Praise | Brian Tome | December 3, 2020
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Praise | Brian Tome | December 3, 2020
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- - [Announcer] Tonight on Praise.
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- From Colorado, SeniorPastor of Crossroads Church,
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- author and podcasthost, Brian Tome.
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- And now Matt and Laurie Crouch.
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- - Today from Southern Colorado
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- and it's a beautiful evening.
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- Brian Tome, what doyou wanna talk about
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- amongst this time thatwe're going to sit?
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- - I wanna talk about a word
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- that's not in the Bible,
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- but as in every storyof faith in the Bible,
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- it's the word aggression.
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- It's the key thing to getyour life to a new place.
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- - Okay.
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- - Love it.
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- I'm so excited...
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- - You think you love it,
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- you haven't heard whatI'm gonna say yet,
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- maybe you don't love it.
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- - I think I have a clue
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- because everything youkinda say is kinda awesome.
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- How did you even get thiswhole thing out of the Bible?
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- - Well, so I was lookingat people who are heroes...
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- You look at everybody whois a hero in the Bible
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- who we admire.
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- Is there not for their beliefs,
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- they're there becauseof what they've done
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- what they'veaggressively chosen to do
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- whether it's Davidtaking down Goliath,
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- Rahab letting thespies into Jericho,
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- Peter stepping out of the boat.
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- These are great stories of faith
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- and you want more in your life.
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- If you want more ofGod in your life,
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- more of anything He brings you,
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- you have to step outand start making moves.
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- - Brian, we're in a pandemic.
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- We have just kind of comethrough a lot of racial tension.
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- We've come througha political season,
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- you might've noticed.
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- And we're talkingabout a year 2020,
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- that will end upbecoming a verb.
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- Okay, it will be I'm sorry,you were just 2020ed.
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- Okay, so when you'retalking about aggression
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- or aggressive life orsomething like that,
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- some people might think that,
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- "Wait a second, Ijust wanna make it.
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- I don't wanna beaggressive about anything.
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- There are people on thestreets being aggressive,
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- there's this, there's that."
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- What are we actuallytalking about?
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- Breakdown and startthe sermon here
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- because that's whatreally needs to happen.
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- - Yeah, we're not talking about
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- taking advantageof somebody, Matt.
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- We're not talking aboutdoing something physically,
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- somebody they shouldn'thave happened.
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- We're not talkingabout police officers
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- in those relativelyfew number of instances
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- being physically difficult
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- towards somebody who hasdifferent skin tone in them.
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- By the way, I don'tthink we've come
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- out of racialproblems with 2020.
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- It's just shined a lightthat we have racial problems
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- in 2020.
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- So it's not that I need tophysically power up on somebody.
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- It's that 2020 hassmacked us all down.
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- So what's my response to that.
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- I just sit back and waitfor it to get better.
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- Or do I say, "God, what doesHe want me to actually do?"
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- Cause there'ssomething we can all do
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- to get our life to a new place.
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- - So we need to framethis whole thing.
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- And I think whatyou started to do
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- at the dinner table a while ago
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- is start talking aboutDavid, a hero of the faith.
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- But you were really kind ofstarting this whole thing
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- with a personal testimony.
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- So what's happenedto you in 2020
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- and what is yourdynamic right now?
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- - 2020 has beenawful for me, awful.
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- I had problems beforeI came in to 2020.
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- Most of us had problemsthat came in 2020.
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- And then you layonto that pandemic,
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- you lay on to thatracial tension.
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- We have a church that hasa high percentage of people
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- who don't have askin tone as me.
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- It's very difficult for themand for our whole church.
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- You lay on top of thateconomic uncertainty,
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- you lay on to all the stuff
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- that was already difficultin my life already.
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- So I find myself being a pretty,self-motivated go getter,
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- just getting beat down.
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- Like my job, a big pieceof my job, my day job
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- is pastoring the churchthat I started 25 years ago.
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- And I love to be aroundpeople, I love to see people,
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- I love to look at a crowdand see them come alive.
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- And all of a sudden,bam, that's gone!
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- Everything, shut down, bam!
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- 10 campuses, peoplecoming, that's all gone.
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- And now I'm juststaring at zoom all day.
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- Which I think we all now have
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- a new understanding ofwhat hell is, right?
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- I know the Bible says thathell is flames and darkness,
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- but Zoom's got gottabe in there too.
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- It's gotta be a zoom call aswell, it's just my goodness!
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- And then I just foundmyself at the beginning,
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- I'm just waitingfor it to get over.
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- I'm waiting for 2020.
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- I'm waiting to get back...
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- And I found myself on myfirst low grade depression
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- I've ever had in my life.
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- - [Matt] Okay.
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- - The NationalInstitute of Health says
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- many men manifest depressionwith irritability, check.
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- Anger, check.
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- Lack of sleep, check.
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- Lack of interest in yourprevious hobbies, check.
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- This goes and it's like,
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- "Oh my gosh, this is myfirst bout of depression."
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- And I realize, Ican't just sit around
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- and wait for this to get better,
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- I've got to startdoing some new things.
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- And I would say I'm outof it, Matt and Laurie,
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- I would say, but I'mgetting out of it
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- because I'm tryingto take action.
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- Not just waiting forsomething better to happen.
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- - [Laurie] Right?
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- So you have this really kind of
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- high-energy aggressive thing.
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- You like to go on motorcyclerides and the camping
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- and kind of men'sretreats kind of stuff.
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- So now you're talking aboutCOVID really changing something.
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- Okay, you're one of maybemillions that have experienced,
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- what happened?
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- What was that about?
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- What happened?
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- What did this season do to us?
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- And how are wegonna get out of it?
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- - Well, there's theold line, right?
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- "If you wanna make Godlaugh, tell Him your plans."
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- - [Laurie] Right (laughs).
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- - I had all kindsof plans for 2020.
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- Most of us did and justboom, they're gone.
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- So part of the goodthing for me with 2020 is
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- it's helped me be more humble.
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- All of us are more humble.
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- We realize we're not as incontrol as we think we are.
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- - How are you getting...
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- What steps are you taking to get
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- out of this mild depression?
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- - So the first thing I did,
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- is just gave myself grace.
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- If I find somebodyelse is in depression,
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- I give them grace, even thoughI had never had it before.
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- So this one I'm going,"All right, Brian, relax,
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- you have a mild depression here.
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- Just don't be sohard on yourself."
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- And now that I know what it is,
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- let's be extra sensitive tothings I'm doing and not doing.
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- I don't feel like working out.
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- I used to have a greatworkout schedule.
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- I haven't felt likework working out.
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- Now I realize I'vegot to do something
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- to get my chemistryup and going.
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- My sleep is all thatmuch more important.
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- I've got to make sureI'm not on my phone,
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- dealing with something that'sstimulating before I go to bed
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- because I've gotto get my sleep.
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- People, I gottabe around people.
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- However it is,
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- I don't care if I got toget inside of a space suit
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- and COVID stuff around them.
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- That's part of mything, I'm an extrovert.
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- And if I'm not aroundpeople, I can't feel...
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- I can't laugh.
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- So I made sure thatI was in situations
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- where I could be aroundgood, trusted friends.
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- It's just takingcontrol of your life.
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- Not waiting for it to end.
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- - Right.
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- - But saying, "What can I do?"
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- - Right, instead ofsomething controlling you,
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- you are controlling it.
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- - Yes, I do notwanna be a victim.
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- 2020 would love tovictimize all of us,
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- but I do not wannabe a victim to it,
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- there's something I can do.
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- - So that has madeyou aggressive?
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- - Yes.
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- - So now, okay.
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- - It's holy to want more, issomething you said earlier.
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- What do you mean by that?
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- And by the way,start talking now
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- and stop about 30minutes from now.
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- By the way, let me just say,
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- if you just tuned in, we arehere in Southern Colorado.
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- We're all together.
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- Brian Tome, thank youfor being with us.
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- Crossroads church,Cincinnati, Ohio
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- and a new programmer on TBM.
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- So welcome to the network, sir.
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- This is time where ifyou were in your pulpit,
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- you would say openyour Bible to...
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- And you're declaring,it is holy to want more.
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- What does that mean?
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- - Okay 2 Samuel 6,
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- is one of the favorite topicsand sermons for pastors.
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- It starts at a veryinteresting place,
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- where David has been waiting...
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- By the way, you can be veryaggressive and waiting.
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- The Bible talks aboutwaiting on the Lord.
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- We wait on the Lord whenwe've done what we can
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- and now I can't do anything.
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- When you have a diagnosisand medicine says
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- there's nothing that can happen.
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- You're in a place ofwaiting on the Lord.
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- We all have to wait in the Lord,
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- But that doesn't mean
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- we shouldn't do somethingup to that point.
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- David's been waiting on theLord because Saul has been King
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- and he's waiting for Saul topass on till he becomes King.
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- Saul finally does pass on.
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- And in 2 Samuel 6
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- is a really intriguingthing there of
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- David gets to basicallyget a perk of being a King.
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- Like I wonder if our listeners,
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- if they ever got to bethe CEO of their company
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- or wherever they are,
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- what would they do thefirst day of being CEO?
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- Or what would I do if Ibecame president United States
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- which I never wanna be,
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- and you definitely don'twanna be president.
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- I promise you that youdefinitely do not want...
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- But I'll tell you what if I was,
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- if I ever was the presidentof the United States,
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- the first day I'mtaking up Air Force One
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- and I'm telling the pilot todo barrel rolls with the plane.
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- I would just wantto do that, right?
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- If I ever become CEOof BMW motorcycle,
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- I'm gonna have thoseGerman engineers
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- create the perfect motorcyclemotorcycle to spec for me
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- even if it can't sell.
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- David does that.
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- He says: Gosh, I'm Kingnow, what am I gonna do?
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- I got it.
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- The Ark of the Covenant.
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- That thing thatwould go for battle.
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- I haven't seen that,where is that thing?
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- Bringing it out of storage.
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- And he gets 30.000 troops tojust march this thing around.
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- It's basically a showof military force
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- and him just havingfun with his new toys.
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- That's where the story goes.
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- Many of us know that it's goton the back of this oxen cart
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- and it tips over and Uzzahgoes and he stops it.
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- He keeps it from hitting theground and then God kills him.
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- It says there,
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- that David was angry.
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- He's instinctually going,God, how could you do this?
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- He's trying to keep theArk from getting dirty.
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- And then he's afraid.
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- And I believe he's afraidbecause he remembers
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- that the reason Saul wasdisqualified from the kingship,
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- is that Saul didthe priest's job
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- when it should have been Samuel.
- 00:11:14.195 --> 00:11:15.497
- - Got it.
- 00:11:15.497 --> 00:11:17.031
- - Saul offered the sacrificebefore they went into battle.
- 00:11:17.031 --> 00:11:18.266
- And Samuel said, "That'sit, your run's done.
- 00:11:18.266 --> 00:11:20.034
- You're not gonna beKing much longer."
- 00:11:20.034 --> 00:11:22.237
- David I think realizesand goes, "Oh my gosh...
- 00:11:22.237 --> 00:11:25.373
- Oh my gosh, what just happened?
- 00:11:25.373 --> 00:11:27.742
- I just did the samething that Saul did."
- 00:11:27.742 --> 00:11:29.811
- The priest should havebeen doing this thing
- 00:11:29.811 --> 00:11:31.212
- with the cart.
- 00:11:31.212 --> 00:11:32.580
- It wasn't that Uzzahwas the poor sap
- 00:11:32.580 --> 00:11:34.949
- that just got the anger of God.
- 00:11:34.949 --> 00:11:37.552
- First of all, the parading...
- 00:11:37.552 --> 00:11:39.554
- The holy vessels justto have a parade.
- 00:11:39.554 --> 00:11:42.123
- The priests aren'ttaking on carrying it.
- 00:11:42.123 --> 00:11:43.792
- That's not what the...
- 00:11:43.792 --> 00:11:45.460
- It's like thing afterthing after thing.
- 00:11:45.460 --> 00:11:48.029
- And God says: I canstand it no more...
- 00:11:48.029 --> 00:11:50.632
- And Uzzah gets killed.
- 00:11:52.000 --> 00:11:53.835
- So then what David does,
- 00:11:53.835 --> 00:11:55.937
- is he basically doesa blackjack dealer
- 00:11:55.937 --> 00:11:57.605
- at the end of his shift.
- 00:11:57.605 --> 00:11:59.674
- He goes, "I'm done.
- 00:11:59.674 --> 00:12:01.843
- Get this, get thisaway from me."
- 00:12:01.843 --> 00:12:03.411
- And he drops it off and he says,
- 00:12:03.411 --> 00:12:05.013
- "Who's the closestguy around us?"
