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October 8, 2019
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  • DO YOU HAVE THE COURAGE TO BE HEALED?
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  • - SO SHE'S AFRAID TO BE OUTSIDE
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  • AND IN PUBLIC AND IN A CROWD.
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  • SO WE WENT FOR A LONG TIME, ME TRYING TO CONVINCE HER
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  • THAT NOTHING BAD WOULD HAPPEN TO HER IN THE SHOPPING MALL.
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  • WE COULDN'T GET ANYWHERE.
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  • SO I DECIDED TO REVERSE IT
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  • AND I BEGAN TELLING HER ALL THE THINGS,
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  • BAD THINGS THAT COULD HAPPEN TO HER IN HER HOUSE.
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  • James: WHAT A WAY TO GO, MARK!
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  • MARK RUTLAND EXPLAINS
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  • HOW FAITH IS NOT THE ONLY VARIABLE NEEDED FOR HEALING. NEXT!
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  • James: THANK ALL OF YOU.
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  • BETTY, WE HAVE ONE OF
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  • OUR VERY GOOD FRIENDS BACK,
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  • DR. MARK RUTLAND.
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  • A CONFERENCE IN ORLANDO
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  • AND INVITED A GUY
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  • TO COME AND PREACH.
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  • I DON'T EVEN REMEMBER
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  • WHO RECOMMENDED
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  • THAT I INVITE MARK.
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  • I DON'T HAVE A CLUE.
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  • HONESTLY, I DON'T!
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  • Betty: GOD!
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  • James: YEAH!
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  • HE LIMPS UP TO THE PULPIT
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  • BECAUSE HE'S HURT HIS LEG
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  • REAL BAD.
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  • I DON'T REALLY KNOW THIS GUY.
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  • WHO TALKED ME
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  • INTO INVITING THIS GUY
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  • WHO CAN'T EVEN HARDLY WALK?
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  • AND I'M TELLING YOU,
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  • HE HIT IT SO FAR
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  • OUT OF THE PARK THERE IS
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  • NO WAY TO DESCRIBE IT;
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  • I'M TELLING YOU.
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  • AND HE CAN REALLY PREACH.
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  • THEN WE GOT TO BE FRIENDS.
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  • AND HE ACTUALLY BECAME,
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  • I PREACHED AT
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  • DIFFERENT CHURCHES HE WAS IN
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  • BUT HE WENT TO SOUTHEASTERN,
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  • I GUESS IT'S
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  • AN ASSEMBLY OF GOD SCHOOL
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  • IN FLORIDA AND I GO THERE
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  • AND PREACH FOR A WEEK
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  • AND ALL THE ASSEMBLIES
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  • BECAME BAPTISTS; IT WAS
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  • AN AMAZING TRANSFORMATION.
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  • THE AMAZING THING WAS THERE'S
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  • THIS BAPTIST PREACHING DOWN
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  • IN THIS PENTECOSTAL SCHOOL
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  • AND GOD JUST SHOWED UP.
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  • IT WAS AMAZING
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  • HOW CLOSE WE GOT.
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  • YOU ENDED UP BEING
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  • AT ORAL ROBERTS.
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  • BY THE WAY,
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  • I'M JUST TALKING TO HIM
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  • LIKE I'VE INTRODUCED HIM.
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  • THIS IS THE INTRODUCTION
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  • IF YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT IT IS.
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  • I HAVE WATCHED MARK
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  • ON THIS JOURNEY THAT'S
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  • BEEN INCREDIBLE TO WATCH.
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  • YOU ARE GIFTED
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  • IN SO MANY WAYS.
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  • I'M GLAD YOU'RE WITH
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  • JENTEZEN FRANKLIN THERE
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  • IN GAINESVILLE, GEORGIA.
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  • I THINK JENTEZEN
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  • IS ONE OF THE MOST ANOINTED,
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  • I CALL HIM "A YOUNG LEADER."
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  • EVERYBODY IS YOUNG TO ME.
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  • YOU'RE YOUNG AND YOU'RE ONLY
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  • THREE YEARS YOUNGER THAN ME
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  • BUT YOU'RE YOUNG TO ME.
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  • Mark: VERY YOUNG!
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  • James: THAT'S IT.
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  • BUT HERE'S THE DEAL.
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  • YOU'VE BEEN REALLY GIFTED
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  • BY GOD.
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  • I'M GLAD THAT YOU
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  • REALLY BLESSED ORU,
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  • YOU'VE BLESSED
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  • EVERY PLACE YOU'VE BEEN.
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  • YOU'RE BEING A BLESSING
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  • THERE WHERE JENTEZEN IS.
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  • BY THE WAY,
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  • JENTEZEN, LOVE YOU,
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  • AND ALL THE FAMILY
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  • AND YOUR WHOLE CHURCH FAMILY.
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  • THIS BOOK,
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  • COURAGE TO BE HEALED .
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  • YOU KNOW WHEN
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  • YOU'VE BEEN PRESIDENT OF
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  • ORAL ROBERTS UNIVERSITY,
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  • WE DRAW
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  • A PRETTY QUICK ASSUMPTION;
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  • LIKE A WHOLE LOT OF HEALING
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  • NEEDS TO BE TAKING PLACE.
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  • AND YET, I REALLY KNOW
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  • THE DEPTH OF WHAT'S HERE
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  • IS SO MUCH BIGGER THAN WHAT
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  • PEOPLE MIGHT JUST THINK
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  • WHEN THEY SEE THAT WORD.
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  • I WANT YOU TO REALLY
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  • CUT TO THE CHASE
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  • BECAUSE I THINK GOD
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  • HAS GIVEN YOU SOMETHING.
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  • I DON'T EVER KNOW OF ANYTHING
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  • I'VE EVER HEARD YOU DO THAT
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  • I DIDN'T THINK GOD GAVE YOU
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  • THAT WAS SPECIAL.
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  • I THINK YOU'RE PRETTY EXCITED
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  • Mark: I AM, JAMES.
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  • THANK YOU!
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  • IT'S WONDERFUL TO BE BACK
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  • WE HAVE REALLY TRAVELED
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  • SOME CONTINENTS TOGETHER,
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  • ASIA, CHINA, THAILAND.
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  • WE'VE BEEN ALL OVER THE WORLD.
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  • James: AND WE'RE DOING
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  • RESCUING LIFE RIGHT NOW.
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  • YOU PROBABLY
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  • WERE THE FIRST PERSON,
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  • WE WENT WITH YOU TO THAILAND
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  • AND YOU SHOWED US
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  • WHERE THE PREDATORS GO
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  • AND GET THESE LITTLE CHILDREN.
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  • WE COULD NOT BELIEVE IT.
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  • AND THEN WE SAW
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  • WHAT YOU WERE DOING
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  • AT HOUSE OF GRACE.
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  • AND WE SAW THESE BEAUTIFUL,
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  • RADIANT PEOPLE THAT YOU
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  • HAD DEPOSITED JESUS IN.
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  • YOU INSPIRED US
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  • TO START PUTTING ARMS...
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  • SO THANK YOU FOR SHOWING US
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  • WHAT WE'RE ACTUALLY
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  • EVEN ENCOURAGING PEOPLE
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  • TO SUPPORT RIGHT NOW.
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  • WOULD YOU TELL OUR VIEWERS,
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  • IS IT EFFECTIVE TO RESCUE
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  • THESE TRAFFICKED ONES
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  • AND GET THEM ON A NEW PATH?
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  • AND IS IT A MIRACULOUS THING
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  • TO SEE?
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  • Mark: WELL, IT IS EFFECTIVE.
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  • IF IT DIDN'T WORK,
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  • WE WOULDN'T KEEP DOING IT.
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  • AND IT IS EFFECTIVE.
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  • IT IS MIRACULOUS.
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  • THE DAMAGE THAT'S DONE,
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  • IN FACT, IT TIES TO THIS BOOK,
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  • THE DAMAGE THAT'S BEEN DONE
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  • IN PEOPLE'S LIVES
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  • THROUGH THE PREDATORY ACTIONS
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  • OF OTHERS
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  • IS HIGHLY DESTRUCTIVE.
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  • AND IT IS MIRACULOUS
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  • FOR THEM TO BE HEALED.
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  • AND IT IS, BEYOND ALL THAT,
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  • IT IS ABSOLUTELY NECESSARY!
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  • IT'S ABSOLUTELY NECESSARY!
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  • James: AND GRACE WORKS!
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  • AND WHEN YOU SUPPORT THAT,
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  • CALLED IT THE HOUSE OF GRACE,
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  • WE CALL IT
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  • THE HOUSE OF DESTINY,
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  • IT IS A BEAUTIFUL THING.
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  • TELL US WHY GOD PUT THIS,
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  • I BELIEVE SO FIRMLY
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  • ON YOUR HEART.
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  • Mark: YEAH,
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  • I WAITED 15 YEARS
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  • TO WRITE THIS BOOK.
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  • I JUST KEPT COMPILING
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  • RESEARCH AND DEALING WITH IT
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  • AND WORKING WITH IT.
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  • AND WROTE FOUR OTHER BOOKS
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  • IN THE MEANTIME,
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  • I JUST KEPT HAVING THESE
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  • NOTES PILE UP ON MY DESK.
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  • AND FINALLY,
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  • IT BECAME INESCAPABLE,
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  • I COULDN'T GET AWAY FROM IT.
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  • THE HEALING THAT
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  • I'M TALKING ABOUT HERE,
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  • EVERYBODY, WHEN YOU SAY
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  • THE WORD HEALING , OBVIOUSLY
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  • THERE IS PHYSICAL HEALING.
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  • I BELIEVE IN IT.
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  • I PRAY FOR IT.
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  • AND IT IS A MIRACLE
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  • WHEN PEOPLE RECEIVE IT.
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  • BUT WHAT I'M DEALING WITH
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  • IN THIS BOOK IS INNER HEALING,
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  • HEALING OF DAMAGED EMOTIONS.
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  • I BELIEVE THAT THERE ARE
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  • MANY PEOPLE, CHRISTIANS,
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  • SOMETHING HAUNTS THEM,
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  • NAGS AT THEM,
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  • CHEWS AT THEM INSIDE
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  • AND THEY BECOME TOXIC PEOPLE.
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  • I'M NOT SAYING
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  • THEY'RE NOT CHRISTIANS.
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  • THEY'RE BORN AGAIN.
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  • IF THEY WERE TO DIE RIGHT NOW
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  • THEY WOULD GO TO HEAVEN
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  • BUT THE SOONER THE BETTER.
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  • THEY'RE JUST SO...
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  • James: THAT'S THEIR
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  • POINT OF VIEW, ACTUALLY;
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  • I WANT OUT OF HERE.
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  • Mark: THEY'RE JUST
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  • SO ANGRY AND HURTFUL.
