPPEN.
  • 00:36:02.150 --> 00:36:03.270
  • BECAUSE IF YOU BACK UP, YOU
  • 00:36:08.130 --> 00:36:09.030
  • READ IN THE MIDDLE OF LUKE 2
  • 00:36:09.030 --> 00:36:10.030
  • ABOUT THIS TEENAGE COUPLE NAMED
  • 00:36:10.030 --> 00:36:12.110
  • JOSEPH AND MARY.
  • 00:36:12.110 --> 00:36:15.110
  • AND THEY BRING THIS BABY BOY
  • 00:36:15.110 --> 00:36:16.040
  • NAMED JESUS,
  • 00:36:16.040 --> 00:36:18.000
  • EMMANUEL, GOD WITH US,
  • 00:36:18.000 --> 00:36:19.250
  • WONDERFUL COUNSELOR --
  • 00:36:19.250 --> 00:36:22.210
  • ACCORDING TO THE BOOK OF MOSES,
  • 00:36:22.210 --> 00:36:23.180
  • THEY BRING HIM TO TEMPLE IN
  • 00:36:23.180 --> 00:36:24.280
  • JERUSALEM WHEN HE'S EIGHT DAYS
  • 00:36:24.280 --> 00:36:27.190
  • BECAUSE THAT'S WHAT THE LAW OF
  • 00:36:29.250 --> 00:36:30.160
  • MOSES SAID THEY HAD TO DO.
  • 00:36:30.160 --> 00:36:31.060
  • IT SAID THE FIRST MALE WHO
  • 00:36:31.060 --> 00:36:31.280
  • "OPENS THE WOMB."
  • 00:36:31.280 --> 00:36:34.020
  • IN OTHER WORDS, THE FIRSTBORN
  • 00:36:34.020 --> 00:36:34.270
  • SON IN EVERY FAMILY, YOU BRING
  • 00:36:34.270 --> 00:36:36.070
  • HIM TO TEMPLE AND YOU PRESENT
  • 00:36:36.070 --> 00:36:37.250
  • HIM BEFORE THE LORD TO BE
  • 00:36:37.250 --> 00:36:39.100
  • CONSECRATED TO THE LORD.
  • 00:36:39.100 --> 00:36:42.020
  • YOU PRESENT HIM BEFORE THE LORD
  • 00:36:42.020 --> 00:36:43.180
  • AS AN EIGHT-DAY-OLD INFANT.
  • 00:36:43.180 --> 00:36:45.090
  • SO, YOU STOP AND THINK ABOUT
  • 00:36:45.090 --> 00:36:46.070
  • ANNA.
  • 00:36:46.070 --> 00:36:46.220
  • SHE 103.
  • 00:36:47.130 --> 00:36:50.130
  • AND SHE'S IN THE-- THE GIRLS'
  • 00:36:50.130 --> 00:36:51.240
  • BATHROOM.
  • 00:36:51.240 --> 00:36:53.090
  • SHE'S REFILLING THE PAPER-TOWEL
  • 00:36:53.090 --> 00:36:54.020
  • DISPENSER.
  • 00:36:54.050 --> 00:36:57.050
  • AND SHE HEARS HER BEST FRIEND,
  • 00:36:57.050 --> 00:36:59.180
  • SIMEON, WHO'S ALSO OLD AS DIRT.
  • 00:36:59.180 --> 00:37:01.010
  • [LAUGHTER]
  • 00:37:01.010 --> 00:37:02.040
  • AND HE'S IN THE TEMPLE.
  • 00:37:02.040 --> 00:37:04.020
  • SHE HEARS HIM BEGIN TO SING.
  • 00:37:04.020 --> 00:37:06.020
  • BECAUSE DR. LUKE SAYS SIMEON,
  • 00:37:06.020 --> 00:37:08.150
  • THIS MAN, HAD ALSO PRAYED THE
  • 00:37:08.150 --> 00:37:10.100
  • SAME THING ANNA HAD PRAYED:
  • 00:37:10.100 --> 00:37:12.280
  • LORD, DON'T TAKE ME
  • 00:37:12.280 --> 00:37:14.160
  • HOME...UNTIL I SEE YOU.
  • 00:37:14.160 --> 00:37:15.250
  • I DON'T CARE ABOUT ANYTHING
  • 00:37:15.250 --> 00:37:17.220
  • ELSE, YAHWEH.
  • 00:37:17.220 --> 00:37:18.190
  • JUST LET ME SEE JESUS.
  • 00:37:19.150 --> 00:37:22.150
  • LET ME SEE JESUS.
  • 00:37:22.150 --> 00:37:24.220
  • MOST THEOLOGIANS THINK HE'S IN
  • 00:37:24.220 --> 00:37:26.130
  • HIS 80s, BASED ON SOME OTHER
  • 00:37:26.130 --> 00:37:27.030
  • DOCUMENTS.
  • 00:37:27.030 --> 00:37:29.060
  • SO, HE'S AN OLD MAN.
  • 00:37:29.060 --> 00:37:31.210
  • SHE'S AN OLD WOMAN.
  • 00:37:31.210 --> 00:37:32.070
  • I DON'T KNOW IF THEY DATED.
  • 00:37:32.070 --> 00:37:32.270
  • IT WOULD BE SO COOL IF THEY
  • 00:37:32.270 --> 00:37:33.170
  • DID.
  • 00:37:33.170 --> 00:37:33.270
  • [LAUGHTER]
  • 00:37:33.270 --> 00:37:36.070
  • BUT WHEN HE SEES THIS TEENAGE
  • 00:37:36.070 --> 00:37:39.000
  • COUPLE WALK IN TO TEMPLE-- AND
  • 00:37:39.070 --> 00:37:42.070
  • JOSEPH IS WEARIN' A BACKPACK
  • 00:37:42.090 --> 00:37:45.090
  • FROM THE GAP, AND THERE'S
  • 00:37:45.090 --> 00:37:46.180
  • PIGEONS SQUAWKIN' IN THE
  • 00:37:46.180 --> 00:37:48.160
  • BACKPACK BECAUSE THEY DIDN'T
  • 00:37:48.160 --> 00:37:49.060
  • HAVE ENOUGH MONEY FOR DOVES TO
  • 00:37:49.060 --> 00:37:50.200
  • SACRIFICE.
  • 00:37:50.200 --> 00:37:53.040
  • THEY HAD TO GET THE
  • 00:37:53.040 --> 00:37:55.220
  • SCRATCH-AND-DENT VERSION OF
  • 00:37:55.220 --> 00:37:56.270
  • SACRIFICE BECAUSE THEY WERE
  • 00:37:56.270 --> 00:37:57.290
  • POOR.
  • 00:37:57.290 --> 00:37:58.120
  • AND THEY COME WALKIN' IN THE
  • 00:37:58.120 --> 00:37:59.110
  • TEMPLE AND HE'S GOT PIGEONS IN
  • 00:37:59.110 --> 00:38:00.170
  • HIS BACKPACK.
  • 00:38:00.170 --> 00:38:02.000
  • AND MARY IS CARRYIN' AN
  • 00:38:02.000 --> 00:38:03.150
  • EIGHT-DAY-OLD BABY BOY.