- 00:12:05.013 --> 00:12:06.614
- Obed-edom the Gittite.
- 00:12:06.614 --> 00:12:07.982
- He goes "Oh, Obed-Edomthe Gittite."
- 00:12:07.982 --> 00:12:10.051
- Sorry he has that name he has.
- 00:12:10.051 --> 00:12:11.486
- It's a tough name.
- 00:12:11.486 --> 00:12:12.854
- Let's just drop there.
- 00:12:12.854 --> 00:12:14.088
- So he goes and hedrops it off there.
- 00:12:14.088 --> 00:12:15.690
- And he heads backto where he lives.
- 00:12:15.690 --> 00:12:18.293
- And there's a very simplebenign phrase, it says,
- 00:12:18.293 --> 00:12:22.397
- "And the Lord blessed the houseof Obed-Edom the Gettite."
- 00:12:22.397 --> 00:12:27.335
- I find this fascinating.
- 00:12:27.335 --> 00:12:28.937
- Sometimes the Bibleis specifically vague.
- 00:12:28.937 --> 00:12:33.875
- When the apostle Paul sayshe has a thorn in the flesh
- 00:12:33.875 --> 00:12:37.078
- we don't know what it is.
- 00:12:37.078 --> 00:12:38.313
- And since we don'tknow what it is,
- 00:12:38.313 --> 00:12:39.581
- all of us can identifywith that verse.
- 00:12:39.581 --> 00:12:41.916
- It's something thatyou can't get over.
- 00:12:41.916 --> 00:12:43.384
- It is something you'rewaiting on the Lord for
- 00:12:43.384 --> 00:12:45.053
- because you can't do it.
- 00:12:45.053 --> 00:12:46.988
- It's your Stage IV cancer.
- 00:12:46.988 --> 00:12:50.592
- My thorn in the flesh is,
- 00:12:50.592 --> 00:12:52.260
- my child who is gone andhe won't come back home.
- 00:12:52.260 --> 00:12:55.897
- My thorn in the fleshis, my mother-in-law.
- 00:12:55.897 --> 00:12:58.533
- My thorn in theflesh is my bad back.
- 00:12:58.533 --> 00:13:01.302
- My thorn in the flesh is...
- 00:13:01.302 --> 00:13:02.770
- But because we don't know whathis thorn in the flesh is,
- 00:13:02.770 --> 00:13:04.038
- we could all go, "Oh,I got one of those.
- 00:13:04.038 --> 00:13:05.907
- I got something Ican't get over."
- 00:13:05.907 --> 00:13:07.508
- When he says Obed theGettite was blessed,
- 00:13:07.508 --> 00:13:11.079
- we can all go, "Whatwould it mean?"
- 00:13:11.079 --> 00:13:13.414
- If we said that the LordGod blessed Matt and Laurie,
- 00:13:14.816 --> 00:13:19.087
- what just pops to your mind?
- 00:13:19.087 --> 00:13:20.355
- What might that look like?
- 00:13:20.355 --> 00:13:21.656
- - Grandchildren.
- 00:13:21.656 --> 00:13:22.490
- New phase in life.
- 00:13:26.027 --> 00:13:26.995
- We don't have any grandkids.
- 00:13:26.995 --> 00:13:28.229
- - Yeah, that'd beamazing, what else?
- 00:13:28.229 --> 00:13:30.398
- Come on Laurie, you'vegot something here.
- 00:13:34.269 --> 00:13:35.336
- - I know, I'm thinking.
- 00:13:35.336 --> 00:13:36.571
- - Come on, more ofthose amazing...
- 00:13:36.571 --> 00:13:38.039
- - That's like, yes,I'm stuck on grandkids.
- 00:13:38.039 --> 00:13:41.109
- - That's okay,grandchildren, amazing.
- 00:13:41.109 --> 00:13:43.344
- We got two and we'dlove more as well.
- 00:13:43.344 --> 00:13:45.713
- Maybe, Obed-Edom the Gittite,
- 00:13:47.415 --> 00:13:49.284
- maybe that was his blessing.
- 00:13:49.284 --> 00:13:50.218
- Maybe he got grandchildren.
- 00:13:50.218 --> 00:13:51.152
- Couldn't have grandchildren.
- 00:13:51.152 --> 00:13:52.120
- Maybe he had a child that was...
- 00:13:52.120 --> 00:13:56.424
- Had run away and thechild came back that week.
- 00:13:56.424 --> 00:13:59.727
- Maybe neighbors heard constantfighting inside the family
- 00:13:59.727 --> 00:14:04.532
- and now they'rehearing laughter.
- 00:14:04.532 --> 00:14:06.634
- Maybe he went and walked outside
- 00:14:06.634 --> 00:14:07.936
- and he tripped overa golden nugget
- 00:14:07.936 --> 00:14:09.170
- and found out he wason top of a goldmine.
- 00:14:09.170 --> 00:14:10.972
- Maybe there was perfectweather patterns
- 00:14:10.972 --> 00:14:12.640
- over top of his property.
- 00:14:12.640 --> 00:14:15.543
- And their crop just took off.
- 00:14:15.543 --> 00:14:18.479
- Maybe his wife had a massivewater nose and dropped off.
- 00:14:18.479 --> 00:14:21.282
- Maybe this is a lonely guy,didn't have any friends
- 00:14:22.684 --> 00:14:25.653
- and all of a sudden hehas friends coming over.
- 00:14:25.653 --> 00:14:27.088
- Maybe, I could goon and on and on.
- 00:14:27.088 --> 00:14:29.424
- But whatever it was,it gets back to David.
- 00:14:29.424 --> 00:14:31.693
- And David says,
- 00:14:31.693 --> 00:14:32.961
- "Whoa, that guy who hasthe Ark of the Covenant,
- 00:14:32.961 --> 00:14:35.630
- why just pawned it off,
- 00:14:35.630 --> 00:14:36.831
- cause I don't wantanything bad--
- 00:14:36.831 --> 00:14:38.066
- - [Matt] Cause Iwas afraid of it.
- 00:14:38.066 --> 00:14:39.033
- - I was afraid of it.
- 00:14:39.033 --> 00:14:40.234
- Now this thing isbringing him blessing.
- 00:14:40.234 --> 00:14:43.571
- And so David went to retrievethe Ark of the Covenant.
- 00:14:43.571 --> 00:14:47.775
- I think this is reallymeaningful for us.
- 00:14:48.910 --> 00:14:51.512
- This is when Davidis at his best.
- 00:14:51.512 --> 00:14:54.415
- It's when he is aggressive.
- 00:14:54.415 --> 00:14:56.818
- It's when he goes.
- 00:14:56.818 --> 00:14:58.019
- It's when all everyoneelse is passive
- 00:14:58.019 --> 00:14:59.988
- and they don't wannago fight Goliath.
- 00:14:59.988 --> 00:15:02.056
- David sees him and he says,
- 00:15:02.056 --> 00:15:03.358
- "Who is thisuncircumcised Philistine?"
- 00:15:03.358 --> 00:15:06.127
- He goes against him.
- 00:15:06.127 --> 00:15:07.128
- He actually runsagainst Goliath.
- 00:15:07.128 --> 00:15:10.431
- David is the one that they say,
- 00:15:10.431 --> 00:15:11.899
- "Saul kills his thousands,
- 00:15:11.899 --> 00:15:13.434
- David kills histens of thousands."
- 00:15:13.434 --> 00:15:14.969
- He's mighty running into battleagain and again, and again.
- 00:15:14.969 --> 00:15:17.905
- He's aggressive.
- 00:15:17.905 --> 00:15:19.140
- He says, "Let'sbuild the temple."
- 00:15:19.140 --> 00:15:21.576
- God says, "No, we're gonnakeep that for Solomon."
- 00:15:21.576 --> 00:15:23.578
- But again, David is on the...
- 00:15:23.578 --> 00:15:25.113
- David's going,"Whoa, Whoa, Whoa!"
- 00:15:26.414 --> 00:15:28.616
- There's blessing, I want it.
- 00:15:28.616 --> 00:15:30.518
- So he goes and gets...
- 00:15:30.518 --> 00:15:31.753
- My question for us is,"Do you want more?"
- 00:15:31.753 --> 00:15:35.356
- Many of us are justafraid of more.
- 00:15:35.356 --> 00:15:37.925
- We're afraid of what would itbe like if God gave us more?
- 00:15:39.360 --> 00:15:41.029
- I'm not talking about moremoney, but maybe more money,
- 00:15:41.029 --> 00:15:44.332
- maybe it is.
- 00:15:44.332 --> 00:15:45.266
- In the Bible,
- 00:15:47.368 --> 00:15:48.836
- there are things thatlook like contradictions.
- 00:15:48.836 --> 00:15:50.872
- They're not contradictions,
- 00:15:50.872 --> 00:15:52.373
- they're just showing usthe full breadth of truth.
- 00:15:52.373 --> 00:15:55.510
- Truths in the Bibleexists with intention.
- 00:15:55.510 --> 00:15:59.013
- God is one and God is triune.
- 00:15:59.013 --> 00:16:01.449
- God tells us to walk by faith,we're justified by faith.
- 00:16:04.218 --> 00:16:08.823
- And yet if we don't haveany works, we have no faith.
- 00:16:08.823 --> 00:16:12.994
- God is sovereign,God's in control.
- 00:16:12.994 --> 00:16:15.063
- And yet I am to steward my lifeand take control of my life.
- 00:16:15.063 --> 00:16:19.233
- So what is?
- 00:16:19.233 --> 00:16:20.435
- Your one- three,is it faith, works?
- 00:16:20.435 --> 00:16:21.469
- Is it God control me.
- 00:16:21.469 --> 00:16:23.237
- Well, yes.
- 00:16:23.237 --> 00:16:24.072
- Yes, that's the tension.
- 00:16:24.072 --> 00:16:25.206
- Here's another one.
- 00:16:25.206 --> 00:16:26.674
- I'm supposed to be contentin every circumstance,
- 00:16:26.674 --> 00:16:30.044
- and yet I'm theone to be blessed.
- 00:16:30.044 --> 00:16:32.613
- I'm to be content inevery circumstance,
- 00:16:32.613 --> 00:16:34.315
- and yet I am to go afterthings that could benefit me.
- 00:16:34.315 --> 00:16:38.820
- One of the sermons thatpeople don't talk about
- 00:16:38.820 --> 00:16:41.722
- is when David goesbefore Goliath he asks,
- 00:16:41.722 --> 00:16:43.991
- "What will be done for theman who takes down Goliath?"
- 00:16:43.991 --> 00:16:46.894
- Cause he wants more.
- 00:16:48.262 --> 00:16:49.730
- As an early pointlife, he wants more
- 00:16:49.730 --> 00:16:51.399
- and he's not asqualified for that.
- 00:16:51.399 --> 00:16:53.468
- And preachers whenthey talk about
- 00:16:53.468 --> 00:16:55.069
- this chapter of scripture.
- 00:16:55.069 --> 00:16:57.238
- We oftentimes stop with Uzzah.
- 00:16:57.238 --> 00:17:00.441
- There you go!
- 00:17:00.441 --> 00:17:02.110
- Don't touch it oryou'll fall off,
- 00:17:02.110 --> 00:17:04.145
- or you'll die orsomething like that.
- 00:17:04.145 --> 00:17:05.513
- Uzzah, don't touch it.
- 00:17:05.513 --> 00:17:07.415
- Cause us preachers,
- 00:17:07.415 --> 00:17:08.816
- the easiest sermonsfor us to give
- 00:17:08.816 --> 00:17:10.284
- are the condemnation ones.
- 00:17:10.284 --> 00:17:11.853
- The easiest sermonsfor us to give are
- 00:17:11.853 --> 00:17:13.121
- that you can't dothat, don't drink that,
- 00:17:13.121 --> 00:17:15.456
- don't touch that,don't go there.
- 00:17:15.456 --> 00:17:17.725
- Just rules and anger and Godstill smites kind of sermons,
- 00:17:17.725 --> 00:17:22.730
- which He does by theway, He does still smite.
- 00:17:24.098 --> 00:17:26.334
- But those kinds ofthings being as a pastor
- 00:17:26.334 --> 00:17:28.803
- are incredibly easy to give.
- 00:17:28.803 --> 00:17:30.104
- I can fall on a bed easily,
- 00:17:30.104 --> 00:17:32.039
- it makes someone feel poorly.
- 00:17:32.039 --> 00:17:34.809
- But that was just a setupto David wanting more.