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  • THEIR CHURCHES ARE MESSED UP.
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  • THEIR FAMILIES ARE MESSED UP.
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  • AND I JUST BEGAN TO SAY,
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  • WHAT IS THE VARIABLE?
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  • FAITH IS A VARIABLE
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  • IN ALL HEALING --
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  • I KNOW THAT.
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  • BUT I'M CONVINCED
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  • THAT WITH INNER HEALING,
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  • WITH THE HEALING
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  • OF EMOTIONAL DAMAGE,
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  • THE GREATER VARIABLE
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  • IS NOT FAITH, IT IS COURAGE
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  • BECAUSE IT TAKES
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  • TREMENDOUS COURAGE
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  • TO LOOK IN THAT MIRROR
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  • AND SEE THIS IS ME.
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  • THIS IS WHAT
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  • I HAVE TO DEAL WITH IT.
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  • THAT'S WHY I WROTE THE BOOK.
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  • TO BE DEALT WITH BY SOME
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  • SUPERNATURAL HEALING FORCE
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  • TO THE POINT THAT A LOT
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  • OF PEOPLE DESPAIR OF LIFE.
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  • THEY ACTUALLY
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  • DON'T WANT TO LIVE
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  • AND A LOT OF THEM
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  • ARE NOT ONLY CHRISTIANS,
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  • THEY'RE CHURCH LEADERS.
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  • SUICIDE RATE
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  • IS VERY HIGH AMONG PASTORS.
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  • AND YOU'RE SAYING THAT
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  • IT'S IN THE MILITARY BASES
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  • RIGHT NOW
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  • IN ASTOUNDING NUMBERS,
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  • AND IT ISN'T JUST NECESSARILY
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  • THE ONES THAT COME BACK
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  • FROM THE BATTLE,
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  • IT IS THOSE
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  • WHO ARE JUST ON THE BASE.
  • 00:06:28.020 --> 00:06:29.070
  • GIVE US ONE
  • 00:06:29.070 --> 00:06:30.160
  • OF THE RECENT ILLUSTRATIONS.
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  • Mark: ONE AIR BASE
  • 00:06:31.200 --> 00:06:32.270
  • THEY RECENTLY HAD
  • 00:06:34.030 --> 00:06:35.100
  • TO SHUT DOWN OPERATIONS.
  • 00:06:35.100 --> 00:06:36.170
  • THEY'RE NOT TAKING OFF
  • 00:06:36.170 --> 00:06:37.260
  • ANY MORE PLANES RIGHT NOW --
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  • I'M NOT TALKING ABOUT
  • 00:06:40.130 --> 00:06:41.180
  • SOME CIVIL AIR PATROL.
  • 00:06:41.180 --> 00:06:43.010
  • THEY HAD TO SHUT DOWN
  • 00:06:43.010 --> 00:06:44.140
  • OPERATIONS BECAUSE OF
  • 00:06:44.140 --> 00:06:45.220
  • THE PERCENTAGE OF SUICIDES
  • 00:06:46.010 --> 00:06:49.010
  • AMONG THE AIRMEN HAS
  • 00:06:49.010 --> 00:06:50.090
  • ESCALATED TO A LEVEL WHERE --
  • 00:06:50.090 --> 00:06:51.220
  • IT IS A LEVEL OF DANGER AND
  • 00:06:51.220 --> 00:06:54.170
  • THEY'VE HAD TO SHUT IT DOWN.
  • 00:06:54.170 --> 00:06:56.010
  • IT IS THE SAME EVERYWHERE.
  • 00:06:56.010 --> 00:06:57.190
  • IT IS NOT JUST SUICIDE EITHER.
  • 00:06:57.190 --> 00:06:58.290
  • IT IS NOT JUST THE PEOPLE
  • 00:06:58.290 --> 00:07:00.110
  • WHO THEMSELVES
  • 00:07:00.110 --> 00:07:01.230
  • DESPAIR OF LIFE,
  • 00:07:01.230 --> 00:07:03.000
  • IT'S THE PEOPLE AROUND THEM
  • 00:07:03.000 --> 00:07:05.000
  • WHO ARE JUST BURNED
  • 00:07:05.000 --> 00:07:06.190
  • ALL THE TIME
  • 00:07:06.190 --> 00:07:07.250
  • WITH THE TOXICITY,
  • 00:07:07.250 --> 00:07:09.000
  • THE ANGER, THE BITTERNESS,
  • 00:07:09.000 --> 00:07:10.100
  • THE RESENTMENT.
  • 00:07:10.100 --> 00:07:11.150
  • IT JUST FLOWS OUT OF THEM
  • 00:07:11.150 --> 00:07:12.280
  • UNTIL EVERYBODY AROUND THEM
  • 00:07:12.280 --> 00:07:14.070
  • GETS BURNED UP.
  • 00:07:14.070 --> 00:07:15.170
  • James: DO YOU HAVE
  • 00:07:15.170 --> 00:07:16.230
  • AN EXPLANATION
  • 00:07:16.230 --> 00:07:18.010
  • FOR WHY THE INTENSITY
  • 00:07:18.010 --> 00:07:19.100
  • OR THE INCREASING AMOUNT
  • 00:07:19.100 --> 00:07:20.180
  • OF THAT PREDICAMENT?
  • 00:07:20.180 --> 00:07:22.210
  • Mark: I THINK A PART OF IT IS
  • 00:07:22.210 --> 00:07:25.090
  • THE DETERMINATION
  • 00:07:25.090 --> 00:07:27.030
  • TO COVER IT OVER,
  • 00:07:27.030 --> 00:07:28.090
  • TO PLASTER OVER THE CRACKS
  • 00:07:28.090 --> 00:07:30.000
  • WITH AN OUTWARD APPEARANCE
  • 00:07:30.000 --> 00:07:31.220
  • OF SUCCESS.
  • 00:07:31.220 --> 00:07:33.090
  • SO IT MAKES US
  • 00:07:33.090 --> 00:07:34.160
  • MORE AND MORE DRIVEN,
  • 00:07:34.160 --> 00:07:35.250
  • MORE AND MORE COMPELLED,
  • 00:07:35.250 --> 00:07:37.120
  • CONSTANTLY TRYING.
  • 00:07:37.120 --> 00:07:39.100
  • I PUT IT LIKE THIS,
  • 00:07:39.100 --> 00:07:40.280
  • IF YOU MAKE YOUR LIFE
  • 00:07:40.280 --> 00:07:42.120
  • LIKE A BALLOON,
  • 00:07:42.120 --> 00:07:43.200
  • YOU JUST KEEP INCREASING
  • 00:07:43.200 --> 00:07:45.000
  • THE SURFACE AREA
  • 00:07:45.000 --> 00:07:46.080
  • SO THAT ALL OF THAT
  • 00:07:46.080 --> 00:07:47.160
  • THAT YOU DO, ACCOMPLISH,
  • 00:07:47.160 --> 00:07:49.070
  • LEARN, EARN,
  • 00:07:49.070 --> 00:07:50.190
  • IS ALL ON THE SURFACE.
  • 00:07:50.190 --> 00:07:52.030
  • YOU'RE INCREASING
  • 00:07:52.030 --> 00:07:53.170
  • THE SURFACE AREA BUT INSIDE,
  • 00:07:53.170 --> 00:07:54.260
  • THIS EMPTINESS IS THERE
  • 00:07:54.260 --> 00:07:57.110
  • AND THE EXPLOSION
  • 00:07:57.110 --> 00:07:58.210
  • IS GOING TO COME.
  • 00:07:58.210 --> 00:08:00.050
  • IF ONE CAN GET
  • 00:08:00.050 --> 00:08:02.070
  • COURAGEOUS ENOUGH TO SAY
  • 00:08:02.070 --> 00:08:04.100
  • I HAVE TO HAVE HELP --
  • 00:08:04.100 --> 00:08:06.140
  • I HAVE TO HAVE HELP.
  • 00:08:06.140 --> 00:08:07.290
  • THE WHOLE POINT OF THE BOOK
  • 00:08:07.290 --> 00:08:09.060
  • IS BASED ON THE MAN LOWERED
  • 00:08:09.060 --> 00:08:10.230
  • THROUGH THE ROOFTOP.
  • 00:08:10.230 --> 00:08:12.040
  • James: ISN'T THAT WHAT'S
  • 00:08:12.040 --> 00:08:13.140
  • ILLUSTRATED RIGHT HERE?
  • 00:08:13.140 --> 00:08:14.200
  • Mark: THAT'S
  • 00:08:14.200 --> 00:08:15.280
  • WHAT'S ON THE COVER.
  • 00:08:15.280 --> 00:08:17.050
  • James: IF YOU COULD
  • 00:08:17.050 --> 00:08:18.090
  • REALLY SEE THIS,
  • 00:08:18.090 --> 00:08:19.170
  • I'M LOOKING AT IT GRAPHICALLY
  • 00:08:19.170 --> 00:08:20.230
  • AND MY MIND RACES
  • 00:08:20.230 --> 00:08:22.030
  • THROUGH THE SCRIPTURE
  • 00:08:22.030 --> 00:08:23.130
  • OF THEM LOWERING THIS CRIPPLE
  • 00:08:23.130 --> 00:08:24.260
  • DOWN THROUGH THE ROOF
  • 00:08:24.260 --> 00:08:26.080
  • TO GET CLOSE TO JESUS.
  • 00:08:26.080 --> 00:08:27.190
  • AND I REALLY WISH
  • 00:08:27.190 --> 00:08:29.010
  • YOU COULD GRAB THAT
  • 00:08:29.010 --> 00:08:30.120
  • WHEREVER YOU ARE
  • 00:08:30.120 --> 00:08:31.200
  • WITH THAT EXPANDING PAIN
  • 00:08:31.200 --> 00:08:32.280
  • OR WHATEVER IT IS,
  • 00:08:32.280 --> 00:08:34.090
  • THIS EXPLOSIVE
  • 00:08:34.090 --> 00:08:35.180
  • OR THIS DEPRESSION
  • 00:08:35.180 --> 00:08:36.270
  • OR JUST WANT TO HIDE.
  • 00:08:36.270 --> 00:08:38.100
  • THIS IS HAPPENING TO PASTORS,
  • 00:08:38.100 --> 00:08:39.190
  • TO PREACHERS, TO LEADERS.
  • 00:08:39.190 --> 00:08:41.060
  • I WAS SO DEFEATED
  • 00:08:41.060 --> 00:08:42.200
  • WHEN I WAS AT
  • 00:08:42.200 --> 00:08:44.060
  • THAT I DESPAIRED OF LIFE
  • 00:08:45.180 --> 00:08:46.290
  • AND I ACTUALLY SAID,
  • 00:08:46.290 --> 00:08:48.110
  • "BETTY, WHY DON'T YOU
  • 00:08:48.110 --> 00:08:49.220
  • JUST PRAY I DIE IN MY SLEEP."