  • 00:38:03.150 --> 00:38:04.150
  • AND THE SECOND SIMEON SEES THAT
  • 00:38:04.150 --> 00:38:05.070
  • BABY, HE GOES:
  • 00:38:05.070 --> 00:38:06.080
  • [EXTREMELY DEEP INHALATION]
  • 00:38:06.080 --> 00:38:07.150
  • "IT'S JESUS.
  • 00:38:07.150 --> 00:38:08.000
  • IT'S JESUS.
  • 00:38:08.030 --> 00:38:11.030
  • HE IS THE SAVIOR OF ALL
  • 00:38:11.030 --> 00:38:12.130
  • MANKIND."
  • 00:38:12.130 --> 00:38:14.000
  • HE BEGINS TO SING A SONG HE'S
  • 00:38:14.000 --> 00:38:15.190
  • WRITTEN HIMSELF.
  • 00:38:15.190 --> 00:38:17.250
  • HE'S NEVER SUNG IT BEFORE.
  • 00:38:17.250 --> 00:38:19.200
  • HE BEGINS TO SING IN TEMPLE.
  • 00:38:19.200 --> 00:38:21.200
  • AND ANNA'S IN THE BATHROOM AND
  • 00:38:21.200 --> 00:38:23.150
  • SHE HEARS THIS SONG.
  • 00:38:23.150 --> 00:38:24.270
  • AND BECAUSE HE'S OLD, HIS VOICE
  • 00:38:24.270 --> 00:38:26.080
  • IS THIN AND IT'S WOBBLY, AND
  • 00:38:26.080 --> 00:38:27.220
  • SHE THINKS: OH, HE'S BROKEN
  • 00:38:27.220 --> 00:38:28.230
  • ANOTHER HIP.
  • 00:38:28.230 --> 00:38:30.080
  • [LAUGHTER]
  • 00:38:30.080 --> 00:38:31.060
  • AND SHE CHARGES INTO THE TEMPLE
  • 00:38:31.060 --> 00:38:33.100
  • SO THAT SHE CAN HELP HER
  • 00:38:33.100 --> 00:38:34.090
  • FRIEND.
  • 00:38:34.090 --> 00:38:35.250
  • AND THE SECOND SHE STARTS
  • 00:38:35.250 --> 00:38:37.200
  • RUNNING TOWARD HIM DOWN THE
  • 00:38:37.200 --> 00:38:39.210
  • AND ANNA, 103 YEARS OLD, WE'RE
  • 00:38:43.180 --> 00:38:46.180
  • TOLD: "AND COMING UP AT THAT
  • 00:38:46.290 --> 00:38:49.290
  • VERY HOUR, SHE BEGAN TO GIVE
  • 00:38:49.290 --> 00:38:52.050
  • THANKS TO GOD AND TO SPEAK OF
  • 00:38:52.050 --> 00:38:54.060
  • HIM TO ALL WHO WERE WAITING..."
  • 00:38:54.270 --> 00:38:57.270
  • WAITING.
  • 00:38:57.270 --> 00:39:00.290
  • WAITING FOR THE REDEMPTION OF
  • 00:39:00.290 --> 00:39:01.240
  • ISRAEL.
  • 00:39:01.240 --> 00:39:02.080
  • "HE'S HERE, HE'S HERE.
  • 00:39:02.080 --> 00:39:03.060
  • HE'S HERE."
  • 00:39:03.060 --> 00:39:05.130
  • YA'LL, HOLDING UP A SWORD AND A
  • 00:39:05.130 --> 00:39:07.060
  • SHIELD, AND STANDING -- THAT'S
  • 00:39:07.230 --> 00:39:10.230
  • THAT'S ACTUALLY THE POSTURE OF
  • 00:39:13.260 --> 00:39:14.170
  • POWER TO SAY: HE WILL DO IT.
  • 00:39:14.170 --> 00:39:16.120
  • LORD, I'LL WALK WHERE YOU TELL
  • 00:39:16.120 --> 00:39:17.120
  • ME TO WALK.
  • 00:39:17.120 --> 00:39:19.140
  • AND UNTIL YOU TELL ME TO MOVE,
  • 00:39:19.140 --> 00:39:21.140
  • I'M GONNA STAND HERE WITH MY
  • 00:39:21.140 --> 00:39:22.040
  • FRONT TO THE REST OF THE WORLD
  • 00:39:22.040 --> 00:39:23.160
  • AND I'M GONNA SAY,
  • 00:39:23.160 --> 00:39:24.230
  • "MY GOD IS A GREAT GOD."
  • 00:39:24.230 --> 00:39:26.070
  • THE TWO BIGGEST MIRACLES I'VE
  • 00:39:26.070 --> 00:39:28.210
  • SEEN WITH MY OWN EYES THAT
  • 00:39:28.210 --> 00:39:30.000
  • HAPPENED IN OUR FAMILY WERE ON
  • 00:39:30.000 --> 00:39:31.200
  • THE OTHER SIDE OF WAITING.
  • 00:39:31.200 --> 00:39:33.230
  • ON THE OTHER SIDE OF WAITING
  • 00:39:33.230 --> 00:39:35.180
  • A LONG TIME.
  • 00:39:35.180 --> 00:39:37.080
  • THE FIRST YOU KNOW ABOUT.
  • 00:39:37.080 --> 00:39:38.130
  • IT'S...MY BABY GIRL, MISSY.
  • 00:39:38.200 --> 00:39:41.200
  • SHE WAS ACTUALLY MY THIRD
  • 00:39:41.200 --> 00:39:42.210
  • ADOPTION ATTEMPT.
  • 00:39:42.210 --> 00:39:44.130
  • I CAN'T IMAGINE LIFE WITHOUT
  • 00:39:44.130 --> 00:39:45.140
  • HER.
  • 00:39:45.140 --> 00:39:46.280
  • SHE'S NOT MY HOPE.
  • 00:39:46.280 --> 00:39:47.250
  • JESUS IS MY HOPE.
  • 00:39:47.250 --> 00:39:49.220
  • BUT HOW KIND THAT HE GAVE ME A
  • 00:39:49.220 --> 00:39:51.030
  • KID WHO LOOKS ALMOST EXACTLY
  • 00:39:51.030 --> 00:39:52.080
  • LIKE ME.
  • 00:39:52.080 --> 00:39:53.120
  • [LAUGHTER]
  • 00:39:53.120 --> 00:39:54.260
  • YOU KNOW, MOST PEOPLE CAN'T
  • 00:39:54.260 --> 00:39:55.190
  • TELL SHE'S ADOPTED.
  • 00:39:55.190 --> 00:39:56.260
  • [LAUGHTER]
  • 00:39:56.260 --> 00:39:58.170
  • UM...THE SECOND MIRACLE
  • 00:39:58.170 --> 00:39:59.280
  • HAPPENED TWO WEEKS AFTER I
  • 00:39:59.280 --> 00:40:02.180
  • COMMITTED TO ADOPT MISSY.
  • 00:40:02.180 --> 00:40:05.060
  • TWO WEEKS LATER, MY MOM HAD
  • 00:40:05.060 --> 00:40:06.010
  • MAJOR SURGERY.
  • 00:40:06.010 --> 00:40:07.160
  • AND, SHE WENT IN.
  • 00:40:07.280 --> 00:40:10.280
  • UH, SHE HAD A FIVE-HOUR
  • 00:40:10.280 --> 00:40:11.280
  • SURGERY.