- 00:17:34.809 --> 00:17:39.780
- Maybe it is that our lifeis not going forward,
- 00:17:41.182 --> 00:17:45.520
- because we reallydon't want more.
- 00:17:45.520 --> 00:17:47.221
- Maybe we're in the positionwe're in with our country
- 00:17:48.656 --> 00:17:51.292
- because those ofus who have faith
- 00:17:51.292 --> 00:17:53.861
- are content to justlet things unfold
- 00:17:53.861 --> 00:17:56.464
- and just wait forthings to go better
- 00:17:56.464 --> 00:17:58.099
- instead of wanting more.
- 00:17:58.099 --> 00:17:59.534
- David goes to get(indistinct) fascinating.
- 00:18:00.868 --> 00:18:03.905
- He goes and he gets theArk of the Covenant.
- 00:18:03.905 --> 00:18:07.808
- This time he doesit by the book.
- 00:18:07.808 --> 00:18:09.710
- He's got priests, hegot everything going on
- 00:18:09.710 --> 00:18:12.213
- and they start walkingone, two taking steps.
- 00:18:12.213 --> 00:18:15.583
- Four, five, six is stuck, stop!
- 00:18:15.583 --> 00:18:17.752
- Six steps, stop!
- 00:18:17.752 --> 00:18:19.554
- We're gonna have a worshipservice here right now.
- 00:18:19.554 --> 00:18:22.390
- Brings in cattle andthey slaughter andgive it to the Lord,
- 00:18:22.390 --> 00:18:25.726
- the worship service.
- 00:18:25.726 --> 00:18:26.761
- And everyone, okay good.
- 00:18:26.761 --> 00:18:27.862
- Hey, let's do it again.
- 00:18:27.862 --> 00:18:29.697
- Let's just keep going.
- 00:18:29.697 --> 00:18:30.898
- One, two, six steps,stop right here!
- 00:18:30.898 --> 00:18:32.833
- Stop worship service right here.
- 00:18:32.833 --> 00:18:34.635
- It's like you told me earlier,
- 00:18:34.635 --> 00:18:36.103
- I didn't even know theexact length of distance.
- 00:18:36.103 --> 00:18:38.339
- How long do you think it was--
- 00:18:38.339 --> 00:18:39.273
- - About five miles, yeah.
- 00:18:39.273 --> 00:18:41.409
- - Five miles--
- 00:18:41.409 --> 00:18:42.577
- - Modern day Abu Ghosh,
- 00:18:42.577 --> 00:18:44.278
- Just right on in betweenTel Aviv and Jerusalem
- 00:18:44.278 --> 00:18:47.248
- is where the historic spotthat you're talking about,
- 00:18:47.248 --> 00:18:50.585
- where the Ark was restedthere for that length of time,
- 00:18:50.585 --> 00:18:55.456
- 20 years.
- 00:18:55.456 --> 00:18:56.457
- - So five miles,every six steps.
- 00:18:56.457 --> 00:18:59.560
- - Can you imagine?
- 00:18:59.560 --> 00:19:00.394
- - He takes--
- 00:19:00.394 --> 00:19:01.662
- - Has a worship serviceup and down the hills--
- 00:19:01.662 --> 00:19:02.897
- - He sacrifices ananimal and he has a...
- 00:19:02.897 --> 00:19:05.199
- I think he's...
- 00:19:06.334 --> 00:19:07.535
- At this point,
- 00:19:07.535 --> 00:19:09.103
- he's aggressively wanting togive God worship and praise.
- 00:19:09.103 --> 00:19:11.372
- He's like, "God, I don't wannascrew this up, I'm gonna..."
- 00:19:11.372 --> 00:19:13.341
- In the Bible nowhere says
- 00:19:13.341 --> 00:19:14.909
- you should do a sixstep worship service...
- 00:19:14.909 --> 00:19:18.145
- He aggressively goes overboard.
- 00:19:18.145 --> 00:19:21.148
- He's like, I just wannamake sure I get this right.
- 00:19:21.148 --> 00:19:24.285
- I wish we had that attitudeof worship in churches.
- 00:19:24.285 --> 00:19:27.288
- I think we're hopefully pastthe days of criticizing people
- 00:19:27.288 --> 00:19:30.691
- who raise their hands andworship and all that stuff.
- 00:19:30.691 --> 00:19:33.294
- Most people are againstor our past that.
- 00:19:33.294 --> 00:19:36.864
- We need to be...
- 00:19:36.864 --> 00:19:38.065
- In our worship weneed to be aggressive.
- 00:19:38.065 --> 00:19:39.667
- In our times of prayer,we need to be aggressive.
- 00:19:39.667 --> 00:19:42.236
- You know why prayermeetings are so boring?
- 00:19:42.236 --> 00:19:44.605
- Because everyone justgoes passive on them.
- 00:19:44.605 --> 00:19:47.141
- You can't have a prayermeeting that's stimulating
- 00:19:47.141 --> 00:19:49.110
- if everyone just sits there
- 00:19:49.110 --> 00:19:50.478
- and just is silent.
- 00:19:52.747 --> 00:19:54.715
- You gotta be walking,you gotta be excited.
- 00:19:54.715 --> 00:19:57.485
- We did some workin South Africa.
- 00:19:57.485 --> 00:19:59.353
- We've come to know thispraying in South African style.
- 00:19:59.353 --> 00:20:02.356
- Where the whole churchprays simultaneously.
- 00:20:02.356 --> 00:20:04.558
- You know what I'm saying?
- 00:20:05.793 --> 00:20:06.727
- Let me jump in and ask
- 00:20:07.995 --> 00:20:09.597
- and make sure I'mtracking correctly.
- 00:20:09.597 --> 00:20:12.333
- You're talking...
- 00:20:14.068 --> 00:20:15.636
- If you had a title for yourmessage is, "Wanting More."
- 00:20:15.636 --> 00:20:20.141
- It's holy to want more.
- 00:20:22.176 --> 00:20:23.744
- It's taken fromthis life of David
- 00:20:23.744 --> 00:20:27.548
- and you've already pointed out
- 00:20:27.548 --> 00:20:29.083
- that a lot of scripture isdynamically in opposition.
- 00:20:29.083 --> 00:20:33.888
- Jesus said, thefirst shall be last.
- 00:20:35.956 --> 00:20:38.993
- The least among youwill be the greatest.
- 00:20:38.993 --> 00:20:41.228
- - What's His incentive?
- 00:20:43.264 --> 00:20:44.465
- The least among andbe the greatest.
- 00:20:44.465 --> 00:20:46.200
- If He wasn't trying toincentivize us or more,
- 00:20:46.200 --> 00:20:47.802
- He wouldn't have told usthe least or the greatest.
- 00:20:47.802 --> 00:20:49.337
- - [Matt] There you go.
- 00:20:49.337 --> 00:20:50.438
- - All these scriptures aboutunique rewards in heaven
- 00:20:52.273 --> 00:20:55.309
- are there tospecifically entice us.
- 00:20:56.477 --> 00:21:01.182
- The problem is we're enticed
- 00:21:01.182 --> 00:21:02.350
- with too manythings of the world.
- 00:21:02.350 --> 00:21:04.051
- - You're talkingabout this tension
- 00:21:04.051 --> 00:21:07.388
- of being content in allthings and wanting more.
- 00:21:07.388 --> 00:21:11.692
- There's tension and there shouldbe balanced to all things.
- 00:21:11.692 --> 00:21:16.697
- And you're talking about this.
- 00:21:17.598 --> 00:21:19.734
- You're using the lifeof David and it is...
- 00:21:19.734 --> 00:21:23.671
- It's making me actually thinka little bit about my dad.
- 00:21:23.671 --> 00:21:28.576
- As you're talkingabout this, he was...
- 00:21:29.710 --> 00:21:31.245
- TBN was built
- 00:21:31.245 --> 00:21:33.814
- during a very uniqueperiod of time in history,
- 00:21:33.814 --> 00:21:38.819
- when TV stations werenot very valuable.
- 00:21:39.954 --> 00:21:43.958
- They were not very sought after,nobody really wanted them.
- 00:21:43.958 --> 00:21:48.429
- And TBN...
- 00:21:48.429 --> 00:21:49.964
- And my dad was very aggressiveduring about a 10 year period
- 00:21:49.964 --> 00:21:53.234
- to start buying TV channels.
- 00:21:53.234 --> 00:21:56.103
- Then something happened withthe FCC called Must Carry,
- 00:21:56.103 --> 00:22:00.241
- where TV stationsbecame very valuable
- 00:22:00.241 --> 00:22:02.743
- and very sought after.
- 00:22:02.743 --> 00:22:04.545
- And I'm sitting herelooking at this...
- 00:22:04.545 --> 00:22:07.548
- What you're...
- 00:22:08.682 --> 00:22:09.617
- It's holy to want more,
- 00:22:09.617 --> 00:22:12.253
- but yet we have to becontent in all things.
- 00:22:12.253 --> 00:22:15.689
- There is wait upon the Lord.
- 00:22:15.689 --> 00:22:18.025
- So you're breaking this down
- 00:22:18.025 --> 00:22:20.361
- and it's an interesting subject,
- 00:22:20.361 --> 00:22:22.096
- especially whenyou think of COVID
- 00:22:22.096 --> 00:22:24.732
- and you think of people thathave been sitting waiting
- 00:22:24.732 --> 00:22:29.537
- for this pandemic to go away.
- 00:22:29.537 --> 00:22:32.306
- When can I take my mask off?
- 00:22:32.306 --> 00:22:34.308
- When can we actually shake hands
- 00:22:34.308 --> 00:22:37.144
- and greet each otherinstead of social distance.
- 00:22:37.144 --> 00:22:41.582
- We're in Colorado.
- 00:22:41.582 --> 00:22:43.117
- By the way, Colorado has beensocial distancing since 1876.
- 00:22:43.117 --> 00:22:46.954
- So we're social distancing.
- 00:22:46.954 --> 00:22:48.722
- But you seem to be unpacking
- 00:22:51.892 --> 00:22:54.028
- a really timely thingabout the attitude
- 00:22:54.028 --> 00:22:58.833
- inside of the ChristianChurch in America.
- 00:22:58.833 --> 00:23:01.969
- Your church, a lot ofchurches are shut down.
- 00:23:01.969 --> 00:23:03.971
- A lot of churches arebeing told to close.
- 00:23:03.971 --> 00:23:05.940
- A lot of churchesare willfully closing
- 00:23:05.940 --> 00:23:08.442
- because they don'twant this to spread
- 00:23:08.442 --> 00:23:12.513
- and all that kind of stuff.
- 00:23:12.513 --> 00:23:14.215
- But you're breakingdown something usingthe life of David.
- 00:23:14.215 --> 00:23:17.051
- So I want you tocontinue but I...
- 00:23:17.051 --> 00:23:18.586
- We're on the samepage here, right?
- 00:23:18.586 --> 00:23:20.621
- I mean, I'munderstanding so far.
- 00:23:20.621 --> 00:23:22.656
- - Let's go back to, you talkedabout contentment, okay?
- 00:23:22.656 --> 00:23:24.492
- So I'll just go publicand say, "I want more".
- 00:23:24.492 --> 00:23:29.196
- I know it sounds selfishand sinful, but I want more.
- 00:23:29.196 --> 00:23:33.400
- Now I am contentwith two grandkids
- 00:23:33.400 --> 00:23:36.737
- and I want more of them.
- 00:23:37.705 --> 00:23:39.473
- And if God never givesme a grand kid, great.
- 00:23:39.473 --> 00:23:42.643
- I am content withthe number of people
- 00:23:42.643 --> 00:23:46.347
- that God has a part of my church
- 00:23:46.347 --> 00:23:49.016
- and there's the GreatCommission and I want more.
- 00:23:49.016 --> 00:23:51.352
- - [Matt] Got it.
- 00:23:51.352 --> 00:23:52.186
- - I am...
- 00:23:52.186 --> 00:23:54.088
- I don't know if shecan hear me or not.
- 00:23:54.088 --> 00:23:55.623
- I would almost say I'm content.
- 00:23:55.623 --> 00:23:58.192
- I'm content with theintimacy of my wife.
- 00:23:58.192 --> 00:24:01.729
- I'm really not, I don'tthink either one of us are.
- 00:24:01.729 --> 00:24:04.465
- But I want more.
- 00:24:06.333 --> 00:24:07.167
- I don't care who you are,that's funny right there.
- 00:24:10.971 --> 00:24:12.473
- - She can hear you.
- 00:24:12.473 --> 00:24:14.942
- - She knows what I'mtalking about it.
- 00:24:14.942 --> 00:24:16.410
- I've actually been the barrierin our marriage, not her.