  • 00:08:49.220 --> 00:08:51.010
  • SO THIS IS WHAT'S BUILDING.
  • 00:08:52.100 --> 00:08:53.130
  • SO I'M AN EXAMPLE
  • 00:08:53.130 --> 00:08:54.240
  • OF WHAT IS THERE
  • 00:08:54.240 --> 00:08:56.080
  • AND I WAS IN THE MINISTRY
  • 00:08:56.080 --> 00:08:57.180
  • THAT YOU WOULD CALLED VERY
  • 00:08:57.180 --> 00:08:58.290
  • BLESSED AND VERY SUCCESSFUL.
  • 00:08:58.290 --> 00:09:00.140
  • BUT I WAS BEING TORMENTED.
  • 00:09:00.140 --> 00:09:01.210
  • YOU ALSO!
  • 00:09:01.210 --> 00:09:03.020
  • YOU TRIED TO TAKE
  • 00:09:03.020 --> 00:09:04.120
  • YOUR OWN LIFE WHILE YOU WERE
  • 00:09:04.120 --> 00:09:05.220
  • A MINISTER, THE GUN FAILED.
  • 00:09:05.220 --> 00:09:07.010
  • Mark: I WAS
  • 00:09:07.010 --> 00:09:08.080
  • A METHODIST PREACHER
  • 00:09:08.080 --> 00:09:09.130
  • AND ATTEMPTED SUICIDE.
  • 00:09:09.130 --> 00:09:10.250
  • I JUST BECAME CONVINCED
  • 00:09:10.250 --> 00:09:12.050
  • THAT PEOPLE CAN'T GET FREE
  • 00:09:12.050 --> 00:09:13.150
  • BECAUSE THEY WON'T GET HONEST.
  • 00:09:13.150 --> 00:09:15.000
  • James: AND THIS GUY
  • 00:09:15.000 --> 00:09:16.100
  • HAD TO GET COURAGEOUS ENOUGH
  • 00:09:16.100 --> 00:09:17.160
  • TO SAY, "PUT ME DOWN THERE."
  • 00:09:17.160 --> 00:09:18.260
  • HE MADE A DECISION
  • 00:09:18.260 --> 00:09:20.070
  • IS WHAT YOU'RE SAYING, RIGHT?
  • 00:09:20.070 --> 00:09:21.160
  • Mark: THINK ABOUT THE RISK.
  • 00:09:21.160 --> 00:09:22.200
  • YOU THINK ABOUT THE RISK.
  • 00:09:22.200 --> 00:09:23.230
  • WHAT IF THEY DROPPED HIM?
  • 00:09:23.230 --> 00:09:25.010
  • WHAT IF JESUS REJECTS HIM?
  • 00:09:25.010 --> 00:09:27.210
  • WE KNOW HOW
  • 00:09:27.210 --> 00:09:29.010
  • LUKE FIVE COMES OUT
  • 00:09:29.010 --> 00:09:30.140
  • BUT HE DIDN'T.
  • 00:09:30.140 --> 00:09:31.230
  • WHAT IF JESUS SAYS,
  • 00:09:31.230 --> 00:09:33.010
  • FURTHERMORE,
  • 00:09:34.130 --> 00:09:37.130
  • THE CHARACTER OF THE AUDIENCE
  • 00:09:37.130 --> 00:09:39.030
  • THAT'S THERE IS DESCRIBED
  • 00:09:39.030 --> 00:09:40.130
  • AS DOCTORS OF THE LAW.
  • 00:09:41.220 --> 00:09:43.040
  • THERE IS A FASCINATING WORD
  • 00:09:43.040 --> 00:09:45.120
  • WHICH I'VE READ THAT PASSAGE
  • 00:09:45.120 --> 00:09:46.190
  • ALL MY LIFE AND I MISSED IT,
  • 00:09:46.190 --> 00:09:48.280
  • I'M EMBARRASSED TO SAY.
  • 00:09:48.280 --> 00:09:50.060
  • IT SAYS,
  • 00:09:50.060 --> 00:09:51.150
  • "AND THE POWER OF GOD
  • 00:09:51.150 --> 00:09:52.210
  • WAS PRESENT TO HEAL THEM."
  • 00:09:53.060 --> 00:09:56.060
  • IT DOESN'T SAY "THE POWER
  • 00:09:56.060 --> 00:09:57.160
  • OF GOD WAS PRESENT TO HEAL."
  • 00:09:57.160 --> 00:09:59.000
  • "THE POWER OF GOD WAS PRESENT
  • 00:09:59.000 --> 00:10:00.110
  • TO HEAL THEM"
  • 00:10:00.110 --> 00:10:01.250
  • BUT NONE OF THEM GOT HEALED
  • 00:10:01.250 --> 00:10:04.200
  • BECAUSE THEY DIDN'T HAVE
  • 00:10:04.200 --> 00:10:06.010
  • THE COURAGE TO OVERCOME
  • 00:10:06.010 --> 00:10:07.060
  • THIS LEGALISTIC PREDILECTIONS
  • 00:10:07.060 --> 00:10:09.020
  • AND COME INTO THE PRESENCE
  • 00:10:09.020 --> 00:10:10.120
  • OF JESUS FOR HEALING,
  • 00:10:10.120 --> 00:10:11.250
  • THEY WERE JUST THERE TO PROVE
  • 00:10:11.250 --> 00:10:13.080
  • HOW WONDERFUL THEY WERE
  • 00:10:13.080 --> 00:10:14.230
  • AS DOCTORS OF THE LAW.
  • 00:10:14.230 --> 00:10:16.010
  • THIS GUY WAS DETERMINED,
  • 00:10:17.160 --> 00:10:18.230
  • THAT IS THAT COURAGE, BUT
  • 00:10:18.230 --> 00:10:20.040
  • THAT GROUP THAT HELPED HIM
  • 00:10:20.040 --> 00:10:21.120
  • WAS DETERMINED.
  • 00:10:21.120 --> 00:10:22.180
  • THERE'S -- TO ME,
  • 00:10:22.180 --> 00:10:23.240
  • ALL THE PEOPLE PRAYING FOR US,
  • 00:10:25.110 --> 00:10:26.180
  • ALL THE PEOPLE WHO SUPPORT US,
  • 00:10:26.180 --> 00:10:27.270
  • WE'RE DETERMINED
  • 00:10:27.270 --> 00:10:29.080
  • TO TRY TO GET PEOPLE
  • 00:10:29.080 --> 00:10:30.150
  • TO THIS HEALING FORCE.
  • 00:10:30.150 --> 00:10:31.210
  • YOU TALK ABOUT,
  • 00:10:31.210 --> 00:10:32.270
  • YOU CALL IT "FIVE TOXINS"
  • 00:10:32.270 --> 00:10:34.270
  • THAT YOU THINK
  • 00:10:34.270 --> 00:10:36.030
  • NEED TO BE DEALT WITH.
  • 00:10:36.030 --> 00:10:37.180
  • WOULD YOU COVER
  • 00:10:37.180 --> 00:10:38.230
  • SOME OF THOSE?
  • 00:10:38.230 --> 00:10:39.280
  • Mark: SHAME, UNFORGIVENESS,
  • 00:10:39.280 --> 00:10:41.030
  • CONDEMNATION,
  • 00:10:41.030 --> 00:10:42.080
  • REJECTION AND FEAR.
  • 00:10:42.080 --> 00:10:43.130
  • James: SAY THEM AGAIN.
  • 00:10:43.130 --> 00:10:44.180
  • Mark: SHAME, UNFORGIVENESS,
  • 00:10:44.180 --> 00:10:45.230
  • CONDEMNATION,
  • 00:10:45.230 --> 00:10:47.010
  • REJECTION, AND FEAR.
  • 00:10:47.010 --> 00:10:49.060
  • SO I BELIEVE THAT BASICALLY
  • 00:10:49.060 --> 00:10:51.270
  • EVERY TOXIC FLOW IN OUR LIFE
  • 00:10:51.270 --> 00:10:53.190
  • COMES FROM ONE OF THOSE FIVE.
  • 00:10:53.250 --> 00:10:56.250
  • I COUNSELLED WITH A WOMAN
  • 00:10:56.250 --> 00:10:59.030
  • OF THIS WONDERFUL
  • 00:11:01.240 --> 00:11:03.040
  • OLDER BROTHER
  • 00:11:03.040 --> 00:11:04.180
  • WHO WAS JUST WONDERFUL.
  • 00:11:04.180 --> 00:11:05.240
  • HE CARED FOR HER.
  • 00:11:05.240 --> 00:11:06.290
  • SHE JUST KEPT TELLING ME
  • 00:11:08.090 --> 00:11:09.130
  • THAT HE WAS HER HERO
  • 00:11:09.130 --> 00:11:10.190
  • IN HER LIFE.
  • 00:11:10.190 --> 00:11:11.230
  • IT WAS THIS ALMOST
  • 00:11:11.230 --> 00:11:12.260
  • SUPERNATURAL GUY.
  • 00:11:12.260 --> 00:11:14.010
  • I SAID,
  • 00:11:14.010 --> 00:11:15.070
  • "I'D LOVE TO MEET HIM!"
  • 00:11:15.070 --> 00:11:16.110
  • SHE SAID, "WELL,
  • 00:11:16.110 --> 00:11:17.190
  • I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHERE HE IS.
  • 00:11:17.190 --> 00:11:18.280
  • I HAVEN'T SEEN HIM
  • 00:11:18.280 --> 00:11:20.060
  • IN 25 YEARS."
  • 00:11:20.060 --> 00:11:21.090
  • WELL,
  • 00:11:21.090 --> 00:11:22.170
  • YOU SENSE SOMETHING IS WRONG.
  • 00:11:22.170 --> 00:11:23.210
  • SO I BEGAN TO PRESS IN,
  • 00:11:23.210 --> 00:11:24.210
  • PRESS IN.
  • 00:11:24.210 --> 00:11:26.020
  • FINALLY,
  • 00:11:26.020 --> 00:11:27.060
  • SHE FOUND THE COURAGE,
  • 00:11:27.060 --> 00:11:28.100
  • AND GOD BLESS HER FOR IT,
  • 00:11:28.100 --> 00:11:29.140
  • TO ADMIT
  • 00:11:29.140 --> 00:11:30.200
  • HE WASN'T THAT AT ALL.
  • 00:11:30.200 --> 00:11:31.270
  • WHEN SHE WAS NINE
  • 00:11:31.270 --> 00:11:33.020
  • HE WAS IN HIGH SCHOOL.
  • 00:11:33.020 --> 00:11:34.060
  • THE MOTHER WORKED LATE
  • 00:11:34.060 --> 00:11:35.070
  • AT NIGHT.