  • 00:40:11.280 --> 00:40:13.250
  • AND, THE SURGEONS CAME OUT AND
  • 00:40:13.250 --> 00:40:14.160
  • THEY SAID: "WE THINK WE'VE
  • 00:40:14.160 --> 00:40:16.070
  • GOTTEN ALL THE CANCER.
  • 00:40:16.070 --> 00:40:17.290
  • WE BELIEVE, AS A RESULT OF THIS
  • 00:40:17.290 --> 00:40:19.110
  • SURGERY, YOUR MOM HAS A REALLY
  • 00:40:19.110 --> 00:40:20.270
  • AND THEN, THREE DAYS LATER,
  • 00:40:25.070 --> 00:40:26.020
  • WHEN SHE WAS STILL IN THE
  • 00:40:26.020 --> 00:40:27.030
  • HOSPITAL AND HER HEALTH WAS
  • 00:40:27.030 --> 00:40:28.120
  • DECLINING, THE SURGEONS MET
  • 00:40:28.120 --> 00:40:30.090
  • WITH MY SISTER AND I, AGAIN.
  • 00:40:30.090 --> 00:40:32.070
  • AND THEY SAID: "WE ACTUALLY
  • 00:40:32.070 --> 00:40:33.070
  • CAN'T EXPLAIN WHY HER HEALTH IS
  • 00:40:33.070 --> 00:40:35.070
  • DECLINING.
  • 00:40:35.070 --> 00:40:37.230
  • BUT IF SOMETHING DOESN'T TURN
  • 00:40:37.230 --> 00:40:39.120
  • AROUND, HER NUMBERS ARE GETTING
  • 00:40:39.120 --> 00:40:41.120
  • LOWER AND LOWER AND LOWER.
  • 00:40:41.120 --> 00:40:42.060
  • AND EVEN THOUGH WE THINK WE GOT
  • 00:40:42.060 --> 00:40:43.280
  • THE CANCER, WE ALSO THINK YA'LL
  • 00:40:43.280 --> 00:40:46.110
  • NEED TO PREPARE FOR YOUR MAMA'S
  • 00:40:46.110 --> 00:40:47.070
  • DEATH."
  • 00:40:47.070 --> 00:40:49.090
  • AND, UH, MY SISTER AND I WERE
  • 00:40:49.090 --> 00:40:50.290
  • KEEPING VIGIL AT HER BEDSIDE.
  • 00:40:50.290 --> 00:40:52.130
  • THEY HAD INTUBATED HER.
  • 00:40:52.130 --> 00:40:53.290
  • SHE WASN'T SPEAKING MUCH.
  • 00:40:53.290 --> 00:40:54.250
  • SHE WAS MOSTLY OUT OF IT.
  • 00:40:54.250 --> 00:40:57.200
  • BUT FOUR DAYS AFTER THE
  • 00:40:57.200 --> 00:40:58.180
  • SURGERY, SHE OPENED HER EYES
  • 00:40:58.180 --> 00:41:00.050
  • AND SHE KIND OF WHISPERED,
  • 00:41:00.050 --> 00:41:02.160
  • "I NEED TO SEE YOUR FATHER."
  • 00:41:02.210 --> 00:41:05.210
  • MY SISTER LOOKED AT ME,
  • 00:41:05.210 --> 00:41:07.140
  • BECAUSE, OUR DAD, OUR
  • 00:41:07.140 --> 00:41:09.210
  • STEPFATHER-DAD, ANGEL, HAD DIED
  • 00:41:09.210 --> 00:41:11.250
  • A YEAR BEFORE.
  • 00:41:11.250 --> 00:41:13.170
  • AND WE THOUGHT SHE WAS JUST
  • 00:41:13.170 --> 00:41:14.070
  • GROGGY FROM THE MEDS AND SHE
  • 00:41:14.070 --> 00:41:16.060
  • THOUGHT DADDY WAS STILL ALIVE.
  • 00:41:16.060 --> 00:41:18.260
  • AND SO, MY SISTER IS NOT AS
  • 00:41:18.280 --> 00:41:21.280
  • GABBY AS I AM AND SHE THINKS
  • 00:41:21.280 --> 00:41:23.140
  • I'M CLOSER TO MAMA, SO SHE WAS
  • 00:41:23.140 --> 00:41:24.080
  • LIKE: "IT'S ON YOU.
  • 00:41:24.080 --> 00:41:25.180
  • YOU GOTTA TELL HER."
  • 00:41:25.180 --> 00:41:26.050
  • [LAUGHTER]
  • 00:41:26.050 --> 00:41:27.270
  • AND SO, I LEANED DOWN AND I
  • 00:41:27.270 --> 00:41:29.050
  • SAID, "MAMA, I...I AM SO SORRY,
  • 00:41:29.050 --> 00:41:31.240
  • BUT, UM, DADDY DIED LAST YEAR."
  • 00:41:33.020 --> 00:41:36.020
  • I SAID, "REMEMBER DADDY-- DADDY
  • 00:41:36.020 --> 00:41:37.120
  • DIED IN THE HOSPITAL THIS TIME
  • 00:41:37.120 --> 00:41:38.270
  • LAST YEAR?"
  • 00:41:38.270 --> 00:41:40.010
  • AND SHE SAID:
  • 00:41:40.010 --> 00:41:41.040
  • [STRONG WHISPER]
  • 00:41:41.040 --> 00:41:41.230
  • "NOT.THAT.DADDY."
  • 00:41:41.230 --> 00:41:43.220
  • [LAUGHTER]
  • 00:41:43.220 --> 00:41:44.250
  • SHE SAID, "I WANT TO SEE YOUR
  • 00:41:44.250 --> 00:41:45.220
  • FATHER.
  • 00:41:45.220 --> 00:41:48.040
  • I WANT TO SEE EVERETT."
  • 00:41:48.040 --> 00:41:50.120
  • YOU KNOW, MY MOM AND MY DAD
  • 00:41:50.120 --> 00:41:51.120
  • DIVORCED WHEN I WAS 5 YEARS OLD,
  • 00:41:51.120 --> 00:41:53.060
  • AND IT WAS AS UGLY A
  • 00:41:53.060 --> 00:41:55.210
  • DIVORCE AS I'VE EVER BEEN
  • 00:41:55.210 --> 00:41:56.100
  • WITNESS TO.
  • 00:41:56.100 --> 00:41:58.170
  • UH, LOT OF ABUSE, UM, EXTREME
  • 00:41:58.170 --> 00:42:00.140
  • ANGER, HUGE ANIMOSITY.
  • 00:42:00.140 --> 00:42:03.090
  • I THINK THEY HAD SPOKEN MAYBE
  • 00:42:03.090 --> 00:42:04.220
  • TWO SENTENCES IN 40 YEARS.
  • 00:42:04.220 --> 00:42:07.120
  • MY MOTHER AND MY FATHER, UH,
  • 00:42:07.120 --> 00:42:09.130
  • PRETTY MUCH HATED EACH OTHER.
  • 00:42:10.030 --> 00:42:13.030
  • AND SO, I-I WASN'T EVEN SURE
  • 00:42:13.030 --> 00:42:15.060
  • HOW TO RESPOND.
  • 00:42:15.060 --> 00:42:16.150
  • BUT I SAID, "O-OKAY, MAMA."