- 00:24:16.410 --> 00:24:19.580
- I've been the barrier.
- 00:24:19.580 --> 00:24:20.915
- I am very content
- 00:24:20.915 --> 00:24:22.983
- with the resources God hasblessed me with and I want more.
- 00:24:22.983 --> 00:24:26.554
- I'm very content with thehealth that God has me
- 00:24:26.554 --> 00:24:28.088
- and I want more.
- 00:24:28.088 --> 00:24:29.189
- I want zero back...
- 00:24:29.189 --> 00:24:30.324
- So you see what I'm saying here?
- 00:24:30.324 --> 00:24:31.892
- We can be content where weare and I can't get better
- 00:24:31.892 --> 00:24:34.028
- if God doesn't chooseto give me more.
- 00:24:34.028 --> 00:24:36.764
- But by golly, if Hedoesn't give me more,
- 00:24:36.764 --> 00:24:39.633
- it's not gonna be because Idon't go back and get the Ark.
- 00:24:39.633 --> 00:24:42.836
- It's not gonna be because Idon't go march against Goliath.
- 00:24:42.836 --> 00:24:46.240
- It's not gonna be because
- 00:24:46.240 --> 00:24:47.775
- I don't take the life that Hehas given me, instilled to me.
- 00:24:47.775 --> 00:24:50.444
- And that's what I'msaying, "Do you want more?"
- 00:24:50.444 --> 00:24:54.181
- God doesn't just come bringHis sweet little sugar finger,
- 00:24:54.181 --> 00:24:56.750
- dip into your life and oh,wonderful, good things.
- 00:24:56.750 --> 00:25:00.154
- Before you...
- 00:25:00.154 --> 00:25:00.988
- What do you want to do?
- 00:25:00.988 --> 00:25:03.090
- You can't have it all, Ican't have more on everything.
- 00:25:03.090 --> 00:25:06.527
- I can't have more peoplein the church I lead,
- 00:25:06.527 --> 00:25:10.965
- read more books,write more books,
- 00:25:10.965 --> 00:25:14.368
- workout so to havea six pack abs,
- 00:25:14.368 --> 00:25:16.537
- go to therapy all the time,
- 00:25:17.404 --> 00:25:20.240
- have better motorcycleriding experiences.
- 00:25:20.240 --> 00:25:23.744
- We can't have it all, right?
- 00:25:25.913 --> 00:25:27.147
- But I've got to decide,
- 00:25:27.147 --> 00:25:28.682
- what is the God wantsme to go after more in?
- 00:25:28.682 --> 00:25:32.186
- What is it?
- 00:25:32.186 --> 00:25:34.054
- And if I'm not askingthat, I'm not doing that,
- 00:25:34.054 --> 00:25:36.757
- you know what I'm called?
- 00:25:36.757 --> 00:25:38.492
- Unfaithful, that'swhat I'm called.
- 00:25:38.492 --> 00:25:40.628
- I'm not called, waiting on theLord, I'm not called Wayne.
- 00:25:40.628 --> 00:25:43.497
- I'm called unfaithful.
- 00:25:43.497 --> 00:25:46.734
- David was great and hisgreatest moments were always
- 00:25:46.734 --> 00:25:50.504
- when he was pushingforward aggressively.
- 00:25:50.504 --> 00:25:53.207
- And I think more ofus than you take...
- 00:25:53.207 --> 00:25:55.709
- - Because what happens whenyou don't, like with David?
- 00:25:55.709 --> 00:25:59.847
- - Oh, okay, well, youwant another Bible story?
- 00:25:59.847 --> 00:26:02.449
- - [Laurie] Yes.
- 00:26:02.449 --> 00:26:03.717
- - All right, so hismost famous screw up
- 00:26:03.717 --> 00:26:07.588
- was when he has adulterousaffair with Bathsheba.
- 00:26:07.588 --> 00:26:10.958
- And the very first sentence
- 00:26:10.958 --> 00:26:12.526
- of that whole sectionof scripture, it says:
- 00:26:12.526 --> 00:26:16.497
- At the time when Kings wentout to war, David stayed home.
- 00:26:16.497 --> 00:26:20.734
- This is a passivemove on his part.
- 00:26:21.969 --> 00:26:24.905
- All Kings in the ancient world,
- 00:26:24.905 --> 00:26:27.408
- during wintertime,all the marauders
- 00:26:27.408 --> 00:26:29.543
- would come onto their landand kind of set up camp.
- 00:26:29.543 --> 00:26:32.179
- And so as soon asspring time came,
- 00:26:32.179 --> 00:26:34.615
- and the ground thought out
- 00:26:34.615 --> 00:26:36.183
- they could get the chariotsout there to beat them back,
- 00:26:36.183 --> 00:26:37.918
- that's what you would do.
- 00:26:37.918 --> 00:26:39.153
- You would go out thereand you beat them back.
- 00:26:39.153 --> 00:26:40.554
- That's what Kings did,especially a King like David--
- 00:26:40.554 --> 00:26:43.190
- - [Laurie] He's a fighter.
- 00:26:43.190 --> 00:26:44.358
- - Who's a fighter.
- 00:26:44.358 --> 00:26:46.527
- And he just goes, "Nah, I'mgonna delegate that one.
- 00:26:46.527 --> 00:26:50.564
- I'm gonna to stay home."
- 00:26:50.564 --> 00:26:53.133
- And he sees Bathsheba
- 00:26:53.133 --> 00:26:54.334
- and some preachersI've heard say
- 00:26:54.334 --> 00:26:55.836
- that Bathsheba was temptinghim by washing on her roof
- 00:26:55.836 --> 00:27:00.841
- when she knows the King'scastle is above her.
- 00:27:02.209 --> 00:27:04.411
- No, that's not what happened.
- 00:27:04.411 --> 00:27:05.612
- So she's watching herself.
- 00:27:05.612 --> 00:27:07.114
- Let's talk aboutceremonial ritual washing
- 00:27:07.114 --> 00:27:09.149
- after she would have beendone having her period.
- 00:27:09.149 --> 00:27:11.785
- She's up there inan act of worship,
- 00:27:12.986 --> 00:27:15.055
- and David, he stayed homebecause he's seen her before
- 00:27:15.055 --> 00:27:19.359
- and he knows that he's gonnahave the city to himself
- 00:27:19.359 --> 00:27:22.496
- and maybe he's gonnamake a play for him.
- 00:27:22.496 --> 00:27:23.964
- I don't know that.
- 00:27:23.964 --> 00:27:25.432
- I do know he should've beenfighting and he wasn't.
- 00:27:25.432 --> 00:27:27.601
- So he comes back and he...
- 00:27:27.601 --> 00:27:28.902
- - He should have been a Kingout to the war like the rest.
- 00:27:30.537 --> 00:27:33.841
- So you're talking--
- 00:27:33.841 --> 00:27:35.509
- - He was passive, he wasn'tmoving, he wasn't pushing.
- 00:27:35.509 --> 00:27:40.180
- And things went really,really poorly for him.
- 00:27:41.348 --> 00:27:43.083
- With men this is a...
- 00:27:43.083 --> 00:27:45.285
- Pornography is a huge hugeissue with a lot of people,
- 00:27:48.055 --> 00:27:51.024
- increasingly so with females,as much as with males.
- 00:27:51.024 --> 00:27:54.328
- One of the thing...
- 00:27:56.196 --> 00:27:57.564
- One of the reasonswhy pornography
- 00:27:57.564 --> 00:27:58.999
- could be such adestructive force.
- 00:27:58.999 --> 00:28:01.034
- Why men are drawn topornography is because
- 00:28:01.034 --> 00:28:04.905
- they don't have enough otherchallenges in their life.
- 00:28:04.905 --> 00:28:07.775
- There's a lot of reasonsyou're drawn to pornography.
- 00:28:07.775 --> 00:28:09.376
- I need a quick escape right now.
- 00:28:09.376 --> 00:28:11.945
- Just good old fashionedlosses, a lot of things
- 00:28:13.147 --> 00:28:14.748
- but I've seen the people who
- 00:28:14.748 --> 00:28:18.452
- really get in deep onit, very frequently,
- 00:28:18.452 --> 00:28:21.555
- they don't have anoverarching vision.
- 00:28:21.555 --> 00:28:23.791
- It's capturingtheir imagination,
- 00:28:23.791 --> 00:28:25.592
- they're having to push towards.
- 00:28:25.592 --> 00:28:27.161
- - They've stayed at home whenthey should have been at work.
- 00:28:28.629 --> 00:28:30.531
- - And they're looking internally
- 00:28:30.531 --> 00:28:32.132
- and they're just tryingto placate themselves
- 00:28:32.132 --> 00:28:34.168
- and keep themselves busy.
- 00:28:34.168 --> 00:28:35.435
- And a man gets into trouble.
- 00:28:37.638 --> 00:28:38.772
- And that's a situation
- 00:28:38.772 --> 00:28:39.706
- because God has a call for us.
- 00:28:39.706 --> 00:28:41.708
- - [Laurie] So dokids go to kids.
- 00:28:41.708 --> 00:28:43.076
- - [Brian] So do kids.
- 00:28:43.076 --> 00:28:44.278
- - It feels like whatwe're talking about then
- 00:28:44.278 --> 00:28:48.382
- is not only are we talkingabout it's holy to want more,
- 00:28:48.382 --> 00:28:53.387
- but in the storyand utilizing David,
- 00:28:54.922 --> 00:28:57.691
- he was always at his best
- 00:28:57.691 --> 00:29:00.294
- when he was aggressivelywanting more, going after more.
- 00:29:00.294 --> 00:29:04.865
- When he stayed homefrom war was his largest
- 00:29:04.865 --> 00:29:08.836
- and most talked aboutscrew up as it were.
- 00:29:08.836 --> 00:29:12.873
- But the idea that COVID
- 00:29:12.873 --> 00:29:15.943
- was this thing thatsent everybody home,
- 00:29:15.943 --> 00:29:19.880
- that stayed everybody,you know, everyone's home.
- 00:29:19.880 --> 00:29:22.616
- We weren't out beingaggressive in a time,
- 00:29:22.616 --> 00:29:25.886
- we should have been out at war
- 00:29:25.886 --> 00:29:27.754
- and now we're staying at home.
- 00:29:27.754 --> 00:29:29.656
- There seems to be thatyou're speaking this message
- 00:29:29.656 --> 00:29:33.760
- to the larger body of Christ
- 00:29:33.760 --> 00:29:36.129
- and that we all, if wehave an ear, are hearing
- 00:29:36.129 --> 00:29:40.334
- that this is reallya timely word--
- 00:29:40.334 --> 00:29:44.838
- - First thing I did when...
- 00:29:44.838 --> 00:29:46.506
- My wife and I did
- 00:29:46.506 --> 00:29:47.975
- when it looked like thingswere gonna get bad with COVID.
- 00:29:47.975 --> 00:29:50.677
- And when there's a run on thestore and run on toilet paper.
- 00:29:52.145 --> 00:29:55.249
- Who'd ever thoughtin their lifetime
- 00:29:55.249 --> 00:29:56.483
- you couldn't gettoilet paper run?
- 00:29:56.483 --> 00:29:58.719
- First thing Libby and I did
- 00:29:58.719 --> 00:30:00.120
- is we sent an email toeverybody in our neighborhood,
- 00:30:00.120 --> 00:30:02.356
- the 25 closest peopleand we said, "Hey, look,
- 00:30:02.356 --> 00:30:04.458
- if you need anything,we're here for you.
- 00:30:04.458 --> 00:30:06.894
- We've got plenty oftoilet paper right now.
- 00:30:06.894 --> 00:30:08.629
- You're welcome toas much as we have.
- 00:30:08.629 --> 00:30:11.198
- We've got food."
- 00:30:11.198 --> 00:30:12.633
- We're not hardcorepreppers, but we got stuff.
- 00:30:12.633 --> 00:30:15.335
- If you need anything atall, we're here for you.
- 00:30:15.335 --> 00:30:17.771
- That was an aggressive move.
- 00:30:17.771 --> 00:30:19.373
- Now, none of them came to us,
- 00:30:19.373 --> 00:30:22.342
- but we aggressively putourselves out there.
- 00:30:22.342 --> 00:30:24.978
- Whereas many of us were like,
- 00:30:24.978 --> 00:30:26.513
- "Whoa I gotta hoard where Iam, I gotta stay where I am."
- 00:30:26.513 --> 00:30:29.883
- That's being passive,
- 00:30:29.883 --> 00:30:31.285
- that's not being ablessing to other people.
- 00:30:31.285 --> 00:30:32.853
- That's the other partof the story by the way.