  • 00:11:35.070 --> 00:11:36.090
  • HE WOULD BRING
  • 00:11:36.090 --> 00:11:37.130
  • HIS HIGH SCHOOL FRIENDS HOME
  • 00:11:37.130 --> 00:11:38.160
  • AND THEY WOULD PAY HIM FOR
  • 00:11:38.160 --> 00:11:39.180
  • THIS LITTLE NINE-YEAR OLD GIRL
  • 00:11:39.180 --> 00:11:40.210
  • TO PERFORM ORAL SEX ON THEM.
  • 00:11:40.210 --> 00:11:41.280
  • HE PIMPED HER OUT
  • 00:11:41.280 --> 00:11:43.080
  • WHEN SHE WAS NINE YEARS OLD.
  • 00:11:43.080 --> 00:11:45.070
  • BUT THE SHAME OF THAT
  • 00:11:45.070 --> 00:11:47.000
  • WAS SO HORRIBLE TO HER
  • 00:11:47.000 --> 00:11:48.230
  • THAT SHE BURIED IT
  • 00:11:48.230 --> 00:11:50.070
  • AND CREATED
  • 00:11:50.070 --> 00:11:51.140
  • THIS SURFACE NARRATIVE
  • 00:11:51.140 --> 00:11:52.260
  • WHICH NOW LEFT HER,
  • 00:11:52.260 --> 00:11:55.230
  • SHE WAS OBESE,
  • 00:11:55.230 --> 00:11:57.130
  • SHE WAS REJECTED,
  • 00:11:57.130 --> 00:11:58.130
  • SHE WAS IN
  • 00:11:58.130 --> 00:11:59.200
  • HER SECOND MARRIAGE.
  • 00:11:59.200 --> 00:12:00.250
  • HER LIFE WAS
  • 00:12:00.250 --> 00:12:02.040
  • A COMPLETE CATASTROPHE.
  • 00:12:02.040 --> 00:12:03.100
  • BUT THE TURNING POINT
  • 00:12:03.100 --> 00:12:04.230
  • IN HER LIFE CAME
  • 00:12:04.230 --> 00:12:06.020
  • WHEN SHE FOUND
  • 00:12:06.020 --> 00:12:07.070
  • THE COURAGE TO SAY,
  • 00:12:07.070 --> 00:12:08.160
  • "MY BROTHER PIMPED ME OUT."
  • 00:12:08.160 --> 00:12:11.120
  • I'LL JUST SAY IT RIGHT ON TV,
  • 00:12:11.120 --> 00:12:13.220
  • THAT TAKES GUTS --
  • 00:12:13.220 --> 00:12:16.050
  • THAT TAKES GUTS TO DO THAT.
  • 00:12:16.050 --> 00:12:18.030
  • I ADMIRED HER.
  • 00:12:18.030 --> 00:12:19.170
  • SHE SAID, "I GUESS
  • 00:12:19.170 --> 00:12:21.010
  • YOU THINK I'M HORRIBLE."
  • 00:12:21.010 --> 00:12:22.040
  • I SAID, "NO, MA'AM!
  • 00:12:22.040 --> 00:12:23.110
  • I'VE NEVER ADMIRED ANYBODY
  • 00:12:23.110 --> 00:12:24.170
  • MORE IN MY WHOLE LIFE
  • 00:12:24.170 --> 00:12:25.240
  • THAN I ADMIRE YOU
  • 00:12:25.240 --> 00:12:27.010
  • RIGHT THIS MINUTE
  • 00:12:27.010 --> 00:12:28.070
  • BECAUSE YOU HAD THE COURAGE."
  • 00:12:28.070 --> 00:12:29.120
  • SHAME, UNFORGIVENESS,
  • 00:12:29.120 --> 00:12:30.200
  • CONDEMNATION IS A HUGE ONE.
  • 00:12:32.150 --> 00:12:35.080
  • CONDEMNATION RESTS -- THIS
  • 00:12:35.080 --> 00:12:37.010
  • MAY SURPRISE YOU A LITTLE.
  • 00:12:37.010 --> 00:12:38.160
  • CONDEMNATION RESTS
  • 00:12:38.160 --> 00:12:39.240
  • OF IDOLATRY.
  • 00:12:41.000 --> 00:12:42.070
  • IT SEEMS LIKE AN ODD THING.
  • 00:12:42.070 --> 00:12:43.180
  • BUT HERE IT IS.
  • 00:12:43.180 --> 00:12:44.230
  • DO YOU EVER HEAR
  • 00:12:44.230 --> 00:12:45.290
  • PEOPLE SAY THIS?
  • 00:12:45.290 --> 00:12:47.080
  • "I KNOW GOD HAS FORGIVEN ME
  • 00:12:47.080 --> 00:12:48.190
  • BUT I CAN'T FORGIVE MYSELF."
  • 00:12:48.190 --> 00:12:49.250
  • THAT IS ACTUALLY
  • 00:12:49.250 --> 00:12:51.060
  • AN IDOLATROUS STATEMENT.
  • 00:12:51.060 --> 00:12:54.000
  • WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?
  • 00:12:54.000 --> 00:12:56.180
  • GOD HAS FORGIVEN YOU
  • 00:12:56.180 --> 00:12:57.260
  • BUT YOU ARE
  • 00:12:57.260 --> 00:12:59.010
  • A MORE RIGHTEOUS JUDGE
  • 00:12:59.010 --> 00:13:00.070
  • THAN GOD ALMIGHTY?
  • 00:13:00.070 --> 00:13:01.210
  • SO WHAT IS THE CURE
  • 00:13:01.210 --> 00:13:03.140
  • IF CONDEMNATION RESTS
  • 00:13:03.140 --> 00:13:04.220
  • IN IDOLATRY,
  • 00:13:04.220 --> 00:13:05.250
  • WHAT'S THE CURE?
  • 00:13:05.250 --> 00:13:07.030
  • IT IS WORSHIP.
  • 00:13:07.030 --> 00:13:09.040
  • WORSHIP IS THE THERAPY THAT
  • 00:13:09.040 --> 00:13:11.070
  • HEALS US OF SELF-IDOLATRY;
  • 00:13:11.070 --> 00:13:14.010
  • WHEN WE GET OUR EYES
  • 00:13:14.010 --> 00:13:15.050
  • OFF OF OURSELF AND ON
  • 00:13:15.050 --> 00:13:16.090
  • TO THE MAGNIFICENCE OF GOD.
  • 00:13:16.090 --> 00:13:18.040
  • I'M NOT JUST TALKING ABOUT
  • 00:13:18.040 --> 00:13:19.050
  • THE WAY YOU JUMP UP AND DOWN
  • 00:13:19.050 --> 00:13:20.080
  • IN CHURCH.
  • 00:13:20.080 --> 00:13:21.130
  • I'M TALKING ABOUT ADORATION,
  • 00:13:21.130 --> 00:13:22.190
  • TO WORSHIP GOD.
  • 00:13:22.190 --> 00:13:24.170
  • WE REMOVE THAT SELF
  • 00:13:24.170 --> 00:13:27.040
  • OFF OF THE THRONE,
  • 00:13:27.040 --> 00:13:28.120
  • MOVE GOD ONTO THE THRONE
  • 00:13:28.120 --> 00:13:29.230
  • AND BEGIN TO WORSHIP HIM
  • 00:13:29.230 --> 00:13:31.090
  • THEN I CAN ACCEPT
  • 00:13:31.090 --> 00:13:32.250
  • HIS JUDGMENT ON MY LIFE.
  • 00:13:32.250 --> 00:13:34.100
  • HE SAYS, "THERE IS THEREFORE,
  • 00:13:34.100 --> 00:13:35.290
  • NOW NO CONDEMNATION."
  • 00:13:35.290 --> 00:13:37.150
  • BUT AS LONG
  • 00:13:37.150 --> 00:13:38.290
  • AS I'M JUDGING MYSELF
  • 00:13:38.290 --> 00:13:40.130
  • I IMPOSE CONDEMNATION ON ME.
  • 00:13:40.130 --> 00:13:43.030
  • Betty: DON'T YOU THINK THAT
  • 00:13:43.030 --> 00:13:45.020
  • IT IS HARDER FOR US
  • 00:13:46.180 --> 00:13:48.120
  • TO GRAB HOLD OF THAT COURAGE?
  • 00:13:48.120 --> 00:13:50.080
  • BECAUSE AS CHRISTIANS
  • 00:13:50.080 --> 00:13:51.190
  • WE'RE SUPPOSED TO ALREADY,
  • 00:13:51.190 --> 00:13:52.250
  • FROM WHAT SOMETIMES
  • 00:13:54.040 --> 00:13:55.090
  • THE CHURCH SAYS,
  • 00:13:55.090 --> 00:13:56.130
  • HAVE IT ALL TOGETHER
  • 00:13:56.130 --> 00:13:57.200
  • AND NOT TALK ABOUT
  • 00:13:57.200 --> 00:13:58.230
  • THOSE THINGS IN THE PAST
  • 00:13:58.230 --> 00:13:59.260
  • OR THINGS THAT ARE
  • 00:13:59.260 --> 00:14:01.050
  • EATING YOU UP ON THE INSIDE?
  • 00:14:01.050 --> 00:14:02.110
  • I WAS FULL OF FEAR
  • 00:14:02.110 --> 00:14:03.200
  • AS A YOUNG CHRISTIAN.
  • 00:14:03.200 --> 00:14:05.000
  • I WAS INTIMIDATED.
  • 00:14:05.000 --> 00:14:06.070
  • I DIDN'T THINK MUCH OF MYSELF
  • 00:14:06.070 --> 00:14:07.240
  • UNTIL I REALLY
  • 00:14:07.240 --> 00:14:09.140
  • OPENED MY HEART UP TO GOD
  • 00:14:09.140 --> 00:14:11.170
  • TO SHOW ME
  • 00:14:11.170 --> 00:14:13.000
  • WHO HE THOUGHT I WAS
  • 00:14:13.000 --> 00:14:14.050
  • AND WHO HE BELIEVED I WAS.
  • 00:14:14.050 --> 00:14:15.110
  • BUT WE KIND OF SUPPRESS IT
  • 00:14:15.110 --> 00:14:17.150
  • BECAUSE LIKE YOU SAID,
  • 00:14:17.150 --> 00:14:19.070
  • WE'RE ASHAMED.
  • 00:14:19.070 --> 00:14:20.220
  • Mark: BEAUTIFUL!
  • 00:14:20.220 --> 00:14:22.040
  • BETTY, YOU ARE SO RIGHT.
  • 00:14:22.040 --> 00:14:23.160
  • IT IS HARDER FOR US.