  • 00:42:16.150 --> 00:42:18.100
  • AND I CALLED DAD -- THIS IS THE
  • 00:42:18.100 --> 00:42:21.020
  • DADDY WHO HAD COLON CANCER THAT
  • 00:42:21.020 --> 00:42:23.180
  • METASTASIZED TO LUNG CANCER --
  • 00:42:23.180 --> 00:42:25.190
  • AND I SAID: "DADDY, YOU KNOW,
  • 00:42:25.190 --> 00:42:27.120
  • WE'RE IN THE HOSPITAL WITH MAMA
  • 00:42:27.120 --> 00:42:28.040
  • AND SHE'S ASKING FOR YOU."
  • 00:42:28.130 --> 00:42:31.130
  • [VOICE BREAKING]
  • 00:42:31.130 --> 00:42:32.080
  • AND HE SAID: "ALL RIGHT.
  • 00:42:32.080 --> 00:42:32.260
  • I'LL BE THERE IN AN HOUR."
  • 00:42:32.260 --> 00:42:34.180
  • MY DADDY COMES SWAGGERIN' DOWN
  • 00:42:34.260 --> 00:42:37.260
  • THAT HOSPITAL CORRIDOR.
  • 00:42:37.260 --> 00:42:39.150
  • AND I TOLD YOU, HE'S LIKE A
  • 00:42:39.150 --> 00:42:40.100
  • MINI-- A MINI JOHN WAYNE.
  • 00:42:40.100 --> 00:42:42.040
  • HE'S JUST...LITTLE, 5'7",
  • 00:42:42.040 --> 00:42:45.020
  • 160 POUNDS SOAKING WET.
  • 00:42:45.020 --> 00:42:46.160
  • I GOT MAMA'S GENES.
  • 00:42:46.160 --> 00:42:48.000
  • [LAUGHTER]
  • 00:42:48.050 --> 00:42:51.050
  • SHE'S ACTUALLY LITTLE, TOO,
  • 00:42:51.050 --> 00:42:51.260
  • BUT...ANYWAY...
  • 00:42:51.260 --> 00:42:52.270
  • [LAUGHTER]
  • 00:42:52.270 --> 00:42:53.150
  • UM, HE COMES SWAGGERIN' DOWN
  • 00:42:53.150 --> 00:42:55.290
  • THE HALLWAY AND HE'S-- HE'S A
  • 00:42:55.290 --> 00:42:57.020
  • QUIET MAN, KIND OF A TACITURN
  • 00:42:57.020 --> 00:42:58.220
  • MAN.
  • 00:42:58.220 --> 00:43:00.190
  • AND HE CAME UP TO MY SISTER AND
  • 00:43:00.190 --> 00:43:01.130
  • I -- HE HAD CALLED US WHEN WE
  • 00:43:01.130 --> 00:43:02.240
  • GOT THERE, SO WE WERE OUTSIDE
  • 00:43:02.240 --> 00:43:03.190
  • MAMA'S HOSPITAL ROOM -- AND HE
  • 00:43:03.190 --> 00:43:05.000
  • SAID: "I LOVE YOU GIRLS.
  • 00:43:06.180 --> 00:43:09.180
  • YOUR MOM AND I NEED SOME
  • 00:43:09.180 --> 00:43:10.060
  • PRIVACY.
  • 00:43:10.060 --> 00:43:10.160
  • YA'LL STAY OUT HERE, I'LL BE
  • 00:43:10.160 --> 00:43:11.060
  • BACK IN A MINUTE."
  • 00:43:12.030 --> 00:43:15.030
  • AND HE GOES IN, AND I TURNED TO
  • 00:43:15.030 --> 00:43:15.250
  • MY SISTER AND I SAID, "WHAT IF
  • 00:43:15.250 --> 00:43:16.160
  • HE PUTS A PILLOW OVER HER?"
  • 00:43:16.160 --> 00:43:17.060
  • [LAUGHTER]
  • 00:43:17.060 --> 00:43:17.170
  • LIKE...
  • 00:43:17.170 --> 00:43:17.270
  • [LAUGHTER]
  • 00:43:17.270 --> 00:43:18.140
  • I MEAN, I DIDN'T KNOW, YOU
  • 00:43:18.140 --> 00:43:19.030
  • KNOW?
  • 00:43:19.030 --> 00:43:19.120
  • THEY HADN'T SEEN EACH OTHER IN
  • 00:43:19.120 --> 00:43:20.030
  • YEARS AND YEARS AND YEARS.
  • 00:43:20.030 --> 00:43:21.250
  • THEY HATED EACH OTHER AND I
  • 00:43:21.250 --> 00:43:23.170
  • THOUGHT: OH, CRUD, YOU KNOW...
  • 00:43:23.170 --> 00:43:24.290
  • WE'RE GONNA BE ON
  • 00:43:24.290 --> 00:43:26.030
  • JERRY SPRINGER.
  • 00:43:26.030 --> 00:43:27.130
  • [LAUGHTER]
  • 00:43:27.130 --> 00:43:29.080
  • AND, HE DIDN'T COME OUT
  • 00:43:29.080 --> 00:43:31.140
  • FOR ABOUT 30 MINUTES.
  • 00:43:31.140 --> 00:43:33.280
  • AND-- AND I REALLY WAS
  • 00:43:33.280 --> 00:43:34.150
  • CONCERNED.
  • 00:43:34.150 --> 00:43:35.290
  • WE DIDN'T KNOW WHAT WAS
  • 00:43:35.290 --> 00:43:36.170
  • HAPPENIN'.
  • 00:43:36.170 --> 00:43:37.190
  • AND HE CAME OUT ABOUT 30
  • 00:43:37.190 --> 00:43:38.170
  • MINUTES LATER.
  • 00:43:38.170 --> 00:43:39.160
  • [VOICE BEGINS BREAKING]
  • 00:43:39.160 --> 00:43:40.130
  • AND HE SAID: "I LOVE YOU GIRLS.
  • 00:43:40.130 --> 00:43:42.200
  • YOUR MAMA'S GONNA BE OKAY.
  • 00:43:42.200 --> 00:43:43.170
  • AND I'LL BE BACK HERE
  • 00:43:43.170 --> 00:43:44.130
  • TOMORROW."
  • 00:43:44.130 --> 00:43:45.190
  • AND HE JUST WALKED AWAY AND MY
  • 00:43:45.190 --> 00:43:46.190
  • SISTER AND I WERE LIKE...
  • 00:43:46.190 --> 00:43:48.120
  • [LAUGHTER]
  • 00:43:48.120 --> 00:43:49.120
  • AND WE WALK INTO MOM'S HOSPITAL
  • 00:43:49.200 --> 00:43:52.200
  • ROOM, AND, YA'LL, SHE IS
  • 00:43:52.200 --> 00:43:54.000
  • SITTIN' UP IN BED.
  • 00:43:54.000 --> 00:43:55.240
  • THERE'S COLOR IN HER CHEEKS.
  • 00:43:55.240 --> 00:43:57.000
  • AND THIS IS AS CLOSE TO
  • 00:43:57.000 --> 00:43:57.220
  • VERBATIM AS I REMEMBER IT, WHAT
  • 00:43:57.220 --> 00:43:58.140
  • MY MOTHER SAID.
  • 00:43:58.140 --> 00:43:59.210
  • SHE SAID, "YOUR FATHER PRAYED
  • 00:43:59.210 --> 00:44:00.290
  • FOR ME, HE ANOINTED ME WITH
  • 00:44:00.290 --> 00:44:01.280
  • OIL, AND I'M GOING TO BE FINE."