- 00:30:32.853 --> 00:30:34.855
- David when he comesback, he gives meat,
- 00:30:34.855 --> 00:30:38.625
- bread and a cake of raisinsto everybody in Israel.
- 00:30:38.625 --> 00:30:41.662
- Everybody in his area there.
- 00:30:41.662 --> 00:30:43.263
- Generously he blesses them.
- 00:30:43.263 --> 00:30:45.599
- And so we in the midst of COVID,
- 00:30:45.599 --> 00:30:47.968
- we've gotta beblessing people still.
- 00:30:47.968 --> 00:30:49.937
- We've still gotta be oneanothering one another.
- 00:30:49.937 --> 00:30:53.473
- The number of uswho have retreated
- 00:30:53.473 --> 00:30:56.643
- and are socially distancing,spacial distance is fine,
- 00:30:56.643 --> 00:31:00.547
- but you can not survivesocial distancing
- 00:31:00.547 --> 00:31:02.916
- if you're a follower of Christ.
- 00:31:02.916 --> 00:31:04.384
- Cause we need to oneanother one another.
- 00:31:04.384 --> 00:31:06.553
- And we have to figureout how to do that.
- 00:31:06.553 --> 00:31:08.588
- And those of us who haven'tfigured out how to do that,
- 00:31:08.588 --> 00:31:11.291
- my anecdotal observations are,
- 00:31:11.291 --> 00:31:14.127
- are struggling morespiritually than others.
- 00:31:14.127 --> 00:31:15.996
- There's a distancebetween them and God.
- 00:31:15.996 --> 00:31:19.466
- There's a higher degree of fear.
- 00:31:19.466 --> 00:31:21.635
- There's a higherdegree of uncertainty.
- 00:31:21.635 --> 00:31:25.339
- Because we weren'tmeant spiritually
- 00:31:25.339 --> 00:31:27.240
- to function asautonomous people.
- 00:31:27.240 --> 00:31:29.109
- So that's what aggression is.
- 00:31:29.109 --> 00:31:31.812
- I've got to make thebest of situation.
- 00:31:31.812 --> 00:31:33.547
- I've got to pushas best as I can.
- 00:31:33.547 --> 00:31:35.349
- - So that brings meto the scripture,
- 00:31:35.349 --> 00:31:37.484
- that if you seek firstthe kingdom of God,
- 00:31:37.484 --> 00:31:39.519
- so you're pursuing after God,
- 00:31:39.519 --> 00:31:42.055
- then all these things are added.
- 00:31:42.055 --> 00:31:44.391
- - Yeah, that's great.
- 00:31:44.391 --> 00:31:46.526
- - So there is nothingwith the pandemic or COVID
- 00:31:46.526 --> 00:31:51.164
- or anything that can stopyou from pursuing God.
- 00:31:51.164 --> 00:31:55.335
- Your passion towards God.
- 00:31:55.335 --> 00:31:57.170
- And when you do that
- 00:31:57.170 --> 00:31:59.673
- and you're aggressive inyour relationship with God,
- 00:31:59.673 --> 00:32:02.943
- that everlasting life, Brian.
- 00:32:02.943 --> 00:32:04.811
- That then all of these things...
- 00:32:06.213 --> 00:32:08.615
- The take on, whatdoes that benefit?
- 00:32:08.615 --> 00:32:12.019
- Okay, so I do this.
- 00:32:12.019 --> 00:32:13.253
- How does it benefit me?
- 00:32:13.253 --> 00:32:15.155
- If I'm aggressive towards God?
- 00:32:15.155 --> 00:32:16.890
- How does it benefit?
- 00:32:16.890 --> 00:32:18.091
- - Well, it's Jesuswho quoted that verse.
- 00:32:18.091 --> 00:32:19.693
- Jesus says, "seek."
- 00:32:19.693 --> 00:32:21.028
- He's not talking about, Hmm,where am I gonna seek him?
- 00:32:22.462 --> 00:32:26.133
- That's seeking.
- 00:32:26.133 --> 00:32:27.167
- That's actively going...
- 00:32:27.167 --> 00:32:28.568
- Whatever you lost, youever lost something?
- 00:32:28.568 --> 00:32:30.437
- What you do?
- 00:32:30.437 --> 00:32:31.638
- You go looking forit, that's His story.
- 00:32:31.638 --> 00:32:33.106
- When a woman loses onecoin, she goes and seeks.
- 00:32:33.106 --> 00:32:35.642
- She's turning thingsover in the house.
- 00:32:35.642 --> 00:32:37.611
- So the precursor,
- 00:32:39.279 --> 00:32:40.914
- to having all thesethings added on to you
- 00:32:40.914 --> 00:32:43.617
- is aggressively pushingout and looking.
- 00:32:43.617 --> 00:32:47.487
- - Seek first the Kingdom of God
- 00:32:47.487 --> 00:32:49.423
- and all these things are added.
- 00:32:49.423 --> 00:32:51.224
- Is a scriptural underpinning
- 00:32:51.224 --> 00:32:53.360
- to what we're really discussing.
- 00:32:53.360 --> 00:32:54.828
- By the way, this is abrand new location for us,
- 00:32:54.828 --> 00:32:58.965
- we're here in Southern Colorado.
- 00:32:58.965 --> 00:33:01.034
- Our guest is Brian Tome,
- 00:33:01.034 --> 00:33:03.770
- brand new programmer on TBN.
- 00:33:03.770 --> 00:33:06.573
- For informationabout how to watch
- 00:33:06.573 --> 00:33:09.476
- and get more connected toBrian and his weekly broadcast,
- 00:33:09.476 --> 00:33:13.947
- airs more than one time a week.
- 00:33:13.947 --> 00:33:15.282
- All the information'son the screen.
- 00:33:15.282 --> 00:33:17.084
- If we're introducing himto you, you're welcome.
- 00:33:21.021 --> 00:33:24.691
- There he is, Brian Tome,from Cincinnati, Ohio.
- 00:33:24.691 --> 00:33:28.428
- So when you lose something,
- 00:33:28.428 --> 00:33:33.233
- it made me thinkof this morning.
- 00:33:33.233 --> 00:33:35.435
- We actually lost somethinghere on the ranch
- 00:33:35.435 --> 00:33:38.438
- and it accidentallygot thrown away.
- 00:33:38.438 --> 00:33:40.340
- So I was in adumpster earlier today
- 00:33:40.340 --> 00:33:43.376
- looking for a door handle.
- 00:33:43.376 --> 00:33:45.879
- So that door handleright there was missing
- 00:33:45.879 --> 00:33:48.315
- and so we were in a dumpster.
- 00:33:49.483 --> 00:33:50.917
- That was really astute.
- 00:33:53.019 --> 00:33:54.821
- So that proves to me
- 00:33:54.821 --> 00:33:56.323
- that you actually listenwhile we do this program.
- 00:33:56.323 --> 00:33:58.358
- So well done.
- 00:33:58.358 --> 00:33:59.793
- When you said, "Seekfirst the kingdom of God--
- 00:33:59.793 --> 00:34:02.095
- - Well, nobody has anexcuse for not pursuing God
- 00:34:02.095 --> 00:34:05.398
- in their relationship--
- 00:34:05.398 --> 00:34:06.900
- - And it feels like COVIDis making everyone sit back
- 00:34:06.900 --> 00:34:10.403
- and wait forsomething to happen.
- 00:34:10.403 --> 00:34:12.706
- That seems to bethematically what...
- 00:34:12.706 --> 00:34:16.610
- At least a good part of whatwe're discussing tonight
- 00:34:16.610 --> 00:34:19.779
- is COVID is makingeveryone sit back and go,
- 00:34:19.779 --> 00:34:23.416
- When someone else tells me
- 00:34:23.416 --> 00:34:25.986
- it's okay to do what Iused to do or what...
- 00:34:25.986 --> 00:34:29.122
- Then I'm gonna go and do that
- 00:34:29.122 --> 00:34:31.091
- instead of youknow what, let's...
- 00:34:31.091 --> 00:34:33.727
- - Well, we haveto recognize here
- 00:34:34.895 --> 00:34:36.897
- that this is a crisis that'scustom-made for our country.
- 00:34:36.897 --> 00:34:41.334
- I believe this is real.
- 00:34:41.334 --> 00:34:42.402
- I have a good buddy of mine
- 00:34:42.402 --> 00:34:43.603
- I ride motorcycleswith who is...
- 00:34:43.603 --> 00:34:45.639
- We call him "Impact resistant".
- 00:34:45.639 --> 00:34:47.574
- He doesn't get hurt.
- 00:34:47.574 --> 00:34:49.342
- And he just got the virus
- 00:34:49.342 --> 00:34:50.877
- and he was sleeping 15, 16hours a day for two weeks.
- 00:34:50.877 --> 00:34:53.813
- So, I mean, it's real.
- 00:34:53.813 --> 00:34:55.048
- I'm not trying tominimize it at all.
- 00:34:55.048 --> 00:34:57.350
- But this is alsocustom-made for us.
- 00:34:57.350 --> 00:34:59.619
- I believe America isn'tthe land of the free,
- 00:34:59.619 --> 00:35:02.856
- we're the land of the fear.
- 00:35:02.856 --> 00:35:04.291
- - [Laurie] Yes.
- 00:35:04.291 --> 00:35:05.458
- - We have more fears,more paranoias,
- 00:35:05.458 --> 00:35:06.893
- more helmets, more seat belts,more insurance policies.
- 00:35:06.893 --> 00:35:10.597
- We take more medication
- 00:35:10.597 --> 00:35:12.365
- than any people group inthe history of the world.
- 00:35:12.365 --> 00:35:16.937
- If you ever do the innergramever done the innergram?
- 00:35:18.338 --> 00:35:20.273
- - [Laurie] Yes.- [Matt] Yeah.
- 00:35:20.273 --> 00:35:21.408
- - 50% of us are all...
- 00:35:21.408 --> 00:35:23.343
- I think it's a six, where theprimary driver is caution.
- 00:35:23.343 --> 00:35:26.112
- - Wow!
- 00:35:26.112 --> 00:35:27.347
- - The primary driveris basically fear.
- 00:35:27.347 --> 00:35:30.483
- When you have a high percentageof our country that is that.
- 00:35:30.483 --> 00:35:34.487
- This is right in line withthings we're concerned about.
- 00:35:35.889 --> 00:35:38.458
- And so I'm not ready tosay that we've overreacted,
- 00:35:38.458 --> 00:35:41.561
- cause the medicalissues are real.
- 00:35:41.561 --> 00:35:44.397
- I'm just saying we'rejust the kind of people
- 00:35:44.397 --> 00:35:49.402
- to lose our lives over this,to lose our faith over this,
- 00:35:50.870 --> 00:35:54.174
- to lose ourperspective over this.
- 00:35:54.174 --> 00:35:56.943
- God never wants youretrain into a bunker.
- 00:35:56.943 --> 00:35:59.579
- He doesn't want that.
- 00:35:59.579 --> 00:36:01.047
- He told the disciples"Go in all the world."
- 00:36:01.047 --> 00:36:04.050
- I think about that,talk about aggression.
- 00:36:04.050 --> 00:36:06.253
- These are people who,wherever they were born
- 00:36:06.253 --> 00:36:08.555
- they would die withinfive to 10 miles
- 00:36:08.555 --> 00:36:10.357
- from where they were born.
- 00:36:10.357 --> 00:36:11.224
- - [Brian] Right.
- 00:36:11.224 --> 00:36:12.158
- - And they're going to places
- 00:36:12.158 --> 00:36:14.261
- they've never knownanybody to go to.
- 00:36:14.261 --> 00:36:16.663
- They're getting shipwrecked
- 00:36:16.663 --> 00:36:18.031
- because they'reaggressively going places.
- 00:36:18.031 --> 00:36:21.101
- First time I went to theGrand Canyon, I was stunned.
- 00:36:21.101 --> 00:36:24.437
- My wife and I were in the dinerand the waitress came over
- 00:36:24.437 --> 00:36:28.308
- and this was beforethe days of GPS
- 00:36:28.308 --> 00:36:29.976
- or at least I didn't have one.
- 00:36:29.976 --> 00:36:31.077
- I just had a map.
- 00:36:31.077 --> 00:36:32.612
- And I said,
- 00:36:32.612 --> 00:36:34.147
- "Can you tell me how far awaywe are from the Grand Canyon?
- 00:36:34.147 --> 00:36:35.615
- This is Flagstaff, the closestcity to the Grand Canyon.
- 00:36:35.615 --> 00:36:38.418
- She said, "I don't know."