  • 00:14:23.160 --> 00:14:25.180
  • ONE REASON IS BECAUSE
  • 00:14:25.180 --> 00:14:26.250
  • WE KEEP THINKING
  • 00:14:26.250 --> 00:14:28.060
  • ANOTHER RELIGIOUS CRISIS
  • 00:14:28.060 --> 00:14:29.270
  • WILL BE... I'LL GO
  • 00:14:29.270 --> 00:14:31.210
  • TO THE ALTAR ONE MORE TIME.
  • 00:14:31.210 --> 00:14:33.220
  • I'LL PRAY ONE MORE TIME.
  • 00:14:33.220 --> 00:14:35.100
  • I'LL GET A FRESH INFILLING
  • 00:14:35.100 --> 00:14:36.290
  • OF THE HOLY SPIRIT.
  • 00:14:36.290 --> 00:14:38.110
  • I'LL GET ONE MORE ANOINTING,
  • 00:14:38.110 --> 00:14:39.200
  • ONE MORE THING WILL HAPPEN,
  • 00:14:39.200 --> 00:14:41.030
  • AND WE JUST KEEP IT
  • 00:14:41.030 --> 00:14:42.130
  • AT A VERY SUPERFICIAL LEVEL.
  • 00:14:42.130 --> 00:14:44.190
  • FEAR, FOR EXAMPLE,
  • 00:14:44.190 --> 00:14:45.280
  • THAT IS A VERY IMPORTANT ONE.
  • 00:14:45.280 --> 00:14:47.050
  • THE THRONE
  • 00:14:47.050 --> 00:14:49.000
  • ON WHICH FEAR SITS IS PAIN.
  • 00:14:49.120 --> 00:14:52.120
  • WE IMAGINE SOME HUGE PAIN.
  • 00:14:53.110 --> 00:14:56.110
  • DO YOU EVER TAKE A KID
  • 00:14:56.110 --> 00:14:57.230
  • TO THE DOCTOR
  • 00:14:57.230 --> 00:14:58.290
  • AND THE NURSE COMES IN
  • 00:14:58.290 --> 00:15:00.030
  • WITH A HYPODERMIC NEEDLE
  • 00:15:00.030 --> 00:15:01.090
  • AND HE WIGS OUT?
  • 00:15:01.090 --> 00:15:02.170
  • IT'S BECAUSE HE IMAGINES
  • 00:15:02.170 --> 00:15:03.240
  • A PAIN THAT IS GREATER THAN
  • 00:15:03.240 --> 00:15:04.290
  • THAT WHICH HE CAN POSSIBLY...
  • 00:15:04.290 --> 00:15:06.070
  • OR PSYCHOLOGISTS,
  • 00:15:06.070 --> 00:15:08.050
  • SCIENTISTS TELL YOU,
  • 00:15:08.050 --> 00:15:09.200
  • ONE CANNOT ACTUALLY REMEMBER
  • 00:15:09.200 --> 00:15:12.010
  • THE SENSATION OF A PAIN.
  • 00:15:12.010 --> 00:15:14.050
  • YOU REMEMBER THAT IT HURT
  • 00:15:14.050 --> 00:15:16.110
  • BUT YOU CAN'T ACTUALLY
  • 00:15:16.110 --> 00:15:18.020
  • REMEMBER HOW IT FEELS.
  • 00:15:18.020 --> 00:15:20.060
  • SO THEREFORE YOU CREATE
  • 00:15:20.060 --> 00:15:22.010
  • A PAIN NARRATIVE
  • 00:15:22.010 --> 00:15:23.190
  • THAT MAY BE GREATER
  • 00:15:23.190 --> 00:15:25.090
  • THAN WHAT IT REALLY WAS.
  • 00:15:25.090 --> 00:15:27.040
  • SO A LITTLE CHRISTIAN GIRL
  • 00:15:27.040 --> 00:15:28.180
  • WHO DOESN'T FEEL GOOD
  • 00:15:28.180 --> 00:15:29.290
  • ABOUT HERSELF CREATES
  • 00:15:29.290 --> 00:15:31.130
  • THIS NARRATIVE OF PAIN,
  • 00:15:31.130 --> 00:15:32.280
  • WILL THINK I'M STUPID,
  • 00:15:34.180 --> 00:15:35.280
  • NOBODY WILL LISTEN TO ME.
  • 00:15:35.280 --> 00:15:37.070
  • I CAN'T DO THAT.
  • 00:15:37.070 --> 00:15:38.250
  • AND THAT FEAR THEN
  • 00:15:38.250 --> 00:15:40.070
  • IN YOUR LIFE.
  • 00:15:42.120 --> 00:15:44.180
  • James: HOW DO YOU
  • 00:15:44.180 --> 00:15:45.260
  • GET RID OF IT?
  • 00:15:45.260 --> 00:15:47.020
  • Mark: BY GETTING HONEST ENOUGH
  • 00:15:47.020 --> 00:15:48.100
  • ABOUT WHAT IS THE REAL THING?
  • 00:15:48.100 --> 00:15:49.210
  • SCRIPTURE TELLS US
  • 00:15:49.210 --> 00:15:51.070
  • WHAT THE THERAPY FOR PAIN IS,
  • 00:15:51.070 --> 00:15:53.020
  • FOR FEAR.
  • 00:15:53.020 --> 00:15:54.080
  • WE KNOW WHAT IT IS!
  • 00:15:54.080 --> 00:15:55.170
  • PERFECT LOVE
  • 00:15:55.170 --> 00:15:56.250
  • CASTS OUT ALL FEAR.
  • 00:15:56.250 --> 00:15:58.010
  • SO LET ME TELL YOU ABOUT
  • 00:15:58.010 --> 00:15:59.060
  • A LADY I COUNSELLED WITH
  • 00:15:59.060 --> 00:16:00.110
  • FOR A YEAR.
  • 00:16:00.110 --> 00:16:01.150
  • SHE HAD AGORAPHOBIA?
  • 00:16:01.150 --> 00:16:02.190
  • DO YOU KNOW WHAT IT IS?
  • 00:16:02.190 --> 00:16:03.250
  • IT MEANS THE FEAR,
  • 00:16:03.250 --> 00:16:05.030
  • FROM THE LATIN WORD
  • 00:16:05.030 --> 00:16:06.110
  • FOR MARKETPLACE, AGORA.
  • 00:16:06.110 --> 00:16:07.210
  • SO SHE IS AFRAID
  • 00:16:07.210 --> 00:16:09.000
  • TO BE OUTSIDE AND IN PUBLIC
  • 00:16:09.000 --> 00:16:10.110
  • AND IN A CROWD.
  • 00:16:10.110 --> 00:16:11.200
  • SHE FINALLY
  • 00:16:11.200 --> 00:16:12.240
  • IS SO CRIPPLED EMOTIONALLY
  • 00:16:12.240 --> 00:16:13.290
  • SHE CAN'T COME OUT
  • 00:16:13.290 --> 00:16:15.030
  • OF HER OWN HOUSE.
  • 00:16:15.030 --> 00:16:16.060
  • HER CHILDREN,
  • 00:16:16.060 --> 00:16:17.090
  • HER GROWN CHILDREN,
  • 00:16:17.090 --> 00:16:18.120
  • SHE'S AN OLD LADY,
  • 00:16:18.120 --> 00:16:19.150
  • HER GROWN CHILDREN HAVE TO
  • 00:16:19.150 --> 00:16:20.190
  • BRING HER HER GROCERIES
  • 00:16:20.190 --> 00:16:21.230
  • AND TAKE CARE OF HER.
  • 00:16:21.230 --> 00:16:22.240
  • SO WE WENT FOR A LONG TIME
  • 00:16:22.240 --> 00:16:24.000
  • ME TRYING TO CONVINCE HER
  • 00:16:24.000 --> 00:16:25.070
  • THAT NOTHING BAD
  • 00:16:25.070 --> 00:16:26.100
  • WOULD HAPPEN TO HER
  • 00:16:26.100 --> 00:16:27.170
  • IN THE SHOPPING MALL.
  • 00:16:27.170 --> 00:16:28.230
  • WE COULDN'T GET ANYWHERE.
  • 00:16:28.230 --> 00:16:29.270
  • SO I DECIDED TO REVERSE IT
  • 00:16:29.270 --> 00:16:31.060
  • AND I BEGAN TELLING HER
  • 00:16:31.060 --> 00:16:32.210
  • ALL THE BAD THINGS
  • 00:16:32.210 --> 00:16:34.060
  • THAT COULD HAPPEN TO HER
  • 00:16:34.060 --> 00:16:35.150
  • IN HER HOUSE.
  • 00:16:35.150 --> 00:16:36.200
  • James: WAY TO GO, MARK!
  • 00:16:36.200 --> 00:16:38.000
  • [Laughter]
  • 00:16:38.000 --> 00:16:39.150
  • Mark: I SAID, "WHAT IF
  • 00:16:39.150 --> 00:16:40.180
  • SOMEBODY BREAKS IN HERE
  • 00:16:40.180 --> 00:16:41.230
  • AND KILLS YOU
  • 00:16:41.230 --> 00:16:42.260
  • RIGHT IN YOUR HOUSE?"
  • 00:16:42.260 --> 00:16:43.290
  • SHE SAID, "DR. RUTLAND,
  • 00:16:43.290 --> 00:16:45.050
  • I DON'T FEEL LIKE
  • 00:16:45.050 --> 00:16:46.130
  • THIS IS HELPING."
  • 00:16:46.130 --> 00:16:47.150
  • [Laughter]
  • 00:16:47.150 --> 00:16:48.220
  • SO THEN
  • 00:16:48.220 --> 00:16:50.010
  • WHEN WE TALKED ABOUT THAT
  • 00:16:50.010 --> 00:16:51.090
  • THAT THERE ISN'T REALLY
  • 00:16:51.090 --> 00:16:52.230
  • A 100 PERCENT SAFE PLACE,
  • 00:16:52.230 --> 00:16:53.260
  • SHE SAID, "WELL,
  • 00:16:53.260 --> 00:16:55.010
  • WHAT'S THE SOLUTION?"
  • 00:16:55.010 --> 00:16:56.050
  • I SAID, "BRINGING JESUS
  • 00:16:56.050 --> 00:16:57.150
  • AND HIS LOVE INTO YOUR PAIN.
  • 00:16:57.150 --> 00:16:58.220
  • HE NEVER PROMISED YOU
  • 00:16:58.220 --> 00:17:00.020
  • TO AVOID PAIN,
  • 00:17:00.020 --> 00:17:01.060
  • HE PROMISED TO BE
  • 00:17:01.060 --> 00:17:02.160
  • IN THE VALLEY WITH YOU
  • 00:17:02.160 --> 00:17:03.260
  • IN THE PAIN.