  • 00:44:01.280 --> 00:44:03.050
  • AND I WAS JUST LIKE...
  • 00:44:03.050 --> 00:44:04.190
  • [LAUGHTER]
  • 00:44:05.120 --> 00:44:08.120
  • I MEAN, I THOUGHT: THEY'VE
  • 00:44:08.120 --> 00:44:09.010
  • GIVEN HER THAT MEDICINAL POT
  • 00:44:09.010 --> 00:44:09.250
  • BECAUSE I-- I MEAN, THEY'RE--
  • 00:44:09.250 --> 00:44:11.030
  • [LAUGHTER]
  • 00:44:11.030 --> 00:44:12.070
  • I-I-I-I JUST CAN'T EVEN BELIEVE
  • 00:44:12.070 --> 00:44:13.150
  • THIS.
  • 00:44:13.150 --> 00:44:15.040
  • AND, YA'LL, THAT WAS APRIL OF
  • 00:44:18.060 --> 00:44:18.270
  • UM, UNTIL MY FATHER DIED-- UM,
  • 00:44:20.290 --> 00:44:23.080
  • MY DADDY HARPER DIED...
  • 00:44:23.080 --> 00:44:24.090
  • [VOICE BREAKING]
  • 00:44:24.090 --> 00:44:26.110
  • ...JANUARY-- FEBRUARY 13TH,
  • 00:44:26.110 --> 00:44:28.040
  • 2013.
  • 00:44:28.040 --> 00:44:30.100
  • AND UNTIL MY DADDY DIED,
  • 00:44:30.100 --> 00:44:32.060
  • EVERY.SINGLE.DAY, HE AND MY
  • 00:44:32.080 --> 00:44:35.080
  • MAMMA TALKED ON THE PHONE.
  • 00:44:35.080 --> 00:44:37.170
  • AND SHE SAW HIM, THEY SAW EACH
  • 00:44:37.170 --> 00:44:38.250
  • OTHER TWO OR THREE TIMES A
  • 00:44:38.250 --> 00:44:39.210
  • WEEK.
  • 00:44:39.210 --> 00:44:40.160
  • IT WASN'T ROMANTIC.
  • 00:44:40.160 --> 00:44:42.040
  • THEY JUST-- THEY KNEW EACH
  • 00:44:42.040 --> 00:44:43.090
  • OTHER AT THEIR WORST WHEN THEY
  • 00:44:43.090 --> 00:44:45.010
  • WERE KIDS AND GOD REDEEMED
  • 00:44:45.010 --> 00:44:46.080
  • THEIR STORY.
  • 00:44:46.080 --> 00:44:47.100
  • AND I-- I-I WAS JUST AMAZED BY
  • 00:44:47.100 --> 00:44:48.210
  • IT.
  • 00:44:48.210 --> 00:44:49.290
  • THAT YEAR FOR CHRISTMAS...
  • 00:44:49.290 --> 00:44:51.170
  • ...I WENT HOME TO ORLANDO AND
  • 00:44:54.160 --> 00:44:55.200
  • MAMA SAID, "I INVITED YOUR DAD
  • 00:44:55.200 --> 00:44:56.190
  • TO BE HERE."
  • 00:44:56.190 --> 00:44:59.060
  • AND WE HAD THIS BIG FAMILY
  • 00:44:59.060 --> 00:44:59.250
  • CHRISTMAS WHERE ALL MY AUNTS,
  • 00:44:59.250 --> 00:45:00.290
  • MY FIRST COUSINS, AND MY UNCLE
  • 00:45:00.290 --> 00:45:02.140
  • AND WE WERE AT MY AUNT
  • 00:45:04.120 --> 00:45:05.170
  • DARLENE'S HOUSE THAT YEAR.
  • 00:45:05.170 --> 00:45:06.220
  • AND I THOUGHT: YOU KNOW, MAMA
  • 00:45:06.220 --> 00:45:07.230
  • HAS KIND OF ROMANTICIZED THIS
  • 00:45:07.230 --> 00:45:08.280
  • AND SHE AND DADDY ARE--
  • 00:45:08.280 --> 00:45:10.060
  • ARE FRIENDS, NOW.
  • 00:45:10.060 --> 00:45:12.240
  • BUT I THOUGHT: OUR FAMILY IS
  • 00:45:12.240 --> 00:45:14.000
  • NOT GONNA ACCEPT DADDY.
  • 00:45:14.000 --> 00:45:15.160
  • 'CAUSE HE WAS...YOU KNOW, HE
  • 00:45:15.160 --> 00:45:18.010
  • WAS MEAN AND REALLY ABUSIVE...
  • 00:45:18.010 --> 00:45:19.090
  • WHEN I WAS YOUNGER.
  • 00:45:19.090 --> 00:45:20.060
  • [VOICE BREAKING]
  • 00:45:20.060 --> 00:45:20.270
  • AND, YOU KNOW, THEY'RE
  • 00:45:20.270 --> 00:45:21.230
  • PROTECTIN' THEIR SISTER.
  • 00:45:21.230 --> 00:45:23.050
  • AND-- AND SO, I WAS NERVOUS.
  • 00:45:23.050 --> 00:45:24.040
  • AND DADDY COMES WALKIN' IN.
  • 00:45:24.040 --> 00:45:26.110
  • I'LL NEVER FORGET IT, YA'LL.
  • 00:45:26.110 --> 00:45:27.220
  • IT WAS A FEW WEEKS BEFORE, UH,
  • 00:45:27.220 --> 00:45:29.020
  • HE ENDED UP BEING BEDRIDDEN
  • 00:45:29.020 --> 00:45:30.240
  • WITH HOSPICE.
  • 00:45:30.240 --> 00:45:32.010
  • HE COMES WALKIN' IN.
  • 00:45:32.010 --> 00:45:33.170
  • HE'S STILL GOT A LITTLE BIT OF
  • 00:45:33.170 --> 00:45:34.260
  • JOHN WAYNE SWAGGER.
  • 00:45:34.260 --> 00:45:35.150
  • BUT WHEN HE OPENED THE DOOR AT
  • 00:45:35.150 --> 00:45:37.160
  • MY AUNT DARLENE'S, EVERY SINGLE
  • 00:45:37.160 --> 00:45:39.050
  • ONE OF MY AUNTS, MY UNCLE, AND
  • 00:45:39.110 --> 00:45:42.110
  • ALL OF MY FIRST COUSINS RAN AND
  • 00:45:42.110 --> 00:45:44.030
  • GREETED HIM LIKE A HEROIC
  • 00:45:44.150 --> 00:45:47.150
  • SOLDIER RETURNING FROM THE WAR.
  • 00:45:47.150 --> 00:45:48.280
  • I MEAN, THEY JUST-- ALL OF 'EM
  • 00:45:48.280 --> 00:45:50.010
  • LINED UP TO HUG MY DADDY.
  • 00:45:50.010 --> 00:45:51.140
  • [VOICE BREAKING]
  • 00:45:51.140 --> 00:45:53.000
  • AND I THOUGHT: THAT-- THAT'S
  • 00:45:53.000 --> 00:45:53.200
  • IT.
  • 00:45:53.200 --> 00:45:54.020
  • THAT IS IT.