- 00:36:38.418 --> 00:36:40.086
- So did you just move here?
- 00:36:41.288 --> 00:36:42.522
- Says, "No, I livedhere my whole life."
- 00:36:42.522 --> 00:36:44.457
- My gosh, your wholelife you've been here,
- 00:36:45.625 --> 00:36:48.161
- never gone to the Grand Canyon?
- 00:36:48.161 --> 00:36:49.763
- Go to the Grand Canyon,there's more foreign languages
- 00:36:49.763 --> 00:36:52.666
- and there is theEnglish language.
- 00:36:52.666 --> 00:36:55.135
- That's a sign of how manyof us are as Americans
- 00:36:55.135 --> 00:36:57.804
- but yet when Jesustells us to go,
- 00:36:57.804 --> 00:37:00.340
- we've got to be the onesthat are doing that.
- 00:37:00.340 --> 00:37:02.075
- And if you want more...
- 00:37:02.075 --> 00:37:04.477
- And this isn't justmore of yourself.
- 00:37:04.477 --> 00:37:06.079
- Primarily, if you wantmore sanctification.
- 00:37:06.079 --> 00:37:09.716
- If you want more peopleinto the family of God.
- 00:37:09.716 --> 00:37:13.119
- If you want more experiencewith the Holy Spirit,
- 00:37:13.119 --> 00:37:17.090
- you have to be on the move.
- 00:37:17.090 --> 00:37:18.291
- I just said, I wantmore grandkids.
- 00:37:18.291 --> 00:37:20.560
- I want more intimacy.
- 00:37:20.560 --> 00:37:21.761
- I want more money in the bank.
- 00:37:21.761 --> 00:37:23.263
- I want more people tobuy books I've read.
- 00:37:23.263 --> 00:37:25.765
- I want more gifts of theHoly Spirit, I want them all.
- 00:37:25.765 --> 00:37:28.401
- I hope you don't rebuke me.
- 00:37:30.303 --> 00:37:31.304
- I don't have thegift of tongues.
- 00:37:31.304 --> 00:37:33.273
- I'll take it, I can't tell youthe times I prayed for that.
- 00:37:33.273 --> 00:37:36.710
- I want all of them.
- 00:37:36.710 --> 00:37:38.311
- And if God chooses notto give me something,
- 00:37:38.311 --> 00:37:40.847
- well that's His thing,
- 00:37:40.847 --> 00:37:42.382
- but I'm not gonnanot have something
- 00:37:42.382 --> 00:37:43.583
- because I don't prayfor it and go after it.
- 00:37:43.583 --> 00:37:45.485
- - I love that.
- 00:37:45.485 --> 00:37:47.387
- Cause it's like astrologers.
- 00:37:49.289 --> 00:37:52.959
- People that look atthe stars and then...
- 00:37:52.959 --> 00:37:55.428
- I was with this preciouswoman and one day,
- 00:37:56.629 --> 00:37:58.732
- a dear friend of mine and--
- 00:37:58.732 --> 00:38:00.900
- - Nonbeliever.
- 00:38:02.936 --> 00:38:04.170
- - A nonbeliever, and shekind of started in on.
- 00:38:04.170 --> 00:38:08.675
- When is your birthday?
- 00:38:09.876 --> 00:38:11.778
- And so I told her and I said,
- 00:38:11.778 --> 00:38:14.280
- "When did you realize that Godhad given you such a gift?"
- 00:38:14.280 --> 00:38:17.517
- And she was telling me abouther astrology and stuff.
- 00:38:18.952 --> 00:38:23.957
- And I said, you know what Ilove about that, as I said,
- 00:38:25.425 --> 00:38:27.227
- "It's the people that lookedat the stars that found Jesus."
- 00:38:27.227 --> 00:38:30.430
- They were passionately looking.
- 00:38:31.297 --> 00:38:33.099
- They stargazed.
- 00:38:33.099 --> 00:38:34.567
- They knew the stars andthey found the Christ.
- 00:38:34.567 --> 00:38:38.071
- they found Jesus.
- 00:38:38.071 --> 00:38:39.239
- And so I love that becauseyou're saying that you pursue,
- 00:38:40.640 --> 00:38:45.145
- you aggressively go after whatGod has put on your heart.
- 00:38:46.546 --> 00:38:51.551
- Even we were talking about thisCOVID thing when it started,
- 00:38:52.952 --> 00:38:55.121
- TBN stepped out and didsomething absolutely impossible
- 00:38:55.121 --> 00:39:00.126
- and made it a huge bid on agroup of television stations
- 00:39:01.594 --> 00:39:05.165
- and we didn't get it.
- 00:39:06.332 --> 00:39:07.700
- But it's okay because Ilooked at him, I said,
- 00:39:09.102 --> 00:39:11.871
- "But we still stepped out."
- 00:39:11.871 --> 00:39:14.207
- That was still faith,
- 00:39:14.207 --> 00:39:15.542
- it's still accountedto us as righteousness.
- 00:39:15.542 --> 00:39:18.711
- Aggressively going after.
- 00:39:18.711 --> 00:39:20.313
- And I know that there are people
- 00:39:20.313 --> 00:39:21.815
- that are naturally like that.
- 00:39:21.815 --> 00:39:23.917
- If something negativehappens, then it's like,
- 00:39:23.917 --> 00:39:27.454
- the kind of thefight or flight thing
- 00:39:27.454 --> 00:39:29.989
- that happen in people.
- 00:39:29.989 --> 00:39:31.524
- But there's a lot of peoplethat get beat down terribly
- 00:39:31.524 --> 00:39:36.029
- that are not aggressiveanyway in their personalities.
- 00:39:37.397 --> 00:39:41.701
- That can really get under...
- 00:39:42.769 --> 00:39:45.338
- Just climb under the rugwhen things go wrong.
- 00:39:45.338 --> 00:39:48.074
- And we need to speakto those people--
- 00:39:49.242 --> 00:39:50.777
- - What I thinkyou're also doing is
- 00:39:50.777 --> 00:39:55.348
- you're challenging us believers.
- 00:39:55.348 --> 00:39:59.486
- And you're literally sayingit's holy to want more.
- 00:39:59.486 --> 00:40:03.690
- At the same time, the otherend of that pendulum swing,
- 00:40:03.690 --> 00:40:07.527
- is being content in all things.
- 00:40:07.527 --> 00:40:09.329
- So we have to becontent in all things
- 00:40:09.329 --> 00:40:12.131
- but it's holy to want more.
- 00:40:12.131 --> 00:40:13.933
- Some people don't think that.
- 00:40:13.933 --> 00:40:15.268
- - If I don't get more,
- 00:40:15.268 --> 00:40:17.570
- I can't hold that against God.
- 00:40:17.570 --> 00:40:19.906
- Life is but a whisper.
- 00:40:19.906 --> 00:40:21.407
- Let's be clear.
- 00:40:22.842 --> 00:40:24.077
- There's a lot of people,more godly than me,
- 00:40:24.077 --> 00:40:27.881
- who are in differentparts of the world,
- 00:40:27.881 --> 00:40:30.149
- who are filled withthe Holy Spirit,
- 00:40:30.149 --> 00:40:32.652
- who are underintense persecution
- 00:40:32.652 --> 00:40:35.522
- and are never gonna havemore of anything that I have
- 00:40:35.522 --> 00:40:39.826
- any day that I take for granted.
- 00:40:39.826 --> 00:40:41.461
- We're not talking about somehealth and wealth entitlement
- 00:40:41.461 --> 00:40:44.664
- that if you do the right things,
- 00:40:44.664 --> 00:40:45.899
- voodoo more stuff'sgonna come to you.
- 00:40:45.899 --> 00:40:47.734
- Cause God just always wantsyou to have more money.
- 00:40:47.734 --> 00:40:49.702
- More money was thatfrom Jerry McGuire.
- 00:40:49.702 --> 00:40:52.038
- I'm not talking about that.
- 00:40:52.972 --> 00:40:55.875
- I'm just saying whateverGod has given you
- 00:40:55.875 --> 00:40:57.877
- or blessed you with,
- 00:40:57.877 --> 00:40:59.879
- don't be satisfied forto stay the way it is.
- 00:40:59.879 --> 00:41:04.083
- - [Matt] Got it.
- 00:41:04.083 --> 00:41:05.518
- - Jesus gave thestory twice, right?
- 00:41:05.518 --> 00:41:07.053
- The parable of the minas andthe parable of the talents.
- 00:41:07.053 --> 00:41:09.622
- And two people grow itand one person doesn't
- 00:41:09.622 --> 00:41:12.892
- and that person whodoesn't he says,
- 00:41:12.892 --> 00:41:14.260
- "Get away from me you evildoer."
- 00:41:14.260 --> 00:41:16.963
- That person goes passive.
- 00:41:16.963 --> 00:41:18.631
- The two people who goaggressive and they grow it,
- 00:41:18.631 --> 00:41:22.201
- he says the exactsame thing to them,
- 00:41:22.201 --> 00:41:23.570
- "Well done, good andfaithful servants."
- 00:41:23.570 --> 00:41:26.573
- It's not so muchthat they grew it,
- 00:41:26.573 --> 00:41:28.841
- cause one guy did it fiveX, one guy did a two X.
- 00:41:28.841 --> 00:41:32.111
- One guy added fiveand another one
- 00:41:32.111 --> 00:41:33.713
- different numbersthat are around there.
- 00:41:33.713 --> 00:41:35.148
- Numbers in the Bibledon't always hit with me.
- 00:41:35.148 --> 00:41:37.517
- It's not that he's...
- 00:41:37.517 --> 00:41:38.918
- I don't think so much rewardinghow much more they got,
- 00:41:38.918 --> 00:41:43.089
- it's that they wereon the aggressive move
- 00:41:43.089 --> 00:41:45.291
- cause he says theexact same thing
- 00:41:45.291 --> 00:41:46.759
- to the guy who broughtback more than the other.
- 00:41:46.759 --> 00:41:48.828
- The other one, the problem was
- 00:41:48.828 --> 00:41:50.029
- they weren't on theaggressive move.
- 00:41:50.029 --> 00:41:51.230
- They just said "I'mgoing to bury it
- 00:41:51.230 --> 00:41:52.865
- and just hope Goddoesn't judge me."
- 00:41:52.865 --> 00:41:55.168
- He says, that'snot the way God is,
- 00:41:55.168 --> 00:41:56.703
- friends He's blessedyou with something
- 00:41:56.703 --> 00:41:58.638
- because He wants youto put it in play.
- 00:41:58.638 --> 00:42:00.907
- - There you go.
- 00:42:00.907 --> 00:42:02.175
- - Because it wasn'tyours to begin with.
- 00:42:02.175 --> 00:42:03.376
- - [Brian] That's exactly right.
- 00:42:03.376 --> 00:42:04.510
- Not my grandkids, right?
- 00:42:04.510 --> 00:42:07.046
- Not my wife, not my life.
- 00:42:07.046 --> 00:42:09.182
- It is His.
- 00:42:10.183 --> 00:42:10.984
- He owns the cattleon a thousand hills
- 00:42:12.151 --> 00:42:13.953
- and He owns this piece of meat.
- 00:42:13.953 --> 00:42:16.189
- - Right.
- 00:42:17.190 --> 00:42:18.257
- I love it.
- 00:42:18.257 --> 00:42:19.525
- - Okay, Brian Tome,
- 00:42:19.525 --> 00:42:21.394
- first of all brand newprogrammer right here on TBN.
- 00:42:21.394 --> 00:42:24.998
- For more information,it's all on the screen.
- 00:42:24.998 --> 00:42:27.867
- We want you to getmore connected to him.
- 00:42:27.867 --> 00:42:31.504
- You have a devotional andI'll go ahead and hold it up.
- 00:42:32.905 --> 00:42:35.875
- And if I get the lightingjust right, look at that.
- 00:42:35.875 --> 00:42:39.078
- You can actually see it.
- 00:42:39.078 --> 00:42:40.446
- Brian Tome, "TheMan Devotional."
- 00:42:40.446 --> 00:42:44.283
- And it says righthere, the subtitle,
- 00:42:44.283 --> 00:42:46.953
- "Prompts to kickyour rear into gear."
- 00:42:46.953 --> 00:42:50.556
- 66 prompts to kickyour rear into gear.
- 00:42:53.726 --> 00:42:58.731
- So if that is something thatyou need a kick in the rear
- 00:43:00.199 --> 00:43:03.469
- then this is BrianTome's latest devotional
- 00:43:04.704 --> 00:43:08.775
- we want you to get it.
- 00:43:08.775 --> 00:43:10.510
- Brian, start...