  • 00:17:03.260 --> 00:17:05.010
  • SO IF HE IS WITH YOU
  • 00:17:05.010 --> 00:17:06.100
  • IN THE HOUSE
  • 00:17:06.100 --> 00:17:07.150
  • HE CAN BE WITH YOU
  • 00:17:07.150 --> 00:17:08.220
  • IN THE FRONT YARD."
  • 00:17:08.220 --> 00:17:09.260
  • James: HE CAN GIVE YOU
  • 00:17:09.260 --> 00:17:11.060
  • PEACE IN THAT VALLEY.
  • 00:17:11.060 --> 00:17:12.090
  • Mark: HE CAN BE WITH YOU
  • 00:17:12.090 --> 00:17:13.180
  • IN THE SHOPPING MALL.
  • 00:17:13.180 --> 00:17:14.270
  • WHEN HER GROWN SON CAME HOME
  • 00:17:14.270 --> 00:17:16.030
  • ONE DAY AND FOUND HER
  • 00:17:16.030 --> 00:17:17.060
  • STANDING IN THE FRONT YARD
  • 00:17:17.060 --> 00:17:18.070
  • WATERING FLOWERS, HE CALLED
  • 00:17:18.070 --> 00:17:19.140
  • ME WEEPING FROM THE CAR
  • 00:17:19.140 --> 00:17:20.220
  • AND SAID, "MY MOTHER'S IN THE
  • 00:17:20.220 --> 00:17:22.020
  • FRONT YARD WATERING FLOWERS."
  • 00:17:22.020 --> 00:17:23.090
  • I SAID, "WHY NOT?
  • 00:17:23.090 --> 00:17:24.130
  • SHE IS NOT ANY SAFER
  • 00:17:24.130 --> 00:17:25.210
  • IN HER FRONT YARD
  • 00:17:25.210 --> 00:17:26.280
  • James: IF THE PEOPLE GET
  • 00:17:28.080 --> 00:17:29.160
  • THIS BOOK AND GET INTO IT,
  • 00:17:29.160 --> 00:17:30.280
  • MARK, WHAT ARE YOU HOPING,
  • 00:17:30.280 --> 00:17:33.260
  • TO HAPPEN WHEN THEY START
  • 00:17:35.090 --> 00:17:36.090
  • GOING THROUGH IT?
  • 00:17:36.090 --> 00:17:37.100
  • WHAT DO YOU THINK
  • 00:17:37.100 --> 00:17:38.110
  • WILL TAKE PLACE?
  • 00:17:38.110 --> 00:17:39.120
  • Mark: I THINK
  • 00:17:39.120 --> 00:17:40.130
  • TWO THINGS WILL HAPPEN.
  • 00:17:40.130 --> 00:17:41.140
  • ONE IS PEOPLE WILL READ IT
  • 00:17:41.140 --> 00:17:42.170
  • AND THEY WILL THINK
  • 00:17:42.170 --> 00:17:43.180
  • OF A DOZEN OTHER PEOPLE, OH!
  • 00:17:43.180 --> 00:17:44.220
  • MY COUSIN NEEDS TO READ THIS.
  • 00:17:44.220 --> 00:17:45.260
  • MY FRIEND,
  • 00:17:45.260 --> 00:17:46.270
  • THIS IS WHAT THEY NEED!
  • 00:17:46.270 --> 00:17:47.280
  • THIS IS WHAT'S WRONG.
  • 00:17:47.280 --> 00:17:48.290
  • ALSO, I THINK
  • 00:17:48.290 --> 00:17:50.000
  • IT WILL MOTIVATE PEOPLE
  • 00:17:50.000 --> 00:17:51.030
  • TO FIND SOMEONE, A COUNSELOR,
  • 00:17:51.030 --> 00:17:52.090
  • SOMEONE THAT CAN
  • 00:17:52.090 --> 00:17:53.110
  • REALLY HELP THEM
  • 00:17:53.110 --> 00:17:54.120
  • TO EXCAVATE DOWN
  • 00:17:54.120 --> 00:17:55.160
  • AND FIND OUT WHAT'S WRONG
  • 00:17:55.160 --> 00:17:56.210
  • AND NOT WALLOW IN IT;
  • 00:17:56.210 --> 00:17:59.010
  • NOT GET DOWN THERE
  • 00:17:59.010 --> 00:18:00.110
  • AND STAY THERE,
  • 00:18:00.110 --> 00:18:01.130
  • WALLOWING IN VICTIMHOOD,
  • 00:18:01.130 --> 00:18:02.160
  • BUT TO FIND THAT VICTORY OUT
  • 00:18:02.160 --> 00:18:04.250
  • UNTIL THEY REALLY FIND
  • 00:18:04.250 --> 00:18:07.080
  • WHAT GOD WANTS FOR THEM
  • 00:18:07.080 --> 00:18:08.150
  • ON THE OTHER SIDE.
  • 00:18:08.150 --> 00:18:09.210
  • TO FIND THAT ABSCESSED TOOTH
  • 00:18:09.210 --> 00:18:12.080
  • AND GET IT OUT AND MOVE ON.
  • 00:18:12.080 --> 00:18:15.080
  • WHEN I SAID TO A GROUP
  • 00:18:15.080 --> 00:18:16.170
  • OF PEOPLE THAT I HAD BEEN
  • 00:18:16.170 --> 00:18:17.230
  • THROUGH COUNSELLING,
  • 00:18:17.230 --> 00:18:18.250
  • JAMES, I JUST MENTIONED,
  • 00:18:18.250 --> 00:18:19.270
  • "I'VE BEEN
  • 00:18:19.270 --> 00:18:21.060
  • THROUGH COUNSELLING"
  • 00:18:21.060 --> 00:18:22.130
  • THERE WAS A GASP IN THE ROOM.
  • 00:18:22.130 --> 00:18:23.260
  • THERE WAS A GASP!
  • 00:18:23.260 --> 00:18:25.120
  • AFTERWARD A MAN CAME TO ME
  • 00:18:25.120 --> 00:18:26.200
  • AND HE SAID, "DR. RUTLAND,
  • 00:18:26.200 --> 00:18:28.220
  • WHY DID YOU GO
  • 00:18:28.220 --> 00:18:30.020
  • TO COUNSELLING?"
  • 00:18:30.020 --> 00:18:31.080
  • I SAID,
  • 00:18:31.080 --> 00:18:32.210
  • "BECAUSE I NEEDED IT."
  • 00:18:32.210 --> 00:18:34.100
  • [Laughter]
  • 00:18:34.100 --> 00:18:37.010
  • James: THIS IS WHAT
  • 00:18:37.010 --> 00:18:38.120
  • I SEE YOU WRITING ABOUT.
  • 00:18:38.120 --> 00:18:39.160
  • THIS IS WHAT
  • 00:18:39.160 --> 00:18:40.170
  • YOU WANT PEOPLE TO GET.
  • 00:18:40.170 --> 00:18:41.190
  • DO YOU WANT TO SAY THANKS
  • 00:18:41.190 --> 00:18:42.250
  • TO DR. MARK RUTLAND
  • 00:18:42.250 --> 00:18:43.280
  • FOR SHARING
  • 00:18:43.280 --> 00:18:45.020
  • AND BEING HERE WITH US?
  • 00:18:45.020 --> 00:18:46.050
  • AND BEING WILLING TO TOUCH
  • 00:18:46.050 --> 00:18:47.060
  • ON THESE AREAS
  • 00:18:47.060 --> 00:18:48.140
  • THAT OFTENTIMES ARE EITHER
  • 00:18:48.140 --> 00:18:49.210
  • OVERLOOKED OR NOT UNDERSTOOD?
  • 00:18:49.210 --> 00:18:50.260
  • IT IS IN THE BOOKSTORES.
  • 00:18:50.260 --> 00:18:52.010
  • MARK, WE MENTIONED
  • 00:18:52.010 --> 00:18:53.060
  • AT THE BEGINNING
  • 00:18:53.060 --> 00:18:54.080
  • YOU WERE THE FIRST ONE
  • 00:18:54.080 --> 00:18:55.150
  • TO TAKE US AND SHOW US
  • 00:18:55.150 --> 00:18:56.180
  • HOW THESE LITTLE CHILDREN
  • 00:18:56.180 --> 00:18:57.240
  • UP IN THEIR POVERTY AREAS
  • 00:18:57.240 --> 00:18:59.010
  • WERE PURCHASED FOR SOMETIMES
  • 00:18:59.010 --> 00:19:00.080
  • A RADIO, A LITTLE PORTABLE
  • 00:19:00.080 --> 00:19:01.160
  • SOME-KIND-OF OBJECT,
  • 00:19:01.160 --> 00:19:02.230
  • SOMETIMES A LITTLE MONEY
  • 00:19:02.230 --> 00:19:04.020
  • OR A PROMISE
  • 00:19:04.020 --> 00:19:05.060
  • THEY'RE GOING TO TAKE THEM
  • 00:19:05.060 --> 00:19:06.130
  • AND TEACH THEM
  • 00:19:06.130 --> 00:19:07.180
  • AND GET THEM A JOB.
  • 00:19:07.180 --> 00:19:08.240
  • IT WAS AWFUL.
  • 00:19:08.240 --> 00:19:10.000
  • WE SAW WHAT HAPPENED TO THEM.
  • 00:19:10.000 --> 00:19:11.060
  • WE SAW THE PEOPLE
  • 00:19:11.060 --> 00:19:12.160
  • COMING THERE TO TAKE THEM
  • 00:19:12.160 --> 00:19:13.220
  • AND USE THEM.
  • 00:19:13.220 --> 00:19:15.000
  • DEAR GOD, PLEASE!
  • 00:19:15.000 --> 00:19:16.090
  • SET PEOPLE FREE
  • 00:19:16.090 --> 00:19:17.130
  • FROM THIS BONDAGE.
  • 00:19:17.130 --> 00:19:18.210
  • BOY, YOU TALK ABOUT A PRISON
  • 00:19:18.210 --> 00:19:19.280
  • TO BE ABLE TO TAKE ADVANTAGE
  • 00:19:21.040 --> 00:19:22.100
  • OF LITTLE CHILDREN.
  • 00:19:22.100 --> 00:19:23.170
  • WE CAN SET THEM FREE.
  • 00:19:23.170 --> 00:19:24.220
  • LOVE SETS THEM FREE.
  • 00:19:24.220 --> 00:19:25.270
  • WE HAVE RELIEF WORKERS
  • 00:19:25.270 --> 00:19:27.050
  • AND MISSION WORKERS
  • 00:19:27.050 --> 00:19:28.120
  • THAT HAVE THEIR ARMS
  • 00:19:28.120 --> 00:19:29.180
  • REACHING OUT AND THEIR ARMS
  • 00:19:29.180 --> 00:19:30.260
  • AROUND THESE PRECIOUS ONES
  • 00:19:30.260 --> 00:19:32.050
  • AND YOU MAKE IT POSSIBLE.