  • 00:45:54.020 --> 00:45:55.110
  • I'VE WAITED 40 YEARS.
  • 00:45:55.110 --> 00:45:57.160
  • I HAD STOPPED PRAYIN' THAT MY
  • 00:45:57.160 --> 00:45:58.280
  • MAMA AND MY DADDY WOULD EVER
  • 00:45:58.280 --> 00:46:01.010
  • RECONCILE OR FORGIVE EACH
  • 00:46:01.010 --> 00:46:03.010
  • OTHER.
  • 00:46:03.010 --> 00:46:04.090
  • AND I SAW IT-- DO YOU KNOW SHE
  • 00:46:04.090 --> 00:46:05.170
  • WAS THE VERY LAST PERSON WITH
  • 00:46:05.170 --> 00:46:06.260
  • MY FATHER BEFORE HE DIED.
  • 00:46:06.260 --> 00:46:08.090
  • SHE WAS HOLDIN' HIS HAND,
  • 00:46:08.090 --> 00:46:09.060
  • READING THE BIBLE TO MY...
  • 00:46:09.060 --> 00:46:09.290
  • DADDY.
  • 00:46:09.290 --> 00:46:12.040
  • YA'LL, REDEMPTION HAPPENS.
  • 00:46:12.040 --> 00:46:14.140
  • SOME OF US JUST HAVE TO LEARN
  • 00:46:14.140 --> 00:46:16.050
  • TO WAIT...TO STAND...TO STAND
  • 00:46:16.050 --> 00:46:17.240
  • IN THE PROMISES.
  • 00:46:17.240 --> 00:46:20.020
  • HE IS GOOD AND HE DOES GOOD.
  • 00:46:20.130 --> 00:46:23.130
  • AND, ULTIMATELY, EVERYTHING
  • 00:46:23.130 --> 00:46:26.050
  • WILL WORK OUT FOR OUR GOOD AND
  • 00:46:26.050 --> 00:46:27.180
  • HIS GLORY.
  • 00:46:27.180 --> 00:46:29.060
  • I WANT YA'LL TO STAND UP,
  • 00:46:29.060 --> 00:46:30.080
  • HOLDING UP YOUR SWORD.
  • 00:46:30.080 --> 00:46:32.090
  • AND SOME OF YA'LL ARE JUST
  • 00:46:32.090 --> 00:46:33.150
  • GONNA HAVE TO STAND A WHOLE LOT
  • 00:46:33.150 --> 00:46:35.080
  • LONGER AND GO: I'M STANDING FOR
  • 00:46:35.080 --> 00:46:36.190
  • MY MARRIAGE.
  • 00:46:37.010 --> 00:46:40.010
  • I'M STANDING FOR MY CHILDREN.
  • 00:46:40.020 --> 00:46:43.020
  • I'M STANDING FOR THE CHILDREN I
  • 00:46:43.020 --> 00:46:44.250
  • HAVE YET TO BE A MAMA TO.
  • 00:46:44.250 --> 00:46:47.160
  • I'M STANDING FOR UNBELIEVERS IN
  • 00:46:47.160 --> 00:46:48.080
  • MY FAMILY.
  • 00:46:50.090 --> 00:46:53.090
  • I'M STANDIN' FOR MY MEAN OL'
  • 00:46:53.090 --> 00:46:53.290
  • DADDY.
  • 00:46:53.290 --> 00:46:54.150
  • I AM GOING TO STAND.
  • 00:46:54.150 --> 00:46:55.190
  • BECAUSE HE IS GOOD AND HE DOES
  • 00:46:55.190 --> 00:46:56.100
  • - PASSION:
  • 00:47:04.220 --> 00:47:06.010
  • OH, I'VE HEARD A THOUSAND
  • 00:47:06.010 --> 00:47:07.060
  • STORIES
  • 00:47:07.060 --> 00:47:08.160
  • [AUDIENCE AUDIBLY SINGING]
  • 00:47:14.000 --> 00:47:15.270
  • BUT I'VE HEARD THE TENDER
  • 00:47:15.270 --> 00:47:16.260
  • OF LOVE IN THE DEAD OF NIGHT
  • 00:47:19.200 --> 00:47:22.190
  • AND YOU TELL ME THAT YOU'RE
  • 00:47:22.190 --> 00:47:25.020
  • PLEASED
  • 00:47:25.020 --> 00:47:27.150
  • AND THAT I'M NEVER ALONE
  • 00:47:29.120 --> 00:47:32.120
  • - KRISTIAN STANFILL: COME
  • 00:47:32.120 --> 00:47:33.100
  • ON, SING IT.
  • 00:47:33.100 --> 00:47:34.080
  • YOU'RE A GOOD, GOOD FATHER
  • 00:47:34.080 --> 00:47:36.200
  • IT'S WHO YOU ARE,
  • 00:47:36.200 --> 00:47:38.110
  • IT'S WHO YOU ARE,
  • 00:47:38.110 --> 00:47:41.030
  • IT'S WHO YOU ARE
  • 00:47:41.030 --> 00:47:44.030
  • AND I'M LOVED BY YOU
  • 00:47:44.030 --> 00:47:46.080
  • IT'S WHO I AM,
  • 00:47:46.080 --> 00:47:48.000
  • IT'S WHO I AM,
  • 00:47:48.000 --> 00:47:50.140
  • OH, AND I'VE SEEN MANY
  • 00:47:58.170 --> 00:48:01.190
  • SEARCHING FOR ANSWERS
  • 00:48:01.190 --> 00:48:03.190
  • FAR AND WIDE
  • 00:48:04.180 --> 00:48:07.180
  • BUT I KNOW THAT WE'RE ALL
  • 00:48:07.180 --> 00:48:10.020
  • SEARCHING
  • 00:48:10.020 --> 00:48:12.130
  • FOR ANSWERS ONLY YOU PROVIDE
  • 00:48:14.080 --> 00:48:17.080
  • 'CAUSE YOU KNOW JUST WHAT WE
  • 00:48:17.080 --> 00:48:20.030
  • NEED
  • 00:48:20.030 --> 00:48:22.100
  • BEFORE WE SAY A WORD
  • 00:48:23.140 --> 00:48:26.140
  • YOU'RE A GOOD, GOOD FATHER
  • 00:48:26.140 --> 00:48:29.030
  • IT'S WHO YOU ARE,
  • 00:48:29.030 --> 00:48:30.140
  • IT'S WHO YOU ARE,
  • 00:48:30.220 --> 00:48:33.220
  • IT'S WHO YOU ARE
  • 00:48:33.220 --> 00:48:36.190
  • AND I'M LOVED BY YOU
  • 00:48:36.190 --> 00:48:38.240
  • IT'S WHO I AM,
  • 00:48:38.240 --> 00:48:40.230
  • IT'S WHO I AM,
  • 00:48:40.230 --> 00:48:43.100
  • IT'S WHO I AM
  • 00:48:43.160 --> 00:48:46.160
  • YOU'RE A GOOD, GOOD FATHER
  • 00:48:46.180 --> 00:48:49.180
  • IT'S WHO YOU ARE,
  • 00:48:49.180 --> 00:48:51.070
  • IT'S WHO YOU ARE,
  • 00:48:51.070 --> 00:48:54.060
  • IT'S WHO YOU ARE
  • 00:48:54.060 --> 00:48:56.180
  • AND I'M LOVED BY YOU
  • 00:48:56.180 --> 00:48:59.100
  • IT'S WHO I AM,
  • 00:48:59.100 --> 00:49:01.190
  • IT'S WHO I AM,
  • 00:49:01.190 --> 00:49:03.260
  • IT'S WHO I AM
  • 00:49:04.190 --> 00:49:07.190
  • AND YOU ARE PERFECT IN ALL OF
  • 00:49:07.190 --> 00:49:10.050
  • YOUR WAYS
  • 00:49:10.050 --> 00:49:12.150
  • YOU ARE PERFECT IN ALL OF YOR
  • 00:49:12.150 --> 00:49:13.210
  • WAYS
  • 00:49:14.060 --> 00:49:17.060
  • YOU ARE PERFECT IN ALL OF YOR
  • 00:49:19.010 --> 00:49:22.010
  • WAYS TO US...