- 00:43:10.510 --> 00:43:12.545
- By the way, it is a beautifulevening here in Colorado,
- 00:43:13.946 --> 00:43:17.016
- just absolutely stunning.
- 00:43:17.016 --> 00:43:18.951
- And so Brian, on yourlatest devotional,
- 00:43:18.951 --> 00:43:22.355
- it's fun to to readthe backside of it.
- 00:43:22.355 --> 00:43:24.557
- If I angle it just right,
- 00:43:24.557 --> 00:43:26.259
- the glare comes offand I can read--
- 00:43:26.259 --> 00:43:27.860
- - It's made for actuallyyounger men, I guess.
- 00:43:27.860 --> 00:43:30.563
- But we find a lot of women
- 00:43:30.563 --> 00:43:31.764
- are totally soakingup that content.
- 00:43:31.764 --> 00:43:33.332
- - Okay, let me just see it.
- 00:43:33.332 --> 00:43:34.934
- It's big enough to read.
- 00:43:34.934 --> 00:43:36.169
- It's just black ona black book, Brian.
- 00:43:36.169 --> 00:43:38.671
- So if you want to...
- 00:43:38.671 --> 00:43:41.407
- If you don't wanna move,
- 00:43:41.407 --> 00:43:43.576
- you might as well just putthis book down right now.
- 00:43:43.576 --> 00:43:46.579
- So we're talking about this...
- 00:43:46.579 --> 00:43:50.316
- You're talking about theholiness of wanting more.
- 00:43:51.751 --> 00:43:55.555
- From some of thetraditional denominations,
- 00:43:56.856 --> 00:43:59.158
- that wouldn't have beenpreached Sunday morning
- 00:44:03.596 --> 00:44:06.099
- in a lot of traditionaldenominations.
- 00:44:06.099 --> 00:44:08.601
- You are to be content, end ofperiod, end of story there.
- 00:44:08.601 --> 00:44:13.606
- It's not holy to want more.
- 00:44:14.474 --> 00:44:15.775
- You're breaking outof the box and saying,
- 00:44:15.775 --> 00:44:19.278
- it's holy to want more.
- 00:44:19.278 --> 00:44:20.446
- - Well, yes and I am
- 00:44:20.446 --> 00:44:22.381
- because I'm coming froma place of repentance.
- 00:44:22.381 --> 00:44:24.484
- Because I was oneof those people.
- 00:44:24.484 --> 00:44:26.385
- I was one of thosepeople that judge people
- 00:44:26.385 --> 00:44:28.421
- who had new ideasand tried new things.
- 00:44:28.421 --> 00:44:30.323
- I was one of thosepeople who judge people
- 00:44:30.323 --> 00:44:32.024
- who wanted to growtheir thing bigger,
- 00:44:32.024 --> 00:44:33.459
- thinking they werejust being selfish.
- 00:44:33.459 --> 00:44:35.328
- I was one of those people.
- 00:44:35.328 --> 00:44:36.529
- I asked a good friendof mine recently.
- 00:44:36.529 --> 00:44:37.897
- I just repented to him.
- 00:44:37.897 --> 00:44:38.831
- And I said, I'm sorry.
- 00:44:38.831 --> 00:44:39.766
- Started this little business
- 00:44:39.766 --> 00:44:41.234
- called Peace, Loveand Little Donuts.
- 00:44:41.234 --> 00:44:43.269
- And it's a franchise, it'sreally been taken off.
- 00:44:44.704 --> 00:44:47.006
- And I said to Ron, Isaid, "Man, I'm sorry.
- 00:44:47.006 --> 00:44:50.443
- When we were inour early twenties,
- 00:44:50.443 --> 00:44:52.011
- I used to refer to allof your ideas as scams."
- 00:44:52.011 --> 00:44:55.748
- I know, I was awful myself.
- 00:44:55.748 --> 00:44:57.049
- I was awful to him.
- 00:44:57.049 --> 00:44:58.985
- It is terrible.
- 00:44:58.985 --> 00:45:00.219
- But I was coming froma place of religion
- 00:45:00.219 --> 00:45:02.388
- that said, "If you want more,
- 00:45:02.388 --> 00:45:04.223
- if you want to try somethingnew with your life,
- 00:45:04.223 --> 00:45:05.892
- then you're not contentwith where you are
- 00:45:05.892 --> 00:45:07.226
- then you must be materialistic
- 00:45:07.226 --> 00:45:08.928
- or you must beselfish or something.
- 00:45:08.928 --> 00:45:10.563
- I was dead, dead, wrong.
- 00:45:10.563 --> 00:45:12.098
- I in seminary, I would judgepeople who had churches,
- 00:45:12.098 --> 00:45:14.767
- the size of the one thatGod's blessed me with.
- 00:45:14.767 --> 00:45:17.069
- Because I thought of,
- 00:45:17.069 --> 00:45:18.304
- You're doing somethingto grow the church,
- 00:45:18.304 --> 00:45:19.372
- you've got some ulterior motive.
- 00:45:19.372 --> 00:45:21.541
- No, it's called theGreat Commission.
- 00:45:21.541 --> 00:45:24.076
- It's called peoplegoing to hell.
- 00:45:24.076 --> 00:45:26.312
- - Yeah, so how didthat change for you?
- 00:45:26.312 --> 00:45:28.347
- - I started reading the Bible.
- 00:45:28.347 --> 00:45:30.116
- - You finally accept Jesus?
- 00:45:33.619 --> 00:45:34.720
- - You start reading the Bible
- 00:45:34.720 --> 00:45:37.056
- and then you start lookingaround at other people
- 00:45:37.056 --> 00:45:40.026
- who are taking a pathof aggression and apath of passivity.
- 00:45:40.026 --> 00:45:44.530
- And I go, "These people aretaking the path of positivity,
- 00:45:44.530 --> 00:45:47.500
- they don't havelives that I want."
- 00:45:47.500 --> 00:45:50.136
- These folks over here,they're intriguing to me.
- 00:45:50.136 --> 00:45:52.939
- I need to learnsomething from them.
- 00:45:52.939 --> 00:45:54.674
- - So what I feel like a bigexclamation point is on this,
- 00:45:54.674 --> 00:45:59.679
- is Brian, we're 40minutes into this program
- 00:46:01.013 --> 00:46:04.383
- 45 minutes into this program.
- 00:46:04.383 --> 00:46:06.385
- And you haven't said anything
- 00:46:06.385 --> 00:46:11.057
- that I haven't grown up on.
- 00:46:11.057 --> 00:46:13.492
- You haven't said...
- 00:46:13.492 --> 00:46:14.961
- You're bringinga word in season,
- 00:46:16.128 --> 00:46:19.365
- but what I just realizedis you've had to journey
- 00:46:22.068 --> 00:46:27.073
- to the point whereyou're talking about this
- 00:46:28.407 --> 00:46:30.476
- because you used to bea religious judgmentaljerk, I guess.
- 00:46:30.476 --> 00:46:34.847
- I mean, is that kindof what you were?
- 00:46:34.847 --> 00:46:35.915
- - Religiousjudgemental minimalist.
- 00:46:35.915 --> 00:46:38.251
- - [Matt] Really?
- 00:46:38.251 --> 00:46:39.485
- Jerk.
- 00:46:39.485 --> 00:46:40.319
- - Yeah, I was a jerk.
- 00:46:40.319 --> 00:46:41.754
- I'm just defining jerk more.
- 00:46:41.754 --> 00:46:45.124
- - So you come from a placewhere you, at your age,
- 00:46:45.124 --> 00:46:49.462
- preaching to your younger self.
- 00:46:49.462 --> 00:46:51.597
- Your younger self wouldhave gone, "You're wrong."
- 00:46:51.597 --> 00:46:55.201
- - Yes, yes, yes.
- 00:46:55.201 --> 00:46:57.737
- - What would your younger self
- 00:46:57.737 --> 00:46:59.238
- had said to your current self?
- 00:46:59.238 --> 00:47:00.940
- About tonight's program--
- 00:47:02.241 --> 00:47:04.010
- - Would have said,"Hey current self,
- 00:47:04.010 --> 00:47:06.112
- stop judging somebodywho's on TBN."
- 00:47:06.112 --> 00:47:08.681
- Because I would havejudged your whole station.
- 00:47:08.681 --> 00:47:11.484
- Just coming where I was from.
- 00:47:11.484 --> 00:47:13.753
- - Are you judgingLaurie and I now?
- 00:47:14.954 --> 00:47:16.188
- - Absolutely not,I am counting you--
- 00:47:16.188 --> 00:47:17.523
- - You're over that, right?
- 00:47:17.523 --> 00:47:18.791
- - I am totally overthat, especially not.
- 00:47:18.791 --> 00:47:22.995
- - [Matt] You're welcome.
- 00:47:22.995 --> 00:47:24.397
- - No, I was judgmental, man.
- 00:47:24.397 --> 00:47:26.332
- Anybody who wasn't like me,
- 00:47:26.332 --> 00:47:28.701
- and anybody who wanted somethingdifferent out of their life
- 00:47:28.701 --> 00:47:31.470
- - [Matt] Or more.
- 00:47:31.470 --> 00:47:32.405
- - Or more, I always thought
- 00:47:32.405 --> 00:47:34.006
- there was somethingwrong with you.
- 00:47:34.006 --> 00:47:35.508
- Just be satisfied what you have
- 00:47:35.508 --> 00:47:36.809
- and stay in your little thing.
- 00:47:36.809 --> 00:47:38.311
- That was awful of me.
- 00:47:40.212 --> 00:47:42.415
- So I just say sorry to anybodywho was a fan of this station
- 00:47:42.415 --> 00:47:45.751
- who had that attitude,
- 00:47:45.751 --> 00:47:47.520
- who received thatattitude from me,
- 00:47:47.520 --> 00:47:49.221
- I was dead wrong andI'm sorry for that.
- 00:47:49.221 --> 00:47:50.890
- - You're forgiven.
- 00:47:50.890 --> 00:47:51.824
- - Okay, so you've become...
- 00:47:51.824 --> 00:47:55.394
- Brian, in one sense,
- 00:47:55.394 --> 00:47:56.929
- you've become moreinteresting to me,
- 00:47:56.929 --> 00:48:01.233
- based upon that juxtaposition.
- 00:48:01.233 --> 00:48:04.170
- We're talking about tonight.
- 00:48:04.170 --> 00:48:06.205
- Let the weak say I amstrong, is a juxtaposition.
- 00:48:07.573 --> 00:48:11.344
- The first shall be last.
- 00:48:11.344 --> 00:48:13.012
- You talked about in this--
- 00:48:13.012 --> 00:48:15.715
- - The tension.
- 00:48:15.715 --> 00:48:17.216
- - The tension between thekingdom of God is real.
- 00:48:17.216 --> 00:48:20.886
- And you have experienced bothends of the pendulum swing.
- 00:48:20.886 --> 00:48:25.157
- You just said you wanted everygift of the Spirit available
- 00:48:25.157 --> 00:48:28.828
- that the Holy Spiritwould give to you.
- 00:48:28.828 --> 00:48:31.130
- And you used to be ajudgemental, religious person.
- 00:48:31.130 --> 00:48:34.967
- - Yap.
- 00:48:34.967 --> 00:48:36.202
- - So you are nowmore interesting.
- 00:48:36.202 --> 00:48:39.472
- It's like...
- 00:48:39.472 --> 00:48:40.306
- - Oh, I'm glad thatI was boring you
- 00:48:41.540 --> 00:48:44.677
- the previous 45 minutes.
- 00:48:44.677 --> 00:48:46.479
- And now all of asudden I'm interesting.
- 00:48:46.479 --> 00:48:49.215
- - It's like if Tom Hanksis cast to play a bad guy.
- 00:48:49.215 --> 00:48:53.285
- Tom Hanks, is super nice guy.
- 00:48:53.285 --> 00:48:54.887
- You think of him asa funny, good guy,
- 00:48:54.887 --> 00:48:57.356
- juxtaposition to playing nowan evil character in a movie
- 00:48:57.356 --> 00:49:00.760
- or something like...
- 00:49:00.760 --> 00:49:02.261
- You are talking about the veryaspects of the Holy Spirit,
- 00:49:02.261 --> 00:49:06.632
- deeply grabbingyou and shaking you
- 00:49:08.667 --> 00:49:11.704
- and telling you there's more.
- 00:49:11.704 --> 00:49:14.340
- And how far of the pendulumswing you had to come from.
- 00:49:14.340 --> 00:49:17.343
- - Anybody who wasn'tlike me would get judged.
- 00:49:17.343 --> 00:49:20.346
- And specifically anybody whowas going for more was judged.