  • 00:19:32.050 --> 00:19:34.070
  • THINK OF IT, BETTY,
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  • WE'VE GOT VIEWERS,
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  • AND WE WERE SO CONCERNED
  • 00:19:36.260 --> 00:19:38.070
  • YEARS AGO
  • 00:19:38.070 --> 00:19:39.160
  • WHEN WE JUST SHOWED
  • 00:19:39.160 --> 00:19:40.230
  • THE FIRST TIME OUR VIEWERS
  • 00:19:40.230 --> 00:19:42.080
  • THIS REALITY.
  • 00:19:42.080 --> 00:19:43.130
  • WE THOUGHT, WELL,
  • 00:19:43.130 --> 00:19:44.200
  • THEY'LL TELL US, "DON'T EVER
  • 00:19:44.200 --> 00:19:45.280
  • SHOW US THAT AGAIN."
  • 00:19:45.280 --> 00:19:47.050
  • THE OPPOSITE WAS TRUE,
  • 00:19:47.050 --> 00:19:48.120
  • "SHOW US HOW WE CAN HELP."
  • 00:19:48.120 --> 00:19:49.220
  • IT IS UNUSUAL BECAUSE
  • 00:19:49.220 --> 00:19:51.020
  • PEOPLE STEPPED UP
  • 00:19:51.020 --> 00:19:52.100
  • AND SAID, "WE KNOW
  • 00:19:52.100 --> 00:19:53.190
  • YOU'RE GOING TO BE RESCUING,
  • 00:19:53.190 --> 00:19:54.260
  • HERE'S OUR MATCHING GIFT."
  • 00:19:54.260 --> 00:19:56.110
  • THAT'S LOVE!
  • 00:19:56.110 --> 00:19:57.200
  • $320.000 IS A LOT OF MONEY.
  • 00:19:57.200 --> 00:19:59.120
  • IT COULD HAVE COME
  • 00:19:59.120 --> 00:20:00.200
  • FROM SOME LARGE GIFTS
  • 00:20:00.200 --> 00:20:01.270
  • OF SEVERAL THOUSAND,
  • 00:20:01.270 --> 00:20:03.010
  • IT COULD HAVE COME FROM
  • 00:20:03.010 --> 00:20:04.060
  • QUITE A FEW $1.000 --
  • 00:20:04.060 --> 00:20:05.100
  • I DON'T KNOW
  • 00:20:05.100 --> 00:20:06.170
  • HOW IT ALL CAME TOGETHER
  • 00:20:06.170 --> 00:20:07.210
  • BUT THESE ARE
  • 00:20:07.210 --> 00:20:08.250
  • INDIVIDUALS LIKE YOU
  • 00:20:08.250 --> 00:20:09.280
  • THAT MADE A COMMITMENT
  • 00:20:09.280 --> 00:20:11.020
  • TO MATCH WHAT YOU DO
  • 00:20:11.020 --> 00:20:12.070
  • BECAUSE THEY BELIEVE SO MUCH
  • 00:20:12.070 --> 00:20:13.200
  • TO RESCUE SOMEONE LIKE THAT.
  • 00:20:13.200 --> 00:20:14.280
  • AND WE CAN DO IT.
  • 00:20:14.280 --> 00:20:16.010
  • IT IS NOT AN EXAGGERATION.
  • 00:20:16.010 --> 00:20:17.070
  • IT WORKS.
  • 00:20:17.070 --> 00:20:18.150
  • WOULD YOU PLEASE
  • 00:20:18.150 --> 00:20:19.230
  • RIGHT NOW ASK GOD
  • 00:20:19.230 --> 00:20:20.280
  • WHAT HE WANTS YOU TO DO?
  • 00:20:20.280 --> 00:20:22.040
  • WHATEVER YOU DO
  • 00:20:22.040 --> 00:20:23.090
  • WILL BE MATCHED.
  • 00:20:23.090 --> 00:20:24.140
  • IT TAKES AN AVERAGE OF $128
  • 00:20:24.140 --> 00:20:25.200
  • FOR US TO REACH,
  • 00:20:25.200 --> 00:20:26.250
  • RESCUE, AND BEGIN
  • 00:20:26.250 --> 00:20:28.000
  • THE RESTORATION PROCESS.
  • 00:20:28.000 --> 00:20:29.050
  • THAT GIFT WILL BE MATCHED,
  • 00:20:29.050 --> 00:20:30.130
  • WHICH MEANS
  • 00:20:30.130 --> 00:20:31.200
  • IF YOU GIVE THE $128,
  • 00:20:31.200 --> 00:20:33.000
  • NOT JUST REACH ONE BUT TWO.
  • 00:20:33.000 --> 00:20:34.270
  • AND I REALLY,
  • 00:20:34.270 --> 00:20:36.020
  • YOU KNOW I'M GOING
  • 00:20:36.020 --> 00:20:37.070
  • TO ASK YOU TO THINK BIG.
  • 00:20:37.070 --> 00:20:38.120
  • I DON'T HAVE ANY PROBLEM
  • 00:20:38.120 --> 00:20:39.170
  • ASKING TO YOU ELEVATE
  • 00:20:39.170 --> 00:20:40.220
  • YOUR THINKING
  • 00:20:40.220 --> 00:20:41.270
  • WHEN IT COMES TO GIVING
  • 00:20:41.270 --> 00:20:43.020
  • AND THE JOY OF GIVING
  • 00:20:43.020 --> 00:20:44.070
  • AND BLESSING OTHERS.
  • 00:20:44.070 --> 00:20:45.120
  • IF YOU GIVE $1280
  • 00:20:45.120 --> 00:20:46.170
  • WE CAN REACH TEN.
  • 00:20:46.170 --> 00:20:47.220
  • BEHIND THE BRIGHT LIGHTS
  • 00:20:50.210 --> 00:20:52.180
  • THERE'S A DARKNESS WHERE A WORLD OF INNOCENCE IS LOST
  • 00:20:52.210 --> 00:20:55.010
  • AND ABUSE RUNS RAMPANT
  • 00:20:55.040 --> 00:20:57.010
  • SCARRING THE SOULS OF CHILDREN
  • 00:20:57.040 --> 00:20:59.010
  • WITH NO ONE AND NOWHERE TO TURN FOR HELP.
  • 00:20:59.040 --> 00:21:01.280
  • WITH BODIES BROKEN AND HOPES CRUSHED,
  • 00:21:02.010 --> 00:21:04.030
  • THESE YOUNG VICTIMS ARE TRAPPED
  • 00:21:04.060 --> 00:21:06.030
  • IN A NEVER-ENDING NIGHTMARE.
  • 00:21:06.060 --> 00:21:08.080
  • TODAY YOU CAN SHINE THE LIGHT OF GOD'S LOVE IN THIS DARK WORLD
  • 00:21:08.110 --> 00:21:11.210
  • TO REACH, RESCUE, AND RESTORE THESE YOUNG ONES
  • 00:21:11.240 --> 00:21:14.120
  • TO THE LIFE GOD DESIGNED FOR THEM TO LIVE.
  • 00:21:14.150 --> 00:21:17.190
  • WITH A GENEROUS $320.000 MATCHING GIFT,
  • 00:21:17.220 --> 00:21:20.230
  • NOW YOUR GIFT OF $128 TO HELP RESCUE A CHILD
  • 00:21:20.260 --> 00:21:23.280
  • CAN BE DOUBLED TO HELP TWO CHILDREN.
  • 00:21:24.010 --> 00:21:26.170
  • YOUR $64 GIFT WILL BE MATCHED TO HELP RESCUE ONE CHILD
  • 00:21:26.200 --> 00:21:29.150
  • FROM THE HORRORS OF HUMAN TRAFFICKING.
  • 00:21:29.180 --> 00:21:31.150
  • AND A $32 MISSION RESCUE GIFT
  • 00:21:31.180 --> 00:21:33.190
  • WILL BE DOUBLED TO $64.
  • 00:21:33.220 --> 00:21:36.030
  • AND WITH YOUR DONATION OF ANY AMOUNT
  • 00:21:36.060 --> 00:21:38.030
  • WE'LL SEND YOU THE FAITH, HOPE, LOVE TEA TOWEL SET.
  • 00:21:38.060 --> 00:21:40.200
  • THESE BEAUTIFULLY WOVEN HAND TOWELS
  • 00:21:40.230 --> 00:21:42.200
  • ARE A WONDERFUL REMINDER
  • 00:21:42.230 --> 00:21:44.200
  • TO REMAIN STEADFAST IN FAITH, HOPE, AND LOVE EACH DAY.
  • 00:21:44.230 --> 00:21:48.060
  • WITH YOUR GIFT OF $128 OR MORE
  • 00:21:48.090 --> 00:21:50.130
  • YOU'LL RECEIVE THE LIFE-GIVING PROVERBS JOURNAL
  • 00:21:50.160 --> 00:21:52.210
  • BOUND IN GENUINE LEATHER.
  • 00:21:52.240 --> 00:21:54.210
  • THIS JOURNAL IS FILLED WITH WISDOM
  • 00:21:54.240 --> 00:21:56.210
  • AND DAILY ENCOURAGEMENT FROM PROVERBS,
  • 00:21:56.240 --> 00:21:58.210
  • FEATURING LINED PAGES FOR YOUR PERSONAL NOTES
  • 00:21:58.240 --> 00:22:00.230
  • AS YOU REFLECT ON GODLY INSTRUCTION
  • 00:22:00.260 --> 00:22:02.230
  • TO SUCCESS IN LIFE.
  • 00:22:02.260 --> 00:22:04.230
  • FINALLY, PLEASE CONSIDER A GIFT OF $1.280
  • 00:22:04.260 --> 00:22:08.000
  • WHICH WILL NOW HELP RESCUE 20 CHILDREN!
  • 00:22:08.030 --> 00:22:10.070
  • AND YOU MAY REQUEST OUR BEAUTIFUL BRONZE SCULPTURE,
  • 00:22:10.100 --> 00:22:12.150
  • "SAFE IN THE SHEPHERD'S ARMS."
  • 00:22:12.180 --> 00:22:14.200
  • PLEASE CALL, WRITE, OR MAKE YOUR GIFT ONLINE.
  • 00:22:14.230 --> 00:22:18.180
  • James: I WAS JUST
  • 00:22:19.280 --> 00:22:22.280
  • TELLING MARK RUTLAND
  • 00:22:22.280 --> 00:22:24.250
  • HOW AMAZING YOU ARE.
  • 00:22:24.250 --> 00:22:26.050
  • HE'S TO US AN AMAZING PERSON.