  • 00:49:25.010 --> 00:49:28.010
  • YOU ARE PERFECT IN ALL OF YOR
  • 00:49:28.010 --> 00:49:30.080
  • WAYS
  • 00:49:30.080 --> 00:49:32.090
  • SO PERFECT IN ALL OF YOUR WAS
  • 00:49:33.170 --> 00:49:36.170
  • YOU ARE PERFECT IN ALL OF YOR
  • 00:49:37.220 --> 00:49:40.220
  • WAYS TO US
  • 00:49:44.270 --> 00:49:47.270
  • THAT'S RIGHT...
  • 00:49:52.240 --> 00:49:55.240
  • OH, LET'S SING ABOUT LOVE...
  • 00:49:55.240 --> 00:49:58.050
  • OH, IT'S LOVE SO UNDENIABLE
  • 00:49:59.070 --> 00:50:02.070
  • I...I CAN HARDLY SPEAK
  • 00:50:04.030 --> 00:50:07.030
  • IT'S PEACE SO UNEXPLAINABLE
  • 00:50:09.050 --> 00:50:12.050
  • I...I...
  • 00:50:14.020 --> 00:50:17.020
  • SAY THAT AGAIN.
  • 00:50:17.020 --> 00:50:18.020
  • IT'S LOVE.
  • 00:50:18.020 --> 00:50:19.000
  • ...CAN HARDLY THINK
  • 00:50:19.000 --> 00:50:20.230
  • YES, IT'S LOVE SO UNDENIABLE
  • 00:50:20.230 --> 00:50:22.140
  • I...I CAN HARDLY SPEAK
  • 00:50:24.030 --> 00:50:27.030
  • OH, IT'S PEACE...
  • 00:50:27.030 --> 00:50:28.290
  • LIKE A RIVER!
  • 00:50:28.290 --> 00:50:29.220
  • ...SO UNEXPLAINABLE
  • 00:50:30.290 --> 00:50:33.290
  • I...I...
  • 00:50:33.290 --> 00:50:35.150
  • COME ON, SING IT, AGAIN.
  • 00:50:35.150 --> 00:50:36.190
  • LOVE. RECEIVE IT TODAY.
  • 00:50:36.190 --> 00:50:37.260
  • YES, IT'S LOVE SO UNDENIABLE
  • 00:50:38.110 --> 00:50:41.110
  • I...I CAN HARDLY SPEAK
  • 00:50:44.030 --> 00:50:47.030
  • AND IT'S PEACE SO
  • 00:50:47.030 --> 00:50:49.090
  • UNEXPLAINABLE
  • 00:50:49.190 --> 00:50:52.190
  • I...I...CAN HARDLY THINK
  • 00:50:54.120 --> 00:50:57.120
  • AS YOU CALL ME DEEPER STILL
  • 00:50:59.130 --> 00:51:02.150
  • AS YOU CALL ME DEEPER STILL
  • 00:51:03.010 --> 00:51:06.010
  • JESUS IS CALLING
  • 00:51:06.010 --> 00:51:07.140
  • DEEPER STILL
  • 00:51:10.060 --> 00:51:13.060
  • INTO LOVE, LOVE, LOVE
  • 00:51:13.060 --> 00:51:15.230
  • YOU'RE A GOOD, GOOD FATHER
  • 00:51:15.230 --> 00:51:17.130
  • IT'S WHO YOU ARE,
  • 00:51:17.130 --> 00:51:19.260
  • IT'S WHO YOU ARE,
  • 00:51:21.150 --> 00:51:24.150
  • IT'S WHO YOU ARE
  • 00:51:24.150 --> 00:51:26.250
  • AND I'M LOVED BY YOU
  • 00:51:26.250 --> 00:51:29.150
  • IT'S WHO I AM,
  • 00:51:29.150 --> 00:51:31.240
  • IT'S WHO I AM,
  • 00:51:31.240 --> 00:51:34.070
  • IT'S WHO I AM
  • 00:51:34.070 --> 00:51:36.270
  • YOU'RE A GOOD, GOOD FATHER
  • 00:51:36.270 --> 00:51:39.200
  • IT'S WHO YOU ARE,
  • 00:51:39.200 --> 00:51:41.260
  • IT'S WHO YOU ARE,
  • 00:51:41.260 --> 00:51:44.150
  • IT'S WHO YOU ARE
  • 00:51:44.150 --> 00:51:46.160
  • AND I'M LOVED BY YOU
  • 00:51:47.200 --> 00:51:50.200
  • IT'S WHO I AM,
  • 00:51:50.200 --> 00:51:53.010
  • IT'S WHO I AM,
  • 00:51:53.010 --> 00:51:55.150
  • IT'S WHO I AM
  • 00:51:55.250 --> 00:51:58.250
  • YOU ARE PERFECT IN ALL OF YOR
  • 00:51:58.250 --> 00:51:59.230
  • WAYS
  • 00:51:59.230 --> 00:52:01.270
  • YOUR ARE...
  • 00:52:01.270 --> 00:52:03.040
  • [AUDIENCE SINGING]
  • 00:52:03.040 --> 00:52:03.250
  • YOU ARE...
  • 00:52:07.200 --> 00:52:08.260
  • [AUDIENCE]
  • 00:52:08.260 --> 00:52:09.170
  • ...PERFECT IN ALL OF YOUR WAS
  • 00:52:09.170 --> 00:52:11.160
  • OH, WE BELIEVE IT...
  • 00:52:16.250 --> 00:52:19.170
  • OH, YOU ARE...
  • 00:52:19.170 --> 00:52:20.120
  • PERFECT IN ALL OF YOUR WAYS
  • 00:52:20.120 --> 00:52:23.070
  • YOU ARE...
  • 00:52:23.070 --> 00:52:23.240
  • [AUDIENCE]
  • 00:52:23.240 --> 00:52:24.200
  • ...PERFECT IN ALL OF YOUR WAS
  • 00:52:24.280 --> 00:52:27.280
  • YOU ARE...
  • 00:52:27.280 --> 00:52:30.260
  • [AUDIENCE]
  • 00:52:30.260 --> 00:52:31.120
  • ...PERFECT IN ALL OF YOUR WAYS
  • 00:52:31.120 --> 00:52:32.120
  • YOU ARE...
  • 00:52:34.220 --> 00:52:37.220
  • OH, YEAH...