- 00:49:20.346 --> 00:49:24.517
- One of my worst momentswas when I was in seminary
- 00:49:24.517 --> 00:49:26.752
- and I tried to convincethe class, I was in,
- 00:49:26.752 --> 00:49:28.421
- Mother Teresa likelywasn't going to heaven.
- 00:49:28.421 --> 00:49:31.390
- Yeah, I was pretty bad, right?
- 00:49:31.390 --> 00:49:33.192
- - Why?
- 00:49:33.192 --> 00:49:34.660
- - She didn't mouth theexact theological phrases
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- I think that sheshould be saying.
- 00:49:37.630 --> 00:49:39.698
- And why are you over there in...
- 00:49:39.698 --> 00:49:41.467
- Of course, why isshe over there?
- 00:49:41.467 --> 00:49:42.935
- Cause she's there to helppeople, she's there to bless.
- 00:49:42.935 --> 00:49:45.371
- She wanted more orphans,
- 00:49:45.371 --> 00:49:47.940
- more hungry people to befeeling the love of God.
- 00:49:47.940 --> 00:49:50.810
- But me and my hard heartedreligious orientation,
- 00:49:50.810 --> 00:49:54.346
- I couldn't see andappreciate that.
- 00:49:54.346 --> 00:49:56.182
- I just wasn't hearingher say things
- 00:49:56.182 --> 00:49:58.350
- that I thoughtsomeone should say,
- 00:49:58.350 --> 00:49:59.852
- if they were in line withline with my tradition.
- 00:49:59.852 --> 00:50:01.821
- - [Matt] My goodness!
- 00:50:01.821 --> 00:50:02.755
- - Yeah, I got to tell you too.
- 00:50:02.755 --> 00:50:04.423
- There's a lot of people like me.
- 00:50:04.423 --> 00:50:05.925
- If you don't know, there'sa lot of people like me
- 00:50:05.925 --> 00:50:07.426
- or like I was, anyway.
- 00:50:07.426 --> 00:50:09.328
- So that's kind of whyI am fired up on this.
- 00:50:09.328 --> 00:50:12.765
- I'm not a health andwealth prosperity guy
- 00:50:12.765 --> 00:50:15.434
- in the extreme sense.
- 00:50:15.434 --> 00:50:16.669
- I'm not that at all.
- 00:50:16.669 --> 00:50:17.870
- But there is thiselement of wanting more,
- 00:50:17.870 --> 00:50:20.840
- that's very godly.
- 00:50:20.840 --> 00:50:21.841
- I've kind of come into this
- 00:50:21.841 --> 00:50:23.576
- and I'm like a kid who just
- 00:50:23.576 --> 00:50:26.145
- is seeing something that'sin the Bible again and again,
- 00:50:26.145 --> 00:50:28.080
- but he never saw it before.
- 00:50:28.080 --> 00:50:29.248
- - [Laurie] Yeah.- [Matt] My goodness!
- 00:50:29.248 --> 00:50:30.349
- Would it be okayto say you're woke?
- 00:50:31.717 --> 00:50:33.652
- - In that place, yes.
- 00:50:34.653 --> 00:50:36.755
- - Go back to bed.
- 00:50:39.492 --> 00:50:40.759
- - And I do believeI'm woke as well.
- 00:50:40.759 --> 00:50:42.361
- But of course, most of uswho are white think we are
- 00:50:42.361 --> 00:50:45.831
- and oftentimes we're not.
- 00:50:45.831 --> 00:50:47.299
- - Okay, I think you havegotten everyone's attention.
- 00:50:47.299 --> 00:50:51.737
- And I think it's a veryimportant word for kind of--
- 00:50:55.074 --> 00:51:00.012
- - I love your honesty.
- 00:51:00.012 --> 00:51:01.547
- - I love the approach.
- 00:51:01.547 --> 00:51:03.549
- I love the way...
- 00:51:03.549 --> 00:51:04.783
- And this is everyweek now on TBN.
- 00:51:04.783 --> 00:51:07.520
- All the information about
- 00:51:07.520 --> 00:51:09.522
- Brian's televisionbroadcast is on the screen.
- 00:51:09.522 --> 00:51:12.491
- We wanted to make sure hegot a good introduction.
- 00:51:12.491 --> 00:51:16.228
- And I think we've donea good job with that.
- 00:51:16.228 --> 00:51:18.330
- - So you never dreamedyou'd be on TV?
- 00:51:18.330 --> 00:51:20.699
- - No, no, no, never, no.
- 00:51:20.699 --> 00:51:22.768
- - I've never thought
- 00:51:22.768 --> 00:51:24.937
- that my hair wouldlook like this on TBN.
- 00:51:24.937 --> 00:51:27.239
- Because I've been wearinga welder's helmet all day.
- 00:51:27.239 --> 00:51:30.776
- And so I feel like I havewelder's helmet hair.
- 00:51:30.776 --> 00:51:35.781
- - That's very manly.
- 00:51:36.515 --> 00:51:38.017
- I would not have assumedyou were the welding type,
- 00:51:38.017 --> 00:51:40.219
- but you're stuck.
- 00:51:40.219 --> 00:51:41.754
- I finally respect you, justlike you finally respect me.
- 00:51:41.754 --> 00:51:44.924
- I hear that you finallyare doing welding,
- 00:51:44.924 --> 00:51:46.358
- I'm impressed with you.
- 00:51:46.358 --> 00:51:47.493
- - I was in a dumpsterearlier today
- 00:51:47.493 --> 00:51:49.995
- and I had a weldinghelmet on most of the day.
- 00:51:49.995 --> 00:51:52.464
- Okay, so now I'm sitting withyou, former religious jerk
- 00:51:52.464 --> 00:51:57.002
- and now you're onTBN, I love that.
- 00:51:57.002 --> 00:51:59.672
- This is a unique broadcast, aunique set of circumstances.
- 00:51:59.672 --> 00:52:04.410
- This is a beautifullyunique location
- 00:52:04.410 --> 00:52:07.580
- that we're sitting in.
- 00:52:07.580 --> 00:52:08.814
- And again, we welcomeyou to Western Colorado.
- 00:52:08.814 --> 00:52:13.185
- Brian, pray for the audience
- 00:52:13.185 --> 00:52:16.021
- and just give the lastcouple of minutes,
- 00:52:17.656 --> 00:52:21.260
- kind of land this plane.
- 00:52:21.260 --> 00:52:22.494
- Pray for folks and loveon them a little bit.
- 00:52:22.494 --> 00:52:25.364
- - All right, a lot of thisstuff that we're talking about
- 00:52:25.364 --> 00:52:28.834
- you can find at briantome.com.
- 00:52:28.834 --> 00:52:31.203
- Some I do podcastsin this material.
- 00:52:31.203 --> 00:52:33.472
- I have articles, you cancheck that stuff out there.
- 00:52:33.472 --> 00:52:37.443
- Basically, we justwant you to have
- 00:52:37.443 --> 00:52:40.246
- the things that God iswaiting for you to have
- 00:52:40.246 --> 00:52:43.048
- if you move on the thingsHe wants you to move on.
- 00:52:44.750 --> 00:52:47.253
- This is not a time to look back
- 00:52:48.754 --> 00:52:50.656
- and regret the thingswe haven't done.
- 00:52:50.656 --> 00:52:54.226
- It's not a time to look back
- 00:52:54.226 --> 00:52:55.361
- and regret themissed opportunities.
- 00:52:55.361 --> 00:52:58.497
- It's time to say rightnow, where I am right now,
- 00:52:58.497 --> 00:53:02.635
- what does God wantyou to move on?
- 00:53:02.635 --> 00:53:05.104
- What is he waitingfor you to move on?
- 00:53:05.104 --> 00:53:07.273
- Every single hero inthe Bible is a hero
- 00:53:07.273 --> 00:53:10.909
- because they moved on something.
- 00:53:10.909 --> 00:53:12.311
- They aggressively movedtowards something.
- 00:53:12.311 --> 00:53:13.579
- They didn't justwait for something,
- 00:53:13.579 --> 00:53:15.147
- they moved towards something.
- 00:53:15.147 --> 00:53:16.982
- And so maybe the best thingfor us to do right now
- 00:53:16.982 --> 00:53:18.751
- is just pray.
- 00:53:18.751 --> 00:53:19.718
- Let me pray,
- 00:53:19.718 --> 00:53:21.587
- God, I thank you
- 00:53:21.587 --> 00:53:23.055
- for the person who's lookingat this screen right now, Lord.
- 00:53:23.055 --> 00:53:26.258
- And I thank you for the dreamsthat you have given them.
- 00:53:26.258 --> 00:53:30.195
- I thank you for thepast you've given them.
- 00:53:30.195 --> 00:53:32.197
- I believe it's set them upfor where they are right now.
- 00:53:32.197 --> 00:53:35.067
- It's set them up togo to the new place.
- 00:53:35.067 --> 00:53:36.869
- Lord, would youplease put a prick
- 00:53:36.869 --> 00:53:41.640
- in the back ofour neck right now
- 00:53:41.640 --> 00:53:43.175
- on the thing thatwe've got to do.
- 00:53:43.175 --> 00:53:45.044
- We can't do it all.
- 00:53:45.044 --> 00:53:45.978
- We can't move on everything
- 00:53:45.978 --> 00:53:47.446
- but there issomething right now,
- 00:53:47.446 --> 00:53:48.747
- I know that now is the time.
- 00:53:48.747 --> 00:53:50.616
- - [Matt] Thank you, Lord.
- 00:53:50.616 --> 00:53:52.151
- - I ask for your presence,your grace to fall upon us
- 00:53:52.151 --> 00:53:54.653
- as we go forwardin these things.
- 00:53:54.653 --> 00:53:56.689
- And I pray that there will bea story inside the families
- 00:53:56.689 --> 00:53:59.158
- inside the friendship circles
- 00:53:59.158 --> 00:54:00.959
- that goes back to thisnight, this time we said,
- 00:54:00.959 --> 00:54:03.429
- I remember when Godprompted me, He pushed me.
- 00:54:03.429 --> 00:54:07.966
- I moved on somethingI hadn't moved before.
- 00:54:07.966 --> 00:54:10.369
- And life is differentright now, I have more.
- 00:54:10.369 --> 00:54:12.871
- God, would you please
- 00:54:12.871 --> 00:54:14.206
- give what you wantto give these people,
- 00:54:14.206 --> 00:54:16.442
- because we move, weaggressively pushed forward.
- 00:54:16.442 --> 00:54:20.379
- And if you never giveme anything else God,
- 00:54:20.379 --> 00:54:22.481
- you've given me enough andI'm thankful for it, Amen!
- 00:54:22.481 --> 00:54:26.518
- - Grateful, thankfuland I want more.
- 00:54:28.620 --> 00:54:33.459
- - Yeah I think we haveto come from that place.
- 00:54:33.459 --> 00:54:35.427
- You know, it's not...
- 00:54:35.427 --> 00:54:36.328
- I'm talking of antsy.
- 00:54:36.328 --> 00:54:37.563
- It's not, "Oh, I don'tfeel God's presence.
- 00:54:37.563 --> 00:54:39.631
- So I got to go dosomething novel."
- 00:54:39.631 --> 00:54:41.467
- I've got to comefrom a foundation of,
- 00:54:41.467 --> 00:54:43.135
- He's done more in me than Heshould have ever done on me.
- 00:54:43.135 --> 00:54:46.105
- I have more stuff
- 00:54:46.105 --> 00:54:47.573
- than I would have everthought that I would have.
- 00:54:47.573 --> 00:54:48.774
- And all of us haveto come to that place
- 00:54:48.774 --> 00:54:49.708
- of attitude of gratitude.
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- - [Laurie] Yes.
- 00:54:51.343 --> 00:54:52.578
- - And then not havethat Keep us back.
- 00:54:52.578 --> 00:54:54.646
- But see there's new things
- 00:54:54.646 --> 00:54:55.881
- that God wants to doin and through us.
- 00:54:55.881 --> 00:54:57.149
- - [Laurie] Yeah, beautiful.
- 00:54:57.149 --> 00:54:58.350
- - Well, I want more.
- 00:54:58.350 --> 00:55:00.319
- I'm grateful, I'm thankful andit's holy that I want more.
- 00:55:00.319 --> 00:55:05.157
- - [Brian] Yes it is.
- 00:55:05.157 --> 00:55:05.991
- - I love that.
- 00:55:05.991 --> 00:55:07.192
- Brian Tome, thank youfor being with us.
- 00:55:07.192 --> 00:55:08.527
- We'll see you next time.
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- Bye-bye
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- (upbeat music)
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