  • 00:22:26.050 --> 00:22:28.040
  • HE IS THE FIRST ONE
  • 00:22:28.040 --> 00:22:29.090
  • THAT SHOWED US
  • 00:22:29.090 --> 00:22:30.150
  • THESE LITTLE CHILDREN.
  • 00:22:30.150 --> 00:22:31.270
  • MARK, THANK YOU FOR THAT.
  • 00:22:31.270 --> 00:22:33.100
  • YOU WERE THERE
  • 00:22:33.100 --> 00:22:34.160
  • WITH US IN CHINA
  • 00:22:34.160 --> 00:22:35.220
  • WHEN WE DEDICATED AN ORPHANAGE
  • 00:22:35.220 --> 00:22:37.020
  • THAT WAS ONE OF THE MOST
  • 00:22:37.020 --> 00:22:38.120
  • BEAUTIFUL THINGS EVER.
  • 00:22:38.120 --> 00:22:39.170
  • AND WE GOT TO SEE
  • 00:22:39.170 --> 00:22:41.000
  • THE CORRUPTION THAT WAS
  • 00:22:41.000 --> 00:22:42.100
  • IN THE ADOPTION PROCESSES
  • 00:22:42.100 --> 00:22:43.180
  • CHANGED TO WHERE IT BECAME
  • 00:22:43.180 --> 00:22:45.050
  • FAR MORE WHOLESOME FOR PEOPLE
  • 00:22:45.050 --> 00:22:46.200
  • TO HAVE LITTLE CHILDREN
  • 00:22:46.200 --> 00:22:48.020
  • FROM CHINA.
  • 00:22:48.020 --> 00:22:49.110
  • A WHOLE LOT MORE HEALING
  • 00:22:49.110 --> 00:22:50.200
  • NEEDS TO TAKE PLACE IN CHINA.
  • 00:22:50.200 --> 00:22:52.000
  • MARK RUTLAND IS PUTTING
  • 00:22:52.000 --> 00:22:53.080
  • SOMETHING IN OUR HANDS
  • 00:22:53.080 --> 00:22:54.160
  • AND MAKING IT AVAILABLE,
  • 00:22:54.160 --> 00:22:55.220
  • COURAGE TO BE HEALED .
  • 00:22:55.220 --> 00:22:56.290
  • BOY, INNER HEALING.
  • 00:22:56.290 --> 00:22:58.050
  • THANK YOU FOR DOING THIS,
  • 00:22:58.050 --> 00:22:59.110
  • MARK.
  • 00:22:59.110 --> 00:23:00.210
  • JOHN BEVERE,
  • 00:23:00.210 --> 00:23:01.250
  • ONE OF OUR BEST FRIENDS
  • 00:23:01.250 --> 00:23:03.010
  • WROTE THE FORWARD.
  • 00:23:03.010 --> 00:23:04.020
  • YOU SAY, "JAMES,
  • 00:23:04.020 --> 00:23:05.080
  • IF WE HELP YOU RESCUE
  • 00:23:05.080 --> 00:23:06.100
  • SOME OF THOSE PRECIOUS GIRLS
  • 00:23:06.100 --> 00:23:07.150
  • AND CHILDREN,
  • 00:23:07.150 --> 00:23:08.190
  • COULD WE HAVE MARK'S BOOK?
  • 00:23:08.190 --> 00:23:09.230
  • I THINK IT WOULD MEAN
  • 00:23:09.230 --> 00:23:10.260
  • SOMETHING TO ME
  • 00:23:10.260 --> 00:23:12.000
  • OR SOMEONE I LOVE."
  • 00:23:12.000 --> 00:23:13.060
  • YOU BETTER BELIEVE IT.
  • 00:23:13.060 --> 00:23:14.090
  • YOU JUST ASK FOR IT.
  • 00:23:14.090 --> 00:23:15.110
  • WE'LL SEND IT
  • 00:23:15.110 --> 00:23:16.150
  • AS AN EXPRESSION OF GRATITUDE.
  • 00:23:16.150 --> 00:23:17.160
  • JOIN BETTY AND ME
  • 00:23:17.160 --> 00:23:18.230
  • SAYING THANKS TO DR. RUTLAND
  • 00:23:18.230 --> 00:23:19.250
  • FOR BEING WITH US.
  • 00:23:19.250 --> 00:23:21.000
  • MARK, WE LOVE YOU!
  • 00:23:21.000 --> 00:23:22.030
  • YOU GIVE OUR REGARDS
  • 00:23:22.030 --> 00:23:23.070
  • TO THE CHURCH
  • 00:23:23.070 --> 00:23:24.080
  • BACK IN GAINESVILLE
  • 00:23:24.080 --> 00:23:25.130
  • AND TO JENTEZEN.
  • 00:23:25.130 --> 00:23:26.160
  • THANK ALL OF YOU FOR WATCHING.
  • 00:23:26.160 --> 00:23:27.210
  • I DO THANK YOU SO MUCH
  • 00:23:27.210 --> 00:23:28.260
  • FOR YOUR LOVE, YOUR PRAYERS
  • 00:23:28.260 --> 00:23:29.290
  • 00:23:44.250 --> 00:23:53.100
  • I WAS WORKING IN TOWN ONE AFTERNOON
  • 00:24:01.260 --> 00:24:06.170
  • TENDING SOME BUSINESS AFFAIRS
  • 00:24:06.200 --> 00:24:10.190
  • WHEN I HEARD A COMMOTION A COUPLE STREETS OVER
  • 00:24:10.220 --> 00:24:15.030
  • AND WONDERED WHAT WAS HAPPENING THERE
  • 00:24:15.060 --> 00:24:19.160
  • A YOUNG MAN WAS RUNNING FROM IN THAT DIRECTION
  • 00:24:19.190 --> 00:24:23.290
  • AND STOPPED JUST TO CATCH HIS BREATH
  • 00:24:24.020 --> 00:24:28.000
  • I ASKED HIM TO PLEASE TELL ME WHAT WAS THE HURRY
  • 00:24:28.030 --> 00:24:33.130
  • HE SMILED AT ME AND SAID
  • 00:24:33.160 --> 00:24:36.290
  • I WAS TRYING TO CATCH THE CRIPPLED MAN
  • 00:24:37.020 --> 00:24:41.290
  • DID HE RUN PAST THIS WAY?
  • 00:24:42.020 --> 00:24:46.030
  • HE WAS RUSHING HOME TO TELL EVERYONE
  • 00:24:46.060 --> 00:24:50.150
  • WHAT JESUS DID TODAY
  • 00:24:50.180 --> 00:24:54.220
  • AND THE MUTE MAN WAS TELLING MYSELF AND THE DEAF GIRL
  • 00:24:54.250 --> 00:24:59.120
  • HE'S LEAVING TO ANSWER GOD'S CALL
  • 00:24:59.150 --> 00:25:03.210
  • IT'S HARD TO BELIEVE BUT IF YOU DON'T TRUST ME
  • 00:25:03.240 --> 00:25:08.270
  • ASK THE BLIND MAN, HE SAW IT ALL
  • 00:25:09.000 --> 00:25:13.020
  • ASK THE BLIND MAN, HE SAW IT ALL
  • 00:25:13.050 --> 00:25:17.060
  • MY FRIEND, IF THE TROUBLES AND BURDENS YOU CARRY
  • 00:25:24.080 --> 00:25:28.240
  • ARE HEAVY AND DRAGGING YOU DOWN
  • 00:25:28.270 --> 00:25:32.270
  • AND YOU'VE TRIED EVERYTHING YOU CAN POSSIBLY THINK OF
  • 00:25:33.000 --> 00:25:37.140
  • BUT THERE'S NO RELIEF TO BE FOUND
  • 00:25:37.170 --> 00:25:41.070
  • THAT VERY SAME JESUS THAT ALTERED THE FUTURES
  • 00:25:41.100 --> 00:25:45.290
  • OF THE BLIND MAN, THE DEAF AND THE LAME
  • 00:25:46.020 --> 00:25:49.290
  • HE'S STILL REACHING OUT IN YOUR HOUR OF TROUBLE
  • 00:25:50.020 --> 00:25:55.150
  • ONE TOUCH AND YOU'RE NEVER THE SAME
  • 00:25:55.180 --> 00:25:59.050
  • YOU'LL BE TRYING TO CATCH THE CRIPPLED MAN
  • 00:25:59.080 --> 00:26:04.130
  • DID HE RUN PAST THIS WAY?
  • 00:26:04.160 --> 00:26:08.150
  • HE WAS RUSHING HOME TO TELL EVERYONE
  • 00:26:08.180 --> 00:26:13.030
  • WHAT JESUS DID TODAY
  • 00:26:13.060 --> 00:26:17.030
  • AND THE MUTE MAN WAS TELLING MYSELF AND THE DEAF GIRL
  • 00:26:17.060 --> 00:26:21.240
  • HE'S LEAVING TO ANSWER GOD'S CALL
  • 00:26:21.270 --> 00:26:26.020
  • IT'S HARD TO BELIEVE BUT IF YOU DON'T TRUST ME
  • 00:26:26.050 --> 00:26:31.050
  • ASK THE BLIND MAN HE SAW IT ALL
  • 00:26:31.080 --> 00:26:37.060
  • ASK THE BLIND MAN HE SAW IT ALL
  • 00:26:37.090 --> 00:26:42.060
  • HE SAW IT ALL
  • 00:26:48.110 --> 00:26:54.090
  • Announcer: WHEN PLANNING YOUR FUTURE,
  • 00:27:03.050 --> 00:27:05.130
  • KEEP THEIR FUTURE IN MIND.
  • 00:27:05.160 --> 00:27:08.130
  • CONTACT LIFE PLANNING SERVICES TODAY.
  • 00:27:08.160 --> 00:27:11.160
  • LIFE TODAY IS MADE POSSIBLE BY THE SUPPORTERS OF LIFE OUTREACH INTERNATIONAL.
  • 00:27:12.230 --> 00:27:16.050
  • YOUR GIFT WILL BE USED EXCLUSIVELY FOR THE EXEMPT PURPOSES OF LIFE.
  • 00:27:16.080 --> 00:27:19.080
  • THE MINISTRY FEATURES SPECIFIC OUTREACHES
  • 00:27:19.110 --> 00:27:21.100
  • AS EXAMPLES OF THE PROGRAMS IT SUPPORTS AND CONDUCTS.
  • 00:27:21.130 --> 00:27:23.120
  • GIFTS ARE CONSIDERED TO BE WITHOUT RESTRICTION
  • 00:27:23.150 --> 00:27:25.140
  • AS TO USE UNLESS EXPLICITLY STIPULATED BY THE DONOR.
  • 00:27:25.170 --> 00:27:27.180
  • THE MINISTRY IS A MEMBER OF THE E.C.F.A.
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