  • 00:52:37.220 --> 00:52:40.020
  • YOU SEE WHAT WE CAN'T SEE
  • 00:52:40.020 --> 00:52:42.060
  • YOU KNOW WHAT WE DON'T KNOW
  • 00:52:42.060 --> 00:52:44.270
  • SO, WE TRUST YOU, FATHER
  • 00:52:44.270 --> 00:52:47.130
  • WELL, YOU SEE WHAT WE CAN'T
  • 00:52:50.130 --> 00:52:51.050
  • SEE
  • 00:52:51.050 --> 00:52:52.240
  • AND YOU KNOW WHAT WE DON'T
  • 00:52:52.240 --> 00:52:53.190
  • KNOW,
  • 00:52:53.190 --> 00:52:55.040
  • 'CAUSE YOU'RE A GOOD, GOOD
  • 00:53:00.260 --> 00:53:02.020
  • FATHER
  • 00:53:02.020 --> 00:53:02.170
  • IT'S WHO YOU ARE,
  • 00:53:02.170 --> 00:53:03.150
  • IT'S WHO YOU ARE,
  • 00:53:03.150 --> 00:53:06.100
  • IT'S WHO YOU ARE...
  • 00:53:06.100 --> 00:53:08.150
  • AND I'M LOVED BY YOU
  • 00:53:08.160 --> 00:53:11.160
  • IT'S WHO I AM,
  • 00:53:11.160 --> 00:53:13.200
  • IT'S WHO I AM,
  • 00:53:13.270 --> 00:53:16.270
  • IT'S WHO I AM...
  • 00:53:17.090 --> 00:53:20.090
  • AMEN.
  • 00:53:20.090 --> 00:53:22.210
  • [APPLAUSE, CHEERS]
  • 00:53:22.210 --> 00:53:24.040
  • [MUSIC]
  • 00:53:32.280 --> 00:53:35.240
  • [MUSIC]
  • 00:53:44.140 --> 00:53:47.140
  • YEAH, YOU'RE MY AUTHOR,
  • 00:53:47.180 --> 00:53:50.180
  • MY MAKER,
  • 00:53:50.180 --> 00:53:51.160
  • MY RANSOM,
  • 00:53:51.160 --> 00:53:53.040
  • MY SAVIOR
  • 00:53:53.040 --> 00:53:54.230
  • MY HIDING PLACE
  • 00:53:57.040 --> 00:53:59.140
  • - SEAN CURRAN/LEAD SINGER,
  • 00:53:59.140 --> 00:54:00.060
  • CURRENT SONG: COME ON, THERE'S
  • 00:54:00.060 --> 00:54:00.270
  • YOU'RE MY HELPER,
  • 00:54:02.170 --> 00:54:03.240
  • MY HEALER,
  • 00:54:03.240 --> 00:54:04.220
  • MY BLESSED REDEEMER,
  • 00:54:04.220 --> 00:54:06.030
  • MY ANSWER,
  • 00:54:06.030 --> 00:54:07.240
  • MY SAVIOR--
  • 00:54:07.240 --> 00:54:09.210
  • LISTEN, THERE'S MORE!
  • 00:54:09.210 --> 00:54:11.290
  • THERE'S ALWAYS MORE!
  • 00:54:11.290 --> 00:54:12.200
  • YOU'RE MY HOPE, IN THE
  • 00:54:12.200 --> 00:54:13.270
  • SHADOWS,
  • 00:54:13.270 --> 00:54:15.190
  • MY STRENGTH, IN THE BATTLE,
  • 00:54:16.020 --> 00:54:19.020
  • MY ANCHOR, FOR ALL MY DAYS
  • 00:54:19.190 --> 00:54:22.190
  • YOU ALONE...
  • 00:54:23.170 --> 00:54:26.170
  • YOU STAND BY MY SIDE
  • 00:54:26.170 --> 00:54:27.170
  • AND YOU STOOD IN MY PLACE
  • 00:54:27.170 --> 00:54:30.080
  • JESUS, NO OTHER NAME
  • 00:54:30.240 --> 00:54:33.240
  • NO...
  • 00:54:33.240 --> 00:54:35.260
  • ONLY JESUS,
  • 00:54:35.260 --> 00:54:37.040
  • NO OTHER NAME
  • 00:54:37.290 --> 00:54:40.290
  • YES, YOU ARE WORTHY
  • 00:54:41.110 --> 00:54:44.110
  • YES, YOU ARE
  • 00:54:44.110 --> 00:54:47.040
  • YOU ARE WORTHY OF YOUR NAME
  • 00:54:48.250 --> 00:54:51.250
  • YES, YOU ARE WORTHY
  • 00:54:53.060 --> 00:54:56.060
  • YOU ARE WORTHY OF YOUR NAME
  • 00:54:59.110 --> 00:55:02.130
  • YOU ARE WORTHY
  • 00:55:02.130 --> 00:55:04.250
  • YEAH-EH-EH...
  • 00:55:06.130 --> 00:55:09.130
  • YOU ARE WORTHY OF YOUR NAME
  • 00:55:13.120 --> 00:55:16.120
  • YES, YOU...YOU ARE WORTHY
  • 00:55:16.290 --> 00:55:19.290
  • YOU ARE THE NAME ABOVE ALL
  • 00:55:19.290 --> 00:55:21.200
  • YOU ARE WORTHY OF YOUR NAME
  • 00:55:24.160 --> 00:55:27.160
  • MY JESUS...
  • 00:55:27.160 --> 00:55:30.080
  • YEAH, WHO IS LIKE THE LORD GD
  • 00:55:31.050 --> 00:55:34.050
  • ALMIGHTY?
  • 00:55:36.110 --> 00:55:39.110
  • YEAH, YOU WALK ON WATER,
  • 00:55:39.110 --> 00:55:40.080
  • THE WIND, AND THE WAVES
  • 00:55:40.080 --> 00:55:42.000
  • AND, OH, YOUR NAME
  • 00:55:46.050 --> 00:55:49.050
  • YES, YOU PULLED MY HEART RIGT
  • 00:55:49.050 --> 00:55:49.290
  • OUT OF THAT GRAVE
  • 00:55:49.290 --> 00:55:51.000
  • LIFT YOU ARE HEART TO HIM.
  • 00:55:51.000 --> 00:55:51.280
  • COME ON.
  • 00:55:51.280 --> 00:55:52.120
  • TELL HIM.
  • 00:55:52.120 --> 00:55:53.050
  • YES, YOU ARE WORTHY
  • 00:55:53.050 --> 00:55:55.130
  • YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE
  • 00:55:55.130 --> 00:55:58.130
  • YOU ARE WORTHY OF YOUR NAME
  • 00:55:59.290 --> 00:56:03.010
  • WE TRUST YOU, GOD.
  • 00:56:03.010 --> 00:56:04.100
  • 'CAUSE YOU ARE WORTHY
  • 00:56:04.100 --> 00:56:07.050
  • YOU ARE WHO YOU SAY YOU ARE
  • 00:56:07.050 --> 00:56:08.270
  • YOU ARE WORTHY OF YOUR NAME
  • 00:56:12.180 --> 00:56:15.180
  • LORD JESUS...
  • 00:56:25.220 --> 00:56:28.060
  • YES, YOU ARE WORTHY
  • 00:56:31.290 --> 00:56:34.170
  • I BELIEVE THAT I'M GOIN'...
  • 00:56:34.170 --> 00:56:37.050